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[04 Mar 2005|11:01pm] when was the last time i logged in? 3 mths ago? 5 perheps.. they should have terminated my ac for gd.. lolx. wads on? nth much.. finally o lvl results, nt as i expected, 12pts, sucks rite? a2 for el, a1 for humanities, siao bo. sians. 3mths over le, got to noe new 'frens', yeah, 'frens'. tink tis wud be my last post ba, nth much 4 mi to be here le, be happi hor.. extreem thinkers, silent killers, dun kill mi =/ yet.. k, can liaox *bang* post comment

[11 Jan 2005|09:29pm] lalala~ haben been updating my blog for a few mths le? =x lolzzz... the hols was, erm, boring =\ oni had the sc camp and some events, tts all. started school already, so siannnnnn... every morning take mrt down to bukit batok, den take bus to school, so darn farrr.. arrr... okay la, hai hao, an hour or so? for impatient ppl like me, yeahs.. the jc orientation rox, lols, nv played as siao ever in my life.. all the mud slide, soap fight, sun burn, running about, lols.. and their sch spirit rox too, the sc, nv seen b4 enthu seh.. oni if rs was lidat *bubbles* their OGL rox too manz.. wenda, cindy, sebas, zhen ning, still cant figure out why wenda and cindy have dat wierd japanese lookalike name at the back of their names =s loll.. one unexpected thing was to see a mirror image of somebody so far away sia, gang yi, gy, same name, same look, juz one year older, *goosebumps* didnt noe there are deejavoos so obvious like these out there. nt forgetting mr leow, i am liao, he is leow, well, hard to find a male teacher who have the same surname as me out there, wad a conicidence dat he is one hell of a good pain in the ass too =x juz cant seem to get us to stop doing cheers until we reach the standard of his grandmother.. and i luve his daily cheer at the orientation camp.. damn, forgot the tune le, wait huhs, let me recall.. arh, got it.. 'one day one day, i got a call, i got a call, from an ogl' *hums* the orientation reali went on well, until the last day, haiyozz.. the councillors and ogls practically cried lorx =\ never b4 have i ever seen my sc members cry coz of the sc or wadever they were involved in.. wad a powerful moment.. never to be forgotten (= wadever dat happened cant be penned down de ba, lols.. den go back rss orientation, help do vid, dododo, whole day in lab 1 oni.. tis year sec 1s at least noe how to scream, unlike us >_< so unfortunate dat i didnt have time to go ka jiao the sec 1s, lolssss... go buwee dem until they cry and scream 'mummy' and 'daddy' =x mwahahaha. the vid was quite a failure la, dunno y dat com wanna take its own sweet time rendering the scenes, i on a shortage of time lor.. ended up we used mpeg1 compression, sux.. cant even see the text.. lols, nvm la, wad is done is done. sians, all the camps over le, den start lecture, at first thought it was wheee~~ until C maths, den omg =| A maths, arrrgghhhhhh =x first lesson logarithm le =~ my most 'u noe wad' topic in A maths, haixxx.. how to survive seh, 4 assignment questions, i oni did 1? wthh.. time to buck up manz, or else i can say, qu si ba =x the rest of the subjects are, ermm.. fine, fine in the sense dat we haben start the actual lecture yet, juz intro oni.. flipping thru the physics notes can make u shiver le =\ all the square roots powers multiples arghh =x demonds holee. hopefully i can survive for the sciences, the maths juz nid more work to be put in ba, haix.. lets start the training routine, sians.. today gt one lecture oni, they make us come at 7:20, zzz... somemore starts at 9:30, ends at 11:30, tot can go home le, den gt some kinda talk by mr miracle yap, if i am nt wrong, the same speaker whu gave me the leadership talk when i was in sec 1 and when i scratched john siow's hand? forgot =s ended up reaching home at four plus, at least he was kind enuff to let us off at 3, lols. lalala~ come home slack slack, den do C maths, sianzzz... i hoped i had mrs liau teaching us right from the start of the year last time, at least we wouldnt have screwed things up during u noe wad =x 2dae is juz nt my day ba, coz juz now daddy came back wif a 9200, open b4 de somemore, den he went back to change, out of stock, den got a powercolor 9250 instead.. frm a abit change to powercolor, fark fuwell.. zzz, for 85 bucks.. ATI... zzz... lols.. see wad i mean by a bad day? =x post comment

