: yea....
So Monday wasn't really a good day. But my favoritest Feffula commented on my journal!!! that made me feel really yay!!! Anyways-yestreday was a little better i guess, and today was even better. Yesterday, school was ok i supposed....cc was....good i guess. yea i ran by myself and it was good. Then Rachie came over and she brought me dinner and we watched Romeo and Juliet. I love that movie. Then after she left, Gina called me and told me that her and Trina wanted to take me out to lunch today so i was like omg wow!!!! And i was really suprised and i felt really special cause they wanted to take me out to lunch!! So yea...then today-lets see. I got up and got ready to go to school, and we dressed up for cross country and i felt good about myself and i thought i looked pretty good..i wore the same thing i wore today to green room last year...oh my sadness. Anyways...moving on...um...this morning Victor actualy talked to me. But im convinced that he's like sick of me or something. i just dont think that he likes me at all anymore. and that's like super sad. i dont like that at all. but then all my morning classes were ok i suppose-band was awesome!!! Ok-so Jade's mom came in today to help us since she did colorguard in high school and we worked on it and we've got most of our routine which is like, really exciting so that makes me happy. And then i went out to lunch with Gina and Trina!!!!!! :-D and we saw Rachie there. and i was really happy to go out to lunch with them-it made me feel super special. So then i came back to school...blah blah blah...went to Chem, boiled some water...fun fun...then went to English-didnt finish my test cause i really didn't want to, then left for cross country. and it was a fun ride there i guess. We were talking about nasty peeners again. then we got there and the girls ran and we got 2nd!!! YaY!!!! And yea, i ran 25.04 which is actually pretty good considering the times at my last two meets. And i got a medal!!!!! That was super happy. I was suprised, but i was really happy about it cause yea...i was. And yea...lets see...um...yea-the ride back was fun, i couldn't stop laughing and i dont really remember why..but owell. good that i got it out today! Tomorrow's gonna be a not good day! At all...i dont like it at all and im really not looking forward to it. It'll be 7 years!!! It seems way too long, yet not long enough. That means that i still have a LONG time to go without her, and i dont like that at all. it just...its really not a cool thing. and its just gonna suck. and i dont really feel like i have any friends to talk to about it..which sucks even more. im very lonely...and alone...and by myself. i dont like it...but theres nothing i can do about it so whatever. im just gonna go.
steph
...she was in a coma 7 years ago today....and i had no idea that would be the end....
....or that my whole life would be changed forever....
...omg i miss her....:-/
So Monday wasn't really a good day. But my favoritest Feffula commented on my journal!!! that made me feel really yay!!! Anyways-yestreday was a little better i guess, and today was even better. Yesterday, school was ok i supposed....cc was....good i guess. yea i ran by myself and it was good. Then Rachie came over and she brought me dinner and we watched Romeo and Juliet. I love that movie. Then after she left, Gina called me and told me that her and Trina wanted to take me out to lunch today so i was like omg wow!!!! And i was really suprised and i felt really special cause they wanted to take me out to lunch!! So yea...then today-lets see. I got up and got ready to go to school, and we dressed up for cross country and i felt good about myself and i thought i looked pretty good..i wore the same thing i wore today to green room last year...oh my sadness. Anyways...moving on...um...this morning Victor actualy talked to me. But im convinced that he's like sick of me or something. i just dont think that he likes me at all anymore. and that's like super sad. i dont like that at all. but then all my morning classes were ok i suppose-band was awesome!!! Ok-so Jade's mom came in today to help us since she did colorguard in high school and we worked on it and we've got most of our routine which is like, really exciting so that makes me happy. And then i went out to lunch with Gina and Trina!!!!!! :-D and we saw Rachie there. and i was really happy to go out to lunch with them-it made me feel super special. So then i came back to school...blah blah blah...went to Chem, boiled some water...fun fun...then went to English-didnt finish my test cause i really didn't want to, then left for cross country. and it was a fun ride there i guess. We were talking about nasty peeners again. then we got there and the girls ran and we got 2nd!!! YaY!!!! And yea, i ran 25.04 which is actually pretty good considering the times at my last two meets. And i got a medal!!!!! That was super happy. I was suprised, but i was really happy about it cause yea...i was. And yea...lets see...um...yea-the ride back was fun, i couldn't stop laughing and i dont really remember why..but owell. good that i got it out today! Tomorrow's gonna be a not good day! At all...i dont like it at all and im really not looking forward to it. It'll be 7 years!!! It seems way too long, yet not long enough. That means that i still have a LONG time to go without her, and i dont like that at all. it just...its really not a cool thing. and its just gonna suck. and i dont really feel like i have any friends to talk to about it..which sucks even more. im very lonely...and alone...and by myself. i dont like it...but theres nothing i can do about it so whatever. im just gonna go.
steph
...she was in a coma 7 years ago today....and i had no idea that would be the end....
....or that my whole life would be changed forever....
...omg i miss her....:-/
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