: omg....
So...yesterday-well...first of all, the matinee was good, i saw Aunt Nini!!!!!!!!!!! And i saw Brianne and Stacia and Aunt Maria and Aunt Jamie, and Babbo, and Mrs. Trotogot, and Mrs. Bushong. And Mrs. Bushong got me a little Snoopy figurine thing, and Babbo got me flowers and Mrs. Trotogot got Bonnie and me both $100 gift cards to Kohls!!! So yea...wow. And ok, afterwards, Feffula, Aunt Nini and me went to McDonalds and we sat there and we talked and it was just good to spend time with her. And yea, it was good and i was excited and everything. And so then-the evening performance-wow, i just i'm gonna start crying again-and i really DON'T need to do that. But anyways...so i had to be there to serve right?!? well yea, and so i got my tables and i talked to Ricco and stuff...then my people got there, great, ya know, whatever-then i see Victor and Knop...i was like, isn't that wonderful-then i was serving the people at my tables and the ladies are like, you're so beautiful, you have such a beautiful smile,you're so pretty. And they were just making me feel really good. so yea...then i was going to get my tables desert and he pulled up like right in front of me and he was like hey-i was like...hi and he's like Knop's here, and i was like yea...i can see that. So then i went and yadada, then my tables didn't need anything else, so i went to talk to G-ma and G-pa and Aunt Geraldine and Uncle Bob, and Dad and Roxi, and yea...i was standing there and here comes Knop and Victor...and so Knop's like hey, and i was like hey...and then Victor's just Victor. So then it was time for the performance, and i was like freaking out cause i didn't wanna screw up my narration, and all this, but i didn't!!! So i was really excited about that...then i see Victor, and i'm like GREAT cause he was like RIGHT there...for where i am for Lilo and Stitch, and it wasn't cool! I didn't like it very much. So the first half was good i thought...then 2nd act, i though thtat was good too...then Lilo and Stitch, i think i did good, i dunno but i was like OMG-they are NOT right in front of me. That's NOT cool in any way! So we were done with Lilo and Stitch-and HE YELLED 89!! I was like-OMG-not cool. So then, we went finished the show and i wanted to get my camera so i could take pictures, so i did, and i got back, and i was talking to the parents and stuff and Ricco and Knop were right there...and so then i was done talking to them, and i Knop was like good job, and i was like thanks, then Ricco asked what i was doing afterwards and i was like, well t here's a party at my house, you should come, or something like that. Then yea, i went to see G-ma and G-pa again, and then i was gonna go see Victor, but by the time i was done talking to them, he was gone...so that's really sad. So then i came home...and yadada, then i wanted to see when Feffula was gonna be home, but i saw the truck pull in the driveway, so i went out there, and right hwne i was out there...Knop, Ricco, AND Hannah got here. So i went inside, and i went to my room, and yea, then i came out and they were at the door so i was just like, you guys can come in. So then i went back to my room, and i cried...for no reason really. Then, i decided that i'd go downstairs cause i didn't feel like sitting all by my lonesome in my room anymore, so i came down here...and i wanted to cry, but i stayed down here. And yea....just no...then everyone left, and i went out to Ashley and Wayne's car and i said bye to them then i went straight to my room and i cried, and i cried, and i cried, and i couldn't stop. I cried for an hour straight last night-i just don't do that like ever...but last night i did. And i kinda knew why i was upset and stuff...ok, i did, but i just don't understand WHY i was so upset! I had NO reason to be THAT upset about it that i felt the need to cry for an HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!! and i tried to play solitare hoping that it would calm me down...but nope, i just started thinking again and i lost it. it was AWFUL!!!!! Then i had a dream last night...and that really didn't help and just NO!!! And then today, i kept wanting to cry, like i woke up at 11:30-and i like never wake up that late, but i really didn't want this day to start. And i was gettin ready, and i started thinking about it and crying, but i made myself stop. Then before the show i talked to Ricco which helped. And i didn't let it ruin dt...i smiled and had fun, well except for before You Walk with Me and during Side by Side when i started thinking about it! And then i was waiting in the car at Kroger, and i started crying again, but i made myself stop! And seriously, i really have NO idea why i'm so upset about this-i have NO reason to be...AT ALL!!!!!! And just roar! I'm going to go walk or something right now cause i NEED to just stop and maybe that'll help.
