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I feel alone... [17 Apr 2003|03:13pm]
I feel like everyone is moving on with their lives and I am stuck in a time warp. No one really cares if I stay, or if I go. So this summer I am gunna run away for a while, I don't know what I am gunna do, or where I'm gunna go, all I know is that I won't be in this goddamn neighborhood. I hate it here. I wanna move to a ghetto were I can be in poverty and alone. Where drugs are on every corner and people know about life, and smoking a ciggarette is not a sin! But yeah, I am not in a good mood today... but no one cares. So c~ya
~*~Frankee~*~
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The Erica Epidempic... [14 Apr 2003|04:04pm]
Erica came over today afer school. My mom was really pissed at her. Lyndon told me wrong, Erica didn't do that. Aww man I feel really fucked up, I must come off as a big bitch. God damnit! My mom will probably come home (after getting Aaron's worts burned off) and ask me how I bitched at Erica... I donno what I am gunna do. I wish I had a car and an ID so I could go for a long drive and smoke (that would be really relaxing). I am so sick of being around here. I wish I could just be alone, I am gunna have a psycotic break down. Oh well! Yeah and my vomiting after meals is getting worse, I am doing everything possible to lose weight. I feel so weak and grouchy, here is another problem out of my endless list of them! And I guess Erica's gunna end up going to Rampart too! HELP!
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I really just wanted to start new, Ashley and I have a lot of fun together, and I want to get away from my past and forget about it! I hate being an addict... I have payed a lot more than the average person may think for my drug habit. And it always seems to come back and haunt me! Ashley is my last remaining TRUE freind and I have to remember that I did that to myself! Everything feels kinda empty right now, full of endless lies and backstabbing people. What have I become... A MONSTER! Well, I better get back to my math... don't wanna get dumber than I already am.
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But before I go... I have an update on Mike. He really is getting sick of being my boyfriend I need to break it off. I can NEVER have any good dating relationships, once again that's because of drugs! Oh fuck it I am leaving now!

~*~Frankee~*~
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To Erica: [13 Apr 2003|09:07pm]
Fuck you for blaming you stupid shitty ass smoking on me! When I see you next time I'm gunna fuck you up! Fuck your parents for always thinkin yo ass is a lil' angel ... I'll show them an angel the next time I see ya BITCH! I've already been fucked over enough by everyone else (with the expception of Ashley) so fuck you. I'll add ya to my list! And fuck ya fo not being there when I needed ya! So go shuve your tits in some other hopeless guys face and steal your other friends shit, cuz I ain't takin it no more! And you know what, I hope you never get weed ever again your crazy ass bitch don't deserve it!!!!!! And before you are 18 your ass is gunna be pregnant... so good ridance. And when you think of me I hope your heart skips a beat cuz yo so fuckin scared!
Cuz now, IIIIII am your worst nightmare!
Sincerly,
The grim reaper
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Fuck ya all haterz! Ha ha ha! [12 Apr 2003|11:09pm]
Hey yeah, fuck all ya haterz fo the lovely Ashley's of the world. I am gunna hunt yall down and gut ya like the pigz ya are. so FUCK YOU ALL! You better all appologize to her ass, I wanna see some MAD ass kissing. (Ha ha ha that would be dope!) Anywho I am really disappointed with all of you, you don't need to be going around gettin pissed cuz someone copied a design or a picture, you should be happy that someone actually like something about yo nasty ass'! Grrr.... I am MAD PISSED AT YO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yo worst nightmare,
~*~Frankee~*~
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At Jodi's House... [12 Apr 2003|05:08pm]
Yeah before I tell ya about the present ... lets travel into the past...! Lastnight was one of THE most odd dates of my whole entire life! I had to tell Mike what to do, the boy had problems at first making the first move. I guess for half of the night I was the forward one. Lyndon, Ashley, Mike, and myself when to go see "Anger Management". It was pretty funny in all, and Mike finally started to show he liked me in the middle of the movie. Mike got beat up by Chase at the mall... that's ok. I am proud of him, he didn't pull out his knife! Then after the movie (after Ashley left) I saw this chic Ashley use to know (Nikki) and she told me a lot of bullshit about how she doesn't hate Ashley. but whatever addicts lie a lot (I'd know). Anywho, Ashley spent the night, and Mike came over to my house till 10:30. Mike and I were flirting on and off (I feel kinda dumb about all that). But yeah, then Ashley and I just kicked it.
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Then I went over to Jodi's. I think we might go bowling tonight, but I'm not sure. I'm just happy I am outta my crib yo! And I talked to the guy Jodi likes ... And your all probably bored so I am gunna peace the fuck outta here!
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Peace out yo!
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~*~Frankee~*~
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P.S- Ashley I have your bubbles if you can read this!
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A NEW DAY! [10 Apr 2003|01:08pm]
So I go to Dr. Bibey today, she is a great lady. She is the best head doc a teen could have! She's gunna be pissed when she hears about Sun. though (or at least I think she will.) Anywho, family theripy is a pain, I can't wait for mom and dad's parent education time ... hee hee hee. She said "I am gunna soften that HARD ASS." That's my dad, yup Mr. Hard-ass (not in the butt/ass but the donkey/ass) I say we tie him down and get him stoned ... ha ha ha Just Kidding!
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Anywho, I am suppose to go on a date with Mike on Friday. "House of 1000 Courpses" looks mad good! And yeah I think i already mentioned that yesterday.
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I am hoping to go to Hot Topic and get some bleach and purple hair dye (my mom likes the color pink). But whatever, she seems to be enjoying her nap, so I guess we'll have to go tomorrow.
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Oh yeah... FUCK EVERYBODY WHO BITCHED OTIS OUT ABOUT HER JOURNAL. YOU ASSHOLES MADE HER DELETE IT... FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!! AND I WILL COME AND HUNT YA DOWN, AND THEN I'M GUNNA KILL YA FUCKERS. SO ONCE AGAIN, FUCK YOU ALL.

