we had, yes, another argument last night.
because he lost his temper, no not with me, but that didn't matter much.
it was that he lost it at all, and he goes berserk when he does.
how am i supposed to deal?
when he reminds me way too much of my father!
i will not marry a man who will put me through the hell my dad has put my mom through.
i will not stand for it
but today, he did his apologizing thing,
but wanted to skip the discussion and go straight for the make up sex
though sex sounded just grand to me, not under the circumstances.
i was still pissed and though he was able to get me laughing
cause he always can
i knew the issue had not yet been resolved
and could not let it just drop like that
so we said our i love you's
and he went off to work
still not laid
but not as angry as he was last night
and i came home to ponder it through
and decide to discuss it with him, when the time seems right.
cause i'd love to do a bit of bed peace tomorrow
and what fun is a day of bed peace without any sex?
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