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Damn... [01 Feb 2005|11:36am]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Pure - Orgy ]

Damn... I'm fucking getting sick and tired of everything and everyone. Jeeze, I don't want to sound like a deprived fifteen year old looking for attention, but that's the only waay I can express it.... I need to think, 'happy things'.. WTF? I am not the mighty yoda! Screw it... I'm done with this entry...

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Keep Up [28 Jan 2005|07:50am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Holy Shit - Mindless Self Indulgence ]

I want to update my journal better that I did with my other four. Yes, I had four other journals. All of them I got lazy with and didn't even bother with them... I'm such the procrasinator for sure... >Le sigh< I think that I need too many things in life... But what do I know? I am but a mere 'child'! It's funny though. It's been almost three months since my sister has died R.I.P. But my parents were being dicks and making me feel like shit majorly. For the longest time, and sometimes still do, they used to say shit like, 'And she was the one that was going to take care of us when we were older'. Fucking shit like that. I don't fucking need that! It's like WTF? I keep sayig, 'yeah, but I'm still here ya know?' and they'll be like 'yeah, but... blah blah blah.' Yeah I know. They have this despressive state. But I do too, and thier not thinking of that obviously. I mean, how would you feel about that? That's just plain depressing in all it's own.

In any case, I've spent over three hours on this entry because I've been doing other things at the same time...

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Stuff.... [27 Jan 2005|09:45am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | California Songs - Local H ]

Ah, to think that I've been up all night long... Actually, that's no big deal, really. I've been doing it for the past month or so... I felt like in the mood to type... Argh, my back is KILLING me!! Damn the osteoperosis (spelling?). I need to draw more to add to my website... I started to draw a really nifty anime picture, but I lost it! Figures, my luck sucks. Wow. I browsing and flipping through the channels. I went past MTV and they were playing Green Day's "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" then I continued onward past VH1, and they're playing the same damn song at the same time!! Well, not at the exact, percise in tune time, but you get what I mean. That song has quickly become the most overplayed video/song by far so far!! Grrr on Green Day. The American Idiot release (the entire CD) was a major letdown. Thirteen yer olds and shit keep saying to me, "WHAT R U TALKIN BOUT? GREEN DAY IS DA B3ST BAND 3VA!!!!" <----They type like that too!! In reality most of them have only heard the American Idiot CD. That says something right there! I think Green Day has sold out. Although thier good albums out weigh thier shitty ones by far, it's still the point that they now play to the MTV generation during the time of where MTV has sold out big time and a long time ago. MTV did indeed used to be cool, when they showed music videos!! Now it's all reality TV shows. If I'm not mistaken, MTV came up with one of the original reality TV shows, and thier biggest mistake, The Real World. Blah, that's when MTV started to slowly go down hill. But the last couple of years, it started going head first. I was talking to a member of Lilac Ambush (that reminds me, I need to add them as one of my interests...) about this too way back in June/July 2004. He definently agreed with me. How can you not, unless you're part of the communist brain washed generation?

My back still aches, bad... I'm getting bored, badly... Well, I made a good first entry anyways...

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