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| 10:10am 30/06/2003 | ||||
a-hi t-mandy had no right blowing up in jakes face so no reason. whats wrong with her a-thats a nice hello and i know she shouldn't have done that but she has been through a lot in her life so yeah i guess she did have a reason and u guys should know her before u make assumptions j-whata even wrong in her life? wow her parents aren't home. to me thats a good thing a-well to her it isn't i mean how would u like to never see your parents? or find out that ur dad has been cheating on ur mom for five years? u wouldn't like that and would be so confused and messed up and then everything will be screwed and u would hate life and would wish that u were dead and agh. i dont need this now j-whats wrong abs? a-nothing just leave me alone *by now im crying* j-abby come on tell me everything a-ok u want to hear? now u want to be nice? i mean im moving in with mandy so u guys cant hate her. if u come over we will be across the room from her. t-wait all that stuff about the dad cheating is true....and about u *silence* a-im moving out today at two. we dont have enough money for an appartment. mandy had room. my mom is working like 24/7 it seems like. i never want to see my dad again. so our lives are alike and i might have outbursts but u know then u will hate me like u hate mandy. see u dont know what she is going through. j-i guess we dont im sorry abby for putting u through this t-yeah i guess.. i mean im sorry j-do u want me to help a-sure i could use some cheering up. j-see u soon bye a-bye t- bye so yeah they aren't over yet and im typing on a labtop my dad got me. he says he loves my but i just said screw u. i packed everything and we r just waiting for the moving van. its sorta cool though that i get to live with my bff. i want to get over this. i want to get on with life. ok tyler and jared are over and i called jake so they can talk. plus he's fun hehe. byes until like whenever ~abby~ |
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busy| 08:51pm 29/06/2003 | ||||
then i got home and im crying and i look and my mom is at the table crying too. and then i look in her hands and see divorce papers. she told me that for about five years when my dad switched works he was cheating on my mom. i thought he worked late but he gets off of work at 5. she said she found out last year and has been trying to save enough money so we could move. she says we have to move out by monday. tomorrow. the two of us cant afford a house so we r moving into mandys house until we can get an appartment at least. i mean thats cool but how could my dad do that? i cant even tell jared. friday i went to dinner with jake mandy and her father. a nice father. i wish my father wasn't a jerk. i mean i hate him. i useto look up to him and now i dont know what to think. well i wanted to get away today bc i didn't want to see my dad at all. never. i haven't seen jake in awhile so i called him. i never told him yet about what happened. but when we watched some movie i started bawling. he gave me a kleenex and asked if i wanted to talk about this over hot chocolate. jake is always there for me. so i told him everything. sorry i have to pack. abby |
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crushed| 08:48pm 29/06/2003 | |||
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| 05:21pm 27/06/2003 | ||||
fromangeo: are you guy or gurl flipflop junkie flipflopjunky: gurl givemeSHR00MS: i love flipflopjunky givemeSHR00MS: shes so hott flipflopjunky: lol thank u? givemeSHR00MS: flipflopjunky lets have sex givemeSHR00MS: flipflopjunky givemeSHR00MS: youre so cool MBRAT7: wow there are a lot of gay people in here givemeSHR00MS: oh yeah? MBRAT7: yea fromangeo: YOUR SO PERDY givemeSHR00MS: i bet you're in heaven givemeSHR00MS: with all the homosexuals in here flipflopjunky: thank u *blushes* hehe MBRAT7: would that include you givemeSHR00MS: flipflop you have a pic???????? killa6juggalette: I HAVE PIC flipflopjunky: no im sorry givemeSHR00MS: did i ask you killa givemeSHR00MS: i was talking to flipflop killa6juggalette: SRRY flipflopjunky: lol i was gonna say that hehe givemeSHR00MS: mbrat likes homosexuals flipflopjunky: really? givemeSHR00MS: MBRAT7: wow there are a lot of gay people in here i feel like im in heaven fromangeo: flipflop givemeSHR00MS: MBRAT7: wow there are a lot of gay people in here im so glad givemeSHR00MS: MBRAT7: wow there are a lot of gay people in here now i finally feel at home with people just like me MBRAT7: im in heaven now killa6juggalette: AND ANYWAYS I DONT GIVE MY PIX TO ASSHOLES flipflopjunky: what? flipflopjunky: lol shrooms fromangeo: hello flipflopjunky: hi killa6juggalette: CONSIDERING IM A MODEL I CAN DO BETTER THEN THAT givemeSHR00MS: oh a model huh there was more fighting but i dont even know these people |
