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3 bruises 2 times knocked on the ground 2 times wind knocked out of me that's it!!! woooohooo, i showed them how it was. haha. it was super fun. the pit was awesome. i love shows, i want to go to them all the time, and i pretty much do. i also found a studded belt on the ground in the pit so now it's mine, hehe. it's very cool. shane was jealous. haha loser. i found out yesterday that the broadcast is coming back to fort worth on friday!!!! i'm so exctied they're gonna be at the aardvark. i don't like that club. it's small and crappy but since they're gonna be there it'll make it better. and plus i saw paris there once. ugh. i'm gonna throw up thinking about him. ok new subject... i want a boy. speciffically billy. hehe. i would thoroughly enjoy billy wrapped up in a bow and sitting under the tree on christmas morning. i want a band boy but i don't wanna have to put up with the band boy crap. i went to guitar center on saturday to get a guitar (it's awesome...solid black and beautiful!!!!) and one of the people that was working there gave me a flyer on my way out from a guy in the band God's Joke because he "thought i was cute and it was a personal invitation from him to see them" i thought that was nice. maybe i want a band boy after all. who knows. i need to focus on getting through 5 more days of school and then work over the break and then christmas and stuff and then the rest of school and then summer. haha then i will be too busy to think about how lonely i really am even though i tell myself i'm not. off to do christmas shopping and sleep. adios |
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| 02:55pm 02/12/2003 | ||||
shane thought of the name mutiny for our band. i don't know if i like it or not. i think i do, hmmm not sure yet. i have to think of things for a litle bit until i know for sure what i think of them. anyways i'm at work and i better get back to it. later gator. i'm going to the distillers show this friday with shane. we're gonna rock like there's no tomorrow and of course he's gonna propose to brody. haha. later. |
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| 09:39pm 24/11/2003 | ||||
i went to the circus with three of my friends and my friend whose birthday it was was really surprised and excited, i'm glad because i didn't know for sure if she woudl like it or not. then we went to cici's and ate lots of food, hehe. and then we had time to kill so we went to a bookstore. i got my friend a book and a cd for christmas. i want to keep them, but i won't becaseu i like giving presents. then i dropped her off at her house around 4:30. it makes me frustrated that i always have to drive everyone around. it's not like i'm the only one that can drive but i always get stuck driving everyone. i think everyone's confident with my driving and stuff so that's why i get stuck with it, but ahhhh it's annoying after a couple years. i wish someone else would drive for once. i'm tired of having to spend $20 every few days just to fill up on gas. it's rediculous. anyway... next i went to the library and i got there at 4:56 thinking they would close at 6 but they closed at 5 so i couldn't get the books i needed for a scholarship i need to do this week. i can just get the books tomorrow i suppose. so then i just set my alarm for thirty minutes and woke up at 5:30 and headed over to the Ridglea Theatre for the Buzz-oven showcase. i hung up posters and just kinda hung around until 7 then i worked the door from 7-10 with this girl from weatherford. she was cool, i don't remember her name though. i never do remember names. worked the door during sally majestic...they didn't sound good from where i was, i don't know if they really were or not. then i went and watched the feds and some of hagfish. i was thinking that hagfish would be better than the feds but it was the opposite, not to mention the feds singer is super super hot. i wish i had someone to go to shows with me. i hate having to go by myself. none of my friends are as obsessed with local shows or shows in general as i am. it makes me sad. oh well. someday i will find someone who likes music as much as me that lives around here. maybe when i go to college i can find some local music lovers. i hope so. i got home around midnight and then i went to church the next morning. there was a lunchin after the service that i ate at and then i made copies for a guideposts essay i wrote about when the church my dad preached at got burned down. i went home and then i worked for about 2 hours inspecting homes and then i went home and was gonna go to church for youth choir but then i felt like i was gonna throw up so i didn't go. instead i slept. i thought it would go away but it never did. i stayed up until midnight sleeping a bit and then doing stuff. i had lots of homework to do but i didn't get it done. then i woke up at 4:45 this morning and did homework until 6 then i got ready and almost passed out when i was gonna drive to school so i stayed home and then my dad said he would take mt to school so that i could go to my english class because we were having a quiz over hamlet and if i missed the quiz then i got a 0 on it because it's dual credit and that's the college's policy or something like that. so i got to school around 10:30 and went to class and then we didn't have the quiz!! it made me so mad. my dad drove me 45 minutes to sit in a class for 50 minutes and watch the mel gibson version of hamlet. what a waste of everyon's time. then we went to sonic and i got a grilled cheese and medium drink which always comes to $3.01. that makes me happy...i love sonic. we went home and i went to sleep from 12:30-6:30. i got up and ate and then watched everwood because i couldn't go back to sleep adn here i am. the end. my friend's boyfriend broke up with her on friday. what a jerk. i want to kill my ex-boyfriend. he's a jerk and i think he's bi or gay. literally. now he's dating a bi girl. that just makes me want to throw up. anyway i'll get into that interesting past of mine at a later date. i want to take her to the sugarcult show on thursday but i don't know if her dad can take us or not. i hope he can b/c it's in deep ellum and that's the only place my mom won't let me drive. it's stupid beause i know deep ellum really well because i go there all the time and when i go she always has to ask me for directions. dumb. oh well i'm almost out of here. but i really want to be able to take her to the show becaus they're one of her fav bands. that's all. time to go do homework and study for that spanish test i missed today. tomorrow i only have to go to school for 30 minutes and then i'm skipping the rest of the day because it's "grandparent's day" it's totally lame. i just have to plan my escape. then i'm getting my hair dyed. i dont know what color yet. it was black and i loved it but my mom won't let me dye it black again. and then i dyed it a reddish black/brown color but she doesn't lke that either so she's making me get it redone. ahhhhh. dumb stuff again. maybe like a plum/black color. who knows. time to go. adios. |
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| 05:35pm 21/11/2003 | |||
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i'm here at work right not supposted to be typing things into the computer but i don't really want to. i don't know if i should quit work at the end of the semester or not. i want to b/c i would have been working here a year but i don't want to b/c i'm need to save up my money if i want to live in mx next summer. oh well, i still have about a month to think about it. now time for the weekend!!! Jesus the rock opera tonight-hmmm sounds cool although weird tomorrow: kiddnapping my friend for her birthday going to the circus with her and my friends lauren and whit time to kill-thrift town maybe?? hmmm sounds like a plan eating somewhere working for a few hours, ugh. blah maybe i can get out of it, i hope so!!! work on a saturday is NOT cool show tomorrow nite at 7, have to be there at 6 b/c i'm at merch or something along those lines...Buzz-oven showcase! yipee!! Hagfish/The Feds/Sally Majestic if i have time then i'm gonna run over to the door fort worth and catch the end of a beautiful boy named Matt playing in a hardcore band named VERAE (formerly Where's My Latte?) sleep!!! that's all. sounds like a good day. my friend shane and i are starting a band. Rancid/Distillers/NOFX influenced, i want a little hardcore in there too. should be fun. i'm playing drums, he's playing bass, my friend brady may be playing guitar but we're not sure yet. wooohooo i'm excited. i was in a band when i was like 13 or so, but this is gonna be wayyyy cooler. that's all for now. time to get back to work. yay! haha whatever. later-T p.s. if anyone has cool nicknames for me let me know, b/c i don't really like my name. adios |
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