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wow!! kurtis really sucks at picking e mail names!! haha
^ i like him ( :
woo hoo!!
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| Not turned on yet? |
[04 Mar 2004|04:18pm] |
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You are a Summer Kiss! You love showin your boy
off... especially when you both can chill
outside with your shirts off...
What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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| i close my brothers eyes...tonight |
[28 Feb 2004|12:08am] |
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So tonight was cool....up until Zac decided he didnt want to go to snowcoming because of Sam....I thought i really din't care, but then we got off the phone and i started to cry because i looked at my dress and my shoes and all my shit i had for it.
Oh well...i suppose i could still go....And I might go to a party after with Reece :) <3
Night*Night
I will update tomorrow and say how it went...Love you All!
-Heather
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| Drama, Pitty, Drama, Pitty............IT's ALL PATHETIC!!!! |
[15 Feb 2004|03:38pm] |
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Haven't wrote in here for a while...
I don't know what to say. What is there to say? Amanda and Sean!!! yeah thats hot! I feel ba though.
Josh ):
I love you JOSH!
Friday
Josh and I went to pick Miss Sproule up. Then we went to Seany's house. He didn't want to stay there.
Went to Paul Mazzola's....More people that i expected showed up.
It was fun..I played Hackey Sack with Scott, Phil, Ryan, and Sean.
Not Very good at it.. I should Practice haha
Saturday
Picked uo Alex and Erin. Went to Dusty's
Dusty was in a sad/bad mood. And everyone was to busy trying to see what was wrong or cheer him up to actually do anything.
Phil, Rpbbert, and Dusty went to get alcohol.
Phil Warner Ty and Rob showed up.
Mark Asked if i wanted to go get Jake with him.
Phil and Rob asked if i wanted to go to Brad Hoffman's house.
So i went with Phil and Rob.
Amanda Sproule, Josh McAbee, Seany, Ryan Kemp, Mark ?, Joe Devine, Andrea Seiter(bitch), and others i didn't know. They were cute though.
We left.
Went back to Dusty's then Phil had to go home.
Drank some weird shit.
Got a little slushed.
Clint wouldn't leave me alone.
Cory and Clint licked whip cream off of my stomache.. Seaxual Chocolate! (:
Then Alex Erin and i had to leave.
When they got out of the car my mom said "when you girls came into the van there was an overwhelming aroma of mouthwash" i have no clue where that one came from.
Then tonight i think i am going to the local with JOSH AND SEANY! and i think Amanda! yaya
HOT FLASHEZ...maybe fun people will be there.
Jason and Davey will be there. maybe Matt? YAY!
Im excited.
But i have to go I love you all!
-Heather
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| Of every girl i've ever kissed... |
[31 Jan 2004|04:07pm] |
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YouRock333 (3:37:17 PM): im so fucking jealous of you and its killing me
stingingmetal58 (3:37:20 PM): why?
YouRock333 (3:37:30 PM): because you are gorgeaous
stingingmetal58 (3:37:44 PM): no im not
YouRock333 (3:37:52 PM): and perfect
wow...didn't know that.
When i sat down and put a name on the page, you were always on the first line.
Thanks alot Casey Champion now i am going to be listining to them for ever.
haha
--Heather
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| you only think you know. |
[30 Jan 2004|09:08pm] |
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You never know what is actually going on inside someone.
I hate knowing that.
Today at Lunch i freaked out on Jake. At first I kind of felt bad.
But then i realized it was his fucking fault, he kept getting in my damn business.
It all started because Mark called me a whore and Jake was laughing his ass off and was like that was soo funny.
So i threw something at Mark(sort of telling him [im mad]) and Jake was by his side telling him to throw it back at me..and when Mark wouldn't Jake did. I threw it back at him and then started screaming at him.
