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2007 Wrap up [08 Jan 2008|01:27am]
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
Was trusted in charge of a classroom, ate pulpo, graduated college, received a teaching certificate, taught in a Spanish school, went canyoning, traveled by myself, rented an apartment in a foreign country, gotten a Spanish resident card, taught English, saw Blue Man Group

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
some yes, others no. and of course ill make more.
(same exact answer as last year) ← Same as last 2 years, apparently. But my resolutions for this year were kind of idealistic and difficult to measure. So we’ll see.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Stephanie

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No. amazing. ← Last year’s answer still reigns true.

5. What countries did you visit?
Ireland, Italy, Switzerland, Germany, The Netherlands, France, Spain, Poland, Hungary

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
Good classroom management skills, Spanish friends, fluency in Spanish

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Sept. 3- The day I left to come to Spain.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Fulbright and TFA

9. What was your biggest failure?
Getting rejected from Concordia Language Villages?

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Anything travel related.
15 euro IKEA memory foam pillow. Well worth it.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My friends, old and new, are amazing.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
I hate this question

14. Where did most of your money go?
Travel. Food. Rent. Food.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Backpacking in Europe, Moving to Spain!, Winter Break, TFA

16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
Unwritten-Natasha Beddingfield, Tal como eres-El Canto del Loco, Young Folks, Girl-Beck, anything by Richard Hawley, I don’t feel like dancing- the scissor sisters

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? Happier
thinner or fatter? Fatter.
richer or poorer? Richer I guess. I actually get regular paychecks.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Immersing myself in Spanish


19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Doubting my teaching abilities
Doubting myself in general

20. How will you be spending or did you spend Christmas?
Went to Germany to visit relatives I had never met.

21. Did you fall in love in 2007?
I think I actually let myself.

23. What was your favorite TV program? New one?
Lost, Grey’s, Firefly, ← Still. Plus America’s Next Top Model with the girls. I might be getting hooked on Private Practice.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No.

25. What was the best book you read?
Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Café comes to mind.
The Alchemist.
I need to read more…

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Richard Hawley. I’m a bit obsessed at the moment.

27. What did you want and get?
Fulbright

28. What did you want and not get?
A date with a Spaniard? jk
Not sure. I’m lucky in too many ways.

29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
El orfanato was good. Um…
Superbad was funny.
Death at a Funeral came out in 2007 even though I just saw it…but I enjoyed it.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
22 eh?
Tried to go to U of I with Jason and Paul but there was a snowstorm so we drank at Paul’s house and had a shot at midnight. Made it to U of I. Ate flat top I think, Went to Legends

31. What is one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not sure, things were pretty good. Anything slightly bad, I learned from.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007? Comfortable. Simple. Basic.


33. What kept you sane?
My paper journal, my chicas

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
McDreamy still

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
The porque no te callas issue was interesting.
The Madrid metro cleaning crew strike.

36. Who did you miss?
Everyone-that was a bit too easy

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Fulbright kids. My roommates. The EGHS teachers. Elisa.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007:
-You get out of life that which you put in.
-You need to step out of your comfort zone in order to grow.
-Some friendships or relationships aren’t meant to last forever, some are only meant to last for a certain amount of time.
-You don’t know unless you try. It is better to try and fail than to wonder “what if?”
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[01 Sep 2007|03:47pm]
alright. I leave in less than 24 hours.
All packed.

I'll be making the jump over to my Spain journal, it's what I used last time when I studied abroad.
Let me know if you need the hook up though.
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[14 Aug 2007|07:03pm]
I'm pretty sure that from now until Sept. 2 my mental status is constantly going to be set between whelmed and overwhelmed.

But obviously in the fun I'm-leaving-the-country sort of way!

Less than 3 weeks. Ridiculous.
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[28 Jul 2007|05:47pm]
my shuffle got played on Q101 today : )
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[13 Jul 2007|12:54am]
Update from last entry:

Another guy from Fulbright is on the same flight as me. On Continental.