[16 Nov 2004|09:40pm] Bed rox Books sucks Touched nothing Farked up =X post comment

[29 Oct 2004|08:08am] [ mood | discontent ] i am a deprived child.. haish, sometimes i juz cant seem to get em off my shoulder... i'm 16 goddamnit, and i got my own life to live through. its nt dat i am some notorious teenager whu dun listen to my folks, they're juz actin like idotic control freaks to control me. all i wan frm dem is freedom, is it too much to ask for? juz like yesterday, they had to follow me all the way down to SCS for my interview, isnt tis absurd? okie okie, nt enuff? when i was in sec 1, they trailed me down to KSTC juz becoz of my dragon boat trainin, sec 2, they had to call the police and visit school juz coz i went missing for 1/2 a day, sec 3, they got to ms chithra juz becoz i was 2 hrs behind time to return to home after the SC camp, sec 4, my fone rings everyday when i am still in school at 5 during lessons, and i have to release my long kept anger juz to get myself out of the hse, wif dem out of my farking way.. have i asked for too much? sometimes i juz wan dem to drop all control, i dun wan to end up like my kor, 20 yr old ns supposedly toughguy, under their malicious hands, he doesnt have a gf (wtf rite?), he doesnt chieong places like wad others do, he doesnt even care how his hair looks x.x omgg... i cant be like him.. i have to break free =x *fleas* u noe, i cant get out of the hse without reporting where to go, when to come back, wad i will be doing, wif whu will i be doin it wif, and most of the time i can oni answer 1/2 or else it wud seem so very idiotic of me to subject to all sorts of control by dem =/ i'm 16, and i feel like a K2 kid whu are afraid of aliens abducting me and screaming 'mummy' or 'daddy' every now and den.. or a 1.5m swimming pool is likely to drown me, a 1.83m kid, or a bike ride in roads of singapore dat are meant to be one of the safest, oni to have my mum toking abt decrease fertility rate for guys on bikes >.< mwahahaha... tts for dem =\ and ya, i'm nt dat stupid to get a free ride by strangers and subject to the demands of ppl whu i dun noe, cmone, i'm nt a kid anymore =x whu dares to lay their hands on me? farking stupid mann... well, oni consolation are dat they didnt wake up to chase me to slp, anymore, neither did they follow me to school like when i was in P5 =} but dats nt enuff.. the most contradicting ting is to have them thinkin dat school events are safer den wad we do outside, lols, since when was the stuff i planned safe =x and i've gt tis ultra super duper naive mum whu doesnt even noe how to operate a proper TV set or use anything other den daceasy accounting and payroll 1995 on her com wif 800x600 resolution on a 17' crt screen.. rofl.. madness x.x i'm juz a lone kid caged in a jail cell for indefinate lifetime sentence for a crime i didnt commit post comment

[25 Oct 2004|12:13am] sian laaa... so lost in everything nowadays, exams coming, i still somehow slacking in wad i do. getting from bad to worst le lor, i left the keys to the council room in the lappy bag i oso dunno, den now dunno how the hell i gonna get it to ms chithra tml, sighx, gonna miss my breakfast and go early to school, juz to make sure she dun see dat thing lying on the floor. my prelims wasnt very well done either, 16 pts L1R5. now O levels oso dunno howw... hoowwwwww??? somemore tis SCS IT Youth award now tis time come back, ultra lan timing leh they all... haii, dunno how.. u tell me how ne? i dunno =/ =\ =| juz hope for everything to be over and done with, so i can let myself rest forever.... turning to ppl on irc nowadays, feeling rather deprived lor... deprived of freedom, deprived of the ability to love, and be loved, i am juz nt myself nowadays, even ppl whu noes me say dat... am i juz turning bersark or waddd? i feel like i am talking to u with these small black cubes, but there is really nothing i can do abt it, coz i dun noe wad to do... juz so pissed wif life at times, but i cant end it juz coz of tis osoo... there are still 3 ppl whu nids me, 3 ppl i am living my life for... when they are gone, i shd be gone too post comment

