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Blurty... [07 Apr 2006|09:35am] I only really use blurty to view other people, and talk to other people... myspace, xanga, greatestjournal, and livejournal...Those are where I am.. Love is Overrated

.... [21 Nov 2005|04:57am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | The Pixies-Where is My Mind? ] I didn't die. I just have scars on my arms, and ended up in the teen ward at the hospital for a week. I wish I could change. Love is Overrated

Wow, an update? [29 Oct 2005|10:55pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Nothing. ] And I continue to change...yet my habits remain the same. My days consist of crying, praying my mother will leave so I can cut, taking all my medications, and sleeping...Then once I awake...I see if my mother is home, pop a few more pills...and go to bed. Somedays, I'll ride my bike while listening to music...other days I won't leave the computer screen for hours. I'm looking for someone...anyone out there that will just by my friend...Someone I can almost perfectly relate to, yet it seems impossible because how can someone be my friend if I push them away.. ::sigh:: My arms are sore...I have over 170 cuts on each... I hope they clear up by Friday because that's when my Psychiatrist apt. is...Better yet Wed. because that's when my Therapist, mother, and I met... ::sigh:: I'm taking my last 2 valiums, and going back to bed... I am sick of staying up.. While I was on 7 Valiums about 6 hours ago I wrote this in my journal...I barely remember writing it.. I'm tired. I'm sick of everything around me. I cut my arms over 170 times, and I still want more. I want the courage, and just be able to press down with anger on my wrists, and slowly doze away with relief. Within the past 3 days I've consumed 35 Valiums and 9 Effexors...I'm DYING inside to die. I just want to leave this world. I don't hold a purpose in it. Everyone else here is here because they are told to be. Well, I believe we should have the choice to leave. And that's exactly what I plan on doing. As much I love everyone, I can't take it anymore..........I'm taking 3 more Effexor, and then going to sleep. I love you all. -Natalie Jean Prskalo 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

I've had this thing for so long... [11 Aug 2005|08:10pm] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | Death Cab For Cutie ] To think that's what I looked like when I was writing a couple years ago... It's weird to think of it that way... The different is amazing in my eyes. Mainly because in some strange way, I'm happy of how I am turning out... I don't know what I am talking about.. :-\ ..natalie.. 3 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

[08 Aug 2005|11:35pm] It's over...and it's tearing me to pieces. I can't help, but hate myself for this. My mom said I always hate the wrong people...I don't care though. ..nat.. 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Once again... [19 Jun 2005|03:40am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Mates of State-Ha Ha ] Does anyone even read this? Anyways.. It's amazing when so many of your memories are held together by an internet journal... 30min of happiness, and that isn't sex related. .natalie. 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

[13 Jun 2005|11:33pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | nirvana-all apologies ] Grr, what happened to my good mood? I miss the old days.. .nat. Love is Overrated

I'll go...So far... [30 Mar 2005|04:15am] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Make It Happen-The Early November ] Amazing isn't? Everyone seems to go back to what they first had. I know someone will end up reading this, but I don't care because I'm sure it will be, too late to even talk to me about. So, you decide to come over to my house at 1:00am, and talk to me about how you are hurt...About what you miss. I don't care. I mean, I do, but I don't want to hear it. Sitting there with you for 2 hours didn't do anything but make this a more difficult situation. Of course I'm not going to take you back. Why would I? You make me miserable. You kill me. Saying you would cut off your leg for another chance doesn't temp me to giving into you. Nothing ever could because I know I can do better. You treated me like shit...I didn't deserve that, and I still don't. I will admit. You looked hurt, but I can't do that to myself again. I just want to forget what we had...Sure it meant everything to me at the time, but now...I could care less...With this said...I was never in love, and I'm willing to admit that. Love, Natalie 3 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

My bad... [06 Aug 2004|07:05pm] [ music | The Greatest Fall (Of All Time) ] I gave you the wrong link...I spelled it wrong... www.livejournal.com/users/xfatalpromisesx Yup, please stop by and comment!!! ¤...Natalie..¤ Love is Overrated

How sad... [05 Aug 2004|04:00am] [ mood | crappy ] This isn't a goodbye forever, but for a while... I'm going to have.... Blurty...this one Livejournal...www.livejournal.com/users/xfatalpromiesx Xanga..I can't telll you now.... yeah....I'll probably be using LJ the most tho because it's faster than blurty... -nat- I'll most likely still post in here.... Love is Overrated

It's freezing in this house... [04 Aug 2004|11:27am] Yeah, I honestly can not say WHY I am up right now. I mean... I went to bed at like 6am and woke up at 10 something... That shouldn't happen. I should still be sleeping right now. I don't know what we have planned for today. The weather is horrible and they barely live by anything besides Indiana Beach. I don't know I think I'm just going to stop typing because I have a cut on my finger and it is killing me to type... I'm so terrible at this..-MBR -nat- Love is Overrated

