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(Just put me in the car) I was saved by grace, and destroyed by nievity. [♥.03.17.06|06:32.♥] [mood| bored] [music| The Academy Is - Classifieds] well, $203 richer again today. woohoo.. it was MEGA busy today. Me and Nasko were on the drive thru from 7:30 till 11 non stop.. there was ALWAYS someone ordering.. it was nuts.. and he would get mad at me 'cause I mess things up haha, what a bast... nah he's alright. hmmm I'm gonna go down to the pool with Rob in a sec.. but I'm not gonna go swimming 'cause I'm lazy... they shut our water off 'cause JJ didn't pay the water bill, what a fool. so he's gonna swim to get clean haha. silly fella.. but the water should be back on like tomorrow I'm assuming, so I'm gonna wait til then to bathe heh, 'cause I'm cool. so. I weigh 116 today. and its good. I need to lose 6 more pounds... possibly 8 or 9. we'll see.. but thats what I'm gonna do. shouldn't take long. once I stop eating doughnuts.. it appears that I really love them haha... oh well, I'll be alright. I'm gonna go do soooomething now. peace out loverhead.

(Just put me in the car) I'm alive [♥.03.06.06|07:02.♥] [mood| tired] so, I've got this here Ryan Gosling Mood Theme now.. and it rocks. got it from www.lostmemento.livejournal.com at http://community.livejournal.com/rg_icons/ so now you know.. and its not stolen, haha k. so crappy day, crappy week, crappy everything.. but thats how it goes eh?... I'm gonna go call Marcy.

(Just put me in the car) we love the game, but we never plaaaaay... [♥.02.19.06|04:41.♥] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Motion City Soundtrack - Hold Me Down ] okay, so I'm working at Krispy Kreme.. it fucking sucks, yet at the same time it effing rules.. the people are cool and stuff.. plus... MONEY! YESSSS! and I will most likely save this money, and buy a car when I get home and then get another job there.. and then... I shall be rolling in money! yesss.. holy, I'm sick and I cant stop coughing... boooo,, ooh! I baught a stripey bathing suit! yess! tis lovely... anyhow, I'm gonna go draw something. I love you! :) and heres a picture of myself, for you!

(Just put me in the car) You got any Bavarian Cream filled donuts? [♥.02.11.06|10:59.♥] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | Stars - One More Night. ] Well, you know what i love about Blurty?... its always there for you when myspace isn't working, haha... oh how I love thee! yeah, so uh, didn't do like... anything today... probably do something neat tomorrow... my time here (in Florida) is half up :) 3 and a half months left, yayyy! I cant wait to go home... I really truely cant.. I miss the whole place... I always wanted to get out of Yarmouth.. but, I realize whats most important is the people your with.. and my people are in Yarmouth.. so that is where I shall stay. I learned how to play "Existentialism on prom night" and "Mad world" on the piano today... existentialism took a little time.. but I certainly got it after... pretty groovy it is... I think I'm gonna go read a magazine.... wow, I stay up til at least midnight everynight... and I still get up at 9.. woohoo for me... alright, peace out buddddddy. :) -JillyY oh look, my baby loves me :) Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: And I'll talk to you later ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: alright, bye bye marcy Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: bye bye for now ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: bye... I love you Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: I love you, bye ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: heh bye Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: I love you, bye ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: heh ahhhhh I love you! ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: bye! Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: bye, I love you ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: ...okay bye Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: I love you, bye ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: heheheheheh awwwww I friggin' love you Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: Heh, we're sillys ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: heh well I was trying to let you go without keeping you on here all night, and you kept it going! heh Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: I know, I felt like it for some reason ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: because you loooooooove me heh Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: yes ma'am I do ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: and I love you! Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: well that's groovyness ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: the grooviest ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: but I shall allow you to go Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: okay then Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: I will talk to you tomorrow ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: you will...... I hope I make you smile at some point tonight Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: you always make me smile ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: well good ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: YOU make me smile! Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: we're cool and smily ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: heh the coolest... and smilyest ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: okay go! heh Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: okay, talk to you lateeeeeeeeer ::Cât×Líkę×Thìəf:: says: byyyye byyyyye baby Darc (www.myspace.com/pointpermanent) says: bye bye Jilly