Yep.
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[11 Jul 2007|01:45am]
Nicole vs Plane Tickets Round 2

I go to Continental's website. I choose my flights, check the baggage limits and itinerary change policies, choose seats, put in credit card info (credit card this time, NOT debit card.), and press submit.
I'm done within 15 minutes.

Nicole: 1 Plane Tickets: 0 (for today...)

And I now supposedly have plane tickets.
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[08 Jul 2007|09:53pm]
So, after the ridiculous-ness i just went through, I thought to myself hm, this is totally blurty-worthy material.
Then I was like hm, it sounds way more like a jason vs. situation.
I'm not Jason. This is kind of long. I don't guarantee wittiness. But here goes:

Nicole vs. Plane tickets

So for the past few weeks I have been telling myself that I need to buy my plane tickets for Spain. Since the government is picking up the tab, they will pay up to $1650 for a round trip fare. Free things = Sweet.

Nicole: 1 Plane Tickets: 0

I quickly find out that airlines don't create flights more than 330ish days from now. I need my flight back to be in July 2008. I can't book anything later than May. Denied.
Solution? Pick a random flight date then pay the money to change it later or do two one-way flights. REsearch proves that one-ways are up the ass expensive (which makes NO logical sense, but MUST make some sort of business sense. stupid airlines.) so I go with the first option. But I'm annoyed.

Nicole: 1 Plane Tickets: 1

Upon reading my handbooks, I find out that the government realized this issue and will reimburse up to $150 for date change fees. Awesome.

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 1

Upon more reading, I find out most companies charge $200 for changing ticket dates. Boo. Subtract the previous point I gave myself. Actually, I'll only subtract 1/4, since the government does pick up 3/4 of the fee.

Nicole: 1 3/4 Plane Tickets: 1

I figure I should purchase directly from an airline company so I can find legit date change policies.

I whittle my choices down to two airlines and 3 fares.
Option 1. A flight on Continental thats around 1200. But stops in Newark, NJ.
Thoughts:
In price range, but I really want a direct flight. And it's New Jersey...cmon.

Option 2. Flights on Iberia.
One in the leisure class (which i think is Spaniard English for "special offer"), within my price range, but not refundable and without the ability to change dates. Boo. Scratch this one.
Flip to economy class. 1800. I pay more. But completely refundable and changable. Hm. Intriguing.

So I spend a good amount of time trying to decide between the Continental and Iberia flights.
I feel super guilty about the Iberia one going over the amount since my contract says that I'm supposed to "find the most economical fare possible." But it is in economy class. And I figure I can just not tell them about the Continental flight.
And for some reason I have this huge thing against Newark.
I tell myself it's ok, so I decide that tonight's the night! I WILL buy tickets.
(Besides, my facebook fortune cookie totally says "Stop sitting on the fence." It obviously knows all.)
I'll round points up to 2 for getting off my ass and actually deciding something. And quarters of points are annoying. I shouldn't have done that...

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 1

Still with me?
I go online, I go to Iberia's website choose my flights. So I go through all the screens, type in my info, pick my seat, sign my life away (or at least like 1800 dollars), etc. It tells me it'll be "just a moment".

So after a "moment" it tells me there was an error in the page. Son of a bitch. I examine everything. Things appear to be in check. I press the stupid submit button again.

The report back tells me that I already have a transaction in progress.
I know it's lying, because it just told me it had an error. Hoebag.

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 2

Startover. I go through the 18 billions screens again. Well, I get to one point and realize I didn't change the "Mr." bubble to a "Ms" before I entered my name. I pressed the back button.
Bad idea. It did NOT appreciate that.
I decide to tell it I'm a woman, not a man. It tells me I need to startover.

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 3

So I type in all my nice info again, remember to change my title to "Ms" instead of the default "Mr," shake my fist, and press submit.