[02 Oct 2004|10:15am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Energy - Di Er Ci Ai Shang Ni ] Though not a practicing Buddhist, Loh believed in the four noble truths it taught: that existence is suffering; that the cause of suffering is desire; that suffering eventually ends in a state of peace known as nirvana; and that the road to nirvana, the so-called eightfold noble path, consists of the qualities of right resolve, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, and right concentration. All of those skills did not come easily. And they required one thing above all. Patience. adapted from Tom Clancy's Op-Center - Sea of Fire post comment

[27 Sep 2004|02:39pm] Some additional income could be brought your way today through use of computers or other forms of modern technology, dear Virgo. You should have a very busy day, but you'll like what you're doing and be excited about the prospect of some extra money to spend. Though you might not be thinking this way now, what you're doing now could develop into a lucrative business, eventually bringing you to a question: what do you really want to do with your life? =/ too accurate, LoLz... wad do i wan to do wif my life? =s post comment

[27 Sep 2004|12:47pm] lost... daddy found my ncc badge when cleaning my room, have been above the wardrob all the while.. reminiscences, those good old days that i myself gave up, dunno whether to regret or wad =\ m i juz fated to loose all the things around me, or is it juz dat i regret too late? my own ignorant and skeptical outlook of life? i reali dunno wad to do... it juz disturbs me so much, nv even see his face today, juz shunt better ba, u own ur world i own my world. changed. things juz dun seem to go my way, ppl juz dun seem to get wad i wan, life juz seems so upside down 2 me, hopefully i can find the 2nd person to share it wif =) i'll be waiting for u, aini~ post comment

[25 Sep 2004|04:33pm] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | Hoobastank - The Reason ] Deep thoughts, hope the two articles can help express my feelings now. This is a true story of something that happened just a few years ago at USC. There was a professor of philosophy there who was a deeply committed atheist.............. His primary goal for one required class was to spend the entire semester attempting to prove that God couldn't exist. His students were always afraid to argue with him because of his impeccable logic. For twenty years, he had taught this class and no one had ever had the courage to go against him. Sure, some had argued in class at times, but no one had ever really gone against him because of his reputation. At the end of every semester on the last day, he would say to his class of 300 students, "If there is anyone here who still believes in Jesus, stand up!" In twenty years, no one had ever stood up. They knew what he was going to do next. He would say, "Because anyone who believes in God is a fool. If God existed, he could stop this piece of chalk from hitting the ground and breaking. Such a simple task to prove that He is God, and yet He can't do it." And every year, he would drop the chalk onto the tile floor of the classroom and it would shatter into a hundred pieces. All of the students would do nothing but stop and stare. Most of the students thought that God couldn't exist. Certainly, a number of Christians had slipped through, but for 20 years, they had been too afraid to stand up. Well, a few years ago there was a freshman who happened to enroll. He was a Christian, and had heard the stories about his professor. He was required to take the class for his major, and he was afraid. But for three months that semester, he prayed every morning that he would have the courage to stand up no matter what the professor said, or what the class thought. Nothing they said could ever shatter his faith...he hoped. Finally, the day came. The professor said, "If there is anyone here who still believes in God, stand up!" The professor and the class of 300 people looked at him, shocked, as he stood up at the back of the classroom. The professor shouted, "You FOOL!!! If God existed, he would keep this piece of chalk from breaking when it hit the ground!" He proceeded to drop the chalk, but as he did, it! slipped out of his fingers, off his shirt cuff, onto the pleat of his pants, down his leg, and off his shoe. As it hit the ground, it simply rolled away unbroken. The professor's jaw dropped as he stared at the chalk. He looked up at the young man, and then ran out of the lecture hall. The young man who had stood, proceeded to walk to the front of the room and shared his faith in Jesus for the next half hour. 300 students stayed and listened as he told of God's love for them and of His power through Jesus. I'm not a perfect person As many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a resaon for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you post comment

[24 Sep 2004|10:48pm] Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning) So you sailed away Into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay Love can be so boring Nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had So you stole my world Now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl Leaves me down and lonely Send it in a letter Make yourself feel better But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't need me back You're just the best I ever had And it may take some time to Patch me up inside But I can't take it so I Run away and hide And I may find in time that You were always right You're always right So you sailed away Into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay Love can be so boring What was it you wanted Could it be I'm haunted But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had I don't want you back You're just the best I ever had The best I ever had The best I ever post comment

