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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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11:31p - past life memories
I heard this song in choir today. It was from this year's All State Womens Choir. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. It was called "past life memories". It kind of threw me back into the whole "not making state" thing. Really bummed me out hardcore.
That was one of the bigger dissapointments of my life, thus far. Just the fact that I couldn't control it...that it wasn't my fault. It makes me shake.
And that song...I wanted to be a part of that. I thought the times I went to State were amazing. I thought our rep was breathtaking. And it was. Everybody was floored. But the fact that everbody was floored again...and I didn't cause it. It irks me.
That song was just....WHAM. Hit me right in the chest. I want to die to that song. Its just one of those songs. Insane.
It was just one of those moments.
Contest for treble is tomorrow. GOOD LUCK US!
~Chris~
current mood:  exhausted
current music: wind (comment on this)
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