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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004 | | 7:53 pm |
hey.
how's it going?
i tried to go for the MAA. but i didn't get tix. how lame is that? i was at 2 roadshows.and i was at the indoor stadium for about 7 hours and i still didn't get the tickets. perfect 10 DJs suck.
the twins went. what else is new? ain't fair. but what is?
rachele cried. i was too depressed to watch the damn show on tv.
how much more can life suck? don't answer that question. i don't wanna know.
saw matt. his girlfriend is way too gorgeous for him.
perfect 10 DJs suck.
need to get mel her b'dae present. its a unicorn. surprise surprise.
i am so bored and depressed.
perfect 10 DJs suck.
i had four tickets to the awards. not 1, not 2, not 3 but 4!!!! they were sitting tickets. terrace tickets. but at that moment in time, anything seemed better than nothing.
perfect 10 DJs suck.
did i mention shirley? she got a ticket. can u believe that? this women went up to her and went, "i have tickets. but i only have one".
that doesn't make much sense. u know, i have TICKETS. but i only have ONE. either her english sucks or my memory is screwed up.
whatever. anyway shirley took the ticket and went in. and rachele and i were left there. hoping we would somehow be as lucky as shirley had been.
but were we? course not. giving us tickets would have been a NICE thing to do. that would have helped us keep our sanity but who would want that?
perfect 10 DJs suck.
whatever.
ur probbaly sick of reading this. so go away and do something productive. like sleeping or eating or farting.
later...much
p.s - perfect 10 DJs suck. | | Saturday, February 7th, 2004 | | 6:30 pm |
been a shit load of time since the last time i updated. but who cares?
went to the MTV MAA ROADSHOW at the Heeran today. we were with 3 other girls who were either on sec 4 or 5. thin sat on the back of one of the girls. she was pretty frightened. but then again, who wouldn't be?
anyway two of the other girls got tix!!!!!! how fucked up is that??????? i mean, two of them went up!!!! but they were more energetic than us.so...yeah.
saw pug jelly there. yay. woo hoo. i am thrilled.
adam took his t-shirt off.
so that's my day. going back to the roadshow tomorrow. hopefully, my parents will let me. keep ur fingers crossed. wish me luck. | | Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 | | 8:50 pm |
got all the details for the cable-car competiton wrong. and mel's dude found out that there's an age-limit. so there's no chance of any of us going now. fuck the world.
went to school today. went for movie. ate. roamed. ate. roamed. went home. bathed. ate.read.watched spongebob(against my better judgement). roller-bladed.ate. went online.
damn my day was exciting.
does anybody want to say anything?
i don't mind.
seriously.
whatever.go fuck.bye | | 8:19 pm |
i was so wrong about the details for the cable-car competition. and i so can't go cause mel's dude found out there's an age limit.
anyway... there's absouletly nothing to say.
went to school. went for a movie. ate. roamed. went home. read. ate.read.roller-bladed.ate.read.watched tv.went online.
damn my day was exciting.
does anybody wanna say anything?
cause i really don't mind.
whatever.go fuck.bye | | 8:19 pm |
i was so wrong about the details for the cable-car competition. and i so can't go cause mel's dude found out there's an age limit.
anyway... there's absouletly nothing to say.
went to school. went for a movie. ate. roamed. went home. read. ate.read.roller-bladed.ate.read.watched tv.went online.
damn my day was exciting.
does anybody wanna say anything?
cause i really don't mind.
whatever.go fuck.bye | | 8:19 pm |
i was so wrong about the details for the cable-car competition. and i so can't go cause mel's dude found out there's an age limit.
anyway... there's absouletly nothing to say.
went to school. went for a movie. ate. roamed. went home. read. ate.read.roller-bladed.ate.read.watched tv.went online.
damn my day was exciting.
does anybody wanna say anything?
cause i really don't mind.
whatever.go fuck.bye | | Saturday, January 10th, 2004 | | 11:04 am |
i should totally get offline and go do my homework. but i'm just too lazy to stress out my brain now, so homework can wait.
i have nothing what so ever to say.
oh yeah...they're having the competiton sometime during march. u have to saty in a cable-car for as long as u possibly can without food or water. u have to have a partner [must be a REAL member of the opposite sex], and u can only bring up a book for entertainment. two pairs will share a cable car.
oh, and the prize money? $50 000.
that is so cool!!! lin and i totally want to go, but we don't any guy who is determind enough to stay in a cable car for extended periods of time.
thin doesn't want to. she says she'll die. just die.
but its $50 000!!!!!
i need to find a really strong guy...but who?
my bro will die. he is the least determind person i know. most of my other cousins won't want to do that either. this sucks. they'll all either doing their O's or their A's.
god this sucks.
anyway, lin and i have decided that if we can't find anyone suitable, i'll be the guy (since i practically look like one) and i'll bring my bro's ez-link along.
think it'll work?
oh well.