~~*~~Frankee~~*~~
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Dating ... me???? [09 Apr 2003|03:39pm]
I am going out with Mike now! I am not too sure how it will go! Hopefully he will be nice to me... but I donno! Why do I care ... I shouldn't, and damnit I don't! I am not a girlfreind type! O well, I am done ... Mike is nice to me! I have no complaints!
~*~Frankee~*~
P.S
Ashley thanks for listening to me today ... you know why!
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Everythings Peachy [08 Apr 2003|03:21pm]
I may seem crazy ... but I am kinda gla I got caught. No, not because of all the misery right then, but all the misery it saved me in the long run!!! Cuz if I would have gotten high I would have just been recoverin from my sickness today! Sorry if I scared any of you ... I was just REALLY angry! But my mom and dad have understud my addicted situation ... I am not TOTALLY off the hook, but mostly off!
I went to CMA with my mom last night, it was actually pretty fun! Mom and I were laughing and making jokes. She told me how this guy came into the meeting and he had spurs on his shoes and all my mom could think of in her head is that song "I've Got Spurs That Gingle Jangle Jangle ..." ha ha ha she is just as crazy as me! And once again I was the youngest one in the meeting!
I have been working out lately ... and I got my endorphines going! I feel great! Yeah there is another part to that story! But I don't feel like confessing right now!
Ashley... I listen to Rap too! Don't feel bad! I felt like a dork that one time you found my Missy Eliot cd ... eeek! Ok enough of that I am already bad enough without all that! HEE HEE HEE!
Yeah so that's all for today!
~*~Frankee~*~
P.S Thank all of you for supporting me in not commiting suiside ... I am an ass!
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Stoner Bear ... ha ha ha Lyndon! [07 Apr 2003|09:29pm]
Lyndon's favorite bear... humm maybe I shoudl glue this to his fucking asshole!?! Ha ha ha! Anywho, yea I am a stoner bear huh?
Stoner Bear
Stoner Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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~~*~~Frankee~~*~~
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Something happier! [07 Apr 2003|09:21pm]

So gosh darned cute
Take the which Silent Starlet are you quiz!