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| 11:02am 26/06/2003 | ||||
a-hello m-hey abby a-um who is this m- its mike a-o m-ok i know i was a big jerk and i really miss u and want to be with u *silence on the other end* m-will u forgive me a-what do u really want mike? m-you abby i miss you a-cough cough sure ..... i think im going to puke *abby hangs up phone* mike is such a pig. i hate him. i wished he would leave me alone so i could erase all of those memories. i want to move on with a drama free life. i cried enough for him. i cant forgive him. i really like jared. we r happy together. i was happy with mike. he cheated on me. he can think i can forgive him for that. what a loser. i hate mike. i dont even like that name abby |
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indescribable| 10:04am 26/06/2003 | |||
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| 09:09am 26/06/2003 | ||||
after that i called jared but he was at his grandmas hehe. so then i called mandy. no answer. then i called tyler and he was home so i went to his house. wow like i never been in his basement bc thats where his dad puts his theater stuff and its so cool. you could get lost in there. like everything is down there!! we tried on a few costumes and that was about it and then we went in his pool. well i went in after he shoved me in! tyler is just so playful! hes cute ill give him that. but what i like most about him is that he isn't a perv and just looking for one thing. unlike my ex. i started making fun of tyler and said that he was gay with the paperboy. lol so he went out went in the house. i thought he was mad at me. then he came out in a dress and stuff his boobs SO big and wore makeup and he looked like a total girl. and we went to the front and waited for the paperboy. he came sooner than later and tyler started hitting on him. the funny part is the paperboy started hitting on him too. omg he asked for "her" phone number. then tyler kissed him on the cheek (thank god) and was like so ur gay to? then the guy just rode so fast away it was so funny. tyler is a funny guy. like when people first see him they r like omg who is that freak. but u have to know him and be in on the joke in order to think its funny. hehe like one time i was like i like ur cheeks (like on his face) and i was like they look so squeezeable and he shoved his butt in my face and i was like no ur other cheeks. lol so now i say i like both of his cheeks. hehe. then like at 7 jared and i went to the park. we sat on the swings and he gave me an underdog!!! whee! but then we decided to go to his house since like little kids came and we were scared. lol dont ask. so we sat on the couch and we watched tv. i love being next to him. it just feels right. i like the feeling of when he runs his fingers through my hair. yeah the rest ill wont say. hehe. except we started to dance to mexican music on the radio. hehe. byes abby |
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geeky| yesterday | ||||
| 10:07am 25/06/2003 | ||||
then we went to taco bell. we stole all of the sause which would come in later use. the worker was like did u guys take all of the sause and i was like i like mine hot and jared was like yeah nice and spicey. so the worker was like put them back and i said well they r in his pants, she was like so give them back. ijared was like hello um like they r down my pants and u want them for all of ur cutomers to use and she was like yeah. so he said grab them. she looked discusted so we grabbed our food and went out with them down his pants and i took the straw container as we left. then we went to my house and ate. i had this idea. so we went to my garage and we blew up the whales and putted on my scuba gear. flippers and all. we also took rope and made it into a whip. hehe. then i had my mom took a pic of us. cute cute. then we walked around the neighborhood riding on them. people laughed and a kid even tooked a picture next to us. we then walked to tylers. he jumped on the back of mine but it looked preverted so he got two sleds from his garage. we sat on them and he pulled me and zach pulled jared. i thought we wouldn't move newhere but we did. they started sprinting. it was so much fun. then we took the hot sause and putted it on tylers arm and he made it look like it was chopped off. so we went up to people outside and he fell and said quote that big whale over there bit off my arm help me that thing is evil. unquote. the