: screw it all...
So...today basically SUCKED!!! I was actually happy the past couple days....that ended last night. SO i went to the park with Rachel and we talked and it was a really good talk, and im super glad that i got to talk to her. But nothing can be good in my life anymore, so of course, something had to go wrong. Charlotte got me at me for it...so that's just bull...but whatever-theres nothing i can do about it. And so i was in a really bad mood today, partly cause im a slut and all. I seriously dont understand why the hell she thinks so lowly of me. Am i really THAT bad of a person!?! I mean-seriously. If i am, then please, inform me of this, cause last time i checked i wasnt. But i have guy friends, so i guess that must make me a slut right? Of course because im not allowed to be friends with guys, im either dating them, or just am not friends with them. Ican't be just FRIENDS. And so that's a bunch of bull shit and that really pisses me off. But then Victor decides to not talk to me anymore, and just what the fuck ever. I give up on trying to be happy. Every time i finally think things are looking up-i get screwed. So whatever...im done. I'll just be upset all the time and it'll just be fuckin lovely. fan-fuckin-tastic. Well now i get to go look like a fat ass in front of everyone and screw up everything for colorguard cause i SUCK and thats why im giving up my spot to Ali since she was so pissed about not being able to do it-so...she can do it for the next game-i hope shes happy. but im gonna go so buhbye
-fat annoying slut bitch---->my new name
So...today basically SUCKED!!! I was actually happy the past couple days....that ended last night. SO i went to the park with Rachel and we talked and it was a really good talk, and im super glad that i got to talk to her. But nothing can be good in my life anymore, so of course, something had to go wrong. Charlotte got me at me for it...so that's just bull...but whatever-theres nothing i can do about it. And so i was in a really bad mood today, partly cause im a slut and all. I seriously dont understand why the hell she thinks so lowly of me. Am i really THAT bad of a person!?! I mean-seriously. If i am, then please, inform me of this, cause last time i checked i wasnt. But i have guy friends, so i guess that must make me a slut right? Of course because im not allowed to be friends with guys, im either dating them, or just am not friends with them. Ican't be just FRIENDS. And so that's a bunch of bull shit and that really pisses me off. But then Victor decides to not talk to me anymore, and just what the fuck ever. I give up on trying to be happy. Every time i finally think things are looking up-i get screwed. So whatever...im done. I'll just be upset all the time and it'll just be fuckin lovely. fan-fuckin-tastic. Well now i get to go look like a fat ass in front of everyone and screw up everything for colorguard cause i SUCK and thats why im giving up my spot to Ali since she was so pissed about not being able to do it-so...she can do it for the next game-i hope shes happy. but im gonna go so buhbye
-fat annoying slut bitch---->my new name
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