Blurty for BeAcHbUm.
|Saturday, August 21st, 2004|
[SUBJECT:] Premed. its fun.
[CLOTHING BRAND:] anywhere where i can find something comfortable to wear
[SHOE BRAND:] doesnt matter, something comfortable..i do like my vans tho
[SPORT TO PLAY:] dont play sports
[BAND(s):] Blink182, Ashlee Simpson, jessica simpson, ...ect.
[MOVIE:] :] The Notebook, A walk to remember, 10 things i hate about you.
-.W H O.-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Marian
[makes you smile]: all my friends
[has a crush on you?]: no clue.
[easiest to talk to]: marian or addison
-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-
[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: sure. well im on the internet all day no matter what lol
[save aol/aim conversations]: depends
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: nope
-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[fallen for your best friend]: nope
[been rejected]: yep.
[rejected someone]: i dont think so
[used someone]: no
[been cheated on]: i dont think so.
[done something you regret]: yup. but i believe that everything happens for a reason, so i probably did that something that i regreted because it was intented to be that way to learn a lesson.
-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-
[you talked to on the phone]: marian
[you instant messaged]: marian
[you laughed with]: Addison and Marian
-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-
[smoke cigarettes]: nope. they smell terrible
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 182
[what's your favorite food?]: pizza
[whats your favorite fruit?]: strawberries
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: both..
[what hurts the most?]: couldnt tell you at the moment.
[trust others way too easily?]: yep.
-.N U M B E R.-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: quite a few times
[of hearts u have broken?]: one (according to him)
[of continents I have lived in?]: 1
[of drugs taken illegally?]: never have, never will
[of tight friends?]: few.
[of cd's that I own?]: *counts* 17
[of scars on my body ?]: a lot, im clumsy
[of things in my past that I regret?]: dont want to remember.
-.P I C K.O N E.-
[MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER]: perfect friend
[CATS OR DOGS]: dogs
[1 PILLOW OR 2]: 1
[W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES]: with
[TOP OR BOTTOM]: top
[WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL]: all of them.
[NIGHT OR DAY:] both.
[GLOVES OR MITTENS:] gloves
[DRESSED OR UNDRESSED:] dressed
[BUNK OR WATER BED:] water bed (those are so much fun)
[MTV OR VH1:] MTV and VH1 but i like MTV more
[OCEAN OR POOL:] ocean
[SHOWERS OR BATHS:] shower
[LOVE OR LUST:] love
[DIAMONDS OR PEARLS:] diamonds
-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-
[Move anywhere:] um..hmm..california or tahiti
[Meet one famous person:] Sean Farris or Tom Delonge
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] i dont know yet.
[Name one thing you love:] my friends
[Name one thing that embarrasses you:] my parents
[Do you like school?] its okay
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?] yes
[Do you like to dance?] yeah
[Do you sing in the shower?] If i have the radio on
[What's on your ceiling?] a fan.
|Thursday, August 19th, 2004|
ah, today was a good day. Went to school. Even day. it was alright. premed was fun. got in trouble for texting mike in class lol, oh well, it was a substitute. Saw julian in the hallways, said "hi" what a cutie that boy is. Had
Debate- fun, hoping i wouldnt get picked to do my speech.
Spanish-interesting, veronica, britany and erica are in my class..they're nice..so im happy
Premed- hung out w/ kelly, kimi, and rebecca..fooled around basically because of the previously mentioned sub
Lunch- Tim, Bobby, Cody, Amber, Dianna, Kimi, Kelly. Fun. Figured out that younger boys are weird.
Gym- Rebecca, Brittany, Kylie (who left early) fun tho...rebecca is a nice girl...if marian ever reads this..no shes not my best friend. lol
Came home got my eyebrows done..boy do i look fancy (teehee) jk man...then texted mike...went to tropical smoothie to meet up with him, but he was in the bank parking lot talking to his stepmom and couldnt get over there in time before my mom took me back home.