people would look at the whale and were like that thing over there bit off ur arm? and he was like yeah. so one person walked up to it and tyler screamed he will bite u to and the person was like yeah right. so when he got close to it we ran up to him or well flopped and squirted him with sause. the guy got mad and went into his house. we left then in case he had a shot gun. hehe. then we went back to my house and ate pb&j's. i dont think tyler made one before bc he couldn't spread peanut butter. so i helped him since he only had one arm. my mom walked in and saw his arm and fainted. zach ran and poured his water on her and she started laughing once she saw that it was not real. i laughed so hard. my mom is so gullible. then we went to the pool. chirs (hot and funny lifeguard) laughed at our gear and whales. he asked if we were looking for buried treasure. we did the funnest thing. like u set the whale in the water and try to jump on it from the diving board. we all tried 10 times and then tyler was the first to make it. when chris was on break he tried too. funny funny. we then had whale races across the pool. people looked and stared and kids wanted to ride. i then had tyler like put all his hair to the front anf then he looked like cuz it bc tyler has long hair and we stuck his glasses over his hair. he then walked around out of the pool hugging a whale (which looked like humping) and he walked everywhere. he sat in the sand and a group of highschoolers came up and tipped him over. that was funny. when we left my mom dropped me off at jareds. we were so cold and wet. we took off the gear so we were just in our swimsuits. we took like 20 blankets an cuddled on the couch downstairs. i layed my head on his shoulder and he kissed my forehead, we rarely have romantic things bc we are always having fun. so when we do its so sweet. then the doorbell rang. jake and zach brought over clothes for me and his videocamara. jared and i changed and we decided to make a movie. we called it wow what a movie hehe. we had our whales skippy and mush a lobster bark and a deer swish. yes i know the deer is our of place but we couldn't find another sea animal. see tylers dad works on sets for movies and so he had som beach one so we used it. much fell in love with swish. it was funny. we got done about 3 in the morning and decided to display our movie so we wont loose it. we r going to have a party thursday night so everyone can see it. then i kissed jared goodbye and we all left. i got home and went online for some time and talked to jared. i wish that i was next to him now. i like him so much. he makes life fun. hehe. today im going to mandys for a gurls day and later on im going to some dinner with my parents. another "family" thing byes abby |
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energetic| 10:05am 25/06/2003 | |||
| agh ill type this again. i lost the longest entry ever! i know what happened so ill type it again when i fell like it. mad i typed that entry for like an hour. agh. | |||
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| 10:05am 24/06/2003 | |||
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| 09:43am 24/06/2003 | ||||
byes abby |
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| 09:06am 23/06/2003 | |||
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vacation was so much fun. i got a really good tan. when i was there i met this girl jewel who is a year older than me. we hung out at the hotel together so we wouldn't die from hanging out with our parents all the time. she lives in PARIS!!! i think that is so cool. she also has a really hot brother william who is like 2 years older. we flirted but u know i couldn't cheat on jared. i haven't seen him in awhile. so yeah today im calling him. but neways about the vacation. well like two days i went to c my realitives and like my cuz has the coolest car. omg it is sweet. hehe. he does street racing with it like a 120 mph!! he said its either that or drugs so i think he chose a good choice. lol it was funny bc jewel and i never went in the ocean. it was so salty. and all this seaweed hits your feet and it feels eww. im not an ocean person. i got my hair done thought by a cool jamacian. i love jamican accents. they r so cool. i made friends with like a worker thats jamacian named meskia. sumthing like that. she was cool. well gonna read mandy's journal to c what i missed and call jared. byes abby |
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ok ill say it now. im not gay. how could they said that the name abby is gay? im going to do abs and mags too.
am i ditsy? and now my sex life is saying im a slut. wow this is fun.