Yeah ok!
~*~Frankee~*~
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The Shit Has Hit the Fan! [06 Apr 2003|08:32pm]
I got caught! Yep ... wonderfully sly little me ... CAUGHT! Yep and not even with a small thing with METH! I am fucked forever! I already started seom serious cutting! Dad said he may reconsider Rampart if I can prove myself! That is just a statment to keep me from killing myself!
SORRY ASHLEY I FUCKED RAMPART UP FOR YOU! I AM SO SORRY ... I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY! PLEASE FORGIVE ME! PLEASE!
~*~Frankee~*~ aka the fuck up!
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A diffrent kind of tired! [05 Apr 2003|10:58pm]
I had a damn busy day today! But no one really carea huh? Ha ha ha. I am in a better mood today! Thanks to a nice LONG nap! I think everybody should take naps! I have a lot I wanna write but I am so damn tired I think I am just gunna go to bed. I hope Josh doesn't call! I was suppose to sell my 5 cd changer player thing to him for like a gram of Yay! I hope that works tomorrow! But, whatever happens happens! THANK YOU OTIS for spending your day with me! That was very nice of you =) ... I know you could have been doing plenty of other things! Thanks for always spending the night without even really caring (I know it's boring sometimes!) Uh, ok I am done now!
Good-night!
~~*~~Frankee~~*~~
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... And then I got high. [31 Mar 2003|06:26pm]
Yeah I am tweaking AGIAN! It's no new thing anymore! So much for soberity!
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Anywho, I had CSAPS today (state testing program) I sucked at it ... but o well, it isn't for a grade!
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I went though my mom's photo albums, and found all these cool hippie pictres. I took the albums too my room... there are like 7 of 'em! Grrr.... I just want some fucking sweat pants ... that ALL! Is that too much to ask for????
hee hee hee sorry! Anywho, I'm gunna keep on truckin'...

~*~Frankee~*~
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Twacked out!!!!!! [24 Mar 2003|12:15pm]
Yesterday I got ALL fucked up! Little Ashley brought me a fat sack! The bad thing is I am all sick now... I keep throwing up and I feel all dizy and shit! I've never felt like that before! I hope I didn't get a dank batch of somethin! Oh fuck if I ain't high I'm sick ... go figure!
Something good is that my re-hab program is closing down ... but that means I have to find another one! YAY more head docs! hummm ... I don't really care I'm still kinda tweakin, so life is still ok!
~*~Frankee~*~
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Drugs, death, and misery! [23 Mar 2003|02:48pm]
Everything kinda got fucked up yeasterday! I got sick of always wanting to get high ... so I stole $40 and got high! I fucking snorted $40 straight! Then I drove around with my mom and we got a carton of ciggs for me! I find anyways possible to kill myself I guess! Yea, then my grandma dies ... and when I tweak I don't feel so shit there was messed up cuz I couldn't cry shit juts didn't penatrate! I don't know there are a bunch of other stupid little details and shit but fuck them all! I get to go to Wisonsin for a funeral now!
Talk to you in about 4 days!
~*~Frankee~*~
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smurfalicious! [20 Mar 2003|10:49pm]

Find your inner Smurf!


I am a painter huh? There is a drug question at the end ... guess what my drug of choice was ... crystal meth ... damn I wish I could get high!!!!
~*~Frankee~*~
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Asshole! [20 Mar 2003|09:52pm]
You wanna kill this bitch
Sadaam Hussein, this asshole has pissed you off for
the last time.


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Here's another one!!!!! Sorry.. I know I know .... I'm a major DORK!!! But man why can't we just kill this dickhead and get on with our wonderfully fucked up lives? This asshole has crossed the line and started a war whish we can't aviod cuz if we don't fight him then he will come and bomb us first!! Damn isn't life complicated????
~*~Frankee~*~
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ha ha ha just a joke [20 Mar 2003|09:34pm]
Tom
Tom


Which One of Jaime's Real-Life Freaks Are You?
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I don't even know who this dude is ... but I was bored so go ahead and take the damn quiz!!!!
~*~Frankee~*~
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CROW [20 Mar 2003|09:23pm]
Crow
What Is Your Animal Personality?

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I'm a lovely little depressed animal ... fit me huh? Wow aren't these quizes scary???? Huh wonder what they'll come up with next?!?!?
~*~Frankee~*~
P.S
Ashley I donno if there is a hippo ... but I think that will suit you (I mean that in a good way!)
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YAY MY FAV MOVIE!!! [20 Mar 2003|09:03pm]
Edward Scissorhands from Edward Scissorhands
Edward Scissorhands:
Charming, innocent, and beautiful. Unfortunately,
he has blades for fingers. But hey, you can
get around that, you're all set.


Which Johnny Depp character is your ideal mate?
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I love edward!!! YAY I love this movie!!!
~*~Frankee~*~
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