(Just put me in the car) my eyes are burning.. and I've gone and made myself sick. [♥.02.06.06|01:01.♥] [ mood | upset ] [ music | the spill canvas- ] I used to know you like the back of my hand Until today you held your place Now you're shifting like the sand Your chest would heave with pride if I were spoken of 'Till tonight I never knew the difference between comfort and love Although you're sleeping right next to me Well, it feels like you are wide awake in a distant dream leading a life that is finally free of these endless nights and countless fights that turn us into who we hate to be This is so difficult for the both of us I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us Well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same I used to hold you like it's all that I had Now begins the falling out, we are like a passing fad Your mouth would crack a smile if I were spoken of 'Till tonight you never thought you'd lose this epic battle with love Although you're sleeping right next to me Well, it feels like you are wide awake in a distant dream leading a life that is finally free of these endless nights and countless fights that turn us into who we hate to be And this is so difficult for the both of us I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us Well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same For what it's worth, I've always admired you I always thought that we could make it through Now look what time can do It took our masterpiece we built and broke it in two I always believed in you I always loved you And this is so difficult for the both of us I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us Well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing - nothing will ever be the same ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// Nothing is cool tonight... nothing.

(2 Just put me in the car) who doesn't love next day delivery? my new modem is here... yay [♥.02.02.06|11:07.♥] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Panic! At the disco - Build God and then we'll Talk ] I'm sorry Blurty, I've been cheating on you with Myspace :( ( www.myspace.com/bajillianss ) oh well, I'm here now! and bored... and alone, yay for that.. I've lost a good 5 pounds... it was 8, but I'm expecting I put it back on... but I'm gonna fix that.. pretty good pretty gooodddddd.... so this gross Matainence man came to fix the fridge, but he coudln't do it so he ordered a new one and the next day (yesterday) him and another guy came to take the old one and bring in the new one, and the other guy was cool and was telling me about how much waitresses make down here in a day, like $200 a day in tips... thats awesome.. I think I might look into that... he also said I have to go to the aquarium.. which i had planned on doing anyway, but now i know its kind of cheap, so that means its more likely that I'll go... yay for Dolphin shows! heh alright, so Happy is moving out today.. so I have to go clean all my makeup and stuff out of his bathroom before he gets back... hrm,.. he seems nice enough... heh.. good day Blurty McBlurt! Bajills

(Just put me in the car) shareefa? [♥.01.24.06|11:51.♥] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Shakira on the tele ] yayyyy for being home alone! everyday :) but still I'm bored down here and I wannaaaa go home... and I want a phone... that would be nice.. I havn't talked to Marcy in awhile... grr to that... but oh well, we'll get a phone soooon enough. I'm gonna play some keeeeyboard in a second... and I'm gonna watch the Aviator later on... some time.. yeah okay I really have nothing to write... I've been posting on my myspace more lately then here... myspace.com/bajillianss ... yep... okay peace.

(6 Just put me in the car) Lydiaaaaa [♥.01.12.06|12:49.♥] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Yellowcard - Lights and sounds ] so I just watched Wedding crashers again... oh I love it... Watching Hot Shots tomorrow night, 'cause its too late to watch it now! yeahhh! anyways, friggin' remembered "Konstantine" so I've been plaaaaying it... and I need to learn some other stuff... and it'll rule... alright peace out my friends (that I dont have hehe)

(Just put me in the car) We must never be apart.- [♥.01.08.06|12:09.♥] [ mood | tired ] [ music | ----Smashing Pumpkins ] It's you that I adore You'll always be my whore You'll be the mother to my child And a child to my heart We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl you're the beauty in my world Without you there aren't reasons left to find And I'll pull your crooked teeth You'll be perfect just like me You'll be a lover in my bed And a gun to my head We must never be apart We must never be apart In you I see dirty In you I count stars In you I feel so pretty In you I taste god In you I feel so hungry In you I crash cars We must never be apart Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find Lovely girl you're the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind In time We must never be apart And you'll always be my whore Cause you're the one that i adore And I'll pull your crooked teeth You'll be perfect just like me In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god We must never be apart

