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[26 Oct 2004|01:32pm] |
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Tiger Lily - The Early November |
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Well... To all those hot sexy guy friends of mine who were all upset when Zac stole me away from you, (haha, Drew and Andrew you queers), I am back on the market! Go me I guess. I don't know. He said he'd rather be with Ariel (his exgirlfriend and a good friend of mine) than with me. And as upsetting as that is, I'm okay with it. Really I am. Now that I'm very much so single, I guess I'm a lot more confident. I wore this really cute blue sweater to school tomorrow, and I got complimented a lot.
Okay, I lied. I'm not okay with it. I really am not okay with it. I want them both to be happy, but I'm supposed to look out for myself, aren't I? Everyone tells me so. How can I worry about just myself when they both mean so much to me?
I guess what I'm trying to ask is:
Should I really sacrafice my happiness for theirs?
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