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what i've come to the conclusion of.... [11 Jun 2004|12:08pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | jesus walks-its on WAMO right now ]

everything is so ridiculous and no one cares because we've been conditioned to be complacent and unquestioning of the injustices and absurdities of life by those who benefit from them.

im so confused about sean..........

what i've come to the conclusion of.... [11 Jun 2004|12:08pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | jesus walks-its on WAMO right now ]

everything is so ridiculous and no one cares because we've been conditioned to be complacent and unquestioning of the injustices and absurdities of life by those who benefit from them.

im so confused about sean..........

i have the answer... [25 Apr 2004|08:52am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | lil kim-how many licks ]

ok, so you want to know why women cheat. this is the answer for the guys (who shall remain nameless) in gabe's room. you guys better understand this! i even made a food analogy!
Think of going to the chineese super buffet. They cheat because they’re getting something they were missing in their first choice. Hmmm…I didn’t see these ribs (yes they do have RIBS at the chineese super buffet.) I LOVE ribs. The sauce, the taste. Hmph. I’ll just put these stupid hot wings back.
you understand now....

im tired of this shit. [10 Apr 2004|01:59pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | getting late-floetry (live) ]

There's a senior citizen driving on the highway. His wife calls him on his cell phone and in a worried voice says, "Herman, be careful! I just heard on the radio that there was a madman driving the wrong way on Route 280!"

Herman says, "I know, but there isn't just one, there are hundreds!"

oy vey. [23 Mar 2004|01:53pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | teena marie-square biz ]

i think i fell off of the bridge i just burned.

[13 Feb 2004|10:11am]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | maxwell-ascention (don't ever wonder) ]

soutions is so fucking bomb.

you're my forever. [02 Feb 2004|02:29pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | still-brian mcknight ]

thats the prettiest thing i have heard in a long time. and a lot has changed, and more is on the way. I NEED CHANGE. gabe's gone, so is alex. i haven't seen andrew in such a long time, but i guess i made it that way. i am cleaning and doing homework all the while dodging calls from sal, and thinking about just getting through this week and somehow trying to manage finding a valentine's day date. multi tasking at it's finest.

NO MORE DRAMA... [07 Jan 2004|07:03pm]
[ music | Lets stay in love- Blackstreet ]

I want to go where no one knows my name...so the oppositte of cheers. People are so dumb. I don't know why I let it get to me. I have no clue why people are so dumb. I want to get away...BUT FIRST I NEED A NEW JOB. Damnit, things need to start changing around here. I fucking hate highschool, and all this bull shit.

[06 Jan 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | beyonce- me myself and i ]

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: yes, but im trying to get out of that
Do you party a lot? How often?: no
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: No
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: A lot.
Do you skip classes? How often?: No
Do you have casual sex? Protected?: No
Do you steal?: Yes
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: sometimes
Do you drool over celebrities?: Yes
Do you watch a lot of TV?: Yes
Do you ever watch the News?: Yes
Do you even care about world issues?: Yes
Do you read books often?: Yes
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: No
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: No
Do you smoke cigarettes?: No
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: Yes
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: pretty often
Do you cuss a lot?: Yes
Are you desperate to fit in?: sometimes
Are you intelligent?: Yes
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: No
Black eyeliner?: Yes
Black eyeshadow?: no
Black trenchcoat?: No
Black boots?: Yes
Black fishnets?: Yes
Black nail polish?: no
Cigarettes?: No
Heavy metal music?: no
Marilyn Manson?: no
Kittie?: YES
Cradle of Filth?: no
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: no and yes
Do you like to be seen as: ..?
Are you an intellectual?: Yes
An atheist?: No
Horrible home life?: Yes
Hopelessly depressed?: not at the moment
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: not currently
Self-mutilation?: Yes
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: I love Plaid
Big black boots?: slender, stilletto leather boots
Mohawk?: No
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: No
Loud, confident and opinionated?: Yes
Wild hair colors?: every shade of brown you could ever concieve of yes
NOFX?: eh
Rancid?: eh
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: Yes
A: B
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: average
Do you watch a lot of sports?: No
Play a lot of sports?: just with friends for fun
Talk a lot about sports?: No
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: No
Are you arrogant?: some have been known to call me arrogant...especially ex-boyfriends
Are you a male or female whore?: No
Are you homophobic?: No
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: No
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: Yes
Boobs = yes?: No
Parties = yes?: No
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: No
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: yes
Have you ever been on a diet?: i am now and have been before
How much did you lose?: like 25 pounds
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: No
Make yourself throw up?:
Make-up?: Yes
Low-cut tops?: on occasion
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: B
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: No
Giggle a lot?: No
What's the deal with boys?: I like them
Thongs?: yes
Pretty bras?:yes
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: No
Who's the weaker sex?: Females
Are you a feminist?: Moderately
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: on occasion
How often do you shave your legs?: Every other day
How about your armpits?: Every day
Are you emotional?: Yes
Especially when on your period?: Yes
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?: Originality
Independence or Companionship?: Independence
Stability or Freedom?: Stability
Personal or Interpersonal?: Personal
Introvert or Extrovert?: I dunno
Popularity or Isolation?: Isolation
Unique or Loved?: Unique
Understood or Individual?: Individual
You or Them?: You