Called mike. Mike came by the house to pick me up, decided to go to publix (because he had to get water for his mommy so she could wash her hair, because she doesnt like the water in jupiter farms because it turns her hair green) lol. man..that cracked me up. Talked to mike for awhile...he's so sweet. im gonna miss the kid and his pimp dice. i guess i should explain that cuz its the title and all too...well mike has these dice in his car that hang from the mirror and um...YEAH..the little dots are falling off which i found hillarious and made fun of...heres a clip of my convo w/ him after he dropped me off (we'll get into that later) and btw..NO I DONT LIKE MIKE MORE THAN A FRIEND. HE'S A REALLY GOOD FRIEND AND I <3 HIM FOR THAT BUT NOTHING MORE.
YeLlOWCaRdFaN803: aw mike i miss you already :-(
+15617624698: Aww..i've only left ur house.
YeLlOWCaRdFaN803: lol, i know, but that means you're leaving..so..therefore i miss you.
YeLlOWCaRdFaN803: lol, you and your crappy dice.
YeLlOWCaRdFaN803: LOL! :-D
+15617624698: You really don't like them.
YeLlOWCaRdFaN803: lol, im just teasing you
YeLlOWCaRdFaN803: don't worry..i like your goofy dice hehe.
Anyways..mike and i sat in the driveway of my house talking. i told him all the things i wanted him to remember and what i wanted him to do like remember me and stuff...he promised he would and that he would come visit. The whole time he hugged me, massaged my head (you know, i didnt really figure out that one either lol, oh well) or put his arm around me...meanwhile embarrassing moment..my really jewish/annoying neighbor walks up and sees mike with his arm around me..never will forget that one...she looked at me annoyingly..like she was going to tell my mom then my mom and dad would be all "EHHH A BOY OLDER THAN YOU, BAD LINZY, BAD!" lol so anyways..we got out, i introduced mike so barbara wouldnt be all telling my mom that my boyfriend was putting his arm around me...lol he's not my friggen boyfriend..gosh. lol anyway. that was my day. *sigh* homework to do...and its already 7:00..damn homie..
|Wednesday, August 18th, 2004|
Today was an awesome day. Started out with Debate, which was okay. Then Geometry, was interesting...teacher tripped on a power cord then, the most incredibly annoying fire alarm went off....it can litterally bust your ear drum i swear..its so freaking loud...my teacher was like "hmmm..i THINK thats the fire alarm" shes a friggen blonde, but it tends to be funny. Then English, sat behind julian, talked to him for about an hour...tis fun. he's cute, funny and smart. lol tends to be good qualities =). anyways...we talked about where we lived, what classes we have, middle school, and stuff like that. we get along good.
Then Science...boring as friggen hell. i hate the teacher. and she gives way 2 many assignments.
Then guitar lessons. blah as usual
Then i was going to visit mike but my fucking mother says last minute "i dont think i can let you go, because he's working and dont want his boss to get mad" okay..mom when he asked me to come visit in the first place..alrighty then, that makes sense. so now im planning with mike so he can pick me up or do something tomorrow. should be fun, if it happens. =/
<3 you all.
parents suck as usual.
Going to addisons on friday w/ Marian.
|Monday, August 9th, 2004|
School starts wed..it seems like its tomorrow even tho tomorrow is tuesday.
Did nothing today. Talked to Marian, kelly, tim and bobby. had like no food for lunch so i had a bagel. =/. Worked on my summer scrapbook thing. 3 pages to go. and i have to study. gosh. i hate highschool already. kelsey and marian almost made me cry. marian hates her HS cuz she doesnt know anyone and they all look like bitches...and kelsey wanted me to go to marshall's party...but i couldnt on the account that i had to finish this crappy scrapbook. i <3 kelsey and all and i miss her with all my heart cuz shes a great person and friend but i just had to do more of my scrapbook or i would never get it done.
Some things i have learned over the summer:
-Parents can be okay.
-Tim is a very cool friend, and i can trust him.
-Marian can grow (lol love ya)
-You never know how much you can miss something until it is gone
- Cody likes talking during movies
- Bobby has A LOT of friends
- The bahamas has clear water, nice people and its fun.
