Froolie

4:12pm: ::sighs::
Ok...so lets see..im over being angry about that whole thing. Ya know, im sick of letting that stupid stuff get me upset, so im just gonna try really hard not to let it get to me. So hoeing SUCKED and practice that night sucked even more, i was so exhausted from hoeing, and we had to run the course and then run another 2 miles...what fun...even though i didn't do the 2 miles cause i went back with Amy...long story and it's not that interesting...lol...but yea. it just sucked a whole bunch. And im really not all that excited about cross anymore, i dont know why, i just....dont care i guess. I dunno...but anyways-on Tuesday-Feffula and me went to Babbo's again!!!!!!! I seriously love it there so much, im so glad that i have her cause i dunno what id do without her. We always have so much fun. And so yea...i ran to the cemetery and i talked to mom for like...15 minutes, then i ran back and we ate some Subway...MmMmM...and then we watched the Olympics-MiChAeL PhElPs!!! OmG-love him!!!! But then there's always Jason Gatson too...OMG...he is SOOOO unbelievably sexy and hott and tempting and just wow!!! And he's AWESOME-i watched him Monday night and he got a 9.825 on the parallel bars-highest US score of the night! Yea...that's right, he's awesome! And yea...he's just wow and yea...lol...and Michael Phelps-seriously he is AmAzInG!!!! He is such a great swimmer and omg-i have no words to say about him because he's just that good that it's like wow! Ya know!? But anyways...lol...watched the Olympics, and i stayed up til like...midnight watching them...and then the next morning we got up and went shopping of course! Fun times. And then we came home and ate lunch, then nap time. And then Babbo and Feffula took me to Don's Quality Service place at the bottom of Terrace Hill and then i ran up it, and down River rd. cause im stupid...and i ran past his house...and his car was there...and so then i turned around at Windmill pt. then ran back past his house...and i dunno it was just like...yea...then i ran back through town back to Babbo's and it was far! I couldn't believe that I actually did that because yea...it was just crazy, but i did and i was really excited. But then we went out to dinner at Sorrento's...SO good. Then Feffula and me packed up our stuff and i called Tony to see if we could stop by on our way out of town...and he answered the phone, i know it was him, and i asked if Tony was there and he paused for like...10 seconds and then he was like no he's not and hung up..i was like um...ok-what the hell...so we drove by his house and his car was still there. I was kinda just like....riiight! that makes a lotta sense. So i dunno....but we got home and yadada...not a whole lot. I saw Michael Phelps swim again! But i didn't get to see my other sexy...Jason Gatson...lol. Wow-im a freak. Owell, what can ya do? And i dunno, it feels so weird to be here now, i feel like i should be back at Babbo's. I love it there so much, i love Flushing so much. Its just....home.

So...school starts in 6 days! I can't believe it...already its starting. Where did my summer go? I just wow. I was working in my room today to clean it, and i got kinda far, until i decided i needed a break and then watched the Olympics for a couple hours. And now, here i am..updating this because Shannon said...lol. I do agree with her that we need to become better friends. I do have a lot of fun with her...and she's so awesome! I love her! This year, im done with some of the friends i had last year...im just done with them. But Shannon-she's awesome and yea, we just need to become better friends!!! And since there's only 6 days til school starts, that means 6 days til Feffula leaves. That makes me really sad. I dont know what im gonna do. It's gonna be SOOO weird. I mean-that's less than a week and then i wont see her for a while. It's too weird to think about. Omg...i just, i cant think about it anymore, so im not going to. I called Aunt Emily today to tell her we couldn't come...:-(...but it was good to talk to her. I was really hoping id get to go cause i really wanted to talk to her and Will about that thing. But...i can't. So i told her i was gonna write her a letter and explain. And she said that some Friday she'd have to drive up here and pick me up and take me down there so i could spend the weekend with them. That sounds like fun and i REALLY wanna do that. I love spending time with her and Will...they're so much fun and i love them both to death. She's another one of my family that i dunno what id do without. And Will's parents, they're awesome, so hopefully we'd be able to go there and go swimming in the lake. That was lots of fun last year. And yea..i dunno, but ill be looking forward to being able to go down there. Cause i dunno, t hey said something about moving to California a while ago, and i really dont want them to. Aunt Emily's the only one i can talk to about like, anything. I mean, dont get me wrong, i LOVE all my other family to death, but she's just really easy to talk to. I dunno, maybe it's cause we've stayed up til...i dunno 2 in the morning talking a bunch of times, and she'll tell us stories about Mom and stuff. And I dunno, i just feel really comfortable around her. And everytime we used to go over to G-ma and G-pa's, she'd be there cause she was still in school, and she used to babysit us all the time, so we just grew up with her! Well...with that, i guess im gonna go finish my room...so maybe ill update some more later

steph