How Stereotypical You Are... brought to you by BZOINK!

Ya gotta put ya behind in ya past! [03 Jan 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | sumthin' sumthin'-maxwell ]

:x: name = alex

:x: piercings = just my ears

:x: tattoos = None

:x: height = 5'1''

:x: shoe size =7

:x: hair color = it's brown with some light carmel highlights

:x: length= shoulder

:x: siblings = 1 brother matt and 1 sister carlen
LAST...

:x: movie you rented = ummm... lion king

:x: movie you bought = pirates of the carribean (johnny depp is tasty)

:x: song you listened to = This is War-smile empty soul

:x: song that was stuck in your head = lil jon usher and ludacris--yeah

:x: cd you bought = i dont remember, probably something gay

:x: cd you listened to = smile empty soul

:x: person you've called = probably my mom last night to pick me up

:x: person that's called you = i dont know seeing as i havent picked up my phone all day

:x: tv show you've watched = something on BET, i think it was like figure skating or something

:x: person you were thinking of = well i wasn't thinking about anyone but now your making me think of somebody to think of so it's none of ya buisiness

:x: you have a bf or gf = maybe

:x: you have a crush on someone = yeah

:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = the florida keys or hawaaii

:x: you think about suicide = I've never considered it...but sure i've thought about it

:x: you believe in online dating = maybe it could work--only tried it once

:x: others find you attractive = well fat guys tend to find me attractive and some guys with mental handicap--generally no one finds me attractive i think?

:x: you want more piercings = no

:x: you drink = i have but i dont now

:x: you like cleaning = sure i do as long as it's not my room

:x: you like roller coasters = um....the ones that spin around scare me

:x: you write in cursive or print = print...nobody can read my cursive

:x: you carry a donor card = i carry nothing but next time i get an ID i'm going to be a doner

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

:x: long distance relationships = i guess they work if you care about the person enough

:x: using someone = i've been used so i try not to use others

:x: killing people = I find killers to be interesting

:x: teenage smoking= i dont like smoking but i dont look down on people that do it

:x: premarital sex = yay!

:x: driving drunk = too many people die from it

:x: gay/lesbian relationship = more power to them

:x: soap operas = they are somewhat addictive (i <3 GH)

FAVORITE...

:x: food = iced animal cookies!

:x: song = Tiny Dancer hehehe

:x: thing to do = where funny hats and dance around campfires

:x: thing to talk about = penises

:x: sports = soccer and volleyball

:x: drinks = water

:x: clothes = this john lennon shirt in deb that i want--jk jkjk!

:x: movies = pretty in pink

:x: band/singer = anything by AL GREEN

:x: holiday = groundhog day!

