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i think im officially giving up blurty. and switching to live journal . its the same thing basically. so if you blurtians want to convert, and need help just im me. ( they have cute smileys lol)
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[21 Feb 2004|05:02pm] |
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i really do hate everyone. = [ . and theres nothing anyone can do about it.
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[20 Feb 2004|10:52pm] |
lmao this is that william hung dude- http://members.cox.net/donchin/WilliamHung.wmv
and this is jimmy fallons version of him-http://members.cox.net/realtordon/fallonasHung2.wmv
lmao
today after school i took a little nap that stretched from 4-10. anywhoo.. i got up, ate something, now im here about to do homework but thought i should update...i miss serra. i miss bri bri. i miss britty. = [ i havent talked to any of them in such a long time = [. if you guys are out there, please write/ call..none of ur cells work cept for brittys..which the chink has it turned off!. lol school was alright.
1st pd- its what like.. 8:18 am when u get into that class? well there are just people that are way too happy in the morning. and in my case 'twas casayndra basarab. , joel wasnt feeling good so he had permission to get a drink without a pass. and before that casaaaayndra had to use a pass, and she was all like in a high pitched voice "but i had to use a hall pass, what if i wasnt feeling good" i felt like just saying " shut up! no one would care!" but what i actually did was just turn my head and say shut up, court larsen looked at me and laughed. cause unenthusiastic people can be soo happy.
2nd period lmao that was the best part of my day, we watched some video on puerto rico, knowing that wed be quizzed on it but who cares. jen bought a reeses and i asked if i can have one and she was like NO, so then i called her fatass, and all those names trying to make her give me one. jay and phil asked also and she said no, and then she gives one to Steve Colditz, and shes like " hes the only nice one, he didnt ask!" lol. so than later she gave me half and i sort of rubbed it in phils face but ENJOYING it waaay too much. and then later jay wanted to give jen a dollar to get him one from the girl 2 rows away. and she wouldnt pass the dollar, she was like.. putting up a blockade/boycott thing so then i took the dollar and got one for him, and then i decide to open it myself and i was thinking about sneezing on them but he took them away. lol. and then he gave me one, which i then turned to phil and i fondled it with my tongue, lmao. and between all this there is soo much laughing, ... mike featherstone is the dumbest dude i ever met. he says his toe was itching so he like bent over and with his fingers he starts tapping furiously like its gunna stop his athletes foot EWW. and then he asks for a pass to the bathroom to itch his foot. and then he comes back and his itching his hand which he lays on my desk so i just .. move over a little bit. and then ms. gonzales tells ms. sampedro that he was in the gym . lmao
3rd period i felt like getting up and saying " im going home.. its.. less.. idk.........stupid.'
4th periodscience. i love that class ms. lygate is soo nice.. and i hate the people that ruin everything, becuase lygate will give the the test and the answers the day before you take it, AND she lets u use ur notes the last 10 minutes.. how much easier can it get?! .. then the stupid people go and NOT study and be ..dumb, and fail the test, i mean how much can she give up? i feel bad for ms. lygate .. for the amount of disrepect that she gets from people. ( charles, currell)
5th period lunch. nothing new.
6th periodjust the usual, we hand in homework that i just put scribley things on the blanks, and he puts a check mark on it ... he never takes time in looking atmy answers i put " dude XVI and bish antionette" and he didnt notice. and i put " that thing" in some of the answers.. we have a test on tuesday.
7th period i had a test in LA. which was funny cause Mo and I were the smartest people in there, and we were the last ones sitting there after the bell rung. =\ watch i fail that. i hate writing essays. i will never last a day in honors.
8th period rachel n i changed, and then took attendance, did jumping jax, and mr. dolan walked to the other side of the room to open the door for all the balls, so rachel and i ran out the door to the history wing, and went to room 33 to see kristin. i miss her . she teaches at dance but i never really get to see her .we went back just in time for when everyone was waiting outside the girls locker room for dolan to open the doors. so we natuarally blended in= ]
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today i found out kier quit dancing. .. i sorta already knew but its been oficial. becuase of cheering and stuff... .but she quit TWO times this year, and you dont quit a month before compitition, and let all your team mates down. i mean i dont blame anyone from taking a break becuase theres nothing wrong with that, i quit the second day i went back to dance. and i dont regret it. because if i didnt quit, i probably wouldnt be there now, becuase when you do something 3 sometimtes 4 days a week with up to about 4 and a half brutal hours of straight dancing, since the age of 6. i can see where your coming from. you lose ur passion to dance, and for me i lost it, so i quit and theres nothing wrong with finding out who u are. and that year i experimented with cigarettes and alcohol. and now i know in the future that i would never do it because i dont need it. and i dont need anyone. and that i love my mommy. = ]
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serra- i called you today to wish u a happy birthday on ur cell, but it said that u were unavailable =\ and it was too late to call your house. and i didnt see u online. i miss ya buddy- i hope u had a great bdaY! hopefully ull see this and we'll catch up on stuffs soon. ttyl . bff.lylas
today i woke up, straightend hair, the usual.. got ready for school-coffee.. school ..
