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i'm deleting this journal.
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[28 Oct 2003|09:59pm] |
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Sorry but i leave the rpg..
i'm very busy with all...
and fuck.. i had no time to do nothing..
sorry...
i passed a really good time here ^^
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[28 Oct 2003|01:43pm] |
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I'm back! Sorry, everyone, I've been kind of...erm...occupied with...stuff...but I got my bass back! I left it at home when I was there, so I had to get it sent back here again, and it's back! *Hugs the bass, all sparkly* Did you miss me baby? I missed you....
So now I can start going to rehearsals again. Kyo-chan, Kao-kao's not gonna kill me for skipping so many, is he? That's not cool...
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[28 Oct 2003|01:43pm] |
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I'm back! Sorry, everyone, I've been kind of...erm...occupied with...stuff...but I got my bass back! I left it at home when I was there, so I had to get it sent back here again, and it's back! *Hugs the bass, all sparkly* Did you miss me baby? I missed you....
So now I can start going to rehearsals again. Kyo-chan, Kao-kao's not gonna kill me for skipping so many, is he? That's not cool...
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[18 Oct 2003|08:56pm] |
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guess what we found out today during practice....IF YOU BITE HAYATO'S EAR..HE'S REALLY EASY!!!!!
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[07 Oct 2003|05:49pm] |
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*yawns* i hate work. it should die...not to mention...i need to get some new strings for my bass....not looking forward to that. and the fact that i was sick last night just doesnt help things at all. work sucks..i should quit.
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[07 Oct 2003|12:21pm] |
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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii guys!
Sorry I've been so quiet V.V Workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork.
Natsuki can tell you how crazy its been. I don't know HOW he fits in updating this thing betwee working and... well paying attention to me!!! *pout*
Hugs and Kisses!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
~Hayato~
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[04 Oct 2003|01:00pm] |
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Ah......I'm alive, terribly hungover yet alive.
........Who wants to go drinking with me?
No...I don't have an alcoholic problem..
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[03 Oct 2003|08:10pm] |
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To everyone who was worried:
I am incredibly sorry! My phone got shut off and so yeah, i couldnt call anyone. I am moved into my new house, have about 17 bruises on my legs alone, put up most of my posters, and have spent the last 3 nights at the new house in my own bed in a bigger room!
This past week has been hell for me and others. I hate moving. I hate it A LOT! We didnt get a fucking phoneline until today and then, I had to fix my account on Aohell because of theresa's sn. *rubs nose* my shelf fell on my nose last night....it hurt...wood hitting my nose. there's a small cut and a bump. *yawn* i hate finals week ((yes, i had finals this week...i have next week off!))
I dont know what else to write....so yeah...i'm going to go now. My phone should be turned back on tomorrow, so i will try and contact you all about it!
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[02 Oct 2003|07:45pm] |
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Just found out today that someone I trusted, betrayed that trust.
Now I'm torn and hurting from that.
Which just gave fuel for my fucking withdrawal problems as of late.
Trying not to give into the forbidden desire of pain.
Thoughts of crimson flowers fill my mind.
Never ending.
Crimson stained silver.
::shudders::
Give me strength to hold to my promise.
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Have i changed?
I don't know why... but i'm fell really bad today...
maybe it's because i drink and smoke a lot these days...
but who cares?
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Ano.. forgive me now... i'm sad...
It doesn't have importance...
Fuck! T_T
Bye...
~J
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[09 Sep 2003|10:53am] |
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I'm at school right now. Joy. I'm supposed to be reserching the fresca thing.
But I'm not.
I haven't died. Yet. I need to run through the site and fix a few thigns maybe.
Got to go. Class is almost over.
Wonderful.
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I'm at school right now. Joy. I'm supposed to be reserching the fresca thing.
But I'm not.
I haven't died. Yet. I need to run through the site and fix a few thigns maybe.
Got to go. Class is almost over.
Wonderful.
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[08 Sep 2003|01:12am] |
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*caughs* eto... Hi...
fuck! i don't know what to say...
Ok... J desu...
*smokes a cigarrete and walks around*
Nothing much...
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Bye
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[04 Sep 2003|02:33pm] |
-=sigh=- stupid sickness. i *hate* being sick. I stayed home from school today. Hopefully my day of rest will prove worthwhile and i wont be so tired/sore/sick in the morning.
( It's been a while since i've updated...let me give you a head's up on what's been happening. )
My phone might be shut off due to the fact that mum cant pay the bill that my little sister racked up...nearly 1300 dollars...stupid sister. I havent been making it better though..calling Shinya and Kyo every night.
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[02 Sep 2003|12:47pm] |
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Sorry for not updating for some time .. ^^; Anyway I should be able to update way more often. (But I REALLY need an idea what to do with die ^^;) Anyway just to say YES I'm still alive XD hehe.
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[31 Aug 2003|04:28pm] |
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I got a new bracelet this week. It has many spikes on it and I think I've already stabbed someone.
What fun! ^O^
I think Shin-chan already left for this week. Damn.
Natsu-koi is at that Afest. >>
I've devised a plan to get me more interent on the weekends. I'll work on the plan to get it to work by next weekend.
Ja.
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[30 Aug 2003|09:33am] |
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[29 Aug 2003|09:56am] |
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squee! AnimeFEST! 2003! it starts today, i will be gone this weekend..i most likely wont be back until Monday afternoon. I need to finish getting ready, but i wont be leaving here until like...one...so im not in that much of a rush right now.
*yawn* i hate being woken up early...early is before 8 am!!! *growls at sister* damn you...
well...might as well go. I'm going to miss everyone, but i will be back..and i have my phone. if you want me to call you and i have your phone number, e-mail me at 8172280060@mobil.mycingular.com I will get back to you...i always do.
Hayato and I are both going to be gone. Like i said earlier, you can e-mail the address up above...or you can even call. just dial 817-228-0060 and you'll most likely get me...we will be taking pictures!!!!!!
*huggles his kois and drags them away to lock them in the closet again*
Natsuki
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[25 Aug 2003|05:36pm] |
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I'm so fucking groggy right now. I just took a pill that I haven't taken for two months. Of course that was an hour and a half ago.
Fucking side effects. Since when were they *this* stong, so fucking *fast*. Hopefully I'll still be awake tonight so I can talk to my kois.
It used to take about 6 hours for the drowsiness to effect me. The keyboard is kinda blurry after an hour and a half!
Where the hell did Kaoru go? Or everyone else for that matter?
I know that Totchi has something with college, and he'll be back. But where the hell is everyone else?
I'm stuck in solitary confinement, and I haven't been able to post anything given my limited 2 hours a day on the internet thing.
I might go visit Gackt this weekend. Depends if I can get out of here for a while.
Oh yes, I'm tired. Fucking hell.
I hate this fucking side effect. Damn it all to fucking hell.
Nothing has happened at all really. I'm bored as hell.
And tired.
I just woke up at 2 anyway, and that was less than 4 hours ago. Damn meds. ::glares at medicine bottle::
I could go read this one story thing, but I don't think I'd take in anything of it. My coherancy level isn't that high. Damn.
::yawn:: Oyasumi.
::falls asleep on Natsuki's chest::
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