Another survey...Sorry, I'm bored... [04 Aug 2004|03:44am] 1. Your Full name: Natalie Jean Prskalo 2. Do you feel like your name fits you? Uh...sure? 3. Do you have an alter ego? If so, what is his/her name? I dont know what that is... 4. Where were you born? Munster 5. Where do you live? Indiana 6. Do you like to travel? Kinda...Just to get out of the house 7. What is your birthday? Nov. 16 8. Do you have siblings? Yeah 9. Do you have pets? Yeah 10. Which was the happiest year of your life? 2003 11. How old do you wish you were? I don't know... 12. A movie is being made about your life. Who would you cast to play yourself? I don't think anyone could act out my life... 13. Who would you cast to play your significant other? (if you have no significant other, cast someone anyway) My boyfriend??? ADAM LAZZARA haha 14. How would this movie end? I'd be famous and happily married to Adam Lazzara and just...be happy 15. Is it better to be famous or infamous? Famous 16. Youre going to die a natural death. What is the cause? I dont like talking about that 17. Youre going to die a sudden, tragic death. What is the cause? .......... 18. How long do you plan on living? ............ 19. What was the last song you got stuck in your head? Justin Timberlake-Senorita haha 20. Sing any commercial jingle. Cha-Cha-Cha...Charmin 21. What is your favourite element on the periodic table? Oxygen 22. Sunrise or sunset? Bright eyes song.. 23. Introvert or extrovert?....? 24. Creation or evolution?......? 25.Action or reaction?....? 26. Unity or individuality? Either 27. Hugs or drugs? Hugs 28. Animal, vegetable, or mineral? Veggie 29. Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? Popsicle 30. Fight or flight? Flight 31. Who is your favourite historical figure? Marilyn Monroe haha 32. Which historical figure could we have done without?...I think everyone is here for a reason 33. What happened in the last dream you remember? Haha I was laying on the beach looking at the stars with someone... 34. Do nice guys really finish last? Nope 35. What are your favourite boy names? Hmm...Seth, Andrew, Adam 36. What are your favourite girl names? Natalie, Nicole, Erin 37. Open or closed? Open 38. White bread or wheat bread? Both 39. Is it better to burn out than to fade away? Reminds me of Nirvana 40. You put a quarter into a toy machine. What comes out? A bling bling necklace 41.What do you want to be when you grow up? Something that will make me happy 42. What were your favourite childhood toys? Barbies 43. What was your first pet? A dog?..Buttons I think 44. What annoys you? Hahahaha...tooo many things 45. What is your favourite action caption from the old batman tv show? (example. "pow" or "blam") The dramtic music like "Oh no the man got away.." then ::dramatic music:: 46. How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop? My shirt said 29 but thats highly doubtful 47. The glass... half empty or half full? If you are drinking it, its half empty...pooring it in, then its half full WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON 48. Tightie whities. Cute 49. Mc Donalds happy meals. Fun! I love them... 50. Reality shows. Funny...people are so stupid 51. Gummi bears or gummi worms? Worms 52.Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? Sky dive..I hate the water 53. Paper or plastic? Paper 54. What position do you sleep in? My stomach my my arms under my pillow...I think 55. Do you sleep on the left, right, or the middle of the bed? against my wall, facing my wall... 56. Sweet or sour? Either 57. What was your favourite after school special? I didn't have one 58.What is your favourite word? Love 59. Beach or mountains? Beach 60. Mounds or almond joy? I never had either 61. Do YOU feel like a nut? nooooooooooope 62. To give or to recieve? hahaha thats funny 63. Chocolate or caramel? both together 64. Do you have any nicknames? sure 65. What does your name mean? I dont know? 66. Have you ever fainted? No, but Ive gotten so light headed I've lost my balance and fell...never passed out though 67.Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher? Do subs count? 68.What was the last thing you ate? A brownie... 69.Do you have any bad habits? I fall in love easily... WORD ASSOCIATION what is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear... 70. Grey... The Early November 71. Human... Hospital 72. Fruit loop... Bird 73. Glove... Dove 74. Plum... Fairy 75. Structure... Working out 76. Race... Mice 77. Heart... Broken 78. Parasite... Paronoid 79. What was your first happy memory? I dont know 80. What was your first unhappy memory? I dont know 81. If you could visit any time period, what would it be? My future 82.What would jesus do? Any he wants 83. Make up a word and define it. Hotsome-...Drew 84.Favourite kool aid flavour? The red and blue kind haha 85. Favourite pick up line? Is that a mirror in your pocket? Because I can see myself in your pants...hahaha I love Night at the Roxbury..I wanna watch it now 86. Who was the third gunman on the grassy knoll? Hitler 87. What did you like to make believe as a child? That my barbies could talk 88. Did you have an immaginary friend? I tried to have one because everyone else had one...it just didnt work though 89. Would you like to live in a castle or a mansion? Mansion..castles freak me out, ever since I watched Mtv's Fear...I wanna stay away from them. 90. Re-arrange some of the letters in your first, middle, and last name to form a description of yourself. I cant...Natalie Jean Prskalo...I dont see a word in there...neat? haha 91. Do it fast or do it right? right now 92.What was the last book you read? Getting the girl 93. Have you ever had surgery? Nope 94. Random fact about you...... I love to cry when I'm not sad.... 95. What is the first thing you wash in the shower? My left arm... 96. What is your favourite cereal? ....lucky charms 97. If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be? German French and Croatian 98. If you had the choice to live forever, would you? Yes 99. If you had the choice to be the opposite sex for a day, would you? Yes, and I would do it for more than a day..haha DO YOU BELIEVE IN 100. Fate? Yes 101. Ghosts? Used to 102. God? Yes 103. Big foot? No...but I do believe in big hairy men 104. Soul mates? Yes 105.Aliens? yes..I dont think they look like that though 106.Angels? yes 107. Loch ness monster? huh 108. Heaven and hell? yes 109. The Zodiac? The Zodiac Killer???? 