1-went over slopes and got homework that i have yet to do
2-gave ms. sampedro my paragraph that ken did that i changed, and she said it was perfecto- ] so i just taped it on to my project carelessly
3-b/s
4-science.. so how about them gamma rays mark? lol!
after science i was on my way to my locker. and this is the science room
X <====>===<===>===<===> []-locker.. the <==> is me walking back and forth
yet never making it full to my locker or science. i just had an arguement with myself walking back and forth passing steve and sean on the way. i hope they didnt think i was crazy or anything
5-lunch.. i had a headache. then i finished reading the chapter. i got a 100 on the quizzer
6-history...
7-language arts. it was fun.. mo n i teamed up and we were nerds because we won the scavenger hunt, which is a big ass bag of little bags of chips. i was trying to watch the calories and salt that i take in because im trying to get rid of my tummy.=\
8-gym. volley ball sucks, i cant play with the freshman team becuase they are retarted. and i cant play with the older kids cause there all really good and it makes them ball hoggers cause it is always the same people that hit the ball and its always the people running in front of u when the ball is coming to u.
*well as u read on the tiny entry before about my new locker. im so excited. = ]
yeah. today i went to the orthadontist, i have to wear two rubber bands for about a month.. and then i go back and get molds and see if my parents say its okay, and then i can get them taken off =] .. or this is what i was told.. for the 80th time...
i was downstairs in the basement getting a bottle of water and as i looked outside the tiny basement window i saw eyes and imidiatly i freaked out and ran up the stairs .. i tripped over my robe and my knee banged into the stair with the medal tip that leads into the kitchen.. so then i fell over on the floor and layed moaning, and i hear my brother saying " whatd u do!?" and i thought it was just bruised so i get up after like 5 minutes of intense moaning and i look at it and blood is all over, so im like great =\ .. anyway i made him go get my mom and my dad just threw some band-aids at me with some paper towels. =\ thanks i guess..
anyway im fine, nothing broke = ] thankfully.
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[18 Feb 2004|02:53pm] |
yay i gots a new locker!! = ] its locker bumber 576. people can stick notes in there if u want.. hate notes as well. whatever there all interesting. ttyl. im so happy!
so how about those gamma rays mark!? lol.
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today i woke up.. showerd. got ready for school..
1- we corrected homework that like.. 3 people did
2. everyone had there family trees. and they really did trees.. jen n i did something original.. and then we were sposed to write the paragraphs about our families, but jen n i already did that =]
3. b/s ..
4. lygate was mad at our class today so everyone had to suffer, she wouldnt answer questions or let people out for bathroom breaks.. =\ it was really a drag.
5. lunch
6. history... just sat there basically, and tried to do notes but that didnt work
7. language arts- we went over questions from "The Birds" and we got some more work to do =\
8. got scholeosis checked. and im proud to say i dont have it.