HAVE YOU...

:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = hmm....maybe a couple times

:x: ever lied to someone= yes many times

:x: ever been in a fist fight = well yes but it was one punch then the girl was crying wow second grade was fun

:x: ever been arrested = Nope

NUMBER...

:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life = um.... probably only one

:x: of people I consider my enemies? there are very few people i dont like, but a lot of people dont like me

:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: ahah never

:x:of things in my past that I regret? = i dont believe in regret... it doesn't change anything--but there are a lot of things i wish i had thought of more before doing

FAVORITE...

:x: disney movie = beauty and the beast

:x: scent = strawberries and champaigne and mens deodorant

:x:thng = penises!

:x: word = ennui

:x: nickname = honey-muffin-cupcake-of-love and arod

:x: guy name = mr rodriguez

:x: girl name = mrs rodriguez

:x: eye color = green eyes

:x: piercing = prince albert-i've never actually seen one, and i don't imagine i ever will, but anyone who ever gets theit penis pierced is alright by me

:x: actress/actor = molly ringwald

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

:x: pretty = No

:x: funny = depends on who i'm around

:x: friendly = i try to be

:x: amusing= sure

:x: ugly = ugh

:x: loveable = yes

:x: optimistic = sometimes

:x: caring = toward most

:x: sweet = no

:x: dorky = a lot

:x: Spell your first name back wards : no i refuse...... do it yourself i'm not getting that nickname again it took 3 years to get rid of it i know it was first grade but i still hold a grudge

:x: The story behind your user name:i just was like wow i'm hornyer then a nun

:x: Where do you live?: pittsburgh

:x: 1 word that sum you up : independant

DESCRIBE YOUR -

:x: Wallet = waste of pocket space

:x: Hairbrush = cute and brown

:x: Toothbrush = its orange

:x:jewelry= only earrings

:x:Pillow cover = drool

:x:Blanket = furry

:x: Coffee cup = brown stains

:x:glasses= librarian

:x: Shoes = many

:x:Favorite top = none i like to be naked

:x:whatcd do you have in your cd player right now?= live

:x: What you are wearing now = pink top and jeans

:x: Hair = brown

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) YOU-

:x: In my mouth = gums and white teeth

:x: in my head = snot i think i'm dying of a cold

:x:after this= taking a shower

:x: Talking to = wouldn't you like to know

:x: Eating = cup of soup

:x: Person you wish you could see right now = hmm....can you guess what i'm going to say?

:x: Is next to you = no one, im home a lone

:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = my birthday

:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = planes

:x: Do you like candles = sure

:x: Do you like incensT = sex on the beach is tasty

:x: Do you like the taste of blood = No

:x: Do you believe in love = sure

:x: Do you believe in soul mates = maybe, but all the guys ive met are assholes

:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = No, its too illogical

:x: What do you want done with your body when you die: i want my organs to be taken out and donated

:x: Who is your worst enemy?= I dont know, but i would like to know

:x: If you could have any animal for a pet: an elephant that dances

:x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up: new years

:x: Ever been to Belgium?: no

:x: Can you eat with chopsticks: hehe i can pick up big things

:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: takes to much thought
key west
hawaaii
cuba (no fidel tho)
bora bora
anywehre in french polynesia

:x: whats something that you wish people would understand?= um.... why elephants dont dance

:x:Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time and want to kill =no--

:x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow: i'm done with this quiz i'm skipping the last question

Ya gotta put ya behind in ya past! [03 Jan 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | sumthin' sumthin'-maxwell ]

:x: name = alex

:x: piercings = just my ears

:x: tattoos = None

:x: height = 5'1''

:x: shoe size =7

:x: hair color = it's brown with some light carmel highlights

:x: length= shoulder

:x: siblings = 1 brother matt and 1 sister carlen
LAST...

