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hey im new here, my name is tabby .. if you ever wanna talk my aim s/n is infamouskizs or you can just leave me some comments ..
ive been really pissed off lately .. for starters im finally over this kid brandon i liked for 2 months .. he got a new gf and it really pissed me off so now im over him and i like someone new .. ive put up with so much shit from him and even my friends hate him and my friend amber really hates him n was always mad at me for liking him and hes just a big player kinda guy .. and then my mom pisses me off every day .. so lately ive started cutting myself w/scissors .. right now i have 17 on my arm and 4 on my leg [21] .. the only people that no are sarah, zachary, and kyleen .. i really hate these lil sluttish cunts in my 3rd period i just wanna throw a book at there fuckin head .. i hate everybody at na they all suck and god i jus fuckin hate them so bad .. i hate them almost as much as i hate myself .. i really truly do hate myself .. if i wasnt such a chicken ass i would kill myself but i dont have the ball sto do it .. i really wish i did .. but also i hear if you commit suicide you dont go to heaven and i wanna go to heaven to be with my dad cause i really miss him .. and all this missin ghim is turning into anger .. andi always feel empty, lonely, angry, sad, hatred inside me .. its to much and nobody understands me and noone takes me seriously so every fuckin day i hafta go to school n act happy cause nobody cares .. nobody takes me seriously so why try n let them see the real me .. nobody no's me and they all think they do but they fuckin dont .. it pisses me off .. and then ppl are like ya your a poser cause you listen to more than 1 kind of music, and all that shit .. i dont care what music i listen to i listen to whatever sounds good .. rap, hip hop, emo, punk, metal, rock, country, r & b, pop -- whatever i dont care if it sounds goood i like it .. and then this 1 kid john i hate him so effin bad .. hes such a wannabe he walks around school like hes a punk and hes not .. hes a wanna be .. he thinks he is all hardcore punk because all of a sudden this year he hangs out with josh tarkington .. i heard last year he was all preppy and shit and then this year hes all skater, and hardcore punk .. what a fag .. and then he walks around calling other people posers?? come fuckinon .. n then he always trys talkin to me wtf asshole you no i dont like you .. and he talks behind ppls backs but not to their face n hes so effin annoying .. and then in englsih class hes all like GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGUNIT .. come on you PUNK .. god i fuckiin hate him i swear to god .. but yet theres this kid graham and i hate him more .. god hes fat, ugly, greesy, smelly, n wears the same exact clothes all fuckin year .. oh my god hes so nasty .. but yea thats it for now .. i dont really no what this community is all about but i figured id join so .. yea leave comments if you want ..
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