A confirmation number comes back! Hooray!

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 4

So I'm weirded out that I have a flight booked, but I get my confirmation email and I'm pretty content. Until I realize that I had forgotten to choose my seat that last time. When I sign in, it doesn't let me change it.
I think about being stuck in the middle between people I don't know for 8 hours.
I get angry. That's strike 3. I contemplate hitting "Cancel flight plan," which is about the only thing the website DOES allow me to do. But I just swear to myself, exit, and figure it'll work itself out later.

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 5

So I'm surfing around on the internet when I see an email pop up in my gmail inbox. I like getting email.
It's from Iberia.
"Dear Client:
We have been unable to issue your ticket(s) reserved under locator ------, because the credit card company has denied the charge."

I have 48 hours to fix the problem or my plan is cancelled.

Nicole: 2 Plane Tickets: 10 (credit card declined=major points)

So, I just got the shit kicked out of me. And I have no plane tickets.
Do I try to fix the Iberia situation or do I just book Continental since it seems it's just not meant to be?
I'm back on the fence.

Not sure, I'll leave that to round 2.

edit: I tried to check my credit card site to make sure I had enough credit left to charge the continental tickets. The site is down for maintenence 12-6am EST.
seriously. i give up on tonight.
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[03 Jul 2007|02:41am]
[ mood | pensive ]

It's been nearly two months since I've updated.

There have been attempts. But after a month+ hiatus, I wasn't sure where to start or what to include. I figured a time would come. And it seems fitting that I'd do so at nearly 3am some summer night (morning?). It's how I roll.

I suppose a recap is in order.
Graduation weekend at school was good. Seeing my BAT kids, having family there, my small ceremony. It was good. Very good.

Europe was amazing. It's hard to give a synopsis. When people ask how Europe was it's hard to answer. Good, amazing, or awesome don't fully encompass the experience. But they do the job without me going into a long rambling session.

I got to see the town I'm working in next year. It was pretty cool getting oriented there and in Madrid. It'll definitely help me when I arrive in September.

Being without a job this summer is relieving. I have many things I wish to accomplish before heading to Spain. Right now I'm streamlining my life, starting with cleaning out my room. Which cleaning out a closet full of things from the past 10 or so years of my life has lent itself to mixing nostalgia with my thoughts and plannings of the future.

Whenever I finish a journal, I shove it up in the corner of one of the shelves in my closet to join the others. While cleaning it wasn't a surprise that they were there, I knew it would come to a point where I would pull them out and page through them. Today just happened to be that day. It was strange and familiar all at the same time. Revisiting times in my life that seem so long ago. Coming across things I had forgotten. Life is funny.

I'll close with some quotes I lifted. I find it odd to quote myself. Oh well.
"It suck to spend your whole life depressed when you could be having fun" -8th grade
"Well, I've come to realize that having a relationship while I'm trying to figure myself out is not a good combo"-sophomore year, HS
"It's weird when you realize you're growing up. You realize you're moving and changing." -senior year, college
"I feel like I'm waiting in line to move on. Even though it scares the shit out of me, I'm ready for the next step in life. I'm ready to move on." -senior year, college

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[09 May 2007|07:21pm]
Thought A:
This week is so fucking bittersweet, it's ridiculous.

Thought B:
Things that suck-
-booking european hostels during summer weekends. oh right, everyone travels in europe at that time...
-leaving EGHS : ( i love my department
-going into the real world. wtf?
-having to get health insurance


Thought C:
Things that fucking rock about this week-
-only teaching 2 classes this week.
-being done with student teaching! and done with the u of i education program!
-pancake breakfast for teacher appreciation week. student council rocks.
-seeing my cooperating teacher thats on maternity leave!
-being on my way to europe a week from now!
-getting official Fulbright contracts in the mail today!
-seeing alex friday
-seeing my foreign language kids at graduation
-seeing my grandpa and great aunt and aunt
-graduation money. my relatives are awesome.