- i watched the news today.. its so depressing, a servailence camera cought something that was like 300 meters/yard thingys away in someones apartment.. two children .. the oldest was like.. 6 maybe? and the youngest 3? well they were standing there with there hands in above there head.. and the little one got tired and gave out so the person punched them in the stomache and the little child fell over = '[ thats horrible. and then these two dudes called for delivery at some chinese resturaunt in the city. and the guy went to deliver and the two guys robbed n killed him, so they can use the money to buy new air forces ! . i swear, i dont want to have a child born in this god forsaken world we call home. =\. and im already terrified of looking out my window at night. and two people just road by on bikes screaming.. which made me jump behind the couch. =\. i cant sleep tonight either. Deana leant me" requiem for a dream" its really strange.. but jared leto is soo amazingly hot in that movie. its about these drug addicts and what they do to get cocaine, this girl goes to like a whorehouse and does nasty things and at the end she gets her cocaine, and the old lady that took speed to lose weight because she thought shed be on tv, she got shocked, and the hottie shot up on cocaine so much in this one spot in his arm, something started happening to his vaines, and stuff and it spread throughout his arm so he got it amputated, and the black dude.. i dont member what happend to him . but i oculdnt watch it all becuase i was running late for CCA. i did really good today too.. i quadrupled my endurance since last practice.. i did defying gravity with ALL of the tricks.. and i wasnt out of breath at the end.= ]. and uhm.. the duo that i thought was doing good.. has lots of cleaning up to do .. or so alicia says, which i trust her critical waaysss... okay im done. ttyl
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i woke up . showerd, and got ready, went to dance.. instead of it being 2-4 i was actually there till around 4:45, and then we drove to alicias new house, and its so cute. and the kittie is so cute = ].. while i was there gina and i got bored so we started to play with the magnets on the fridge and we wrote on the notepad on the fridge. than i got out of hand with the pen and i wrote " Jessica Chens b-day" on this calendar on the wall. and then alicia was there and she was like " DONT WRITE ON THAT! IM GUNNA KILL YOU" so that i turned around to see her peircing eyes, and i just kept repeating, im sorry. im sorry so then she explained that Ronnies picture was on there.. and then i turned the calendar over to see " breaking bounds" on there.. and i went to www.calendars.com and i typed in breaking bounds 2004 and waddaya know.. its there. so then i was thinkin about punching in my credit card digits. but then i checked with my mom first and she said not to order it becuase she practicly lives with the dude, and it wont get famous over time. so theres no need to worry. n i can order her another one. but its not that serious. so then i picked up jen and we went to wallgreens we got two white poster boards for our project and some elmers crayon shit.. and then we loaded up on chocolate and sour stuff.. and then we went to pay and the girl went to pick up one of my products that i was purchasing and it opend and she was like " .. its open?" n i was like " wel... now it is" and jen n i couldnt stop laughing so i was just saying stuff like " i cant believe she said that, and i cant beleive she fell!!" and then we just laughed more. we went to my house and did our projects and then nico, alejandro and jose come barging in and i asked alex if he had a sister and he was like yes and i was so sure he was gunna say jessica. .. but in my ears i heard in slow motion " JEEEEEEE-nnifer" so i was like.. damnit are u sure? and he was like. ..... yeah. lol. jen knocked over a can of soda, on my wood floor so later it was all sticky and my mom just cleaned yesterday lol. but its okay, i knew it would happen, than after our ugly ass projects were finished we went online and had ken do our paragraphs and he used words we never even learned before. but its okay, so then after we printed those out we watched grind, and than we sat by the pc and talked for a while and then we watched big trouble which is a halarious movie. and now.. im going to fetch the papers that were printed out for senora sampedro's project-o
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[14 Feb 2004|02:45pm] |
* . . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2) be serious or be funny? funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? i dont like milk lol
* . . . A R E Y O U . . .*
4) simple or complicated? simple
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angels? angels..
6) grey or gray? gray
7) color or black-and-white photos? black n white
8) lust or love? love
9) sunrise or sunset? sunrise
10) M&Ms or Skittles? skittles
11) rap or rock? rock
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
13) TV or radio? tv
15) eating apples or oranges? apples
* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a crush? no
17) Who is it? .
* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) being hot or cold? both are uncomfterable
19) tall members of the opposite sex? yeah.
20) sun or moon? moon
21) emeralds or rubies? emeralds
22) left or right? left
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend
24) sun or rain? depends, mostly sun, but rain is happy too.
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
27) green beans or carrots? carrots
26) boys or girls? boys..
28) low fat or fat free? fat free
* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? dying.
30) Kids or no kids? kids
31) Cat or dog? cat
32) Half empty or half full? half empty
33) Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover
35) Newspaper or magazine? Magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? sneakers
37) Wonder or amazement? both
38) Red car or white car? white
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor
40) Singing or dancing? dancing
41) Hugging or kissing? hugging
42) Corduroy or plain? plain
43) Happy or sad? happy
5) Blondes, brunettes? brunetes.
* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
What time is it? 2:28 pm
Full name? Jessica Chen
Nicknames: Jess
Names and ages of siblings? david n brian
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 14
Date that you regularly blow them out? 3.10
PETSs? 2 cats. pumpkin (sam wise gamgee) kittie(mr.frodo)
Height? 5' 2"
Eye color? brown
Hair color? brownish/red..
Piercings? ears, naval
* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .*
Where do you want to live? nyc
How many kids do you want? like 3
What kind of job do you want? one that i will love. mostly dancing
Do you want to get married? yeah. some day...
