: im so stupid
So things right now pretty much suck ass. Found out some stuff this morning-not like i didnt already know, just cause im not THAT stupid and it wsan't too hard to figure out. And just UGH!!! that's all i have to say about it. And here are some lovely things that just yea...
*Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is the thing you never really had...
*Forget the times you walked by, forget the times you made me cry, forget the time you held my hand, forget the sweetest things if i can, i can no longer pretend, ive gotta remember now you're just my friend...
and that one leads right into this one
*How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look--or talk--to them it makes you want them even more?!
*I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like everythings a dream, and pretend inside im not hurting...
*Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was my choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control
*I've learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories-good and bad-will bring tears, and words will never replace feelings
*Sometimes, you just have to smile and walk away, hold back your tears and pretend you're ok
*Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew
*A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out that it wasn't meant to be and you just have to let go
*I might forget most of what happened, and most of what you said, but one thing i'll never forget is the way you made me feel
*Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that's hard
So yea....those pretty much describe how i'm feeling right about now. I dont know, it pisses me off, but it doesn't...ya know? Cause ok-the fact that he doesn't like me, whatever, but the fact that he could do and say all that SHIT-yea, tha'ts not cool. And him not liking me doesn't hurt half as bad as all that SHIT that was said and done. That is what pisses me off-and i was actually stupid enough to believe that half that shit was true...once again-ive proved to everyone that im a dumbass. I can't believe i believed it.......how stupid can i be?! Obviously pretty damn. But shit-the way i felt, and just UGH! I dunno-i have nothing else to say except this-fuck it!
So things right now pretty much suck ass. Found out some stuff this morning-not like i didnt already know, just cause im not THAT stupid and it wsan't too hard to figure out. And just UGH!!! that's all i have to say about it. And here are some lovely things that just yea...
*Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is the thing you never really had...
*Forget the times you walked by, forget the times you made me cry, forget the time you held my hand, forget the sweetest things if i can, i can no longer pretend, ive gotta remember now you're just my friend...
and that one leads right into this one
*How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look--or talk--to them it makes you want them even more?!
*I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like everythings a dream, and pretend inside im not hurting...
*Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was my choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control
*I've learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories-good and bad-will bring tears, and words will never replace feelings
*Sometimes, you just have to smile and walk away, hold back your tears and pretend you're ok
*Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew
*A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out that it wasn't meant to be and you just have to let go
*I might forget most of what happened, and most of what you said, but one thing i'll never forget is the way you made me feel
*Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that's hard
So yea....those pretty much describe how i'm feeling right about now. I dont know, it pisses me off, but it doesn't...ya know? Cause ok-the fact that he doesn't like me, whatever, but the fact that he could do and say all that SHIT-yea, tha'ts not cool. And him not liking me doesn't hurt half as bad as all that SHIT that was said and done. That is what pisses me off-and i was actually stupid enough to believe that half that shit was true...once again-ive proved to everyone that im a dumbass. I can't believe i believed it.......how stupid can i be?! Obviously pretty damn. But shit-the way i felt, and just UGH! I dunno-i have nothing else to say except this-fuck it!
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