LATER...MUCH | | Friday, January 9th, 2004 | | 8:07 pm |
hey. nothing much to say so i took some poems from thin's blog and stuck it into mine. well...she didn't say they were copyright-ed. besides they aren't hers.I am I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am your daughter hiding my depression.
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like Im fine.
I am a wisher wishing this life wasn't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of sucide.
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care.
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________
My time has come,
And so Im gone.
To a better place,
Far beyond.
I love you all
As you can see.
But it's better now,
Because Im free....
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Again If when you wake up in the morning,
And the hurting is so great,
You don't want to get out of bed
And face a world of hate.
If everything in life goes wrong,
And nothing you do seems right,
You just try a little harder
And soon you'll see the light.
For every person who has put you down
And filled you life with pain,
You must strive to acheive greatness
And show them you can win.
For every disappointment,
For the times you are let down,
There will be a better moment
And life will turn around.
Because everyone feels heartache
And everyone feels pain
But only those who have true courage
Will get up and try again.
_____________________________________________________________________________________________
Have you ever? Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
Have you ever woken u in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on earth?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear?
Have you ever considered sucide
As the only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you say?
Have you ever wanted to protect
Your friends and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my soes?
If you haven't, then tell me why
You judge me as you do?
_____________________________________________________________________________________________
people ouyt there who know thin. don't start thinking shes bright cause she wrote none of this, i mean she writes but her stuff ain't as good a sthis. but then again, she will improve.
and besides, if thinwrote this i'll fall at her feet.
LATER...MUCH
p.s - [to thin] sorry if u embarassed u | | Monday, December 29th, 2003 | | 1:15 pm |
THIS IS VERY BORING...SO DON'T READ IT IF U HATE READING ABOUT VACATIONS
CLOWNS SUCK!!!!!!!
got back from vietnam a couple of days ago. i wasn't really looking forward to the trip. i'm not a huge fan of other asian countries, mainly because of all the poverty.
when we landed in ho chi minh city, the place was just completely dusty. but we got used to it in no time. our first hotel was the AMARRA HOTEL. i didn't really notice it till me pulled up right in front of it. mainly because i was too busy gawking at the traffic. ho chi minh city's streets r just totally fucked up. there r no lanes and there r about 2 traffic lights in the entire city.
not that it wasn't a fantastic experience. my bro, however, hated it. he was pissed that ppl were staring at us and tt the traffic was so bad. i mean, the staring thing, was a little annoying, but if u ignored it, it wasn't so bad. but the traffic couldn't be helped. there are 6 million ppl in ho chi minh city and there are 4 million scooters. i swear.
did a bit of sight-seeing. visited museums and stuff, and realized tt the american soldiers, generals, blah blah blah were being total bastards towards the vitnamese after helping them fight against the viet cong.
oh, we also went to these tunnels. the called qi chi tunnels or something like tt. the tunnels r built to let in asians and asians only. as in, they're pretty damn small. the tour guide showed us the openings that the communists had actually used. there were a lot of europeans and americans in our grp and a few of em tried to get in throught the openings which were about the size of 1and a half of ur regular mouse pads. needless to say i didn't risk it. but my mum tried and she fell throught the hole. i think the twins would have found it very comfortable and roomy.
later on, there was a much bigger opening and we got to go in. the tunnals were small though. and this broad-shouldered american dude got stuck half way. needed a bit of pushing and pulling to get him out. i went in too. it was amazing. my dad did too. he scared my mother half out of her wits, cause my dad ain't a small man. my sister could walk in it but then she's only 5. bro didn't go. he's claustrphobic.
amazing xperience and i'll like to go back there someday. oh and i shot a genuine AK-47!!! tt was the best part.
gtg. thin wants to read it.
LATER...MUCH | | Wednesday, December 17th, 2003 | | 7:53 pm |
i'm going to vietnam on sunday. how whacked up is that? i don't like going to countries with poor people on the streets. it always makes me feel like crying...and...no....i'm not a wuss.
lin's currently rebonding her hair. she message-d me and told me that her ass felt numb. haha. don't blame her, i mean she has to like sit in one spot for about 3 hours. it's okay lin. U CAN DO IT!!!!! i just can't stop embarrasing myself and other ppl online can i?
i'm chatting with thin. she keeps on calling me a freak. i don't really mind. freaks are unique, one-of-a-kind, special. not that i'm saying ur not special, we all r...yeah...right.
benji finally asked mel to be his girlfriend. i'm really happy for her!!!