:x: movie you rented = ummm... lion king

:x: movie you bought = pirates of the carribean (johnny depp is tasty)

:x: song you listened to = This is War-smile empty soul

:x: song that was stuck in your head = lil jon usher and ludacris--yeah

:x: cd you bought = i dont remember, probably something gay

:x: cd you listened to = smile empty soul

:x: person you've called = probably my mom last night to pick me up

:x: person that's called you = i dont know seeing as i havent picked up my phone all day

:x: tv show you've watched = something on BET, i think it was like figure skating or something

:x: person you were thinking of = well i wasn't thinking about anyone but now your making me think of somebody to think of so it's none of ya buisiness

:x: you have a bf or gf = maybe

:x: you have a crush on someone = yeah

:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = the florida keys or hawaaii

:x: you think about suicide = I've never considered it...but sure i've thought about it

:x: you believe in online dating = maybe it could work--only tried it once

:x: others find you attractive = well fat guys tend to find me attractive and some guys with mental handicap--generally no one finds me attractive i think?

:x: you want more piercings = no

:x: you drink = i have but i dont now

:x: you like cleaning = sure i do as long as it's not my room

:x: you like roller coasters = um....the ones that spin around scare me

:x: you write in cursive or print = print...nobody can read my cursive

:x: you carry a donor card = i carry nothing but next time i get an ID i'm going to be a doner

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

:x: long distance relationships = i guess they work if you care about the person enough

:x: using someone = i've been used so i try not to use others

:x: killing people = I find killers to be interesting

:x: teenage smoking= i dont like smoking but i dont look down on people that do it

:x: premarital sex = yay!

:x: driving drunk = too many people die from it

:x: gay/lesbian relationship = more power to them

:x: soap operas = they are somewhat addictive (i <3 GH)

FAVORITE...

:x: food = iced animal cookies!

:x: song = Tiny Dancer hehehe

:x: thing to do = where funny hats and dance around campfires

:x: thing to talk about = penises

:x: sports = soccer and volleyball

:x: drinks = water

:x: clothes = this john lennon shirt in deb that i want--jk jkjk!

:x: movies = pretty in pink

:x: band/singer = anything by AL GREEN

:x: holiday = groundhog day!

HAVE YOU...

:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = hmm....maybe a couple times

:x: ever lied to someone= yes many times

:x: ever been in a fist fight = well yes but it was one punch then the girl was crying wow second grade was fun

:x: ever been arrested = Nope

NUMBER...

:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life = um.... probably only one

:x: of people I consider my enemies? there are very few people i dont like, but a lot of people dont like me

:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: ahah never

:x:of things in my past that I regret? = i dont believe in regret... it doesn't change anything--but there are a lot of things i wish i had thought of more before doing

FAVORITE...

:x: disney movie = beauty and the beast

:x: scent = strawberries and champaigne and mens deodorant

:x:thng = penises!

:x: word = ennui

:x: nickname = honey-muffin-cupcake-of-love and arod

:x: guy name = mr rodriguez

:x: girl name = mrs rodriguez

:x: eye color = green eyes

:x: piercing = prince albert-i've never actually seen one, and i don't imagine i ever will, but anyone who ever gets theit penis pierced is alright by me

:x: actress/actor = molly ringwald

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

:x: pretty = No

:x: funny = depends on who i'm around

:x: friendly = i try to be

:x: amusing= sure

:x: ugly = ugh

:x: loveable = yes

:x: optimistic = sometimes

:x: caring = toward most

:x: sweet = no

:x: dorky = a lot

:x: Spell your first name back wards : no i refuse...... do it yourself i'm not getting that nickname again it took 3 years to get rid of it i know it was first grade but i still hold a grudge