Stupid mindless people from other tables were looking at me screaming. I guess they found it funny. And some where laughing and telling me to hit him. Then he got up and said i think im going to go sit next to Tyler...and i yelled back at him good you do that asshole, and he scurried off. It made me laugh inside to see him scurry away. After all that everyone came up to me and where like are you ok? Why wouldn't i be? I was just expressing my feelings, do i ask if you are ok if you have this HUGE smile on your face? No i let you be. Do the same for me.
Well that was pointless.......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.MISSIONARY [DAVID JAMES SLAGA]!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*lovealways*
---Heather---
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| I have hours, only lonely |
[28 Jan 2004|08:07pm] |
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Today i went sledding for the first time ever. But i only went down the hill once..im a dork
Josh picked me up and Him Charlie and I went to Southwestern.
We were supposed to meet Amanda, Ben, and Patrick.
But when we called Amanda to see where they were, she hadn't got picked up yet ):
When they got there we all went to the hill.And everyone had gone except for me and Charlie.
Then i got on this little pink disk and didn't really want to go, so i just waited at the top then i started going down and i got scared! haha but it was fun.
Then we went to get coffee..I never knew that going to the gas station would be such an adventure.(:
I had a great time today! i am glad that i got to meet Ben and Patrick. YAY! (:
-lovealways-
Heather
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| I know i cant forget |
[26 Jan 2004|05:33pm] |
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stingingmetal58 (5:02:46 PM): you are so cute!
OrngCrush03 (5:02:54 PM): you're ten times cuter!
stingingmetal58 (5:03:15 PM): hah!!!!!!! your funny...like every guy in goodrich wants you!
OrngCrush03 (5:04:01 PM): no! only charlie!
OrngCrush03 (5:04:06 PM): i don't know anyone else from goodrich
stingingmetal58 (5:09:00 PM):
OrngCrush03 (5:04:18 PM): and all the hot guys that i HAVE seen from goodrich, including jack! all were yours at one time.
OrngCrush03 (5:04:29 PM): So it's like, damn. Heathers left-over boys. I guess i gotta go elsewhere.
stingingmetal58 (5:05:21 PM): they werent actually mine...they just wanted a piece of me. And the stupid whore me let them have it
stingingmetal58 (5:05:36 PM): what other sute boys have you met from herE?
OrngCrush03 (5:05:37 PM): well, if you turn it around
OrngCrush03 (5:05:42 PM): and say you wanted a peice of them
OrngCrush03 (5:05:47 PM): and that you got it and left their ass
OrngCrush03 (5:05:50 PM): sounds so much more fitting.
OrngCrush03 (5:05:58 PM): I don't know. I don't really remember.
stingingmetal58 (5:05:59 PM): hahaah yeah i suppose
OrngCrush03 (5:06:09 PM): But josh or charlie or casey are always like "he's so pretty. thats heathers ex..."
OrngCrush03 (5:06:09 PM): haha
stingingmetal58 (5:06:29 PM): are you serious?
OrngCrush03 (5:07:39 PM): haha, it seems like it.
stingingmetal58 (5:07:47 PM): whoa im a boyfriend ho.. haha
stingingmetal58 (5:07:49 PM): thats funny
OrngCrush03 (5:07:50 PM): Haha
OrngCrush03 (5:07:52 PM): No, i envy you
OrngCrush03 (5:08:18 PM): I use to be a boyfriend ho too. i dont know what happened. I think my vagina wants privacy for awhile, or something.
stingingmetal58 (5:08:23 PM): for what??
OrngCrush03 (5:08:40 PM): I'm not sure yet. It doesn't talk to me anymore.
LOVE IT! At least someone envy's me...yay
Quit trying to read between the lines...
-lovealways-
*Heather*
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| Now i find, history repeats itself. |
[24 Jan 2004|09:26pm] |
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He said he loved my sweet imperfections.
And that even though he wouldn't always be there at least he'd always be thinking of me.
Now He's Gone.
I'm left here with the frail image of us together.
And can't bear to dream again.
I guess it was too much for you to take?
Letting you too close was my mistake. ):
You were all i had.
I can still recall almost every breath.
I thought that this time around it would be easier. I was wrong.
