My school is the gayest one on earth   
11:30pm 29/05/2003
 
mood: infuriated
music: Evanescence - Solitude
Okay, I got suspended.. ON my birthday. The story behind it? Well.. Science class was in a different classroom yesterday, it was in the Lab. Last year, I always had Science class in that classroom, and I always sat at a certain spot. So I ran into the classroom running towards the spot I always sat at last year, saying "My spot! Don't get in my spot!". Mr. Woodland then says my name and tells me to go back out and "try that again" (meaning go out and walk back in). And then I said, "No.. there's no point. I'm already in the classroom, so it makes no difference." And then he told me to 'try that again' again, and I said, "No! There's no point!" And then he told me to go outside, so that I did. I walked towards the door and said, "Go outside? Okay, that's exactly what I'll do" and left the classroom and went outside. What, that's where he told me to go. But then I got bored so I went back inside again. So I went back upstairs to the Lab and asked him if I could come back inside. He said no. But I went back inside anyways. Then he kept asking me to leave, and I kept saying no, "You can't keep my from getting an education!" I said. Hahaha (loser) haha. So then he called up the principle to remove me from the class (Ooooooooooh). So when he came, I went with him. I was already in enough shit anyways from what happened a while ago. So I had a half an hour till school was over, and in the half an hour I waited in his office for school to end. He left, so it was just me. Then I got bored and left his office lol. I should've told Mr. Woodland while walking out of the class, "Thanks for the wonderful birthday gift" Or something that had to do with my birthday to make him feel like shit. Oh well. So I obviously never went to school today because of that. I won't be going back untill Monday.

So tonight was the grad night. My mom comes home for lunch, and opens my bedroom door. I put down the book I was reading, and looked up at her. She said that she was speaking to Mr. Head (my principle) and that I wasn't allowed to go to the grad because of my suspension. Now that's just fucking dumb. The grad has nothing to do with education, so why can't I go? Now I've ruined Chris's night. Then after school was over, Simon told me that Chris was really pissed. I got so mad at myself and like, I dunno. I was so fuckin rotted, and still am. But then Chris came on and he didn't seem to be so mad at me. He said it was okay and shit happens and stuff. It made me feel better.. yepp. That's all I have to say.. Buh bye.

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Happy Birthday To Me! ^^   
08:41pm 28/05/2003
 
mood: confused
music: M2M - Mirror Mirror
Yay! Hehe, it's muh birthday! Wanna know what I got? ..lol. I got one of those FlipFold things that fold clothes 'cause I don't know how to fold them.. lol. Eyeshadow, lipgloss.. and $50! Yay haha. Then I got $50 from my grandparents. And school was always great, right? Well from my friends I got a flakie and this Chocolate thing with like cream in the inside in the face and in my hair.. And they messed up my hair like totally bad.. then sprayed silly string in my face and in my hair. Great bunch, huh? Haha, it was funny though.

Well today Chris asked me to go to his grad with him.. I really want to go too.. But the thing is, is that Melissa likes him.. and like.. I dunno, she likes wearing dresses and stuff. But me on the other hand? I can't stand them! And I don't wanna have to wear a dress 'cause.. yeah haha. And today I think I got suspended, I dont' know how though. Well actually I do, (I walked into the classroom fast and Mr. Woodland told me to go back out and try walking in slower, which made no sense, so I told him I wasn't gonna do it so yeah). But anyways, yeah. I don't know if I'd be allowed to go since I'm suspended and all, but I hope I can. If not.. well, I don't know how I'd be able to tell Chris. He already got the tickets bought and stuff.. I could get Melissa to go for him instead, I dunno if that's be a good idea though. Ohh I'm so confused! Well I'm off to eat extreme pita.. lol.		  
     

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The sound of your voice, painted on my memories, even if you're not with me, I'm with you..   
05:25pm 26/05/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: Linkin Park - With You
Today was a good day today, yup yup! There's not much to talk about really.. Nothing happened that interesting today for me to talk about. I'll update later. Buh Bye!

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Surveyness time!   
05:51pm 25/05/2003
 
mood: pleased
music: Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent
THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Being alone in the dark
02 | Elevators
03 | Being in tall buildings

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Anime
02 | Yu-Gi-Oh!
03 | My Computer

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | People who think they are the center of the earth
02 | People who try to show off
03 | People who are cocky of themselves

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Most guys
02 | Math
03 | Why I always get the worst of things

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | My cell phone
02 | Speakers
03 | Money

THREE SONGS I LOVE:
01 | Stuck - Stacie Orrico
02 | Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson
03 | I Know What You What - Busta Rhymes feat. Mariah Carey

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Listening to music
02 | Updating my journal
03 | Looking at the picture I just finished drawing

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Collect all the Yu-Gi-Oh! cards there possibly is
02 | Live in a manchine and have a huge party
03 | Tell my family that I really do care about them even though it may not seem like it all the time

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Draw
02 | Write poems
03 | Give people advice

THREE THINGS I HATE ABOUT MYSELF:
01 | My attitude
02 | My Paranoidness
03 | My low self esteem

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Intelligent
02 | Creative
03 | Easily Bored

THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU COULD DO:
01 | Read minds
02 | Turn back time
03 | Meet Boy George

THREE THINGS YOU DO DAILY:
01 | Use my computer
02 | Update my journal(s)
03 | Record myself singing

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | Ugly!!!
02 | Tall (I think so anyways.. then again, most people I know are only about 5 foot. I'm 5'6, or 5'7)
03 | I don't know, umm..

THREE THINGS I LOVE TO WEAR:
01 | Jeans, Flared Jeans
02 | Tight shirts
03 | Skirts (of course no one sees me wearing numbers 2 and 3 ^_^)

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Turn back time, I really wish I could do that
02 | Able to pay attention in class, I have a very short attention span
03 | Calm myself down when I'm about to explode

THREE BANDS/ARTISTS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Culture Club!!
02 | Nas
03 | Papa Roach

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Extreme Pita! *drools*
02 | Foot Pie
03 | Swiss Chalet

THREE THINGS I WORRY ABOUT:
01 | My dad, he lives down in the states (Washington DC) and I hardly ever hear from him..
02 | My grandparents, even though they're not that old (68-65). About death and stuff.. I really don't want them to leave my side, they're always there for me
03 | My education

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Water
02 | Coke
03 | Milk

THREE PEOPLE YOU LOVE:
01 | My family (especially my Dad and Grandparents)
02 | Yugi and Seto
03 | Can't say ~_^

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES:
01 | Billy Madison
02 | The Ring
03 | The Lizzie McGuire Movie

THREE PEOPLE YOU ARE ENVIOUS OF:
01 | A lot
02 | of
03 | People		  
     

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New Journal!!   
03:01am 25/05/2003
 
mood: calm
music: Carmen Brown Hip Hopera - Cards Never Lie
Hey, I got myself a new journal. Before I was at InsaneJournal, but somehow I came across this and decided to sign up! I didn't even know this place exsisted, haha. Well I'm not exactly sure which place I'll be usually updating at, so if I don't update often, feel free to read my IJ, {*click*}		  
     

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