110. Love at first sight? Sometimes 111. Karma?.......? 112.Vampires? Nope 113. If you had any super power, what would it be? To be the invisible girl who could read peoples minds and make people fall in love with her... 114. Would you use your power for good or evil? Good? 115. Name something nostalgic. I cant read that word haha 116. What are your turn ons in the opposite sex? Funny, Hot and same music taste...nice body too 117. What are your turn offs in the opposite sex? bad eyebrows...nasty hair...baggy clothes 118. What was the best compliment ever given to you? You are so funny 119. Which character from Scooby Doo do you most relate to? that chick with the glasses..the "nerd" 120. What is the worst trend of the present time? those purses with the letters on them.. 121. Beer or wine? Eww neither 123. You cant sleep. What do you do? This...It's 4:18am and I'm still not sleeping 124. Do you wear jewelry? Yeea 125. What is your favourite smell?...I love hugging a guy and smelling his spray...:-D 126. What was the best decade of the past century? ?????? 127. Which is your favourite month of the year? October 128. Do you smoke? No 129. Do you drink? used to 130. What was your favourite subject in school? Literature and Language and History 131. What was your worst subject in school? Computers...I never payed attention 132. If you had to give up one of your senses, what would it be? See, Smell, Taste, Feel, Hear...probably feel... 133. Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch? head... 134. Do you truely know who you are? Somteimes 135. Are you superstitious? Haha verrrrry...in my own way though 136. Are you sentimental? Damnit I forgot what that word means 137. How many times a day do you eat? Its different all the time 138. Are you more of a main idea or detail type of person? Detail 139. What is your favourite pie? I dont like pie 140. Have you ever been close to death? Who hasnt... 141. Do you like roller coasters? Yes 142. Apples or oranges? Apples 143. Are you hyperactive? Hmmm 144. Do you talk in your sleep? Only when I have certain dreams 145. What is your favourite holiday? Thanksgiving... 146. Do you go to church? Not really... 147. At what age do you think you will be married? I dont know 148. If you could open up your own business, what would it be? A music company 149. What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Steven...haha whatta joke 150. What is your weakness? Love 151. What was the last movie you saw that made you cry? My Girl...when she loses her friend I can't hold it in... 152. If love were a candy, which candy would it be? An everlasting gob stopper 153. If hate were a flavour, which flavour would it be? Shit...shit and piss 154. Have you ever been prescribed any drugs? Which ones? I dont now 155. Is lying sometimes necessary? Yes...unfortunally 156. Bubbleyum or bubblicious? Whats the difference 157. What is your favourite curse word? Fucker 158. Do you have any birthmarks? Yes 159. If you could visit anywhere in the US, where would it be? High Point, North Carolina 160. If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be? Adam Lazzara's bed room... 162. Do you feel like your physical self matches your personality? I dont know...ask my friends 163. What was the name of your kindergarten teacher? Mrs. Murray 164. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses 165. How tall are you? 5'2 166. How tall would you like to be? 5'6 167. Your current mood: Thinking too much 168. Do you dress up for halloween? Not really 169. Have you ever been in a car accident? When I was little..and I studdered for a few weeks haha 170. What is your favourite lucky charm? The...moon? 171. What colour of underwear are you wearing? black 172. Do you tend to date people younger or older than you? same age...I havent dated in a long time though... 173. Do your exes look alike? actually...they kinda do.. 174. Do your exes act alike? no 175. Have you ever been in love? Yes 176. What is your favourite kids movie? I love too many 177. Have you ever hallucinated? I dont think so 178. What do you like most about the opposite sex? everything 179. What do you hate most about the opposite sex? they never want me 180. Have you ever been on a blind date? nope 181. Would you want to be cloned? yes 182. Have you ever peed in public? haha nope 183. Are you an optimist or a pessimist? hmmm I dont know what those words mean 184. How did you find out that there was no santa claus? I dont know...holy shit...haha I dont know.. 185. Pancakes or waffles? PANCAKES ALL THE WAY 186. Are you on a diet? Kinda..I'm trying to be a veggie. 187. Why is the grass always greener on the other side? Because there is always a positive side to things... 188. Do you always want what you cant have? yes...always 189. Do you act stupid around someone you have a crush on? I hope not... 190. Have you ever been arrested? Yes... 191. Can you cook? Sometimes... 192. Do you think its wrong/weird if a girl asks a guy out? Not at all 193. Do you have any allergies? Yea 194. Ketchup or catsup? Ketchup 195. Do you believe there is a meaning to life? If so, what is it? Yes...I dont know yet 196. What do you think about before you fall asleep? Will I wake up...Does anyone love me...when will I have a boyfriend 197.What are your thoughts on the nature of good and evil? huh? 198. Step into your cave. There you will find your power animal. What kind of animal is it? haha fight club!!! awesome movie...It's a pengiun.. 199.What does your power animal say to you? I think he tells him in the movie to dive or slide...I dont remember..fuck! 200. End this survey with a quote: "I'm ready to go, but nothings ever hurt so much for me..to let you go, to let you go.." -The Early November... 