*H.n.E*
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[18 Jan 2004|10:52pm] |
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I had a very fun night....me and charlie and Jason went to the local to see OH MY GOD! it was OH MY GOD good..hehe. once we got there we saw Casey..Then casey charlie jason and i went to rally's ad the lady there fucked up our order and Jason was getting really pissed and swearing left and right. It was scary! SO me and Casey didn't get what we wanted. We went back to the local and Amanda,jOsh,Jack, and Robby where there So we asked Josh to take us to rally's but he said later because he was a little stoned. So we waited and then we were off once againwe all got what we wanted and were satisfied. We went back to the local and sat in the parking ltoa nd ate our yummy food and Josh was talking to him self it was great..
In the local we saw a lot of people...Dennis, Davy Crisitna,Allison,Ryan,Matt,MAtt,Jeremy,Chad and a lot of other people! They made me happy!So i had a good time, i thought that i wasn't going to!? So that was my evening....Bye
-lovealways-
Heather
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| Dont you think i wanna say that everything is ok? |
[11 Jan 2004|06:39pm] |
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O T a K O n xXx (6:26:03 PM): your the coolest feathy
stingingmetal58 (6:26:05 PM): am i?
O T a K O n xXx (6:26:13 PM): uh huh
stingingmetal58 (6:26:16 PM): why
O T a K O n xXx (6:27:55 PM): because your not like the other girlies your much more introspective
stingingmetal58 (6:28:30 PM): intro what
O T a K O n xXx (6:28:45 PM): hehe
O T a K O n xXx (6:28:56 PM): you look inside yourself more and try to understand more
O T a K O n xXx (6:29:01 PM): at least thats what i get from you
Aww do i feel special! (:
stingingmetal58 (6:25:47 PM): we need to get out of these towns
BIGACE62 (6:26:03 PM):we can meet half way between both of them
stingingmetal58 (6:26:13 PM): sounds like a plan
BIGACE62 (6:26:15 PM): bet i get lost
stingingmetal58 (6:40:11 PM): me to
BIGACE62 (6:41:13 PM): at least we can say we got lost together
Intreresting....hes so cute i love him, he makes me laugh more than any other person that i know and when we talk i feel special to him and i know he cares (: DEVINN I HAVE A JOE(except his name is James lol)
I guess i should go...i love you all
-lovealways-
Heather
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| came out with nothing and nothings not much |
[10 Jan 2004|10:44pm] |
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FalingFromGrace4 (9:25:57 PM): shit, weve both had sex dreams about eachother<~~~HAHAHAH
TcsPunkRawker (6:33:32 PM): p-p-please.
stingingmetal58 (6:34:00 PM): aww are you doing a puppy dog face to the screan?
TcsPunkRawker (6:34:07 PM): yes..
^ thats grreat!!!!
McAbeast FJSDJ (10:33:59 PM): right when you got on a boner just like the old days
Well i havet written in this damn thing in a while.....been very distracted! Crsitina likes Jeremy.....I believe he likes her also, that whole thing just puzzles me~~~~~>
stingingmetal58 (10:29:59 PM): do you know what is going on with Cristina and Jeremy?
drowningxslowly (10:30:35 PM): yeah
drowningxslowly (10:30:36 PM): uhm
drowningxslowly (10:30:39 PM): it's not good
drowningxslowly (10:30:39 PM): i think
drowningxslowly (10:30:45 PM): he told me she was pissing him off a lot last night
drowningxslowly (10:30:47 PM): it's better you ddin't go
drowningxslowly (10:30:49 PM): they were there togethe
drowningxslowly (10:30:50 PM): r
Everything is screwed up lately, i hate the fact that people can be so two faced. And i hate that when you think you know someone really well but then they do these things that make you go WHOA! and you think do i really know this person? its so odd
I was just talking to Jake and guess what he said....
