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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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9:26a
i'm a bit worried about my mum. last night she called to see how i was going and to see how my job search is going. after i got off the phone, sheryn told me that my mum was really worried about me and that the other day she started crying after she saw there were no jobs she could go for on the centrelink computer. sheryn said she said she wishes that she had a job so she could support me while i'm looking for work.
i feel bad cause i know (not to sound like i'm bragging but) i'm my mum's world. i've all she's had for years and now that i've moved out, i think she feels a bit abandoned. i'm not saying i'm going back, because i can't, but i do feel bad about it.
and i know my mum's old and that she doesn't have any skills or qualifications... but sitting around at home doesn't help that. i want to tell her to just get out there and do things cause thats the only way she can get skills and qualifications is by doing things. but i think that if i say that to her, she'll take it the wrong way or be hurt or something... i want to help her but i don't know how... i think i need to talk to sheryn
current mood:  worried (comment on this)
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1:36p - my last day at this office
well today's my last day here. i've got thursday and friday at council and then my traineeship is finished!
for lunch today the girls took me out to the bakery. they also gave me a fancy silver mug holder and 6 coffee mugs for it (which will match the kitchen in james's house). very nice of them.
i want to bludge the rest of the day, but don't think i'll be able to. we'll see :)
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