Froolie

10:39pm: so yea...
Ok..so lets see...on Wednesday-it ws Rachie's birthday!!!!! 18!!! So, she came over, and we had french toast..mmmm...and then she left. And then feffula and me went into town for a bit, then came home, and me being stupid thought i had appendicitis...like i said-im stupid so i was ballin my eyes out and feffula didnt care cause she was sleeping on the couch, so she told me to go mow the lawn, so i did. Then Ashley and Shannon came to see me, and i went with them to Saginaw and we were trying on clothes and shoes...lmao-it was hilarious...and then i came home, had the house to myself. I dont know what i did, but i know that later i talked to Tony!! :-) And yea...um...yesterday-i finished mowing the lawn and i attempted to weed the garden, but it's soo bad that i really couldn't tell what anything was, so i kinda gave up on that. And then um...i dont think i did anything else, but i know i missed talking to Tony three times, so it was really sad. And i talked to him for like...5 minutes last night...and yea. I was so this morning..i got up and i cleaned a little. Then feffula told me that we were leaving at 12 to go to Flushing, but i was supposed to talk to Tony around 12:30 to see if he could do anything today. but around 12 i came down here cause feffula went to the bank, and he left me a message saying he had to help his grandma move outta storage today so he couldnt do anything...so you know me, i went and cried. And so then feffula got here, and so we went to Ashley's and her, feffula, G and me went to Taco Bell. And omg-i love G-she's hilarious. But then yadada...and then we left there and went to the cemetery and then to grandma and grandpa's for dinner!!! MmMmMmMmM we had quick-fried steak, potatoes and green beans-it was SOOO good and then we had ice cream cones of desert. And then i sat and had a cup of coffee with them...lol...it was fun! I miss spending time with them, and having our late night Sorry games-where of course id always win...lol and we were reminiscing...:-/...like the time when Mom and Dad went to Toronto and i had a really bad earache, and we were waiting for Aunt Jamie somewhere, and we were in the car, and she made me sit in the very back cause i was crying...lol...and then when Mom had her seizure and we stayed over there, we kept our stuff in the living room, and their windows are big and face the road, and we'd change in there-and i remember grandma saying-"dont change in front of the window, no one wants to see your dupa" and i just remember lots of stuff like that...those were the good days! So then we came home, and i was talking to Alex...lol...wow-im really glad that after everything that's happened we're still friends. He's seriously one of my best ones, and he's great! And im teaching him how to dance...lol...that should be fun. But now, im just gonna go...
steph

11:58pm: :-/...Flushing...
So ever since i last updated-ive been thinking about Flushing...stupid of me i know, but just yea. I dont know, im just really sad and upset and blah. Cause ok, today, after we went to the cemetery, we drove past the high school, and i was just thinking-thats where i need to be going to school. I'm just really upset right now...im in one of my Flushing moods i guess...i dont know i just wish that i still lived there. I was thinking about that at g-ma and g-pas today. How awesome would it be if i still lived there? Yea-extremely! I really, really dont like this place. And we went to Tucker today and Amy, Kyle, and Krista were working, and Amy told us to come up into the office and hang out and of course that brought back memories, cause we used to do that like every single day. We seriously like, lived at the pool in the summer. And we'd always either stay in the pool between sessions or go up in the office. And even during sessions, we'd go up there. That place was like our 2nd home. I love that place. And because of the fact that i am DAMN stupid-i just looked at my yearbook from 4th grade...::sniffle sniffle:: and i went through and said everyone's name from my class and i knew all of them, and i had a little story for each one...wow...ok-so the faucet needs to NOT be turned on now, i had enough of that earlier today...so im just gonna go to bed now cause i dont wanna think about it anymore....