ok this is strange and im so tired and need sleep bad. to bad the house is hot. ill talk about my vacation later! byes abs |
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satisfied| lol more quizzes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ||||
| 01:12pm 11/06/2003 | ||||
 c im not evil im a good child. a perfect angel. ok ill shut up now.  wow thats um ok then next quiz  Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By  Growing.my favorite color. she also has cool hair. orange. lol dont mind me.  You are Casey Becker. Ghostface's very first victim. From what was seen of her, she was quite the little miss popularility, blonde, flirty and bubbly. Which Scream character are you? brought to you by Quizilla thats sorta stupid. but hey at least im not the Scary Movie bc then i would have to kill myself.  you're girl, interrupted. you're fun and friendly, and just a little bit crazy. take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the  slinkstercool community.i never saw that before so is that a bad thing to be? lol. it says im friendly.  The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz omg that is a really pointless quiz. dont take it!!! pumpkin pies r yummy so i guess i am too! lol!  What Sort of Romantic Are You? brought to you by Quizilla go me!!  You are Sofia Serrano from Vanilla Sky. Your demeanor, to most, is more refreshing than a tall glass of water on a hot day. Some, though, find your kittenish behavior to be immature. You are the embodiment of a muse; Maybe, like Sofia, you can inspire people to make great changes in their lives. What Unconventional Movie Heroine Are You? brought to you by Quizilla weird  Control by Poe is your power song. It's a perfect song for anyone who's getting over anything. What's Your Power Song? (Female Vocalists) brought to you by Quizilla her face is really red. sorry i thought that was so funny!!  Kitschy Kid, huh? Lucky you... What Teen TV Stereotype Are You? brought to you by Quizilla i took it twice and got the same thing. oh well. mandy came over. yay  Sleepy Eyes What Eyes Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla so yeah those eyes are ugly. mandy said well sleepy eyes aren't suppose to be pretty  Damsels are hard to find in a modern world with screwy ideals! You're probably a romantic and you might even have a broken heart because, SURPRISE! The world isn't a fairy tale. I'm not saying you should change because that would be awful. Stick to your guns, be patient, and wait for that godamned prince-metaphor to come because, damnit, you deserve royalty and not some second-rate wannabe. What's Your Bedroom Personality? (For Her) brought to you by Quizilla mandy says its true. im bugging her so shes calling jake to talk to until i get done.  What Type of Fighter Are You? brought to you by Quizilla ok ill stop for now.lol |
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| 10:40am 11/06/2003 | ||||
superman-2 iron wolf-4 demon-5 wizzer-1 viper-1 batman-3 the lines were so short. more happened but im busy so cant write sry!! dont mind all of my quizzes but they r fun to do.hehe abby |
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 You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla lol thats sorta funny abby |
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| 10:15am 11/06/2003 | ||||
we all took pictures. i got a really cute one of jake and mandy. c they are like meant to be with eachother. u would know that if u knew them. it just seems like im not that close to jake. idk mayb its just me. i took pictures with jared. he looked so hott!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol he said the same for me but i was like yeah these gowns are the "in" thing at school. later we went to dinner. jared mandy jake me adam and katie. i swear that mandy and jake were like high or sumthing bc like they were beyond weird. they were crazy. i blame it on the pop. lol. but they r always like that. OMG WE STARTED A FOOD FIGHT!!!! not like the whole place just us and it wasn't that messy. i got sum chocolate moose thing and stuck my fingers in it and rubbed it all over jared face.he sat there laughing. he looked so cute thoug. mandy told me to lick it off . he whipped it off and put it then all over mine with whipped cream and it got in my hair!!!!! lol. we were still hyper so me jared jake and mandy went to my house and we played limbo. how low can u go? how low can u go? lol. we can be really stupid. when mandy and jake left (if u noticed we r both dating guys that begin with a j) but yeah so jared and i watched a movie while plaing a board gaem. we then like had some big urge of perkyness ading dong ditched jakes house for we knew that was where they were going. jared pushed the button and then we ran towards the back. i ran around the fence but jared didn't see it, hit it, and flipped over it. hehe that was so funny!!! so yeah then the back light went on and he jumped over the fence and we ran to his house. funny funny. byes abby |
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bouncy| god so many quizzes bored today | |||
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