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Big offer.... [04 Aug 2004|02:49am] Does anyone want me? Anyone wanna be my boyfriend?? Any takers??? I'll tell you everything about me :-D THE USUAL FULL NAME: Natalie Jean Prskalo DOB: Nov. 16th EYE COLOR: Sometimes green sometimes blue... HAIR COLOR: Changes often...brown right now AGE: 14 WHERE YOU WHERE BORN: Munster INNY/ OUTY, LEFTY/RIGHTY: Inny, Right SHORT/LONG HAIR: Medium SKIN COLOR: not pale, but not tan... FAV. WAY OF DRESS: Jeans, tight band shirt.... MAKE-UP OR NONE: Either GRADE: Freshman MOM'S NAME: Mary DAD'S NAME: Ed BROTHERS/ SISTERS NAMES AND AGES: Bonni,25..Kyle 22...or 23..I think 23 FAV. COLOR: I love a lot of colors... EVER CUSSED? I have a potty mouth :-\ SKIPPID SCHOOL? Last year I missed 16 days :-D HIT SOMEONE FORCEFULLY? Yeah BEEN ON A SUBWAY? Nope CHEATED ON A TEST? Haha all the time... SEEN "ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK" (THAT USED TO BE ON NICK) I loved that show... TAUGHT A LITTLE KID A CUSS WORD? Yes, and the middle finger :-D THROWN ANYTHING AT A MOVING CAR? Yes and got chased...fun right trina and val? SMASHED SOMEONES HALLOWEEN PUMPKIN? Uh huh.. EGGED SOMEONES HOUSE? Yup, amanda has it on film too... ROLLED SOMEONES HOUSE? Rolled someones house??? GOTTEN A COMPUTER VIRUS? Unfortunally yes.. HOW DID YOU GET RID OF IT? I think I still have it... BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT? Nope LAUGHTED SO HARD YOU CRYED? Yes HUGGED SOMEONE? Of course KISSED SOMEONE? Yes MISSED SOMEONE? All the time... FAILED A TEST? Yes FLUNKED A GRADE? Nope MADE AN F ON YOUR REPORT CARD? Nope... BOUGHT SOMETHING YOU THOUGHT WAS REALLY UGLY B/C SOMEONE THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE OR LOOKED GOOD ON YOU? Nope LIED ABOUT WHAT YOU THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONES HAIR-CUT OR NEW ITEM OF CLOTHING? I just don't say anything if I don't like it...why make them feel retarded? HIT AN ANIMAL IN THE ROAD? WHAT WAS IT? A bird..twice BEEN TO ALTERNATIVE? Huh? OFFICE? ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES SINCE YOU STARTED SCHOOL? haha I've been in the office a couple of times.. FAVORITE/ LEAST FAVORITE CAR? I hate the focus, but I love trans ams... WHO DO YOU SIT WITH AT LUNCH? Katrina, Melissa, Amanda, Eric, Victor, Steven and John.. DO YOU THINK JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS HOT OR NOT? He's verrry good looking... WHO GAVE YOU A VALENTINE CARD THIS YEAR? My dad...isn't that sad?? FAVORITE SHOES YOU OWN? I dont have a fav pair of shoes WHAT INSTRUMENT DO YOU PLAY? OR WISH YOU DID? Everything...I wish ARE YOU THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO WHOULD SCREAM "NO, I WILL NOT MAKE OUT WITH YOU" IN A QUIET PLACE? I have before.. WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR? Any color I want... WHAT SENT BODY SPRAY DO YOU USE? I don't use one... FAVORITE COOKIE? M&M cookies and oreos DO YOU GET INTO MUSIC? HOW? Yes...how??? haha i dunno DO YOU CUSS IN FRONT OF YOUR PARENTS? Nope... DESCRIBE YOUR ROOM? I hate it...it's messy and I'm only in there to be on the computer or go to bed.. WHAT DO YOU WEAR WHEN YOU "DRESS UP"? I don't dress up really.. FAVORITE GUYS COLOGIN? Adidas or Sexy For Him by Victoria Secret WHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS? WHY? The amandas katrina and melissa..because they have been with me from the start... HOW MANY POSTERS DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR WALL? WHAT ARE THEY OF? I dont have posters I have quotes... SOME INSIDE JOKES BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS? Too many to even say WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD HAVE THAT SOMEONE ELES HAS? A boyfriend that loves them and they love them back... FAVORITE TV SHOWS? Does mtv count? HOW MANY PICTURES DO YOU HAVE POSTED IN YOUR ROOM? I dont think any... WHO DO YOU LOOK LIKE? My brother? WHAT SPORTS TEAM ARE YOU ON? None at the moment ABOUT WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED ON SCHOOL NIGHTS? WEEKENDS? I never sleep...School nights I go to bed at 4am and weekends...8am IN WHAT CLASS DO YOU HAVE THE MOST HOT GIRLS/ GUYS IN? None...everyone at my school is ugly WHO ARE THE RUDEST PEOPLE YOU KNOW? The older people in other grades... RANDOM STUFF WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU STUB YOUR TOE? ""owww fuck" DO YOU STILL GO TRICK OR TREATING? Nope DO YOUR EYES CHANGE COLORS? Yes DO YOU BELIVE WE LANDED ON THE MOON? Uh huh SPIT OUT A LYRIC FOR ME AND TELL ME WHO SINGS IT AND WHAT SONG IT IS? "You are the blood in my veins...call me a safe bet, I'm bettin I'm not"...Brand New NAME SOMEONE WHO ANNOYS YOU THE MOST, WHY? No one really...oh wait...people who try to be like me.. WHAT DO YOU DO ABOUT IT? Nothing WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU GET HOME? Go online WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW? Pants and my early november shirt WHAT IS IN YOUR POCKET? $8.61...a taco bell reciet from Aug 2...Wrigleys Spearment gum with 3 pieces left... WHAT TIME IS IT? 3:15am WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE NEW? Looks A NAME THAT PEOPLE CALL YOU THAT TICKS YOU OFF? Nothing really... WHO HAS THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU? AARON!!!!!! HAVE ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS/PEOPLE YOU KNOW HAD A BABY WHILE THEY WERE TEENAGES? Nooope EVER DONE POT? HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU KNOW LIKE THIS? AROUND HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU OWN? I think I have 90 ABOUT HOW MANY PIECES OF CLOTHING DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR CLOSET THAT YOU ACTUALLY WEAR? None WHAT SONG IS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD? Maroon 5-She Will Be Loved DO YOU SMOKE? Noooo I hate smoking WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU DRANK BEER/WINE/SHOTS/POPPERS WELL YOU GET THE IDEA? When I was at my grandmas...haha I mixed jello with bacardi..it wasnt that bad FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ABOUT GUYS PUNK OR PREP? Emo guy SPORTY OF COMPUTER DUDE? Sporty HAIRY OR SMOOTH? Smooth WHAT RELIGION? Uhhh I dunno?? As long as he believes in God thats good enough for me... HAIR COLOR? Not a nasty color..and has to have awesome hair... TEETH COLOR?..HEHE Brown!!!! EYES? I loooove blue eyes... CAR OR TRUCK? either COLOR OR CAR/TRUCK? doesnt matter SPORT HE'D PLAY? As long as he can play sports and hes good at it thats great.. BOXERS OR BRIEFS? whatever hes comfortable in TAN OR FAIR? Tan FRECKLES OR NONE? None VIRGIN OR NON-VIRGIN? Virgin!!! Love is Overrated

