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Friday, November 12th, 2004
|I love Winter. It's been snowing almost all day :) I absolutely love snow. It's like it just takes everything away, it absorbs all the sounds and makes it so quiet. It blankets the trees like lids over an eye. All the problems of the world just seem to bleed away. I love watching it fall. Slowly taking over the life of anything it touches. It carpets everything. It takes everything away and gives it a new start. A new face. The rest of the world just goes away.
No one else is thought of by me when it snows. I am alone and I love it. My thoughs are clear and I enter my mental sanctum. It is my home. It's refreshing. It makes me who I am. I was brought home when I was born in a blizzard. I was born in December. Winter is my season. December, my month... the snow... my home. No one elses. Ever. I can sit forever and watch it fall. It's a part of me. I used to go out in the snow when I was younger at night, and lay in the snow on my back and just gaze up at the stars. Perfectly alone. Perfect. There were no problems. It was just me, my snow, and my stars. my world. It was perfect. When it snows I am perfect.
It makes me a freshpage to start off on. I love new beginings.
Sam gets out early today, but I don't think she really wants to talk to me. Oh well. This time it's her fault. She shouldn't have hurt me like that. I miss her a lot. (love you *muah*)
The first snowfall of the year here. I'm loving it. It's just what I needed today.
Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Linkin Park - My December