[24 Sep 2004|07:56pm] [ music | Energy - More den words ] Chem paper today, haiz... mai say le, sad oni... paper 2 section A do until can laff... *rofl* sooo ez =x until section B, tts when the terror begun, organic chemistry! arghh... dunno lost how many marks der, sighz... boo hoo hoo... A1 gonna le =( other den dat, all the rest damn ez lor, blame myself, overconcentrate on unimportant topics, sighz... wan le, overation... LoLx... nvm la, A2 oso difficult le, boo hoo hooz... sobz... dun care! my fault... haiz, if oni i gt memorize my organic chem and forget all about the rest, could have done much better den revising the front chapters lor, sighx... today come back slack until now, stupid throat dunno wad... nt pain, but sore... hao nan shou, lie down wanna cough, stand up head like headache, sit down the stupid mosquitoes come pester me, wad i do den? i dunno... lost weight lately, think exams ba, somemore sick le, no wei kou eat, my mum's cooking oso, see le no apptitie, cannot blame her ba, i too picky, for once... dunno lar, tis bamboo stick, who wan? le long (sell cheap cheap) =x buy one, eh get 1/2 free, buy my body get 1/2 of my soul... crap... even kj say i very cranky tis afternoon... LoLx... hmm... wad did i do tis afternoon? i helped yingx do her radio blog, i helped zizi wif her 2nd song, and den i did nthing productive after dat =/ LoLx... friday ma, a.k.a freeday, heex... parents not in now, blasting speakers, same song again... more den words~ hmm... wat is my future? do i have a future? will i be in the future? i dunno.. =s i feel, eh unwanted =\ reali lor, dunno how to describe oso la, juz trying to look and feel as normal as possible, gonna have forced personality soon, go senile, become psychotic =x hmm... tis reminds me of smthing freaky dat happened yesterday ba... yesterday nite arm the security system, den 10+ it self trigger, coz of RF interference ba, den i nv on back... 1+ at nite, somehow... 'i' heard the system beep, den 'i' walked out of bed and hit the system button, den 'i' walked to my parents room and den dunno somehow talked wif em... and i only found out wad 'i' did tis afternoon when i came back from school =| freaky... i having nitewalks, dangerous seah my daddy say, later take house key open door walk out, but somehow i got dat image of wad 'i' did, but i didnt command myself to do it lor, i swear, i have no idea y i did it, how i did it and wat the fuck happened... am i going senile, already? dunno... hopefully... can juz go IMH, dun nid study le, yae =x speaking of studying, read an article on MSN, US top 10 richest people hor, 4 were dropouts from school... i wan oso =x got $$$ will have gal, den will have sex, den will have my football team wif 22 kids, lalax~ =x fat hope =( but it does help to have dreams in life ba, but i juz wan the experience of beling loved, to be needed, wanted... tts wad i always say ba, but den, reali lor, i feelin kinda despo nowadays =| dunno, is it juz dat time is here, or wad? i juz feel so uneasy ba, or desprately trying to prove myself as who i am, who i want to be, who i will hope i will be... for which i find life meaningless without dem ba, i dunno... my life feels meaningless now anyway, so who cares =x post comment

[24 Sep 2004|09:52am] [ music | Westlife Turnaround Album ] Some ppl juz dun heed my advice ba.. I dunno.. Their own problem.. It's their choice.. Lolz.. I as if i give i damn.. Bleahz. Studying in the sc room now, hmmz.. Long time nv come here le.. So many ppl here wor.. Lolz.. Hmmm.. Confirm lost two marks for paper one le.. Bleahz.. Nvm la, still got paper two, hahaz.. Got one more chance.. Eh later gotta grab something to bite, wheee~ - frankvolkel@scroom post comment

[23 Sep 2004|01:33pm] Hahaz.. History quite ez ba.. Spotted all the topics wor.. China and germany, hopefully can pick up a few marks for ss.. Ss disaster sia.. Lolz.. Nvm ba.. Regrets, haii... Speaking of regrets, lolz.. I too experienced le, coz too many ma.. Heex.. I dunno oso la, some say no pt crying over spilled milk, some say regrets is juz part of life, to me, regrets make us make correct choices, lessons for mistakes la.. Hopefully i have another chance, sometime =p - frankvolkel@bus post comment