:x: The story behind your user name:i just was like wow i'm hornyer then a nun

:x: Where do you live?: pittsburgh

:x: 1 word that sum you up : independant

DESCRIBE YOUR -

:x: Wallet = waste of pocket space

:x: Hairbrush = cute and brown

:x: Toothbrush = its orange

:x:jewelry= only earrings

:x:Pillow cover = drool

:x:Blanket = furry

:x: Coffee cup = brown stains

:x:glasses= librarian

:x: Shoes = many

:x:Favorite top = none i like to be naked

:x:whatcd do you have in your cd player right now?= live

:x: What you are wearing now = pink top and jeans

:x: Hair = brown

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) YOU-

:x: In my mouth = gums and white teeth

:x: in my head = snot i think i'm dying of a cold

:x:after this= taking a shower

:x: Talking to = wouldn't you like to know

:x: Eating = cup of soup

:x: Person you wish you could see right now = hmm....can you guess what i'm going to say?

:x: Is next to you = no one, im home a lone

:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = my birthday

:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = planes

:x: Do you like candles = sure

:x: Do you like incensT = sex on the beach is tasty

:x: Do you like the taste of blood = No

:x: Do you believe in love = sure

:x: Do you believe in soul mates = maybe, but all the guys ive met are assholes

:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = No, its too illogical

:x: What do you want done with your body when you die: i want my organs to be taken out and donated

:x: Who is your worst enemy?= I dont know, but i would like to know

:x: If you could have any animal for a pet: an elephant that dances

:x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up: new years

:x: Ever been to Belgium?: no

:x: Can you eat with chopsticks: hehe i can pick up big things

:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: takes to much thought
key west
hawaaii
cuba (no fidel tho)
bora bora
anywehre in french polynesia

:x: whats something that you wish people would understand?= um.... why elephants dont dance

:x:Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time and want to kill =no--

:x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow: i'm done with this quiz i'm skipping the last question

Who ate my piece of the pie [03 Jan 2004|09:34am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | maxwell-ascention (don't ever wonder) ]

i don't even feel like going out today. well, maybe some shopping will do me some good? it sadly didn't work out too well yesterday--but what the hell? maybe today will be worth another shot. i don't know what's wrong.

[02 Jan 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | lil jon, usher & ludacris--yeah ]

i feel depressed right now. i feel stifled, closed in, and EXTREMELY restless. im sick of it. i went to the mall tonight, got two new shirts, godiva chocolate, that ironically made me feel no better. and i got a hair cut too, but i need to style it the right way because the redneck lady was on crack when she styled it. i hope this spell doesn't last, because i really hate to feel this way.

Happy New Years!! [31 Dec 2003|05:31pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | queen with david bowie -under pressure ]

i am kinda fed up with alex. and i have no want to see andrew-what the hell? something is desperately wrong here. let me tell you. i dont know. terrence mosely called me last night, and it was so nice to talk to him. i think adam and i are going to hang out friday night. just chill and watch some movies. fun times with that kid. and thursday im getting together with the guys to have a fondue party and clean out will's room. holy fuckin shit, that kid is messier than i am. but imma help him out. becasue thats just the kinda girl i am. i think something is wrong with me--and imma just stop there....so i don't incriminate myself.

What the hell is going on here? [29 Dec 2003|10:35pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | she is-carl thomas f. ll cool j ]

nemacolin was so much fun. and last night this completely, and utterly hotttt (more handsome than hotttt) waitor hit on me, only after my mom decided that i should marry him (she has this thing with marrying me off. it's more that she hopes that my husband will provide for me becuase she thinks i can't for myself.) she thinks that when i like someone, he's completely below what i can really be going for. well, this waiter, gabe, he's wayyy outta my league. i know and i really need a confidence booster---anyway. i got so much shit from carlen, and mark calling me pill popper and shit. that's a long story.

i am kinda realizing that the world is still SOOO big, and that's more exciting than scary to me. i love it. and even though i am sooo not perfect, i am defintiely more than ok.

who the hell am i going to spend new years with? that's the question of the year--lol.

my tummy hurts a little bit tonight. :( i cant sleep either. hell, its only 10:45

i think this will be the end of an incomplete entry seeing as some people who read this, are a little TOO inquiring. and dispite this fact, i still heart them too. you know who you are.