(Just put me in the car) take a look around, at all the lights and sooooounds [♥.01.04.06|11:18.♥] [ mood | bored ] [ music | New Found Glory - Truth of my Youth ] an update an update! I'm freakin' bored! baught a Hub today, hoping to network the hell out of these computers... we'll see if that works though... I just ate Oreo pudding... holy talk about delicious... I'm gonna have more... Theres a hot guy that works at Walmart... yeah I'm telling the whole freaking world and I dont care... hmm The Nightmare Before Christmas game rules... okay I have nothing to say today.. but I'm testing out this font... and stuff and heres the deal: Charles Monroe Site Charles Monroe Purevolume

(Just put me in the car) 'Cause I'm the postman/// [♥.01.01.06|02:21.♥] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | American Analog Set - The Postman ] well, its officialy 2006.. only one more year until a crazy astroid collides with the earth and 'causes crazy flooding in Europe... or so its thought to happen... yeah, so I did nothing last night... but watched a movie and a half... and then cam on the computer and listened to old radio shows until 2:30, and then til 3 I wrote angry thoughts heh, and they cracked me up today.. but they shant be shared with you... I'm bored and starving... speaking of starving, I ate left over chinese food out of a dirty bowl that had cottage cheese in it today... dad was like "you want this?" so I said "yes" and he passed it to me and there was all this white stuff around the sides of the bowl and I was like "whats this? it looks like you mashed up asprin and mixed it with water and smeared it around the bowl" and he goes "no its clean I swear I just rinsed it out after I used it" so I thought about it and I really wanted the chinese food so I go upstairs and eat it thinking theres probably like cocain lining the bowl.. and when I went back downstairs I was like "what the heck was that white stuff?" and he goes "ohh, it was cottage cheese".. and then I felt gross because... Cottage cheese! blech!... so anyways, quite a day huh? yeah and one day I think I'm definitely gonna sponser a kid in like, Sudan or somewheres.. because I've been watching alot of shows lately.. and its rediculous... mostly whats rediculous is that the government over there sends troops to destroy villages and kill all the men and rape all the women, even like little 10 year old girls... like what the hell kind of government does that?? and yeah, its rediculous!.. "You're face is the only thing that hasn't changed" "All I wanted was one more chance to show you, you were right for me, you were right for me" okay so anyways, I guess I'm gonna find some lunch or something, watch anothing movie, have some good times, you know, that sort of thing... so I hope everyones New Years went just as they had hoped, mine sure didn't, but oh well, next year I guess.. peace out :) ♥ Lonely me, lovely you Together we live Forever we fall We fall hard- My knotted sleep pattern Insomnia drives us all- Drives us all to sickness And strangely enough You like it It's becoming a habit And breaks down minds We'll love like we're going to war No one will return today- Forever we will fall. ----------------------------------------- It's lonely and cold Not how it should be this time of year I'll be the last to leave you And probably the hardest to see go There are pixies in the back of my mind And they dance along with jealous little faces and they fly from my ears and Into the trees and I'm alone ♥

(Just put me in the car) I love you more then the butterscotch pond or the porno bush. [♥.12.30.05|11:58.♥] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Gwen Stefani - Cool ] wello wello wello I'm getting freaking lazy with updating this huh? oh well too bad...for YOU! hahaha..ha so Christmas was good, went to Sams for the day, Watched "A Christmas Story".. love it.... Marc's never seen it before :|, that I must say is absolutely rediculous... its a classic.... I'm gonna make him watch it soon enough.. New Years eve tomorrow, Sam better come up, 'cause if she doesn't, I'll end up having a new years like last year... sitting on the computer all by myself until midnight... oh that was a fun time eh?... nottttt... anyways she really has to come, and we'll part like its 1899, and we'll play scrabble by candle light... yay! I'm friggin' bored... and have been like.... forever.. holy... I need some friends heh... but good news is.. that the Charles Monroe site is getting more exciting then it was, thanks to.. me! yay! okay so I got this Curling Iron for Christmas from Auntie Karen, and it has this tag on it that says: " CAUTION- THIS PRODUCT CAN BURN EYES" .... and theres a PICTURE! its friggin hillarious... yea alright so I need to get Empire Records, The Slaughter Rule, Murder By Numbers, and That Thing You Do.. because they all rule.. they rule so much that I forget to breathe... actually thats a lie... but they do rule.. and I love them... okay its 12:30 and Mom and Dad will be home in less then 15 minutes.. so I have to go load the dishwasher! I hope everyone has a fun and safe New Years! I love you and miss you all! ---Jillbajills *<|:) (<-he's wearing a party hat) "I wrote you 7 letters... I wrote you everyday for a WEEK!" Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face Do You Realize - we're floating in space - Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know You realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round Do You Realize - Oh - Oh - Oh Do You Realize - that everyone you know Someday will die - And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know You realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face Do You Realize