stingingmetal58 (10:53:48 PM): guys dont find me appealing anymore
IntGratedTherapy (10:51:51 PM): well there is an explination for that
stingingmetal58 (10:52:06 PM): what is it>
IntGratedTherapy (10:52:33 PM): well heather, if a girl goes out and has sex with multiple guys and people find out about it some guys are a little turned off as that
I had sex with two people...SO i have a question for any guy that reads this.......Since i had sex with to boys does that make me unatractive? Or do you not find me appealing anymore? Im sorry if that answer is a yes no one is perfect..but oh well
I guess i whoudl go, this entry was not important at all but i figured i should write in it...bye
Love- Heather¤Nicole
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[28 Oct 2003|08:29pm] |
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McAbeast fjsdj (8:20:52 PM): life is everything and nothing all in one
that makes so much Josh...you are the best hehe! I lvoe you and i am sorry for making a big deal over Amanda i know it was childish and selfish!
-Heather
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[23 Oct 2003|04:04pm] |
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hahahaha
Me-GO BACK GO BACK
Josh-Did you just call me a crackhead??
that was grrreat Josh,your one funny boy!
Reveille 47 420 (3:46:24 PM): i was half asleep half awake more asleep than awake and i saw the world through the eyes of the more asleep version of myself
Stew that is really neat i like it a lot!
Today i cried.....for some stupid reasons and i didn't like it...i felt i was being childish!? i hate crying,a lot of the time the girls that do it do it to get attention...and it's dumb! Well bye bye love you all!
-kiss*kiss
Heather-
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Well these past few days have been very exciting yet.....upsetting! He knows how i feel and yet he still does that! Oh well everyone gets fucked over in the end.. I hope i get to see My favowite people this weekend at the local....(: it would make my life a happy place! HAha
Well now boys you think you know her? NO YOU DON'T!
Sorry ^ don't know where that came from..making things exciting ya know how i do...hah riight
666 slit my wrists, evil devil bitch---haha Blake thats great! I love your guys' songs they are the funniest things (:
STEWART likes the taste of lemonade but thinks HARD lemonade tastes better when hes under the weather!! haha i did it stewy my boy! YOU KNOW YOUR THE COOLEST SO DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I HAVE TO SAY IT!
well i am sure i have plenty more to say but i cant think of it..at the moment but when i do i will put it in here(if you care) bye bye
-Heather-
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[07 Oct 2003|04:23pm] |
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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah it is
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Hello...well it's been like what a week? hah! well homecoming was ok it wasn't like i thought it would be, but then again nothing is ever what i think it to be! i went bowling after the dance it was fun....with Derek Josh Ashley Eddie Eugene and Sarah..it was pretty WILD! I have figured out that i like this one guy...but one of my not so closer friends(but still friends) likes him a WHOLE LOT! and i feel bad. I don't know why i know that i shouldn't because i haven't done anything! But she is one of those never do anything wrong sweet girls, and i think that is why i have this guilty conscience...it's REDICULOUS!! Oh well i will get over that! He doesn't like me anyways, i believe he likes the not so close friend of mine..or that is what people tell me? I am kind of upset right now, Mr.Seany was supposed to call me back because we are going to Jay's or something like that and he hasn't yet! i can't wait forever! hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha...<---don't know where that came from..i have weird mood swings yep, im bi polar(NOT) i may have some of the what do you call 'em? signs? but im not!
Dennis is a cool kid, i feel bad for him though, he really likes this lady and he didn't have the balls to say hi to her but then he said something and all she said was "hi".....that would suck!!!
I LOVE MR.MISSIONARY!!! HE ROCKS MY SOCKS! oh yeah baby!
Seany and Joshy are my favorites!!! (: and Charlie mannnn...i can't forget about that little boy I WUV YOU CHARLIE!!!
ok well that was all very pointless but sometimes people don't make sense...and i like the fact that people aren't perfect sometimes!!! it's goodddd
-Always
Heather-
Choking down the embers of a great blaZe......):
-It_Breaks-My_Heart-To_Know-The_Only-Reason_You-Are_Here-Now_Is-A_Reminder-Of_What-I'll_Never-Have_
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