- Never go to a Dave Matthews Band concert UNLESS you want to smell pot for a good 3 hours
- Skype is like an online telephone, plus it rings
- Iraqi's like contacting me.
- Napoleon Dynamite is a totally pointless, yet funny movie
-I'm going to miss mike when he goes to college.
-Highschool seems scary
-I'm afraid of change
-Marian will always be a good friend.
-Never lie to people you love
-have fun no matter what you're doing.
summer's ending. *tear*
|Sunday, August 8th, 2004|
Well these past 2 days have been major fun. i had my birthday party which was a blast. Got to Boomers. went on the gocarts...bad idea..bad bad idea. i slammed into kimi, some lady slammed into me and gave me whip lash and 2 bruises. =(. stupid granny. lol. and the second time everyone (including tim) went around bobby's gocart broke down which was extremely funny. lol some guy had to push him back to the station thingy. heheh. then went inside to the party room. my lovely friends sang happy birthday to me while tim took embarrassing pictures of me. lol. tim's cool tho. lol i forgive him. went and played on the arcade games, which were fun. then went to play laser tag which was a blast. tim or bobby won, i forgot, then went back downstairs, played arcade games, then played putt putt golf which we ended up not playing golf in the end anyways, we all ended up splashing each other with water from the waterfall lol it was fun tho...then went back inside and just hung out, played another round of laser tag (i won =) teehee 11,000 something, im a dork i told tim or cody or someone i had one million, i just couldnt read the numbers right LOL) then left. my dads car had a flat, he got 2 peices of metal in his tire so we all packed into the van, cody and bobby rode in the minivan's trunk, it was fun tho. i <3 my friends. i hope i never forget you guys. got some lovely presents. hehe. they're cool.
Today marian and i went to the kiss the sky thing at roger dean. met up with tim, bobby and cody. great fun. walked around. watched some bands. watched cody, bobby and tim fool around in the bounce house thing. went back to the stadium, walked around watched more bands. saw napoleon dynamite for the 2nd time. still funny. then watched one song by the first good band i had seen so far, and then my dad came to pick me up. hugged bobby, tim and cody. and left. good times.
Highschool starts wed. im scared.
I'm going to miss marian.
I <3 all of you. (even though you cant read it, maybe you'll feel it lol)
|Wednesday, August 4th, 2004|
[ Basics ]
Name: Lindsay Erin
Do you like it?: whatever.
Nicknames: linz, linzywinzy, nub, strings(dont ask), loser (heh kel), Chew Lap, and whatever the hell you wanna call me
Age: 14 as of yesterday
Birthday: August 3rd 1990
Schools: JES, JMS, now JHS
Current hair color: brown...until tomorrow, then ill have highlights
Eye color: green
Shoe size: 10
[ favorites ]
Sport: dont have one
Class: algebra last year.
Radio Station: buzz or wild. i guess..
[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: no
Do you have a crush?: no.boys suck. well, i <3 them, but i just havent met the right one yet.
How long have you liked him/her? ..read above.
How long was your longest relationship?: almost a year.
How long was your shortest relationship?: almost a year. lol
Who was your first love?: i really liked matt....a lot...
How long since last serious relationship: not really.
[ever had a long distance relationship:] yes
[do you have faith in long distance relationships:] nope
[on dates do you pay or get paid for:] get paid for
[ever been on a blind date:] no
[ever dated more than one person at a time:] nope
[ever have "friends with benefits":] nope.
[ever cheated:] nope
[ever had your heart broken:] yes. =.(
[ever been dumped:] no
[number of people slept with:] none
[do you kiss on the first date:] depends...maybe if its Sean Faris..;) lol
[what attracts you to a person:] looks, personality
[physical traits you turn your head for:] hair, smile, eyes
[ever been in love:] i guess you could say that, but then again i dont know what love is
[say I love you even though you didn't mean it:] yes.
