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  2003.04.29  18.00
Quick Update

The last couple of days i haven't had anything to eat, I've just been drinking water. I'm trying to fast for 120 hours, im on 52. Pretty good i guess, i have to keep strong. I've lost 4 pounds in 2 days, my short term goal is to lose alteast 11 more pounds.

Mood: busy

  2003.04.11  13.48

1 cup of slim fast shake

1/2 bran muffin

1 cup of slim fast shake

250 cals

Mood: awake

  2003.04.04  09.46

my mom made me eat breakfast, but i ate as little as possible:
2 bites of hard boiled egg (only ate bites of the white part)
4 small bites of rye bread

that's about 50 cals.

I weighed myself, like i do every morning. And i've lost 3 more pounds in a day!! I am thinking about trying the 2-4-6-8 diet, but i just dont think i can eat 800 calories. that's way too much. But my metabolism is so fucked up.

I told my mom that Nina (my therapist) told me to buy Laxitives, and my mom is going to buy them for me. I wont abuse them, i just need to do my buisness once and awhile.

Gio called last night, and he lectured me once again about food, and what i'm doing to my body. Almost the first thing he asks me is "Did you eat today??" Ugh, i hate that. Because i know I have to tell him how little i've been eating, and he gets mad, and says that I'm not listening to him. I said "it's easier to say then actually do it!!" he doesn't understand, but i know he is trying really hard.

I am home sick, and i hate it. I hate being home all day. but it's a good excuse NOT to eat anything. I gotta go back to bed, my head is spinning. Bye

Mood: sick

  2003.04.03  19.22

1/2 cup of plain oatmeal

1/2 apple

1/2 cup of brocoli

Mood: cheerful

  2003.04.02  17.11
i can't believe there is only 7 weeks until prom!! 15 more pounds to go!

1 apple

Lunch (4pm)
1/2 cup of rice noodles
steamed broccoli (plain)

aprox 215 cals. I'm not eating any dinner because i had a late lunch, and i need to lose more weight fast!!

Mood: cranky

  2003.04.01  18.15
back from my boyfriends :[

I had a great, awesome, memorable weekend!! Gio made me eat though, i thought i would've had atleast gained 2-3 pounds, but i lost 2 more! yay

Today's food intake:

1/2 cup of porridge, and plain herb tea

1 apple

1 orange

I've done pretty good today. The porridge i ate in the morning kept me full for most of the day. i gotta start eating breakfast more often!


Mood: cheerful

  2003.03.27  15.46

Breakfast (11am)
1 orange

Lunch (3pm)
1 apple, 1 banana 1/2 cup of puff wheat

Dinner (7pm)
1/2 apple

50 minutes of weight training
100 sit ups
45 minutes of cardio

Lost 6 more pounds!

Mood: ecstatic

  2003.03.26  16.50

Yesterday I ate:
breakfast: nothing
Lunch: fruit drink (1/2 apple/orange/banana and 1/4 cup of fat free yogurt)
Dinner: 1 package of porage (1/2 cup) rasins, 6 soda crackers, 3 green olives
Threw up dinner

breakfast: 1/2 banana
lunch: 1/2 cup of oatmeal
dinner: nothing-hopefully

i gotta stop purging. I just ate SOO much dinner yesterday. yuck. I'm disgusted in myself. But i worked out for more then an hour at the gym, and i've lost 5 more pounds!! already!! i've lost a total of 23 pounds in 2 months! GO ME
I'm gonna look even more sexy for my bf this weekend. I miss him so much. I can't wait to go see him in Vancouver!
i wont be able to update until monday or tuesday! bye

Mood: ecstatic

  2003.03.24  22.31
Food I ate:


1/2 cup of chicken broth

1 egg roll, 1/2 cup of rice

I wish I didn't eat so much dinner. Fuck! And I didn't work-out. I will go to the gym tomorrow and work my ass off.
Tomorrow is a new day!

Mood: cold