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So...it's been quite a while. And lets see...Sunday was a LOT of fun! I'm so glad that i got to spend time with the family. And i talked to Aunt Emily about stuff...and that really helped. And just yea...it was a lotta fun and i'm glad that i got to go. Then lets see...that night, i didn't do anything...but i DID talk to Victor and Knop...and WoW!!! That's all i have to say...hilarious conversation! But it made me feel better...lol...so i suppose that's a good thing. And monday-didn't do anything..tuesday, school and i came home and mowed, same with wednesday and yesterday, but we started watchin the video from DT in Venner..... Then today...went to school, and SO many people told me that i looked cute or something. And 3 people said i was gorgeous. I was like...wow!!! And we finished the video from DT today, and it was sad!!! It made me wanna cry! And just yea...it was sad. I dunno, and it brought back memories from then too...and just blah!!!! Then i came home,a nd i was supposed to trac vac....but it wouldn't start, so i got outta it. And now..im just StUpId!!!! That's all there is to it...i dont wanna do anything right now...just i feel so blah!!! And ok...i wrote Victor a note Tuesday night, and like the whole thing ended up being about Mom and stuff...:-/, and yea..! I dunno, and Mother's Day is Sunday, and i'm not really looking forward to it. And today, Aunt Nini sent us a card and this is what it says:
Nothing can replace a mother's love, it's unconditional, constant, a part of who you are.
It shapes your very being.
Your mom will always be a part of you, in mind, in spirit, in heart.
This Mother's day, though tears sting your eyes and your heart aches from missing her~
May your memories of your mom bring a smile to your face and a hug to your heart.
And so yea...i read that, and i just wanted to cry. And i do'nt know..i just, i feel like CRAP right now...i don't know....andi feel like a failure and i don't know why! I felt good today...but then again, i always feel good during the day, then i come home...and end up feelin awful! So i dunno! But yea...i dont know...i just UGH!!!!! so i think i'm gonna go outside and swing or somethin...maybe try and feel better?!?!
So...it's been quite a while. And lets see...Sunday was a LOT of fun! I'm so glad that i got to spend time with the family. And i talked to Aunt Emily about stuff...and that really helped. And just yea...it was a lotta fun and i'm glad that i got to go. Then lets see...that night, i didn't do anything...but i DID talk to Victor and Knop...and WoW!!! That's all i have to say...hilarious conversation! But it made me feel better...lol...so i suppose that's a good thing. And monday-didn't do anything..tuesday, school and i came home and mowed, same with wednesday and yesterday, but we started watchin the video from DT in Venner..... Then today...went to school, and SO many people told me that i looked cute or something. And 3 people said i was gorgeous. I was like...wow!!! And we finished the video from DT today, and it was sad!!! It made me wanna cry! And just yea...it was sad. I dunno, and it brought back memories from then too...and just blah!!!! Then i came home,a nd i was supposed to trac vac....but it wouldn't start, so i got outta it. And now..im just StUpId!!!! That's all there is to it...i dont wanna do anything right now...just i feel so blah!!! And ok...i wrote Victor a note Tuesday night, and like the whole thing ended up being about Mom and stuff...:-/, and yea..! I dunno, and Mother's Day is Sunday, and i'm not really looking forward to it. And today, Aunt Nini sent us a card and this is what it says:
Nothing can replace a mother's love, it's unconditional, constant, a part of who you are.
It shapes your very being.
Your mom will always be a part of you, in mind, in spirit, in heart.
This Mother's day, though tears sting your eyes and your heart aches from missing her~
May your memories of your mom bring a smile to your face and a hug to your heart.
And so yea...i read that, and i just wanted to cry. And i do'nt know..i just, i feel like CRAP right now...i don't know....andi feel like a failure and i don't know why! I felt good today...but then again, i always feel good during the day, then i come home...and end up feelin awful! So i dunno! But yea...i dont know...i just UGH!!!!! so i think i'm gonna go outside and swing or somethin...maybe try and feel better?!?!
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