Thought D-
The good things outnumber the bad. by a lot. everything seems to be in check.
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[23 Apr 2007|07:20pm]
where the hell did april go?
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[22 Apr 2007|11:16pm]
Excerpt from letter from Fulbright España:

"The grant, in the amount of 13,857.50 euros, is possible thanks to..."

Holy hell. That's a shit ton of money.

I also have a school placement. It's in Alcalá de Henares, which looks like its a little outside of Madrid. That should be interesting.

It's starting to seem more...real now.
Weird.
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[19 Apr 2007|07:22pm]
so i got into teach for america too.
which i can defer a year to do the fulbright thing.
cool.
in theory i have the next 3 years planned out?
weird.
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[12 Apr 2007|10:05pm]
shocking realization made last week after a weird dream about soccer. (odd story in itself...)

so if im in madrid next year, that probably means i really shouldnt be cheering for FC barcelona, huh?

does that mean i need to become a real madrid fan?!

wild shit, man.
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[02 Apr 2007|10:11pm]
also, I'm so fortunate to have such awesome friends and family. : )

love you all. I don't say it enough!
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[02 Apr 2007|08:09pm]
I'M GOING TO SPAIN NEXT YEAR!
I GOT THE FULBRIGHT!

I am just bouncing off the walls! I don't know what to do with myself! I must celebrate this weekend! Or something!
AHHHHHHH!
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[08 Mar 2007|07:44pm]
things are good.
my cooperating teachers bought me school supplies and cake on monday. : )
and theyre amazing at easing me into taking over classes. im still not overwhelmed and today is the first itme im lesson planning at home. i took over spanish 1 with my teacher's plans and i start monday with my own!
Things are going to get more hectic, but I think teaching is a good fit for me. I feel like I'm utilizing things I've learned up until nowand it's so much easier actually teaching than doing little lessons here and there like last semester. I feel less stressed than in the first six weeks of the semester. Which is good.
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[01 Mar 2007|09:14am]
late start thursdays=my new best friends

sometimes i might have team meetings. but usually, i just do whatever. and i don't have a first hour class. so i don't start teaching anything til 10:20!
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[26 Feb 2007|05:13pm]
first day of student teaching=good
i don't feel extremely overwhelmed. which kind of blows my mind. i think i just feel like i can go to my teachers with whatever i may need.

but my teachers have a good plan of phasing me into teaching their classes, starting with teaching their plans, then teaching with my plans. things seems like they might be ok. but i haven't actually started actually teaching yet. : )

my one teacher is pregnant, due in april!
i get my very own desk in the department area. it looks so sad and empty, i have to spice it up with pictures and stuff. im excited.

on another note, i have a confession.
i met with a teach for america recruiter the other week. and the man encouraged me to apply. especially since if i get a fulbright or some year long program, i could defer it a year. so after meeting with him on the 15th i threw together essays and an app by the 18th. i kind of kept it on the DL cuz...im not sure. i guess i didnt want questions about how it works into plans, why i want to do it, etc. i dunno. but I qualified for a phone interview next week. so that's kind of exciting. the recruiter man said they might still want me even though ill already be certified. i dunno, im pretty much flying by the seat of my pants with this.
but in theory i could go from having no real post graduation plans, to having three years set out for me.
in theory.

oh yeah, and my birthday is saturday. i never realize that my birthday is coming until it's about a week away.
my mom bought me a badass spanish visual dictionary. im super excited about it.

i think thats about it for now. adios
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[14 Feb 2007|02:10am]
too bad online application deadlines don't get pushed back for snow days.
so seriously. I need to do my concordia application by Thursday.

edit-its a spanish immersion camp im applying to be a counselor at this summer. whether or not i actually do it depends on what im doing next fall.
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[13 Feb 2007|02:31am]
so i still really haven't wrapped my head around the fact that i really have less than two weeks left of being an undergrad...
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