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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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2:45p - tongue-tied
For some reason I have a lot to say, which is normal for me...but there is a stipulation. I don't know what it is! lol. I like, have all these thoughts in my head, and normally I'd write them here in vivid detail....but yeah. I can't.
Anybody have any questions? No? Ok. Moving on.
I feel like sleeping. Not cuz I'm sleepy, but cuz I really want quiet. I just wanna lie in bed, and.....shhhhhh. Just lie there in the hush, and think about nothing. Having Jon there would be even cooler. *sigh*
I'm in one of those surreal moods today. Kinda feel like I'm floating. A good floating though.
Bobby said he didn't mean to scare me about anything. He's glad I'm thinking things over. I'm still thinking. I'm positive this is what I want to do...but I want to keep thinking about it till like....30min before! lol. That way when I do it...I won't have the need to think about it anymore, or ever again.
I'ma move in with him (Jon). At least, I want to. Maybe here in town, maybe not. Who knows. I'll know before school is out. College is pending. I sing for UTSA in 2 1/2 weeks. I'm nervous as hell. Somebody calm me.
Wow I feel good. Amazing mood today. I feel kinda pretty too. Hehe.
~Chris~
current mood: calm current music: Ashanti - Only You (comment on this)
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