Hmm [04 Aug 2004|02:26am] I'm in buffalo right now. I kinda wish I was home, but then again I don't because I love my family out here. I'm so sick of being confused. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I will take the advice... -nat- Love is Overrated

Goodbye... [03 Aug 2004|09:53pm] I can't use my cell phone for a day!!! Haha this is going to suck..The reason behind this though is because I am going to visit my family in Buffalo and I don't get any service out there. I can't even text anyone! But yeah, anyways...I'll try to be online for those of you who read this and talk to me... Love you guys!!! -nat- Love is Overrated

What face turns a guy on??? haha [03 Aug 2004|09:35pm] First of all, I love you Katrina. When we have to say our goodbyes I'm going to fucking cry.... Today was excellent. I hung out with my bestest buddy Katrina and just pretty much did nothing, but walk around and take pics of each other which was very fun. Well, I'll just let the pics do the talking. -nat- I don't know who's yard that is, but Katrina just sat on that chair... AHH look at my face haha...it's horrible...the reason I'm making that face though is because it was hard to prevent myself from falling... That's my "wtf...you checkin' me out nucca?" look haha right katrina? Aww, I love that pic...That's the best pic we ever took together Trina...I love you!! Love is Overrated

Saturday... [03 Aug 2004|03:08pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Matchbook ] Well, Saturday I'm getting my hair done. My mom thinks I dye my hair too much. I mean yea I do but come on you only live once. Why not try as many things as you can before you are gone. I'm trying to find a damn picture of how I want my hair, but so far no luck. I can't believe the Fall tour for Taking Back Sunday. The bands that are touring with them are fucking amazing. That's going to be a really great concert. I hope I get to go to it. Something that pisses me off is watching Room Raiders and they are like, "Oh my god she's so hot.." Even though her personality obviously sucks huge ass balls. You have you realize...People's looks don't stay with them forever. Unless you find older people attractive haha. Oh well, I don't even know why I wrote about that. I it was just some- thing that has been bothering me. "Promise me, you'll never let go-Matchbook Romance" Love is Overrated

I miss you less, with each day your gone [03 Aug 2004|08:40am] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Matchbook Romance-The Greatest Fall (Of All Time) ] So, this is what my life has come to Not sleeping, eating chips, and watching cartoons. Does anyone else think this is some what pathetic? I've just been dying for a change...anything different would make me smile. I think I'm getting my hair dyed today. I can't wait. It better not look like shit or someone will die... Other Notes.. Why the hell doesn't anyone comment in this thing. I mean, I know I'm not the most interesting person and my journal isn't the greatest, but geez at least say hi. I mean COME ON I'm allowing you to read my events and thoughts. The least I can get is a comment. Right? Right! I can't sleep anymore. There is just too much shizzle fitty on my mind... And if you guys haven't noticed I'm not the one that should think a lot. It keeps me up at night. Then that's all I end up thinking about for days so I just space out for so long. It's amazing to look in the mirror and notice yourself getting older and more mature. Maybe it's just me noticing this, but I slowly am changing. For the better though. Hopefully...I'm not changing to be like someone unlike Amanda's friend Jessica, who by the way I can not WAIT to just bitch at for trying to be something she isn't. I'm just sick of the same thing everyday. I don't know, I haven't slept so I am just typing nonsense. I really hope I get to dye my hair today. I'll be SOO happy... This is so fucking pathetic..Why am I even watching this stupid shit?? Dora the Explorer is on Nick Jr. and I have no idea why I am watching it. Screw this, I'm going to watch a movie or something. Anything to make this time pass. If you read this you better comment. JUST SAY HI!!! I'm so perfect for you...-The Early November nat~~~~~~~~<3 I swear to god I have over 20 fucking mosquito bites.... AHHHHHHH Love is Overrated

[03 Aug 2004|05:40am] We will never be the same We will never be the same We will never be the same We will never be the same We will never be the same We will never be the same We will never be the same Until you're done.... Love is Overrated

CALUMET TOWN SHIP FUCK YEAH!!! [03 Aug 2004|12:55am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Early November ] I have had sooo much fun these past days and I owe it all to amanda, drew, aaron, and stephen!!! First day I got there we just hung out at amandas for a little bit then went to lake ridge baseball field. Drew, Aaron, Stephen, Drew's brother and Mitch were there. Did almost nothing for like 2 hours straight. Then aaron rode me on his moped to his barn and went back to go get his "boyfriend" or so he told me...(drew) Then me amanda stephen drew and aaron just hung out in the barn...later on aaron went to go play tennis so amanda and stephen started FUCKING haha no they just started making out sooo me and drew went on the stairs outside and just talked which was nice, probably one of the best conversations I've had with a guy lately..It's so f'in beautiful out there compared to this shit hole town whiting!!!! Anyways then we just went back in the barn. She couldn't get the smile off her face could she drew? Then we went back to amandas but snuck out and meet them all at the longfellow haha yes longfellow baseball field. I wish our field was called that...I wish we woulda went back to the barn with them amanda but noooo you and your paronoid self just couldn't do it...Theeeen the next day we were suppose to go wake stephen and drew up at 6am but we slept too long :-( sooo then the next day we did the same thing sep drew wasn't there. So when amanda and stephen started kissing me and aaron went outside and talked...Man aaron it's gotta be the birthday thats fucking up our relationships haha. That was a very good conversation as well. We were spying on amanda and stephen haha. I sat on something though and it made a loud noise so me and aaron just started moaning haha. Then today I was suppose to hang out with all 3 of the guys again BUT drew got grounded. So we ended up going to the lake ridge field and they were doing stuff while me and aaron rode on the moped....WE ARE COCK BLOCKERS haha and amandas a cum dumpster with a loose vagina!!! hahaha. Then aaron went home so I just sat on the blechers by myself while they were at the other end doing stuff. When I was sitting there I called drew, nicole, and april. I talked to april for like 45min...Then after about another 30min we finally went back to amandas and nicole picked me up.. Things I'm going to miss ALL OF THEM!! Beavis and Butthead Degrassi The Barn Aaron's hot dogs haha The trips through the woods Stephen's moped I fucked up haha Drew's hair and singing Amanda's camera SPYRO!! haha not! Just toooo much stuff to name. I like it so much more out there than whiting LEAVE ME COMMENTS BEEOTCHES 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Goodbye means nothing at all... [30 Jul 2004|11:24pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Amanda on the phone... ] ::chewing gum:: Today, was nice...I was suppose to go to the movies with ashley vic brian and john, but I decided not to...Instead I went to the mall and bought.. A EARLY NOVEMBER SHIRT YAY!!!! 2 pairs of dickies for school (they look so hot on me hahah j/p) and I finally got the macbeth shoes with the taking back sunday lyrics on the soles. After that I went to Hooters with nicole...haha I tried going for 50 but I only ate 17. Hmmm 50...17..close right? Blah! I'm so bored and I didn't want to come home yet. I really hope I get to go out to see Amanda tomorrow. I can finally hang out with Korrin April and Aaron...I guess I'll get to hang out with HOTSOME too... I can't wait... Do you want to make me feel beautiful?? 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

::sigh:: [30 Jul 2004|06:02am] I hope for the best But expect the worst This will be like the rest and I will burst My eyes will water My laugh will break This is one last slaughter This is my last mistake -nat- Love is Overrated