(Just put me in the car) [♥.12.11.05|04:34.♥] [ mood | mehhh ] [ music | Gatsby's American Dream - Just Like Heaven(Cover) ] well, I'm bored as hell...I have rollers in my hair.. to cure my bordom.. but I dunno if it'll work... I think I've come down off my high that is home, and accepted that I'm gonna be away for quite awhile... it still sucks, and I'm still gonna be getting depressed from it, but I've accepted it, and I think the worst is somewhat over... and I know that this is the last time that this will happen.. so thats a good thing... I think next september me and Megan should live in town or somewhere near there for like a year... I thought about it and I think it would totally rule... I havn't talked to her about it yet, but maybe she'll be up for it? we'll seeee.. geez I'm so boreddddd though.... going to Sams tomorrow for the week though, go see an acoustic ataris show, should be alright, not such a huuuuuuuge ataris fan, but an acoustic show should be cool.. okay anyways, I really have nothing to say today, boring old times... peace Show me, show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream she said The one that makes me laugh she said And threw her arms around my neck Show me how you do it And I promise you, promise that I’ll run away with you I’ll run away with you Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow Why are you so far away? she said Why won’t you ever know that I’m in love with you Oh I’m in love with you You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You’re just like a dream Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven

(Just put me in the car) you turn to a friend, someone who understands. [♥.12.03.05|12:16.♥] [ mood | sore ] [ music | The Fray - Cable Car ] okay, I just did my nails with this crazy thing mom baught.. and they're so shiny that they look wet.. it rules, haha, I'm a foooool.. No baby for Jill to play with :(:( that made me sad, but oh well, eventually.. I went shopping with my mommy all day and got the coolest shirt ever,...and Chicken teriyaki..holy mmmm.. and some christmas stuff... a good day, a nice day to have since I had to miss the battle... I thought anyway... me and my mom are girlfriends, hehe I'm wearing Robbies piggly wiggly pink floyd jammy pants... talk about friggin' comfy.. okay its 12:21.. I'm going to sleep 'cause my feet hurt like monsters... nighty "I think there has to be something at risk to keep you honest"

(6 Just put me in the car) Your Ex-Lover Is Dead [♥.11.29.05|01:50.♥] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | Alexisonfire - tonight I am going to wash the hippy ] well, I just ate half of a midget banana! it was nuts... and tiny, and bruised at the bottom so I threw it out and got ice cream... which I'm eating now.. went to wal-mart for like an hour yesterday, looked at some rad fabric to make a baby blanket for my sister... the first fabric is like green and yellow and blue with these cute little baby teddy bears on it, and the second fabric is like yellow-ish with brown stars on it... so I'm gona get those and cut them into patches and make a big checkerboard blanket for her... should be cool... both fabrics are fuzzy... and cool... and then last night I went down to Walter and Mary's for Fried Dough, and hung out with them for like 2 hours... she showed me a cool poncho she made... and I think shes gonna show me how to make it sometime.. and that would be pretty cool... I've done nothing all day exept play harry potter with Robby... which is fun anyway I do suppose... oh, and I read 50 pages of my book this morning.... "A Million Little Pieces"... and it rules... I'm downloading "The Chronicles of Narnia", the cartoon :) and I'm Psyched... I'm gonna get Rob to buy me the book for Christmas... and maybe even get the game... it's totally gonna rule... anyhow thats enough for today :) When there's nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire

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