Me and Julio Down By The School Yard [26 Dec 2003|10:05am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | The Velvet Underground-Stephanie Says ]

.o. WORD ASSOCiATiON .o.
o. Eminem: rapper
o. Hot: pockets
o. Britney Spears:played out
o. NSync: lights my fire
o. Real World: is a boring show. unless they're having sex.
o. Orange: are fun to eat.
o. Fuck: me
o. Bisexual: are you?!
o. Black: and Blue.
o. Insane clown: Posse
o. Linkin Park: is dumb.
o. Jack: off Jill
o. Rainbow: gayyyyy:)
o. Cherry: i like chocolate covered ones
o. Cucumber: green and long?
o. Shark: bite
o. Bat: man
o. Leather: jacket 8-)
o. Whip: cream
o. America: the beautiful-
o. Water: fall
o. Volcano: eruption.

.o. THiS OR THAT .o.
o. Rock or rap: rap rock
o. Pop or rap: pop rocks
o. Rap or R&B: r&b
o. Rock or metal: rock? metal? i dunno
o. Linkin Park or Limp Bizkit: i dont really care for either.
o. Tool or Korn: tool i suppose
o. Winter or summer: summer
o. Spring or fall: both
o. Shakira or Britney: shakIra (spanishy sound to it)
o. ICP or Eminem: um none.
o. Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie: rob zombie
o. Kittie or Garbage: garbage
o. MTV or VH1: um mtv
o. Buffy or Angel: Buffy
o. Dawsons Creek Or Gilmore Girls: dawsons creek. lotsa sex! duh.
o. Football or basketball: basketball...you see the guys stick out they're butts to shoot:)
o. Summer olympics or winter olympics: summer?
o. Skiing or snowboarding: neither
o. Rollerblading or skateboarding: i can't do either

.o. PRiVATE LiFE .o.

o. Boyfriend/girlfriend: well, that;s complicated situation---
o. Crush: im not saying anything
o. Do you love anyone right now: maybe
o. Have you ever been in love: maybe
o. Ever had sex: im not telling that either...my mom might find this page!!!
o. How many hearts have you broken: i dont know..guess
o. How many people broke your heart: one
o. So what's your significant other like: you tell me
o. Do you go more by looks or personality: personality, but looks are a plus.
o. Ever kiss a friend: yeah
o. Are you still friends: yeah
o. Do you smoke: nope
o. How about weed: im clean
o. Acid: nope
o. Ecstasy: im good
o. Crack, heroin, anything else: im all set thanks
o. Are you a sissy who drinks Mike's Hard Lemonade and wine coolers: lol.
o. Prefer beer or liquor: liquor i supose.
o. Last time you got some: ass?

.o. WOULD YOU EVER .o.

o. Bungee jump: yeah that would fun
o. Skydive: yessss
o. Swim with dolphins: of course
o. Scuba dive: no im scared of sharks
o. Go rock climbing: i have in gym class:)
o. Change your religion: uh nope
o. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: thats horrible.
o. Crossdress: umm thats not really my thing
o. Lie to the police: umm it depends on the situation i guess
o. Run from the police: all the time--shout out to officer rick
o. Speed away from the police: nope
o. Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: no, but ive seen that in stupid mtv movies and it looks like a great cnversation starter
o. Be an exotic dancer: hell yeah...i could shake what my mamma gave me
o. Walk out of a restaurant without paying: no but i did pay in chocolate coins before:)

.o. FRiENDS .o.

o. Best friend(s): probably Adam or Pat when he's not gay
o. Known longest: of those people?
o. Wish you talked to more than you do: i dunno
o. How many friends do you think you have: i dont know...
o. How many do you actually hang out with: couple
o. Who drives you insane: ADAM
o. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: yeah...but he got too clingy so i dropped him

.o. HAVE YOU EVER .o.