[average age you get involved with:] i dunno. i havent dated many guys, im a loser
[have relationships changed you:] yes
[have your relationships been worthwhile:] no not at all
[where do you normally meet people for dating or relationships:] um, i havent dated many guys, like i said im a loser
[would you ever get married:] if i find the right guy.
[key to a successful relationship:] communication and trust
Wallet? coach. i forgot how much is in it
Jewelry worn daily? earings, necklace, bracelet
Pillow cover? green
Blanket? green again
Coffee cup? none at the moment.
Sunglasses? black. cool, stylish.
Underwear? um. no.
Favorite shirt? dont have one.
Cologne/Perfume? no. buy me some.
What you are wearing now? jeans, t-shirt, sweater
In my mouth? tongue
In my head? how much i fucked today up
Wishing? my life were different
What are you doing after this? i dont know.
Some of your favorite movies? what lies beneath. it scared the shit outta me.
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? my birthday. im hoping my friends will brighten my day.
The last thing you ate? drumstick icecream thingy.
Something that you are deathly afraid of? being alone in the dark outside and of myself.
Do you like candles? yes
Do you like incense? no
Do you like the taste of blood? no
Do you believe in love? yes
Do you believe in soul mates? yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
Do you believe in Heaven? yes
Do you believe in God? Yes
What do you want done with your body when you die? i dont care.
What is the latest you've ever stayed up? um like 4:30-5:00 with marian.
Can you eat with chopsticks? nope
What's your favorite coin? quarters
What are some of your favorite candies? i <3 candy
What's something that you wish people would understand? life. so i can ask them about it.
What's something you wish you could understand better? read up.
Who is someone that you really wish was still around? my dog. i miss her like crazy.
HAVE YOU EVER...
Kissed someone: no
Killed someone: no
Gotten Drunk: no
Worn rainbow: probably when i was little...
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes
Left the country: yes
Had a party with over 30 people: no
Taken nude pictures: no
Stolen something: yes
Caught something on fire: i dont think so
Asked someone out: no
Dumped someone: yes
Had a dream, then the next day it happens: i wish.
You Touched: me. lol
You Talked to in person: dad
You kissed: noone
Had sex with: nobody
You Instant messaged: Matt. its not much of a convo tho.
Who broke your heart: same guy listed above. im sure more oh yeah. tyler, and wade. losers. boys = RETARDS
HAVE YOU EVER?
-Bungee jumped?: no
-Gotten a tattoo?: no
-Sky dived?: no
-Skinny dipped?: no
-Gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?: no
-Had pop rocks and coke together?: no
-Played truth or dare?: yeah
-Kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?: no
-Puked on someone you really liked?: no
-Mixed sodas together?: yeah
-Had sushi?: yes
-Had dejavu?: no
-Hung up on someone?:yeah, telemarketers
-Used all cuss words in a sentence?: yes
-Stood on your head and drank milk?: no
-Cried during a movie: yeah "my dog skip"
-Swallowed gum?: yeah
-Eaten glue?: yeah when i was little lol this question reminds me of mike..
-Slept for more than 15 hrs?: probably im too lazy to count.
today sucked. well not totally. marian slept over for my birthday..wooh my birthday was a bomber too, i sat at home like all day until dinner and then thats when i celebrated my birthday. marian and i watched "what lies beneath" and its a really good movie. i liked it, just a little bit freaky tho. all in all we had a good time. i <3 her shes a totally awesome friend and im so glad shes back from venezuela.
I still havent gotten my summer homework done and im not too happy because i have 6 days until school starts and if i dont finish it by then, i fail. i dont think im going to do that well in high school, getting up early and trying to make my brain function. fuck school.
Matt hates me. its official. i told him my real age, i had been lying to him for awhile, i felt like shit that i was lying to him so i finally had to get it out and i feel more shitty now than i did before i was lying to him, someday i know ill feel better that i told him. he doesnt trust me anymore which i understand, cuz i would trust me either. i <3 him, he's like my brother but it hurts so friggen bad that he hates me now. and now, im crying again. great.
FUCK TODAY!!! i wish it would end.
Blurty for BeAcHbUm.