Froolie

5:05pm: its been kinda a while
So...yea...school started today. I dunno...i guess im excited. Algebra 2-prolly not, im really not looking forward to that class at all. History-im actually looking forward to that class. It should be fun, im really glad that i have Mr. Cowhy. I was so excited when i got my schedule changed!!! Venner-omg, of course im excited for that class!!! I love it, and Ricco's in there this year!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! That makes me happy! For some reason, i dont know why, but i feel like i annoy him, or he doesn't like me or something...that makes me super sad. Anyways-band, that's gonna be fun with Carlot...but Andrea dropped out which makes me sad. And then at lunch, i went out with Carlot and Ashley. Then Chem...yea-i really am not looking forward to that class cause there's like no one in there that i talk to, and that kinda sucks. Then English-omg, im SOOOO excited for that class. I'm so happy that i got Mr. Spaulding when my schedule changed. And i like the people in it! So that makes me happy. It should be fun. but yea...so that's that.

I can NOT believe that Feffula's gone...omg! She left today and that isn't cool at all. I wrote her last night and stuck it in with her cds. And just omg...we've been through SOOO much, and now-she's just gone. I just omg..i cant think about it anymore or im gonna start crying.

So...everything pretty much just sucks right now. I am soo angry cause we have to run tomorrow-of course no one wants to cause we ran yesterday and it was SOO miserable. And now, we get to run tomorrow...what fun...yea-prolly not. I ran SOO bad yesterday-27.08 that is AWFUL! But i couldn't keep up with Ashley, i just, i couldn't do it...it was too hot, my damn feet hurt to bad, and i just didn't care enough to do it. So whatever-that's how im gonna be this season-i dont care. I dont know, i wanted to start this year off good, with a good, positive attitude, but that's definitely NOT happening. I'm being very pessimistic already and i feel like crap about like...pretty much everything. I think Ricco doesn't like me, i dont like the people in most of my classes, Feffula's gone, and just like...yea-i could go on, but id rather not bore you all to death. I just...i feel the need to cry right now, but i really dont wanna do that. Little too late for that now......I think Victor is annoyed with me too. I should seriosuly just...i dont know-put myself in a box maybe! Yea...probably so. I hate myself. That's nice-Victor just hung up on me...see-he is annoyed by me. :-( Im really upset right now...so im just gonna go