o. Flashed someone: haha yes, but i didn't actually mean to
o. Told the person you liked how you felt: yeah
o. Gotten really REALLY wasted: helllllllllllllllllllllllllls yeah lol
o. Gone to jail/juvenile detention: nope
o. Skateboarded: attempted
o. Skinny dipped: yep
o. Stolen anything from a store: eye liner 8-)
o. Kissed someone of the same sex: yeah
o. Been to a concert: yulpers<-- ?
o. Been to another country: yeah
o. Talked back to an adult: of course
o. Given money to some homeless person: on a date once, this kid gave this homeless man 4 dollard and he gave me flowers
o. Tried to kill yourself: no
o. Cried to get out of trouble: yeah
o. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: yeah

.o. THE LAST THiNG .o.

o. You ate: chocolate
o. You drank: water
o. The last place you went: bed
o. Last thing you bought: presents for people:)
o. Last person you saw:mark
o. Last person you talked to: mike
o. Last person you hugged: all my relatives yesterday
o. Last song you heard: the royal tennenbaums soundtrck--listening to it rigth now...it's amazing

.o. HMMM... .o.

o. Do you like cows: they smell like satan's ass crack
o. Do the voices talk only to you: voices, what voices?
o. Are you straight: yeah
o. Are you short: uh huh
o. Do you own a hot pink shirt: yep.
o. Do you like Marilyn Manson: dont really listen to him
o. Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: hahaha
o. Do you shop at Hot Topic: not really
o. Do you remember your dreams: not really
o. Can people read you like a book: i dont think so.
o. Do you talk a lot: haha yep:)
o. Are you afraid of clowns: OMG yes
o. Can you drive:i am a very good driver thank you very much
o. You an only child: nope

there you go. something to read:) welp im off to the mall for some shopping:) goodbye.

Me and Julio Down By The School Yarfd [26 Dec 2003|10:05am]
.o. WORD ASSOCiATiON .o.
o. Eminem: is white
o. Hot: pockets
o. Britney Spears: lessssssssssssbian
o. NSync: is way cool.
o. Real World: is a boring show. unless they're having sex.
o. Orange: is a ugly color.
o. Fuck: me
o. Bisexual: shiiiit
o. Black: and Blue.
o. Insane clown: Posse
o. Linkin Park: is dumb.
o. Jack: off Jill
o. Rainbow: gayyyyy:)
o. Cherry: ew
o. Cucumber: green and long?
o. Shark: bite
o. Bat: man
o. Leather: jacket 8-)
o. Whip: cream
o. America: ?
o. Water: fall
o. Volcano: eruption.

.o. THiS OR THAT .o.
o. Rock or rap: rock
o. Pop or rap: pop
o. Rap or R&B: r&b
o. Rock or metal: rock? metal? i dunno
o. Linkin Park or Limp Bizkit: i dont really care for either.
o. Tool or Korn: tool i suppose
o. Winter or summer: winter
o. Spring or fall: fall
o. Shakira or Britney: shakIra (spanishy sound to it)
o. ICP or Eminem: um none.
o. Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie: Marilyn Manson
o. Kittie or Garbage: garbage
o. MTV or VH1: um mtv
o. Buffy or Angel: Buffy
o. Dawsons Creek Or Gilmore Girls: dawsons creek. lotsa sex! duh.
o. Football or basketball: basketball...you see the guys stick out they're butts to shoot:)
o. Summer olympics or winter olympics: summer?
o. Skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding
o. Rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding

.o. PRiVATE LiFE .o.

o. Boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
o. Crush: hmm i wonder
o. Do you love anyone right now: maybe
o. Have you ever been in love: maybe
o. Ever had sex: holllllla haha
o. How many hearts have you broken: i dont know..guess
o. How many people broke your heart: eh a few
o. So what's your significant other like: you tell me
o. Do you go more by looks or personality: personality, but looks are a plus.
o. Ever kiss a friend: yeah
o. Are you still friends: um not really
o. Do you smoke: nope
o. How about weed: im clean
o. Acid: nope
o. Ecstasy: im good
o. Crack, heroin, anything else: im all set thanks
o. Are you a sissy who drinks Mike's Hard Lemonade and wine coolers: lol.
o. Prefer beer or liquor: liquor i supose.
o. Last time you got some: ass?

