: Yayness.........................or..............................confusedness
So tonight was opening night for dinner theatre!!!! OMG-i LOVE it, it was so awesome, and i smiled a whole bunch, and Carlot and Ashley came and they got me flowers...:-D. And they were like RIGHT in front of me for Lilo and Stitch, well kind of, i just really hoep that tomorrow Victor's not like RIGHT there, cause that would be BAD!!! He'd make me laugh, i know he would. he'd say like 89 or something...but yea. I didn't screw up my narration either!! So yay for that. And tomorrow I GET TO SEE AUNT NINI!!!!!!!!!! I'm SO excited-i can't wait...i haven't seen her in forever and it's gonna be so good to see her. And Babbo and Mrs. Trotogot and Mrs. Bushong, and Aunt Maria and Aunt Jamie and Brianne and Stacia!!! Yay...And then tomorrow night-G-ma and G-pa and Aunt Geraldine and Uncle Bob, and Dad, Roxi and Feffula...and how can we forget about Victor??!?! And then theres...........Knop.............so...! Yea, anyways, i'm just really excited. And i talked to Ashley Chase tonight about this whole thing, and she's gonna talk to him for me! Cause i seriusly think he hates me. And i don't know, this is all just so messed up, and i really hate it. And i've made my FINAL decision!! And Victor can't stop me or tell me not to do it or whatever cause yea...he can't get online anymore, and we're probably NOT gonna talk about it tomorrow night...i'll tell him, but there will be NO discussing it. Cause it's just too like blah. I don't nkow, i need to stop it, and so i'm going to. And yea...i'm just incredibly stupid...and just roar on me. I don't know, i really DON'T want this to get me down though,c ause yea...i need to be happy for dinner theatre, cause i love it a whole bunch and i don't want my feelings or stupidity to ruin ANY of it! Cause it all just is like yea...i really on't know, i need to talk to Victor some more! Cause i don't know, like, he knows. And just yea....too bad he's grounded and i own't be able to talk to him til monday. Now that right there SUCKS! But...i'm sure that this weekend will go by fast just cause of dt. I don't nkow, maybe i'm just feeling this way cause....i don't like alex anymore...!?!? I don't 'knwo, that's not really a reason for feeling this way, but whatever...we'll pretend like it is since i have no other explanation. But seriously...i'm REALLY happy cause i'm really over Alex now!!!! :-D And just yea, it's REALLY good cause i liked him for WAY too long, and now, i look at him, and it's kinda just like...blah. So that's some good news for tonight. I should probably go to bed sometime soon, and maybe i'll wake up and not even think about it. That would be nice!!! Or...maybe i'll just stay up late watching movies. and then i'll sleep in late...cause that way, i won't be sitting around all morning with nothing to do waiting for dt...so yea, i'm gonna go do something now...i dunno what, but yea...
buhbye-steph
So tonight was opening night for dinner theatre!!!! OMG-i LOVE it, it was so awesome, and i smiled a whole bunch, and Carlot and Ashley came and they got me flowers...:-D. And they were like RIGHT in front of me for Lilo and Stitch, well kind of, i just really hoep that tomorrow Victor's not like RIGHT there, cause that would be BAD!!! He'd make me laugh, i know he would. he'd say like 89 or something...but yea. I didn't screw up my narration either!! So yay for that. And tomorrow I GET TO SEE AUNT NINI!!!!!!!!!! I'm SO excited-i can't wait...i haven't seen her in forever and it's gonna be so good to see her. And Babbo and Mrs. Trotogot and Mrs. Bushong, and Aunt Maria and Aunt Jamie and Brianne and Stacia!!! Yay...And then tomorrow night-G-ma and G-pa and Aunt Geraldine and Uncle Bob, and Dad, Roxi and Feffula...and how can we forget about Victor??!?! And then theres...........Knop.............so...! Yea, anyways, i'm just really excited. And i talked to Ashley Chase tonight about this whole thing, and she's gonna talk to him for me! Cause i seriusly think he hates me. And i don't know, this is all just so messed up, and i really hate it. And i've made my FINAL decision!! And Victor can't stop me or tell me not to do it or whatever cause yea...he can't get online anymore, and we're probably NOT gonna talk about it tomorrow night...i'll tell him, but there will be NO discussing it. Cause it's just too like blah. I don't nkow, i need to stop it, and so i'm going to. And yea...i'm just incredibly stupid...and just roar on me. I don't know, i really DON'T want this to get me down though,c ause yea...i need to be happy for dinner theatre, cause i love it a whole bunch and i don't want my feelings or stupidity to ruin ANY of it! Cause it all just is like yea...i really on't know, i need to talk to Victor some more! Cause i don't know, like, he knows. And just yea....too bad he's grounded and i own't be able to talk to him til monday. Now that right there SUCKS! But...i'm sure that this weekend will go by fast just cause of dt. I don't nkow, maybe i'm just feeling this way cause....i don't like alex anymore...!?!? I don't 'knwo, that's not really a reason for feeling this way, but whatever...we'll pretend like it is since i have no other explanation. But seriously...i'm REALLY happy cause i'm really over Alex now!!!! :-D And just yea, it's REALLY good cause i liked him for WAY too long, and now, i look at him, and it's kinda just like...blah. So that's some good news for tonight. I should probably go to bed sometime soon, and maybe i'll wake up and not even think about it. That would be nice!!! Or...maybe i'll just stay up late watching movies. and then i'll sleep in late...cause that way, i won't be sitting around all morning with nothing to do waiting for dt...so yea, i'm gonna go do something now...i dunno what, but yea...
buhbye-steph
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