: ...so....wow....yea....
So yea, a LOT has happened since i last updated. I never said how the show went sunday...but it was good. And let's see... i talked to Ricco before the show. and that helped. And then not really anything happened on monday or tuesday. But yesterday...that's pretty much when everything happened. So i'm sure that everyone knows that Justin and Brandon were in a car accident and that Justin died. And just wow...like i didn't really know him, but still, that just made me think, cause i never would've thought that something like that could happen, but it can....and it did. It was just a REALLY bad day at school yesterday-walking through the halls, there were SO many people crying!!! SO many, and it was not cool. And then Venner...wow, let's not even go there. EVERYONE was crying, seriously. it was SO bad. Then at lunch, i went outside to get some fresh air, and i went over by Christy and stuff, and then Hannah came up to tell them that at 6 there was gonna be a thing at DaVinchi's to talk about it, and i asked her if she was ok, and she told me that they were best friends since they were 3 and just wow...so i was like, do you need a hug, and so i gave her a hug, and i felt SO bad. Seriously, like....just yea...! Then we didn't do anything in band, so i wrote her a letter and i had Sarah give it to her cause she left. And then she emailed me back, and she made me wanna cry, it was so sweet. And jsut wow...i feel SO bad for EVERYTHING that i've ever said about it and i really wish that i could take it all back, but unfortunately i can't. And i couldn't wait to tell Ricco, cause i know that he hated it when we were yea...i don't even know...but yea. Too bad he wasn't at school...but yea, i don't know, i'm glad that things are ok with us now. But it's really sad that it took someone's life for that to happen. And it was just a not good day. And i wasn't looking to going home, cause i didnt' wanna think about it and cry anymore...so then Victor called me and he was like what are you doing tonight? and of course...i wasnt doing anything cause i never do and so he asked if i wanted to go to Knop's talent show...so i did. And it was good to get out of the house and take my mind off of things. And it was WOW!!!!!!! More than half the people were not very good....but Knop and Ronaldo-they were AmAzInG!!! It was soooo good. And yea. And i met his mom and his sister, and she's so tiny, but cute. And his sister is aww....but anyways, enough of that. I felt so much like i shouldn't be there, and on our way there-i went with Ricco's mom and Victor-i was like, omg, what am i doing!?!? i need to go home, i hsouldn't be going. But i am glad that i went cause it was good to get away, not to mention, they were SO good!!!! And yea...wow...ok, im gonna stop right there. Cause i just need to stop with all of it. I need to go and be put away in a box!! I dunno...so that's pretty much all that's happened, it really isn't that much, so yea...! but anyways...i'm gonna go now and yea...
-chocolate
Oh yea...so i went to wake Feffula up cause Curtis was leaving his house to pick her up, so i went up there, and she was not in a good mood earlier, so i started dancing and then she put in on Milkshake...lol...and so i started dancing to that, and then when the song was over, she was like-omg, you're a retard! then she told me that i'm a porn star dancer and that my new name is chocolate...so yea...anyways...buhbye
So yea, a LOT has happened since i last updated. I never said how the show went sunday...but it was good. And let's see... i talked to Ricco before the show. and that helped. And then not really anything happened on monday or tuesday. But yesterday...that's pretty much when everything happened. So i'm sure that everyone knows that Justin and Brandon were in a car accident and that Justin died. And just wow...like i didn't really know him, but still, that just made me think, cause i never would've thought that something like that could happen, but it can....and it did. It was just a REALLY bad day at school yesterday-walking through the halls, there were SO many people crying!!! SO many, and it was not cool. And then Venner...wow, let's not even go there. EVERYONE was crying, seriously. it was SO bad. Then at lunch, i went outside to get some fresh air, and i went over by Christy and stuff, and then Hannah came up to tell them that at 6 there was gonna be a thing at DaVinchi's to talk about it, and i asked her if she was ok, and she told me that they were best friends since they were 3 and just wow...so i was like, do you need a hug, and so i gave her a hug, and i felt SO bad. Seriously, like....just yea...! Then we didn't do anything in band, so i wrote her a letter and i had Sarah give it to her cause she left. And then she emailed me back, and she made me wanna cry, it was so sweet. And jsut wow...i feel SO bad for EVERYTHING that i've ever said about it and i really wish that i could take it all back, but unfortunately i can't. And i couldn't wait to tell Ricco, cause i know that he hated it when we were yea...i don't even know...but yea. Too bad he wasn't at school...but yea, i don't know, i'm glad that things are ok with us now. But it's really sad that it took someone's life for that to happen. And it was just a not good day. And i wasn't looking to going home, cause i didnt' wanna think about it and cry anymore...so then Victor called me and he was like what are you doing tonight? and of course...i wasnt doing anything cause i never do and so he asked if i wanted to go to Knop's talent show...so i did. And it was good to get out of the house and take my mind off of things. And it was WOW!!!!!!! More than half the people were not very good....but Knop and Ronaldo-they were AmAzInG!!! It was soooo good. And yea. And i met his mom and his sister, and she's so tiny, but cute. And his sister is aww....but anyways, enough of that. I felt so much like i shouldn't be there, and on our way there-i went with Ricco's mom and Victor-i was like, omg, what am i doing!?!? i need to go home, i hsouldn't be going. But i am glad that i went cause it was good to get away, not to mention, they were SO good!!!! And yea...wow...ok, im gonna stop right there. Cause i just need to stop with all of it. I need to go and be put away in a box!! I dunno...so that's pretty much all that's happened, it really isn't that much, so yea...! but anyways...i'm gonna go now and yea...
-chocolate
Oh yea...so i went to wake Feffula up cause Curtis was leaving his house to pick her up, so i went up there, and she was not in a good mood earlier, so i started dancing and then she put in on Milkshake...lol...and so i started dancing to that, and then when the song was over, she was like-omg, you're a retard! then she told me that i'm a porn star dancer and that my new name is chocolate...so yea...anyways...buhbye
Current Mood: 
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indescribableCurrent Music: Milkshake-Kelis....hahaha