.o. WOULD YOU EVER .o.

o. Bungee jump: yeah that would fun
o. Skydive: yessss
o. Swim with dolphins: of course
o. Scuba dive: no im scared of sharks
o. Go rock climbing: i have in gym class:)
o. Change your religion: uh nope
o. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: thats horrible.
o. Crossdress: umm thats not really my thing
o. Lie to the police: umm it depends on the situation i guess
o. Run from the police: hahaha
o. Speed away from the police: nope
o. Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: uhhhhhh no
o. Be an exotic dancer: hell yeah
o. Walk out of a restaurant without paying: no but i did pay in chocolate coins before:)

.o. FRiENDS .o.

o. Best friend(s): Sam, Jenny,
o. Known longest: of those people?
o. Wish you talked to more than you do: i dunno
o. How many friends do you think you have: not much gahgahgah
o. How many do you actually hang out with: couple
o. Who drives you insane: Sarah! haha
o. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: no

.o. HAVE YOU EVER .o.

o. Flashed someone: haha yes
o. Told the person you liked how you felt: yeah
o. Gotten really REALLY wasted: helllllllllllllllllllllllllls yeah lol
o. Gone to jail/juvenile detention: yulp
o. Skateboarded: attempted
o. Skinny dipped: yep
o. Stolen anything from a store: eye liner 8-)
o. Kissed someone of the same sex: yeah
o. Been to a concert: yulpers<-- ?
o. Been to another country: no
o. Talked back to an adult: of course
o. Given money to some homeless person: HELL NO. THEY DONT DESERVE IT!
o. Tried to kill yourself: no
o. Cried to get out of trouble: no
o. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: yeah

.o. THE LAST THiNG .o.

o. You ate: fruit
o. You drank: ice tea
o. The last place you went: the shower
o. Last thing you bought: presents for people:)
o. Last person you saw: sam
o. Last person you talked to: sam
o. Last person you hugged: my dad
o. Last song you heard: sams thursday CD in the car

.o. HMMM... .o.

o. Do you like cows: they smell
o. Do the voices talk only to you: all the time...
o. Are you straight: yeah
o. Are you short: uh huh
o. Do you own a hot pink shirt: yep.
o. Do you like Marilyn Manson: dont really listen to him
o. Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: hahaha
o. Do you shop at Hot Topic: not really
o. Do you remember your dreams: every day
o. Can people read you like a book: i dont think so.
o. Do you talk a lot: haha yep:)
o. Are you afraid of clowns: OMG yes
o. Can you drive: no but i wish i did:(
o. You an only child: nope

there you go. something to read:) welp im off to the mall for some shopping:) goodbye.

sometimes i think about... [25 Dec 2003|01:32pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | west side connection-gangsta nation ]

ok, so my christmas was pretty good. all things considered. but i am realy nostalgic right now, its so weird, last night i couldn't stop crying.

HAPPY KWANZAA [21 Dec 2003|10:03pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | ashanti-want you back ]

i havent done any christmas shopping yet! im in such deep shit! o man i suck! i hope all those i shop for like their presents! o man, i got the most beautious presents the past three days... and i also got chanukkah coins tonight ! go holidays!

an entree aint as good without something on the side...ya know? [16 Dec 2003|03:25pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | sara smiles-hall and oates ]

i just had the best mood booster, i read an old note from andrew and it was such a happy time. he's so awesome, too bad i only see him once in a blue moon. and tonight i have plans with alex becuse i didn't see him last weekend at all, i guess that was kinda my fault? seeing as i didn't answer my fone, becuase i had other plans..... oh well. why do all my relationships end up like this. i guess it just goes to show you that you can drag a dead horse to water, but you can't expect him to drink. hahahaha.....

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