What the fuck is going on?? [30 Jul 2004|05:26am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Matchbook Romance- Promise ] Sometimes the bad news shouldn't be read.. I went to the porter county fair today. People that have great relationships and that have b/fs that love them... Make me sick..haha I dunno whats happening to me.. Every fucking song I heard that I can relate to I cry to...yeah laugh it up people...YES I SAID I CRY... Wait, maybe I shouldn't type that I might be crying for attention... Fuck attention alright? I never got any so why should I get any right now. Nobody gets attention anymore these days... We are all too selfish to worry about our own damn problems we rarely reach out and help others anymore. DON'T CALL MY NAME OUT YOUR WINDOW I'M LEAVING...I'M SICK OF WRITING EVERY SONG ABOUT YOU...DON'T CALL MY NAME OUT YOUR WINDOW I'M LEAVING... -nat- Love is Overrated

2 fights in one day is too much for me [27 Jul 2004|02:17am] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | Bright Eyes- Lover I dont have to love... ] Hung out with amanda and amanda. we just hung out in the rain. at the park in the litte train made for 2-7 year olds. Almost got into a fight with 3 clark girls. They called us skanks and I screamed at them... Then 2 chicks were talking shit to me online which pissed me off...this one chick "EmoDarkSide13" wanted to kill me haha...I guess because I'm a smartass...which I am.. Hmmm HIGHLIGHTS of my day... Hmm jacob sang to me.. and jacob sang to me... Oh yeah and jacob sang for me.. -nat- I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk 2 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Fucking Amazing... [24 Jul 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | TBS-You Know How I Do ] When we first got there we didn't know WHAT the hell to do. I mean, it was our first warped tour and yea...anyways we walked around and we saw emilee diana and mia...then me and amanda heard matchbook and we hurried up and got in there..They were so awesome. Then we went and saw story of the year..kinda haha. Theeen after that me and amanda were just looking for the stage that Taking Back Sunday was going to play at. We found it at 2:00pm and we tried our hardest for 4 hours!! 4 hours!!!!!!! To get the the front. During those hours we saw New Found Glory, Tiger Army (they suck), and Al3...I was at the front for all of them sep NFG...That crowd is rough. But that just shows how much I love taking back sunday. I got kicked in the face, my hair pulled out, elbowed in the neck..chest..eye..ear..boob, knocked over but a guy helped me up a sec later which was awesome...Smashed to the point where to I couldn't beathe at all and almost puked, haha I didn't like the fact that the people behind you would just put there hand on your ass and keep it there...I was literally smashed between like 5 people and I was just stuck like that for a good 10 min. That sucked soo much. THEN TAKING BACK SUNDAY came on and I was in the front against the gate. It was amazing. I felt like I could touch Adam. I told everyone I was going to get close and I did!!!!! When "You know how I do" came on I fucking cried...only because that song means something to me and no one could understand it...Adam came right infront and looked right at me...haha I know that might not seem like a big deal to some people but that fucking means the world to me...I couldnt believe it was him...He's so fucking gorgeous..He's amazing...he's everything a guy should be. haha I'm a crazy weirdo stalker person I know...He's got his nose pierced...I never knew that. Anyways, it was just amazing..the fucking emotion he has when he sings is incredible...I hung out with this chick and her boyfriend since I lost amanda...and these 2 guys...one guy was trying to get me to the front and stuck up for me when this other guy was being a dick and that was awesome and the other guy was his friend and he was helping me out too. This guy was sucha fucking dick I wanted to hit him...Thank God for those 2 guys. But yeah the other guy kept on getting pushed back and people were getting infront of him and I was getting pissed because people are fucking rude so I turned around, pushed people out of the way with my feet and arms haha and helped this guy come back...He was pushed back again when taking back sunday was playing sooo I couldnt really help him. I mean, I could barely move...some how andrew got behind me...haha I dont know how but he did. we both were alone :-(...haha I'm a hardcore taking back sunday fan arent I andrew? WHO ELSE WOULD WAIT 4 HOURS LIKE I DID... haha well probably a couple people but o well. I"m just happy I got to see them and that I was so close. I found amanda at the tbs thingy..I guess she left because people kept pushing her down and falling on her which is shitty. Then the last band I saw was Sugarcult...We left and I couldnt find my dads care..well we found it but I didnt think it was his because no one was in the car AND I thought he had different rims...haha sooo we went to the very back and laid on the grass for like 30min. Then we walked around the parking lot and I get a call from my dad and can you believe that that WAS his car...I was so pissed at myself. This was a great day for me I got...2 shirts a free hat 3 free cds and 1 5$ cd I saw Jacob for a bit... I SAW ADAM LAZZARA omg...it was just great... haha hey amanda the guy in the parking lot...::dances towards me and next to me:: ::I dance back:: The guy says..."Haha good times oh yeah good times.." why would you do that to someone! haha... WHY CAN'T I FEEL ANYTHING FROM ANYONE OTHER THAN YOU!!!! -nat- 2 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Im bored [23 Jul 2004|03:09am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | TAKE ME OUT ] Haha great memory... I open my moms thing thats in the car while me and ashley are talking and ashley says.."is that a condom?" hahahahahaha if it was it was a pretty fucking huge condom... I'm gonna draw the condom haha ................................................................................................... condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom condom ................................................................................................... haha yes it was my dads ashley -nat- Love is Overrated

Haha this ones for ashley!!! [22 Jul 2004|11:24am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | I wanna dude who can do me in his van! ] I just HAVE to write about this... After I went rollerblading Ashley wanted to talk to me so I go over to her house and I hide and shes coming out of her door and I yell and she screams!!!! haha You shat yourself didnt ya ashley? Then after I took her home we sat infront in her driveway and I was throwing rocks and making them hit the road...haha welllll lets just say I hit two cars :-D -nat- 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Perogi Fest!!! [22 Jul 2004|04:15am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | nothing ] Haha yes I am a polak...and theres nothing wrong with that!!! Anyways I get a call at 12:30pm from Ashley saying they need another player for volleyball when she is like right down the block with the entire team... sooo I had to go to that even though I dont play volleyball. But I think I'm going to. The people on that team are so much nicer than people on cross country. Sooo yeah we played 4 games and thats about it...Tomorrow I think I'm going to Arods to hang out and watch them play...Jacob should be there so that should be awesome. THEN WARPED TOUR...I should be hanging out with Jacob and Amanda there...and then Sunday is losing streaks thingy and I'll probably hang out with Amanda and Jacob there too... FUN FUN FUN -nat- 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