So...yesterday-well...first of all, the matinee was good, i saw Aunt Nini!!!!!!!!!!! And i saw Brianne and Stacia and Aunt Maria and Aunt Jamie, and Babbo, and Mrs. Trotogot, and Mrs. Bushong. And Mrs. Bushong got me a little Snoopy figurine thing, and Babbo got me flowers and Mrs. Trotogot got Bonnie and me both $100 gift cards to Kohls!!! So yea...wow. And ok, afterwards, Feffula, Aunt Nini and me went to McDonalds and we sat there and we talked and it was just good to spend time with her. And yea, it was good and i was excited and everything. And so then-the evening performance-wow, i just i'm gonna start crying again-and i really DON'T need to do that. But anyways...so i had to be there to serve right?!? well yea, and so i got my tables and i talked to Ricco and stuff...then my people got there, great, ya know, whatever-then i see Victor and Knop...i was like, isn't that wonderful-then i was serving the people at my tables and the ladies are like, you're so beautiful, you have such a beautiful smile,you're so pretty. And they were just making me feel really good. so yea...then i was going to get my tables desert and he pulled up like right in front of me and he was like hey-i was like...hi and he's like Knop's here, and i was like yea...i can see that. So then i went and yadada, then my tables didn't need anything else, so i went to talk to G-ma and G-pa and Aunt Geraldine and Uncle Bob, and Dad and Roxi, and yea...i was standing there and here comes Knop and Victor...and so Knop's like hey, and i was like hey...and then Victor's just Victor. So then it was time for the performance, and i was like freaking out cause i didn't wanna screw up my narration, and all this, but i didn't!!! So i was really excited about that...then i see Victor, and i'm like GREAT cause he was like RIGHT there...for where i am for Lilo and Stitch, and it wasn't cool! I didn't like it very much. So the first half was good i thought...then 2nd act, i though thtat was good too...then Lilo and Stitch, i think i did good, i dunno but i was like OMG-they are NOT right in front of me. That's NOT cool in any way! So we were done with Lilo and Stitch-and HE YELLED 89!! I was like-OMG-not cool. So then, we went finished the show and i wanted to get my camera so i could take pictures, so i did, and i got back, and i was talking to the parents and stuff and Ricco and Knop were right there...and so then i was done talking to them, and i Knop was like good job, and i was like thanks, then Ricco asked what i was doing afterwards and i was like, well t here's a party at my house, you should come, or something like that. Then yea, i went to see G-ma and G-pa again, and then i was gonna go see Victor, but by the time i was done talking to them, he was gone...so that's really sad. So then i came home...and yadada, then i wanted to see when Feffula was gonna be home, but i saw the truck pull in the driveway, so i went out there, and right hwne i was out there...Knop, Ricco, AND Hannah got here. So i went inside, and i went to my room, and yea, then i came out and they were at the door so i was just like, you guys can come in. So then i went back to my room, and i cried...for no reason really. Then, i decided that i'd go downstairs cause i didn't feel like sitting all by my lonesome in my room anymore, so i came down here...and i wanted to cry, but i stayed down here. And yea....just no...then everyone left, and i went out to Ashley and Wayne's car and i said bye to them then i went straight to my room and i cried, and i cried, and i cried, and i couldn't stop. I cried for an hour straight last night-i just don't do that like ever...but last night i did. And i kinda knew why i was upset and stuff...ok, i did, but i just don't understand WHY i was so upset! I had NO reason to be THAT upset about it that i felt the need to cry for an HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!! and i tried to play solitare hoping that it would calm me down...but nope, i just started thinking again and i lost it. it was AWFUL!!!!! Then i had a dream last night...and that really didn't help and just NO!!! And then today, i kept wanting to cry, like i woke up at 11:30-and i like never wake up that late, but i really didn't want this day to start. And i was gettin ready, and i started thinking about it and crying, but i made myself stop. Then before the show i talked to Ricco which helped. And i didn't let it ruin dt...i smiled and had fun, well except for before You Walk with Me and during Side by Side when i started thinking about it! And then i was waiting in the car at Kroger, and i started crying again, but i made myself stop! And seriously, i really have NO idea why i'm so upset about this-i have NO reason to be...AT ALL!!!!!! And just roar! I'm going to go walk or something right now cause i NEED to just stop and maybe that'll help.
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