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Friday, May 20th, 2005
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6:01p - People from the past
So I am in the middle of a stitch with Jon. Crazy, I know. Never thought we could seem this mad at eachother. I say "seem" because I don't know if he's really mad, or if he's just reflecting what he sees in me. Like when one kid is mad at another, so the other one, purely out of not knowing what to do, and possibly fear of apologizing, acts just as mad.
So this is what happened. There is this trophy case with all these band trophys and plaques in it from years ago. Well Chuey and Jon and I think Joey, stole it. And not just like in the heat of the moment. They planned their shit out.
Now I'm pretty sure the majority can see why I'm pissed about it. I managed to bite my tongue all week. They'd talk about it in front of me, but they wouldn't tell me what was going on. Like I'm fucking stupid! Of COURSE I know what you're talking about. But you know what I said to myself? "I know Jon's not gonna do it. He's smarter then that. He's better than that"
And he doesn't understand why I'm so mad. I'm mad because he stole something. STOLE! Its just plain fucking wrong. And maybe it's only me. Maybe it's OK to steal things nowadays. Maybe I'm a little behind in the times, but where I come from, you just don't. fucking. steal. End of story. I was raised knowing that. Pretty much everybody was. And he sees no fault in it. He says it was their senior prank. Like that makes it ok? And the other thing is that it was a trophy. It was something that people worked their asses off to get. And they just fucking took it. I'm literally disgusted. There are people from the past somewhere who earned that trophy. They didn't steal it. They worked and they deserved it.
I dunno. And I told myself the other day that if he took it I'd leave him, but maybe I said that because I knew he wouldn't. Well he did, and I'm still here. I feel like I can't brake up with him over this. Because I can't. It's just...I can't believe he did it.
I just honestly can't believe it.
But that's just me. I'm crazy like that. I really must be waaaaaaay too nice.
*sigh*
~Chris~
current mood:  disappointed
current music: Chopin - Nocturne for violin and piano (comment on this)
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