I saw a hippie :-( [21 Jul 2004|09:23pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | Set Phasers To Stun-TBS ] Today I didn't do anything but Get my warped tour tickets!!!! haha alright sammie is laughing...in a strange way because I yelled thats my pee pee...hmmm can you say xanax?? haha Anyways I saw a hippie today. He had a bunch of bags with him and wearing strange clothes ANYWAYS Im happy and I'll talk to everyone later -nat- haha right now ernie just fell on the floor laughing and him and sammie wont stop. Its actually scaring me...Like....REALLY freaking me out.. HELP? 4 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

[20 Jul 2004|10:01pm] Isn't it amazing how a few words like, " I miss Adam," coming from a 5 year olds mouth can drive you to tears... -nat- 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

::sigh:: [20 Jul 2004|05:06pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | fuck you ] Man whatever... I just wish amanda stevens was here right now...haha and I know she wishes the same. YOU SHOULDNT HAVE MOVED DAMNIT I miss you too much. Things that piss me off people people people people people and people.... man I dont even feel like doing anything now... WARPED TOUR was what I've been looking forward to and now what? NOTHING....OMG I HATE people... -nat- 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

YUCK [20 Jul 2004|04:39pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | I dont know... ] Today just sucks.... My mom and dad probably wont let me go to warped tour and I feel like crying. I can't go anywhere because of Ernie and... Today is the day that TBS is on mtv....wtf man Oh well.... later -nat- Love is Overrated

I hurt my palm okay!!! haha [19 Jul 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | The tv...I think I'm getting sick ] Well, me and sam got a ride to the beach and hung out there for a while...then hung out with katrina. We went to the skate park and I leaned forward too much one time and I fell and hurt my palm hahaha. Katrina, the red hat!!!!!!!!!! Yum? or what...haha Then after that we saw john uptown and hung out with him. Katrina had to stay home soooo me john and sam just hung out. It was fun...hmmm then yeah I dont remember what else happened. Oh yea we saw katrina again and she was with chris and we went and played basketball. Haha chris chased me with his wheelchair. It was hilarious. Then I went rollerblading with nicole and sammie...hahahaha sammie fell!!!! Then we got hit on by this mexican drunk guy and he ran into the wall while saying something and I finally got to tell him, "Sorry I dont speak spanish!" haha...yeah now I'm about to eat and talk to my mom about warped tour sooo later... -nat- Love is Overrated

Yea, the thrift stores awesome... [19 Jul 2004|03:17pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Amanda on the phone ] I will just start from yesterday.... On the way to Six Flags we turned up the volume to progressive playboy and it was great. Fucking people give me dirty looks though and thats just retarded...Why the hell would you give someone a dirty look for having fun...Then once we got there we got on 3 fucking rides...THREE!!!!!!! We were there for 5 hours and we got on 3...thats bullshit haha. The American Eagle (backwards) Superman and some ride called like Logger's blah blah.... I saw John, Corman, Anthony, and Candy there. Oh yeah...when we were in line for Superman there were 9 mexicans (figures there were a lot of them) and they kept looking at me...Knowing me, of course I got pissed SOOO I just gave them hard looks..That didnt stop them so I got my lighter out and tried to burn them haha...that didnt work so when the guy said something to me I said, "haha yeah, I have NO idea what you are saying.." I was going to say, "Sorry I dont speak spanish.." But I didnt. Then since that didnt work I had to make a big scene. They were staring at me and I yelled, "WHAT!! could you like not stare at me?..Thanks yeah Thanks..." That stopped them...god I hate people. When we went on the water ride my shirt became see through so that sucked...anyways then we got to my grandmas house and I wanted to go home because I thought I lost my phone, but instead no one would take me so I went to bed...Woke up at 7am and just talked to my grandpa...then I forget what happened later on...I went to the thirft store!!!!!!!! I got shirts....I love them :-D My shirts... *spice girls * hooters *spongebob *Hurley *Fluffy friends hahahahahaha its got fucking bunnies on it... *Princess Angelica from rugrats *Britney Spears haha *BIG CHEESE Wisconsin Dells *Smirnoff Vodka *Boxcar racer *Some club shirt that says ladies night and some other stuff *Step By Step day care *White Sox and a PLAYBOY shirt... 20 bucks for all that...thats fucking awesome... I got amanda a tie dye shirt (you fuckin' hippie) Yeah, I'm home now... Anyways. Man I heard a lot of people read this so PLEASE if you read it the least you could do is comment...I'd love to see how many people actually read this thing... -nat- 2 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

A little something something about me... [18 Jul 2004|08:55am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Matchbook Romance- If All Else Fails ] Yeah this is just some thing I filled out on a web site...they have answers avalible and you just picked...I dunno I'm bored and for some reason reallly fucking pissed right now. I think its because my hair is being retarded...GRRRRRRRR Height: 5'02" Employment: Has money, enough said Status: Single Ethnicity: White/Caucasian Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brown Hair Length: N/A Body Type: Athletic About Me: Astrological Sign: Scorpio Feelings About Religion: Tell Later Closest Social Circle: Rocker Dude/Chick Sense of Humor: Sarcastic In conversation I tend to be: Loud & brash Pet-wise, I'm a _____ person: Love many animals Among my friends, I'm: the leader To me, nothing says love like: Poetry Favorite Oxymoron: Alternative rock OJ?: Innocent Turn-Ons: Braininess, Sarcasm, Piercings, Muscles, Gross-out humor, Showin' the money, Living on the edge, Rowdy parties Turn-Offs: Shyness, Impulsiveness, Hedonism, Body hair, Tattoos, Power, Public displays of affection, Family get-togethers, Pants Pseudo-Personal Ad: Flirtatious and Cute special someone. Ideally this person is Gorgeous - looking. Must be a little Musical. I'm willing to put up with some Emotional tendencies. Most importantly, I want someone who is Skater. Deep Thoughts: "dream date": My date arrives wearing something two sizes too small, the first thing they say is "I've been looking forward to this!", the date consists of going to a concert, and this perfect night ends with a kiss on the lips. "look": My usual clothes are my fav. pair of pants and a tight shirt that says something funny on it with my white studded belt and my converse... "got anything else to say?": I'm a sucker for... skaters bmxers emo guys Anyways... some of the music I love is TAKING BACK SUNDAY, Dashboard, Brand New, Senses Fail, The Early November.... Interests: Movies: Horror, Comedies, Dramas, Porn Television: Spongebob Squarepants, MTV, Late Night TV, Simpsons Music: Electronic/Techno, Indie, Punk Rock I Can't Go Anywhere Without: Cell Phone Computers: Internet (duh), Blogging Hobbies: Crank calling, Creative writing, Poetry, Partying, Dancing, Shopping, Painting/Drawing/Photos, Staring out the Window Social Life: I have one Sports & Recreation: I exercise at the mall, Baseball, Bicycling, Hanging Out in Pool Halls, Outdoor Activities, Football (American), Volleyball, Running/Track, Basketball Clothing/Fashion: "Wash & Wear" category 3 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