LATER...MUCH | | Sunday, December 7th, 2003 | | 9:29 pm |
i'm talking to dorcia now. she's totally high. she's reading something which she thinks i'm better off not knowing about. i think its a porn mag [ssshhh!!!]. haha. lame...
anyway, i went for the starhub roadshow on friday and dawn marie and brock lesnar were supposed to get there at 5.30. the twins and i waited in the pouring rain for the two of them. thin's hair got ruined and my hair got plastered to my scalp. but whatever. they weren't punctual, naturally. but about 2 minutes before they arrived i developed a serious headache. i couldn't even stand. i pushed myself out of the crowd and sta down with my head between my knees. the twins lost sight of me pretty quickly.
i can't believe i almost passed out. but then there was all this screaming and whooping and i stood up on my chair. and i saw brock! he doesn't look very gd on tv, but he looks great in person!
thin, lin if ur reading this, i'm sorry i made u miss looking at brock and dawn. next time,[i'm praying there won't be a next time] if i feel like passing out, don't worry, i can take care of myself. my mum took me to the doctor, i had a mild asthma attack because of the humidity or some shit like tt. he wants me to carry an inhaler wherever i go. i don't want to. i mean, that will take my dorkiness up to level 2.
anyway, i'm still sorry u guys. i have a conscience and right now, i feel really guilty. oh and by the way, thin, lin, my mum enjoyed having lunch with u guys so much, she wants to do it again...soon. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
LATER...MUCH | | Friday, November 28th, 2003 | | 7:10 pm |
went to yiwen's house a few days ago. we just hang out. her house is huge. jn, sherilyn,rachel tay, the twins and [duh] me were there. we had pizza for lunch. and that christmas pizza thing sucked. what is it with pizza hut ads?they make it look so damn gd on tv and when u decide to order it, it comes to ur door looking like crap.but that could just be me.
anyway, i've been sitting here doing nothing. i'm almost dying for guitar to start so that i can keep myself occupied. [god i'm so desperate]. going to the beach on monday. maybe priya will come. lin won't be too happy though, i don't think she likes the beach.
whatever. if ur reading this right now, go spend ur time doing something productive. ur wasting ur time reading the life history of a bored maniacal teenager.
i really wanna go for the limp bizkit gig and the wwe passport to smackdown thing. first i thought i should continue viewing them on tv and just let this once-in-a-life-time chance slip through my bloody fingers.
but of course not...i have to go. but i can't. i don't have the $$$. and the tix aren't exactly something u can pay off with 3 weeks allowance. the twins can go. heck, they will go. they've been to more gigs than any other 14 yr olds i know. for eg. sum 41, red hot chilli peppers, linkin park, mtv asia awards 2002 and 2003, the next big thing [or some shit like tt] and many many more.
don't get me wrong. i'm not whining or anything, though it sounds like i am. what the fuck?? i'm not making any sense!!!!!! where the fuck is this entry going????? bye damnit!
LATER...MUCH, MUCH LATER!!! | | Wednesday, November 19th, 2003 | | 2:05 pm |
went to the bodyworld exhibit yesterday. i was kinda excited 'bout going. i mean, looking at ur insides, kind of excites me. [no i am not weird]
anyway, it was a MAJOR disappointment.
to begin with, it was a waste of $12. everything was so neat and quiet and organised. i had seen a few shots of the exhibits before on TV and stuff but it was so lame and BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING up close. what i kinda expected was just dead people, preserved, and still whole. with all their skin on top of their muscles and stuff. and then maybe some sections cut out so u can look inside. with some blood here and there. ok, so maybe that might be scientifically impossible but it would have been a lot more interesting.
the only cool part of the exhibit was when i got to touch a brain and [if i'm not mistaken] a liver. the liver was really smooth and velvety to touch. it had a really nice feel to it. but the brain looked weird. it wasn't red. maybe it's because of the preserving chemical thingys but it looked slightly bronze under the red. like it went for a ten! haha! [lame] the brian felt kinda slimy and hard.the twins didn't touch it though. thin was sorta ick about it. and lin just didn't. dunno why. it was actually pretty cool.
most of the exhibits were in really weird postitions. one of the guys were in a sorta running position. another one was on a pair of skis and there was one with a lasso in his hand. lin was wondering if they had died that way. actually she was being sarcastic-funny about it.