[21 Sep 2004|01:38pm] Shivering cold. Gastric stomach.. Wavy watery glass panels... I hate rain, when it is outside.. It amounts the pain, that is inside.. More den the cane, that was history.. It is wane, that i am infe.. frankvolkel@bus post comment

[20 Sep 2004|10:02pm] down down down =| dunno... feeling repressed again, arghh!!! juz feel like punching smthing now.. sighzx... some peeps are juz senseless ya, can i juz forget about it forever? nvm... it juz feels so bad, so bad... but even worst is dat i cannot put it into words... nt here, nt anywhere... i dun think anybody noes it either, i nv said it to anyone, i cant affort to... it'll put me in an inferior position, dat i can never escape from... y muz i feel tis way? i dunno... coz it comes to mee~ can i juz free myself from everything? i dunno... i hope so, i sincerely hope i can, but i cant, i juz cant put things down. i nid somebody close, somebody who i can open up to, somebody who makes me feel wanted, somebody who reali nids me, rather den those bunch of farking idiots and bastards who dun seem to give a damn about me... TLC, tts all i ask for... nthing else... is it too much to ask for? i dunno... i hate monosymbolic answers, it doesnt show sincereity in giving it in da 1st place... y m i toking abt dat? nvm... some facts cant escape from our lives, some cannot escape from life's facts, im the perfect example post comment

[18 Sep 2004|11:30pm] saturday, wheee~~ woke up at 10 in the morning... lunchie on table, again =x fried rice, lala~ whole morning can say help daddy move the room le... they huh... fenshui freaks =x jkjk... reli true ba, after wad happened, nvm =) daddy see until wan to faint le lidat, coz so messy, all the dust, eee~~ i guai guai, help him, lala~ bhb =x in the end he say dun wan the yamaha speakers, u sure anot =s so new oni, less den a quater of a year oni... den i take and use... heex... he say sony better, but den, the sony speakers like older den me le wor =/ sort halfway den korkor come back, go polyclinic see doctor, got take xray somemore, doc tell him go back nxt friday for results.. i dunno the government so kind, he produce green ic den foc le =x hmm... hopes he get well soon ba... so i dun nid worry =x jaja... sot finish, den go fix my com, fix le den go study POA, lala~ hai hao la... dunno... den go out, wheee~~ go chinatown, first time i went there after the north east line done, i so sua ku... singaporean oso like nv go such places de =| had dinnie at some chinese restaurant, den go walk walk, snap photos =x heex... but lazy put up, lala~ mayb when my script done up den put... den see kong ming den, cheap lor, one oni... zZz... the rest put der nv put, wad oni... got strobelight on dem somemore... scared plane crash into it isst? LoLz... den home sweet home le, on MRT i somehow dozed off, all the way until yishun... lolx.. psps... very tired =x come home dat stupid upload haben finish yet, i wun give a damn farking bit if cs nv tell me got free .info domains, still muz make me upload everything back, waste my energy, waste my time =x so sorry wor shaikh, cannot be der to see u debate, but i got record down =) heex... transferring from kor de com now, mayb some day share wif u all ba, lala~ =pPp but remove commericals first =x hmmm... dun think i am the person ttm now, somebody else... nvm... read his blog, some friend do smthing for him, yeah rite... fren, i dun feel like one ya noe =x spare tire, worn out le, dun let u use, pan chek for u =x see how u use me, lala~ come la =s reali wad... to have those ppl around u... i dun even feel dat im needed as a fren, i juz seem so blind to u, now u seem so blind to me oso... mesmerized? it will lead to ur downfall, trust me =) oh... before i forget? i'm nt liable for any of ur losses, coz u already lost me =x can i juz forget u? i sure hope i can, but i cant, so... forget it =x lala~ i dun give a damn farking bit abt such stuff anymore either, nothing other den blood and flesh is true ya... rite? LoLx... even my kor tell me to sleep early wor, first time i ever heard him say dat, touched =s i dun nid u in my life ba, u dun nid me wif ur mermaids oso, i am nonexistent in ur life =XXX post comment

