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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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4:49 pm - Whee for quizzies
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
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10:08 pm - A revelation
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well, not a revelation, that is too strong a word. But i have realized something;
I have finally learned my lesson when it comes to guys. Give me the nice, dependable, cute and nice guys anyday over the greek gods who are all assholes and narsicisstic anyways.
And furthermore, Animal Crackers are really really good. If sugary.
Sugar......*off to get more animal crackers*
current mood:  happy
current music: The Knack, My Sharona
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3:41 pm - Need drugs...
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...of the depressant kind, AAAAAAAAAAHHH for exams!!!!
I have two, count them, TWO math exams to study, i had a breakdown in data management today, pop quizzes suck. At least i did good on it, after i stopped hyperventilating. Then I took some time off that was sorely needed and helped my friend set up her Art final display in the gym, go art exhibits.
So now, here i sit, when i should be studying madly, drinking my soymilk and thinking about getting a tylenol. That would be good. I'm going to go get that now.
mmmmmmmm drugs. I'd never be able to go straight edge, i love my tylenol too much.
current mood:  stressed
current music: Queens Of The Stone Age, No one Knows
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| Monday, January 19th, 2004
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11:26 pm - I need sleep.
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But the thing is, my brain, it's not going to let my body get any rest for awhile, so i figured i'd stay up and check my email.... as it turns out, i don't get email from anyone. except the spammers and on occasion people sending me hilarious shit.
As it stands, my eyes aren't wanting to stay open, so i'm gonna go now.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Billy Talent, Try Honesty
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10:35 pm - Well then...
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5:13 pm - Just for the Hell of it
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you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.
which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by Quizilla<
Whee for bunnies.
current mood:  crazy
current music: Gary Jules, Mad World
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4:41 pm - Frickity Frack
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Dude, school is a hellhole designed to make teenagers bored, pent-up, restless, and angry. Or violent to a fault. And yet, i like it there sometimes, usually when everyone else but my friends goes away. Too, too much math to learn before the end of the week and exams therein. Math is the devil, in that i am unanimous.
However, english is a giveaway, so i guess i shouldn't be complaining. Of course, english is my thing, so of course i'm not worried. All i have to do is re-read hamlet and Catcher in the Rye, then stew it over awhile, and i'm guaranteed a 90 on the exam. God i love being able to read well ^_^.
Another However, however, is that i also am under pressure to put on a play right after exams, playing a robot with no brain. But whatever, i can learn the lines......i think. Maybe. No matter, i'll just be a fool onstage as usual. Plus i am involved in another play that requires a little more of my time. meh. I can multitask, i'm actually talking to three other people as i type this. I think i'll survive.
In conclusion, School makes me wibbly and such. and not in the good way.
current mood:  groggy
current music: System of a Down, Boom
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| Sunday, January 18th, 2004
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11:31 pm - Gotta love the lord of the rings.
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11:10 pm - dude.
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3:32 pm - Philosophy
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Why do people feel the need to dislike whomever is different than them, whether it is very different or just a little different?
Now, i'm sure this stems partially from my being a beaten-down freak in my school and town, but that's ok, the question still stands. I figure it's because it's a threat to your own routine, differences. You go along living your life just fine, everything works, then BAM, someone else is doing it all wrong. So you get a bunch of your friends on your side and kick the different person's ass. or, you know, something.
Could it be it's programmed into us to preserve whatever way of life works for us? do we dislike differences because it threatens our good system of living that we already have? And we all know it isn't just human nature to dislike the different person, look at animals. kill the weak, eat the dead, survive the living. Maybe that's it, whoever is different is seen as weak and therefore a drain on society; which works, cause goths, punks, outcasts or whatever in general don't live by society's rules, and therefore fuck it up good.
So, in conclusion, we don't like different people because they threaten our idea of society. freaking society. although, anarchy never works anyways. Humans seem to need a system, if we didn't work with someone we'd go insane. well, that's just my opinion, being a social butterfly despite the fact i'm hated and despised for having an opinion in my perfect little piece of suburbia that i have to live in.
And now, for something completely different. spork.
current mood:  complacent
current music: Matrix Reloaded backround music.....whee movies
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9:03 am - Waking Up
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.... is hard to do when you have no good reason to wake up in the first place. I could say that i woke up cause i must soon go to work, but i didn't really want to go to work so it isn't a good reason to come into consciousness; and I don't really want to do much of anything today, so i really had no reason to wake up, other than to use the bathroom or eat, should my body decide it needs to do these things.
In conclusion, computers are a bad place to be in the morning....cause that gives me reason to ponder ponder ponder on my blurty...but that's ok. Sometimes pondering is good. Like, i am now pondering, whatever happened to the X-men tv series i used to watch mornings on the weekend? i miss it. I mean, it was really good, and my favourite character was Gambit, just for the accent. Although i must say, Jubilee was crap, her powers were kinda uselessly pretty. Sparks! wooo!!!
current mood:  lethargic
current music: Queen of the Damned Soundtrack
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| Saturday, January 17th, 2004
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7:18 pm - Good to know should i catch religion.
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
current mood: cheerful
current music: Pennywise, F*ck Authority
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5:47 pm - It's Saturday.....
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And it's nighttime, i have no idea what to do, what to do, what to do. Called my from-away boyfriend, long distance sucks but at least i heard his voice.......... slept a bit. worked. ate food. wow, this is gonna be read and loved by people around the world, i'm sure.
I'm pondering this fact....i wonder who invented the sexy, suave, powerful vampire that populates the movies these days. you know, Lestat style. Was it Anne Rice, or someone before her? Leave it to me to ponder the cultural development of the vampire myth and legend.
And serial killers. i spend waaaaay to much time reading up on serial killers and being fasicnated by their stories; who gets that messed up, how do you get so desperately strange that killing feels so good you do it again and again and again? Questions, Questions. I am repeating myself with a lot of words here, maybe this is a good time to go now.
current mood:  weird
current music: Beatles, Helter Skelter
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| Friday, January 16th, 2004
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11:04 pm - Quick NOte
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yeah, three posts in a day is a little much. but i must tell the world:
*Spoiler for Gothicka ahead*
it was a cheap attempt at a ghost-based pyschological thriller that was a bad excuse to hear halle berry scream.
*end spoiler*
in conclusion.... i will be sticking to the Evil Dead trilogy. Oh, and Kevin Smith movies. love love love for Jason Mewes.
current mood:  ditzy
current music: Jane's Addiction, Just Because
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3:29 pm - Me and My Day
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a play by play:
woke up.
went back to sleep for two minutes.
woke up again.
got out of bed this time.
ate food.
washed face.
did hair.
did makeup.
went to school.
sat in school.
got out of school.
came home.
am sitting here now.
good GOD i'm exciting!!
current mood: lazy
current music: Offspring, Nitro
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3:18 pm
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woah. so i have one of these now. sweet deal.
current mood:  drained
current music: Offspring
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cold
okay
restless
amused