AHHHH It's too early for this... [18 Jul 2004|08:01am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | I wanna hear the "dude remix" ] Gersh man, I work up at like 7:30am to take a fucking shower and damn I barely got any sleep. ONLY reason I'm up this early is because I...I forgot what I was going to type..Oh yea, I'm going to..... SIX FLAGS GREAT AMERICA!!!! haha yes! I love it there.. The best thing is the ride there though, and the ride back. See, on the way there I talk to everyone that drives haha...I usual get guys to follow us too, but sometimes I dont want them too. Weird men with small hands...haha j/p...hmmm Yeah and then on the way back I put on the flashing lights and I through myself a little rave. :-D.... Today will be much fun... Kittie is laying in my lap right now and she looks so uncomfortable...I guess that shows people will be in horrible situations just to be with me...haha DAMNIT she just fucking left me. haha well I guess that goes to show they can't take it anymore and they leave...haha fucking bitch. -nat- BOOBS Love is Overrated

I saw his butt....cja*027 [18 Jul 2004|01:50am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Techno in my head... ] Today was such a long day...I woke up and amanda was still sleeping...she went home and I took a shower. I took like...an hour shower. I just laid in the bath and let the shower run...I couldnt help, but think about death during those moments...I dont know I dont want to talk about it because I know for a fact I'd "freak people out" I was going to go to watch Losing Streak play uptown at the perk, but instead Nicole, Ernie and I went and got Sammie...we went to the White County Fair and it was great...Sammie pointed out this kid to me and she told me he looks and acts just like Adam. I didnt see it at first, but when he sat by us my jaw just kinda dropped. It was just like Adam..the hair, the walk, even the way he talked. Then I went with Rob and Charis to go get some JONES SODA!!! Haha thats right Jacob, I finally got Jones Soda....And the inside of my cap said, " Your love life will be happy and harmonious." Then we went to Charis's house for like 10 min. I found out rob smokes...SHAME SHAME SHAME ROB!!! Hmm then we went back to the house. Hung out with Ernie and everyone and ernie just kept making us laugh. Running into the matress that's against the wall over and over again made that kid tired though. Then we came home...and on the way home when it was just me and nicole up we saw these guys...and I waved my lighter at them and haha they did it back so I was telling nicole, "Our perfect road buddies!!" haha and theeeeen we just kept waving to them and racing them and then he mooned us for 2 min straight hahaha It was the best thing that happened tonight. and now I'm home...about to go hang out on my couch by myself and eat junk food. YAY... -nat- Ps. who the hell called me and sand "She Bangs She Bangs" to my voice mail?? For a sec there I forgot how to spell voice haha. If someone asked you a question and you dont know what to say just say.... THIRD 2 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

He's A D O R A B L E [15 Jul 2004|03:20pm] That's My Ernie!!! 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

Saving up... [15 Jul 2004|02:34pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Cute without the E...acoustic ] I need to save up money for my warped tour ticket... I think I already have enough but I better do it just to be on the safe side.. I guess I'm going with Anthony... I'm so bored...I'm so happy though...I mean come on ERNIE'S HERE!!!...I love this kid... ERnie says: Uhhh that, this...Hey, what are you doing, what are you doing...nothing what are you doing. What's your name? Craig whats yours? Anyways....I'll write in you some other time...I just want to go to bed right now but I cant because I have to watch this kid... LaTeR Don't bother trying to explain A n g e l... Love is Overrated

[15 Jul 2004|11:42am] Well....today MIGHT just suck, but be pretty cool... I get to spend the whole day with Ernie and just Ernie... I think I"ll take him to the park and just walk around with him... haha it was so funny I had to sneak him cereal and our plan didn't work...o well then we got into a "I love you.." "No I love you fight." CHEESY!!!! Haha yes this is something I know BUT I love the kid... Later I love Ernie Prskalo!!!!!!!! 1 Agreed/ Love is Overrated

[15 Jul 2004|11:41am] Well....today MIGHT just suck, but be pretty cool... I get to spend the whole day with Ernie and just Ernie... I think I"ll take him to the park and just walk around with him... haha it was so funny I had to sneak him cereal and our plan didn't work...o well then we got into a "I love you.." "No I love you fight." CHEESY!!!! Haha yes this is something I know BUT I love the kid... Later I love Ernie Prskalo!!!!!!!! Love is Overrated

Ernie Ernie [15 Jul 2004|11:39am] [ music | ¤Dashboard¤ ] Well....today MIGHT just suck, but be pretty cool... I get to spend the whole day with Ernie and just Ernie... I think I"ll take him to the park and just walk around with him... haha it was so funny I had to sneak him cereal and our plan didn't work...o well then we got into a "I love you.." "No I love you fight." CHEESY!!!! Haha yes this is something I know BUT I love the kid... Later I love Ernie Prskalo!!!!!!!! Love is Overrated

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Grrrr [15 Jul 2004|09:41am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Dashboard-Swiss Army Romance ] My mom came in here and she just starts yelling at me.. for no reason!!! Yelling at me about my dad.. Why does she always have to do that? Oh, well...I mean I understand she's frustrated, but man she doesn't have to take it out on me... even though sometimes I am the cause to all her problems... -nat- ¤I love Amanda Stevens¤ Love is Overrated

[15 Jul 2004|08:03am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | ¤ n o t h i n g ] Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... erotic Your hugs are... to die for Your eyes... light up a day Your touch is... awakening my heart Your smell is... refreshing Your smile is... hypnotising Your love is... everlasting Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! Love is Overrated

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