* . . . W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . *
2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4
Coffee or ice cream? coffee
Shampoo or conditioner? i cant use one without the other. so .. both
Bridges or tunnels? bridges
One pillow or two? 1
* . . . F A V O R I T E S . . . *
Salad dressing? italian. ceaser
Color of socks? there usualy white, or black, or gold toed lol
Toothpaste? colgate. crest. gel .. i hate paste.
Food? anything healthy
Toothbrush? oral b.
Alcoholic drink? i dont drink.
Nonalcoholic drink? pepsi
* . . . R A N D O M . . . *
1 MINUTE AGO: i was sitting here.
1 DAY AGO: i was sitting around bored.
1 WEEK AGO: i was talking to serra
1 YEAR AGO: it was valentines day, and it was the same bull
I HURT: when i do something bendy
I HATE: waking up early
I FEAR: dying.
I HOPE: that i will be successful n happy in life
I FEEL: like dancing
I LISTEN: to music
I MISS: my friends
I LEARNED: absolutley nothing today
I KNOW: alot more than u think
I WAIT: for the right person to "love"
I NEED: a hug
I THINK: of the impossible
Current Clothes: black tank top, kittie pants, and a robe
Current Mood: tired.
Current Music: some stephen lynch stuff
Current Taste: lemonade
Current Hair: messy
current Annoyance: nothings really annoying me right now
Current Smell: oxygen
Current thing I should be Doing: sit ups/crunches
Current Desktop Picture: my pookey butt
Current Favorite Show: the oc.
Current Book: I dont kno
Current Movie In DVD: lots. but right now im watching Grind. that movie is halarious
Current Refreshment: lemonade
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[12 Feb 2004|09:17pm] |
= ] im so exited for sunday, because Gina and I are getting a dou. and its a great song, its about a girl who lives in an apartment complex and cant sleep at night because the lady living next door is constantly being beaten by someone. boyfriend. husband. etc. and shes the beaten one and im the frustrated one. and i gets a pillow.. and im trying to think of a prop for gina, but all i can think of is cool make up.. she could have like. smeared mascara under her eyes to make it look like she was just crying. and i could have those big.. bags under my eyes, self explanetory. = p im so cited.
siserra's bday is wednesday. = ] happy bday!!! i miss U!
people.. i have to go around fundraising.. people just give me from 1.00 up to 20 dollars.. thats not so hard to do is it? its for national performing arts day, the money goes to needy people who cant afford stuff like this. and it really is affective because if u have talent but cant afford to pay for it. its a waste of a gift. please please please donate?
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[10 Feb 2004|11:44pm] |
dance was alright... we did the routines like usual.. worked on not a pretty girl some more wich frustrated me because we got lectured about our laziness.. and how we arent worthy of the beautiful choreography.. i mean it WAS beautifully choreographed originaly.. then people go and toy around with it. coffee in a cardboard cup too.=\. anyway... i did my solo a few weeks ago.. passed out in the middle of my solo, then the next week i did it and past out near the end.. today, i did my solo to the best of my ability and didnt pass out at all.. just a little off balanced and as i tried saving myself from falling .. i look at amy and she looked totally BORED. ugh.. that pissed me off. and then after i was finished.. alicia said i wasnt breathing in my dance which is why i was having a hard time breathing at the end.. which didnt make sense to me because i start breathing hard like.. what.. 94 seconds into my solo? and then shes saying that i dont pace myself and thats why im early. .. whatever. i did it full out so how do i have time left over.. than when im marking it? blah...
well im goin to sleep. later bi-otch
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[10 Feb 2004|03:45pm] |
haha.. well i cant stay here long cause im cooking..
anyway. i got my report card.
algebra - c+
spanish - b+
b.s - a+
science - a
history - a+
language arts- b+
health- a+
= ] woop woop. and i got those survey results back.. turns out im a geek magnet! .... i saw my brothers (daves) and for best friends he had Justin Timberlake... aparantly it was Nico. lol. my list wasnt good =\. im such a geek magent.. and a geek myself
i really dont want to go to dance today... =\ alicia will be there, and as much as she can be okay sometimes, she can be opposite... plus compitition is inching its way .. and we havent even gotten HALF of them done yet=\ and the routines we DO have done, shell make us do full out.. .. n not a pretty girl i am not happy with at all it SUCKS BALLS.... . n thats gods honost truth.
i missed the bus, so jenpoo gave me a ride home.lol.