there were only 2 female exhibits, the rest were guys. DO PEOPLE EVEN HAVE TO BE SEXIST ABOUT DEAD BODIES BEING PUT UP ON DISPLAY????????? WHAT IS UP WITH THAT!!!!!!!
one of the female exhibits were cut up along the tummy. u could see the intestines and stomach and lungs blah blah blah in it. but the most amazing thin was that inside the womb, there was a baby curled up in it, with the umbilical cord [i'm not sure if that's the correct] still attached. i thought it was beautiful. the twins thought i was a mental case. no surprise there. that was an insult aimed at the twins. not me...the twins.
anyway...it was an ok day. right now, i'm sitting in my PJs with my pillow on my lap and i have the flu. i think i'll play road rash now. bye.
LATER...MUCH
P.S - mel, i'm really sorry 'bout the whole gig thing. it was a long time ago, but i still wanna apologise...again. oh, and i'm sorry i didn't know u were at camp. | | Monday, November 17th, 2003 | | 5:38 pm |
there's nothing much to say. so...bye. [god that's so lame] | | Monday, November 10th, 2003 | | 6:02 pm |
so...life sucks. but i'm sure most of us know that. the one gd thing about this period during which we spend on earth, is that we meet a thousand different people. i don't know why i just typed that out. it has nothing to do with anything that happened to me today.
i didn't get into 3/8. surprise, surprise. it doesn't really matter. i don't why, but i think 3/5 will do just fine. i mean...i really really wanna do bio but its okay. i'm doing a maths too. i think i shld have opted out. i mean...i passed my maths with exactly 50 marks. GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!! I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN LIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh well. i have to show my parents my report bk today. my dad and i are slowly starting to talk to each other again. but i don't think our new found "friendship" is gonna last very long after he sees my report bk.
liverpool lost to man u last night. 1 - 2. how fucked up is that?! but i sorta expected it. so why i placed a bet with lin is beyond me. there were no goals during the 1st half. but liverpool should have soooooo been awarded a penalty!!!!! nistelrooy (if that's how u spell his name...why do i even care?) pulled a hand ball. and it was NOT ball to hand. it WAS hand to ball. the ass only received a yellow card. the goals started coming in during the second half. giggs put one through. and yuvan called alomst immediately to rub it in my face. and i sit there with him going through the rewinds. god it sucked. anyway, giggs put one more through, and i really truly thought that it was the end. but kewell!!!!! came to the rescue!!!!!!!!! it was a wonderful shot and goal. he had a clear path and went for it and he scored!!!!!!! I LOVE KEWELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and liverpool attacked the fucked up opposition with a new found vengeance. it was a really gd match after liverpool scored. but oh god!!! the amount of times l'pool missed. there was this one particular shot. um....oh yeah...someone frm man u was passing the ball back to howard (man u's goalie for that game). but he 4got that smicer was still there. so smicer, like a total fool, just watched the ball going by!!!!!! how fucked up is that!!!!!! and he wasn't even offside or anything!!! my father swore like crazy at that. some swear words i never even heard of. there was another shot that pissed me off. man u got a free kick. hyypia (his hair rocked, by the way) deflected the ball and it went flying to a l'pool player who was relatively near the man u goal. i think it was kewell. there were absouletly NO man u player anywhere near kewell. smicer was standing near the penalty box with a defender at his shoulder. kewell went up towards smicer and got tackled by ferdinerd (haha...abput the spelling of the name, that is). no worries. kewell passed the ball to smicer. it was a perfect pass. but do u know what happened to smicer???? he tripped and fell over his two big feet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i almost swore right then. but i managed to control myself. *sigh* it was a disappointing match. but liverpool still rocks.
and that was a sports update by anittha thanabalana. haha.
i'm talking to thin right now. k she's gone. now i'm talking to veron. her dad bought her a new electric guitar. how cool is that?!
genie just invited me to go to her church. i dunno if my mum'll lemme go. she's gotten pretty protective about religious places. i think she's afraid i'll convert. but it's a possibilty she gotta accept. i've been in a catholic skool all my life. and i really do mean all my life.
i'm so flipping bored. i wanna watch the 70's show now. i'm bored..........limp bizkit comin's to s'pore!!! i really wanna go...but the price is pretty steep...
i'm bored. bye.