[17 Sep 2004|01:28pm] Lolz.. El.. Hesley so kind to spot for us questions to paper one wor.. I got study, lala~ =x but if tsung mark i die.. Lolz.. Dunno =s shd b him de la.. All the while is him ma.. But nice la, all laid out nicely for me le.. Section one on ndp, i got watch =x throw out all the chim chim words.. Hahaz.. But dunno can impress anot =/ i like only person to write dat question lidat.. Den section two even better, planning a screwed up event, hahaz.. I president of student council, got experience in planning screwed up events wor, dun pray pray wif me =x dunno y everybody say tis paper like so difficult lidat leh.. Very difficult meh? They say paper two difficult, i say so so den all whoa =| okay ma.. Nvm la, take back paper den noe le ba.. But den hor.. If tis prelims so good oso nt good ba.. Coz hesley got spot question for us ma.. So a little unfair le ba.. Lolz.. Even is wad she oso hint.. Report do so much wif us, so obvious lor.. Lala~ dunno whether to go and stock up some war rations anot =/ but den kor kor might book out early today ba.. He nid go polyclinic see doc, get letter go see specialist doc.. Hmmm.. Zhai kan =x - frankvolkel@bus post comment

[17 Sep 2004|06:32am] Juz met two idiots who was smoking all the way, dun spoil my morning air la.. Zzz.. U dun own the singapore air hor, stupid foreign 'talents'.. Nvm, arghh... Saw dat ceda gals de gal again, heex.. =pPp lala~ so now i noe wad time, lolz.. Bleahz.. Wad i thinking sia *bangs head on bus seat* =x - frankvolkel@bus post comment

[16 Sep 2004|05:44pm] today chem prac, so fun wor =x first time ever do everything in 1 shot, heex... but stupid la... the person b4 me, make the bench so wet, how to work sia, mr cheong put the question booklet on it den wet le, sian diao... nvm, ren =x in the end still manage to finish all ba, still got time sit down think think through abit... quite ez lor, seriously... fun oso ba, wheee~ first time ever i enjoy my school exam =x =pPp wad oni rite... lol... so lame... do QA den titration den thermometric reading, lala~ den end le go home... raining again =/ in lab rain already, i take potassium iodide de shi how i look out of window, enjoy some fresh air oso, arghh... =x den smthing farni happen ba... i go home, alight 962 le den everybody go off, haiz, mai li wo =( i loner, den i wait 911... 911 come le i go up, den bus driver start to drive off le js run to the bus, LoL... den signal me to get him to stop for him, i use my fingers to wave bb to him =x lol... den sms him say 'sry wor =x'... wad oni... lol... i sux =x haha~~ today my bday, any other normal day lidat ba, no difference, can recall my first present, think oni time i received a present was when i was in P4, dat gal give me =\ other den dat, nah... nthing =x jy oso a little surprised when she hear ba, can say i sms her from morning until late afternoon ba... sry ya, i very fan ren de =x nobody to tok to oso, sobz... LoL... tts my life ba... you dun noe how it is like to be meee~~~~ Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place, Like some how you just don’t belong, And no one understands you? Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud, That no one hears you screaming? No, you don’t know what it’s like, When nothing feels alright, You don’t know what it’s like, To be like me! To be hurt, to feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked, when you’re down, To feel like you’ve been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, When no one’s there to save you, No you don’t know what it’s like, Welcome to my life Do you want to be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more, Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies, While deep inside you’re bleeding? No you don’t know what it’s like, When nothing feels alright, You don’t know what it’s like, To be like me! To be hurt, to feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked, when you’re down, To feel like you’ve been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, When no one’s there to save you, No you don’t know what it’s like, Welcome to my life No one ever lies straight to your face! No one ever stabs you in the back! You might think I’m happy, But I’m not gonna be okay! Everybody always gave you what you wanted! You never had to work, it was always there! You don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)… To be hurt, to feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked, when you’re down, To feel like you’ve been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, When no one’s there to save you, No you don’t know what it’s like, To be hurt, to feel lost, To be left out in the dark, To be kicked, when you’re down, To feel like you’ve been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down, When no one’s there to save you, No you don’t know what it’s like, Welcome to my life Welcome to my life! Welcome to my life! post comment

[15 Sep 2004|10:37am] Today prelim physics prac, lolz.. So shuang, so late den wake up, den now waiting for the bus, so long de.. Wait wait wait until raining le, dunno is good or bad sign wor.. Saw so many of the guys on the bus, lolz.. Hopefully not some killer experiment ba.. Or else die =x - frankvolkel@bus post comment

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