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[08 Feb 2004|03:14pm] |
even tho the death of carlie bruscha happend last week. it still happend n i feel bad . if someone so much as approached me with a smile that was over 19 and not gay. id freak out n go chop suey on them. and if some one approached me with a gun and told me to come with them becuase they had a gun. id tell them to shoot me, because id rather be shot right then n there.... than being raped and brutally murderd, and having my body be found...Alicia told us that it can happen so fast to anybody. and its true. people say " that wont happen to me" but when it does. youll give in anything that youve ever lived for to turn back time, so that you can do something. and not get into some guys car.
anyway.. i miss britty.
im talkin to serra n rachel .. n watching the osbournes. .. so bored.
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today brit came to my house after school. lol. we're such nerds. we came home, watched the news, she went online, and then i fell asleep on the couch and so did she. and then i finally got my ass up at 5:30 for the cast party. and i feel bad cause the whole time brit was here i was sleeping. the party was alright.. really boring actually. and then we all went to rays house, Rays mom was lecturing ray about the 5 people she had in her car over her house... but little did she know there were like 30 other people coming. that was fun.. i didnt have to make out with anyone tho. = ] . im not being a prude bitch. but . .. . its just your the main attraction when your dared to and people are right up ur ass. n its just not me. we played ten fingers and supprisingly i only had 3 left at the end of the game... later people left, Ray taught me how to play Arials, and chop suey on his guitar. =] im talented!
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[03 Feb 2004|10:26pm] |
went to dance today.. it was alright we had acro first then dances.. we did the acro dance like 4 million times. and then we did solos.. eventually i did mine, i did it to my full ability, and then .. i hypervenalated. and then i wake up in tears.. still standing, and im doing a ponche! lol. go me! so anyway.. yeah the solo ends not too far on..
Ronnies on tour for movin out .. (broadway show) .. hes the star of it. and he is gunna get discounted tickets.. but there limited. .. alicia said shed try to get andy in to choreograph my solo cause ronnie cant = \. but i luv them both.
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[01 Feb 2004|01:39am] |
the second performance was GREAT.. during the cool scene there was a slight domino effect when ray fell over into biggey whom tripped jess urban.. but that was all . .lol. the orchestra was great.
the final performance wasnt as good as yesterdays there were things added in where people werent sposed to be in the scene but whatever.. ray ran off stage before krupke, and left biggey on the stage saying " uhm.. uhm.. uhm" lol. hmm.. ... i tried crying for the last scene. but it didnt work, and then chris m made a speech at the end, and i cried because it was emotional lol. .. shut up. anyway.. we went to the diner, and then that was alright, people got loud and at one point it hurt really bad becuase the volume was so high.. aand then all sorts of things happend which i dont want to share with u becuase im not sure if i was sposed to .. but then everyone left to go to courts. and my cousin n i went to my house and rach n amanda went home.
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[29 Jan 2004|11:22pm] |
.....act one was alright, accept the orchestra was kinda.. eh.. not Q-ing well ... act two was... not so good as i hear.. but whatever, i was not in a good mood, i came out for the dream sequence n i felt as tho my life had flashed before me, all of my regrets, all the lies, all the crap i went thru, just by seeing one person.. its not so much so that it was the PERSON ... more like the time period of my life. and then i lost my history book the other day, and bresocnik gave me another one.. and what do you fuckin know i fuckin forgot it in the fuckin band room again!! = [. ... . jon p just said good night beautiful. that makes me feel a little bit better. but that scares me that it takes someone elses words to make me feel secure. =\. i hope tomorrow night goes better.. i gotta rest up and find out what midterm i have for tomorrow. = [.... fuckin history, i fuckin forgot my book.. *sigh* i cant believe it... again ... $^!#$%#^!#$ $^!!^*((($^!@#$!%$%&!$^!@#$
NIGHT BITCHES.
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[28 Jan 2004|11:08pm] |
last night i went to sleep just knowing there would be no school the next day.. so i didnt bother setting my alarm... at 5 am my mom called the number and said there was no school.. so i slept in late... till about.. 1:45 pm
then i took a shower and went to rehearsal around 2:40 pm.. rehearsal went .. bad.. and its opening night tomorrow... but whatever.. it also got me frustrated. becuase im so exausted and impatient with peope, and certain crew people can be bitches. . ... o well. i got home from rehearsal around 10:30pm. and then my bro came home from work and he handed me the stephen lynch cd. = ] (superhero) lol... i love it!
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[28 Jan 2004|12:22am] |
Siserra T: sorry cat was crying lol
Siserra T: kk
a L0nley star: aww why?
a L0nley star: :-(
Siserra T: i made her :-)
a L0nley star: =[
Siserra T: shes better dont worry
a L0nley star: lol
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