LATER...MUCH | | Friday, November 7th, 2003 | | 5:52 pm |
hi!!!!! i'm bored................lin's sitting next to me. i'm at her place. we were at my place an hr ago. yiwen wa there too... was pretty boring. played road rash, watched TV. that was bout it. yiwen also got addicted to playing some dumbass game on my phone.
but whatever... i'm so damn bored...i went to mcky for lunch...yiwen was quite sad that we didn't make the one-minute thing, but i cldn't be bothered.
i'm so bored!!!!!!! i think i'll go to the beach someday. thin has been bugging me and lin anyway. anybody wanna come? haha
i'm listening to PUNK ROCK 101 by Bowling For Soup...its really cool...esp. the video!!!! it rocks!!!!!
i have to order pizza for the twins now...they're too lazy...the dumbest thing is that i'm not even staying for dinner!!!!! I'M BEING USED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DON'T LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM!!! TEY'RE JUST USING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...whatever
gtg. its getting late. oh...right...i went to a gig on the last day of skool...a long long long time ago. my parents thought i was @ pat's place, @ a party! it was great. it rocked. went with veron and thin and lin. but got into trouble. got locked outta my house for 1/2 an hr. was only let in @ 12.30am. got grounded on the spot
but it was worth it.
LATER...MUCH
P.S - if my parents ever for some unknown reason come across this i'm so screwed.............. | | Thursday, October 30th, 2003 | | 6:16 pm |
playing minesweeper flags with lin right now. she's kicking my ass. anyway, we get our report books backs tomorrow. i'm a lil afraid. okay...i'm very afraid. i don't wanna spend the rest of my secondary school life in a class i don't wanna be in.
besides that, i'll saying bye to my class 2morrow. how shitified is that?! i'll really really really rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyymiss my class.
i'm gonna miss everyone. and when i say EVERYONE i mean EVERYONE. course there will be a few peeps i'll miss more than others, but i'll still miss everyone, and i'm not just saying that. i really mean it.
i think i'm gonna hate next year.
LATER...MUCH | | Sunday, October 26th, 2003 | | 8:42 pm |
i was just reading a lot of peep's blogs. read veron's for the first time. very funny. for some unknown reasons she keeps laughing. haha.
anyway, i'm just bored. so fucking bored. i shld be practising for 2morrow's creative com but i'm just too frickin' lazy. i'll like to say a lot of shit right now, but i won't. i can't.
whatever. i'm bored!!!!! s'pore is so fucking boring. there's always nothing to do here. and i m not looking forward to 2morrow's creative com. i know we'll screw it up. or @ least, i would. i'll flip out if we actually make the auditions.
i'm feeling all lame and shitified. if there is such a word. the prospect of facing skool tomorrow is killing me. thee's only one gd thing 'bout skool.
i'm so bloddy fuckin' bored. everyone i know is not @ home. there's no one to call and piss off. haha. for some unknown reason, i suddenly feel like drinking. dunno why. must be veron's blog. haha.
i think i'll go now. what do i do... what do i do... oh...wait...i have to practise for creative com.
LATER...MUCH | | 8:27 pm |
i was just reading a lot of peep's blogs. read veron's for the first time. very funny. for some unknown reasons she keeps laughing. haha.
anyway, i'm just bored. so fucking bored. i shld be practising for 2morrow's creative com but i'm just too frickin' lazy. i'll like to say a lot of shit right now, but i won't. i can't.
whatever. i'm bored!!!!! s'pore is so fucking boring. there's always nothing to do here. and i m not looking forward to 2morrow's creative com. i know we'll screw it up. or @ least, i would. i'll flip out if we actually make the auditions.
i'm feeling all lame and shitified. if there is such a word. the prospect of facing skool tomorrow is killing me. thee's only one gd thing 'bout skool.
i'm so bloddy fuckin' bored. everyone i know is not @ home. there's no one to call and piss off. haha. for some unknown reason, i suddenly feel like drinking. dunno why. must be veron's blog. haha.
i think i'll go now. what do i do... what do i do... oh...wait...i have to practise for creative com.
LATER...MUCH | | Friday, October 24th, 2003 | | 9:22 pm |
it's deepavali! why am i so happy? it's completely boring. go around to peeps' places, pig out and get money. right now, two of my cousins are here. yugan's staying over. he'll make a ruckus. *sigh*
yilin and i have been trying to contact mel. but she's out and her hp keeps on playing a christina aguilera song. i'm gonna try again tomorrow. we have to meet her TOMORROW AT VERON'S HOUSE. SO MEL, IF UR READING THIS, U CAN MEET YILIN AND ME TOMORROW AT 11.30 @ THE SCHOOL BUS STOP.
hopefully ur reading this. i'm praying ur reading this. honestly i am. but wherever u r,i hope ur havin a gd time.
LATER...MUCH |
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