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Blurty for Emily.
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| Thursday, March 18th, 2004 |
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--Background-- DOB:: January 20, 1989 Age:: 15 Location:: Coconut Creek FL Siblings:: one younger brother..3 older step siblings Pets:: 2 dogs, a frog, a guiena pig, and a turtle IF YOU WERE_ WHAT WOULD U BE? Vegetable:: Asperagus (i murdered that word) Animal:: A cat or a duck Fruit:: Kiwi Color:: Yellow Household Object:: a toaster! Season:: Winter Article of Clothing:: a tight shirt Drink:: Diet Coke --Emotions-- What's one thing that will always make you laugh?: A DUCK!!! no..haha, stand up comedy What's one thing that will always make you cry?: love, and very very happy movies What's one thing that will always make you angry?: people with "problems" AAHH! Do you laugh a lot?: oh of course! Do you cry a lot?: well...not that i cry for no reason Do you get mad easily?: not really What's your strongest emotion right now?: love, or sillyness What song brings out your strongest emotion?: Ethans Song, "..you hold the key...to my little locked rooooom!" --What's your favorite...-- Season:: Winter Holiday:: Christmas Age:: 18 and above Phrase/Quote:: "..see how far it gets you!" Thing to do:: lay in someone elses bed Type of Cookie:: Oatmeal with LOTS of frosting Class:: Health, but i LOVE American and World History Person in the whole wide world:: DANNY! and...um..dannys friend in NC <3 --If You Could-- If you could be anything you wanted (animal, object...) what would you be?: one of those wind socks you hang outside of your door. with clouds and rainbows on it too!! If you could have any super power, what would you have?: invisiblity...whaaaaaaah! If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: my decision to move to Florida...but then i wouldnt be around all these wonderful people and creek. lets move it ALL to ohio!! YAY! If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?: heh, my body, of course If you could change one thing about your best friend, what would it be?: what bestfriend? Cindy? that she would act different around me when her boyfriend is around. she pays ALL attention to him and NONE to anyone else. it's sick If you could be a millionare, what would you buy?: a whole lot of shoes and chapstick --A Deeper Look-- The most important thing in your life is:: me and my family The most important person in your life is:: My Mama and Papa Your life motto:: "Don't let a guy make you cry, its not worth the smeared makeup" Your best advice for someone else:: please dont pick boyfriend over your friends, friends last longer The best advice ever given to you:: same as the top 2 up thurr One word to describe your personality:: silly stupid serious --Friends and Enemies-- Who is your best friend?: either cina, gracie or kelley What do you do together?: our houses What is it about this person that makes you get along so well?: I dont know but i like guys as my friends more, cuddle buddies are the best How long have you known them?: Kelley and Cina, 8 months and Gracie, 4 years Who is your worst enemy?: i dont think anyone What is it about this person that makes you not get along?: ----- Your close friends (besides best friend) are:: oh lets see...Diana, Charlene, Nicole, Stef, Doug, Kenny, Bryan, Brian, danny, tommie, jake, gooch, heath, CASEY! <3!!! Your other enemies are::i have none! stop asking me!!! --Days and Nights-- What time do you get up on weekdays?: absolutly nothing, a basketball game every once in a while What time do you get up on weekends?: normally devins house, just sitting around there, heh What time do you go to bed on weeknights?: basketball games! What time do you go to bed on weekends?: devins house What's your favorite time of the day?: semi-late night Why?: its cool and dark out What's your least favorite time of the day?: mid-day Why? because its HOT out! What time are you most productive?: in school when im listening to Incubus, its just a proven fact that i work better with them in my head Are you an early bird or a night owl?: a baby night owl --Love & All That Good Stuff-- Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes'm If yes, how long have you been dating them?: "almost 2 months" (thats what the last person said before me, wonder why...?? hehe, DEVIN!) If no, do you want one?: i have one but YES i love having a boyfriend Who would you want them to be?: SHAWN EDGE!!! HAHAHA! or chris on the football team but hes going out with the student president, tall, blonde, a size 00, everything im not..haha Are you sure about that?: yes, yes yes yes Do they know you like them?: um, shawn does and he has NO problem with it, but chris no, we're buddies Are you sure about that?: yes'm On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like this person?: devin...hehe. 9 and a half, no, 8 and a half. shawn, 9 and chris, 7 and a half Do they like you back?: shawn, no..chris, no...devin LETS HOPE SO!! Are you sure about that?: STOP ASKING ME!!! How much time do you spend thinking about this person?: Devin, more than he thinks about me thats for damn sure. and shawn, psh, everyonce in a while and chris, my god, just in 3rd hour...but i had a dream about him last night...... --On a scale of 1-10, how important is ...... to you?-- Music:: 10 and a half Friends:: 9 Family:: 1,000,000 Love:: A LOT!!!! more than devin said...psh, thanks man!! hahaha, j/k, i love you too devin!! hehehe Happiness:: 8 Solitude:: 1000 Education:: 9 Having Fun:: 9 well there you go! |
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| Tuesday, March 16th, 2004 |
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ETHANS SONG! from the movie Slackers...you know what???!?! DASHBOARD sings this song!!! Jason Schwartzman sings it better!!! :-P!!!! I love you but I hate you Which brings to mind How much i love you We could have worked this out you know In a little room In a little locked room I'm sorry you had to settle for dave The one dementional man He's filed under cock sucker In my little black book Sweetness can Rot your teeth Bitter sweet Cocophony But, you hold the key You hold the key To my little locked room You hold the key you hold the key To my little locked woah woah Please let me out soon |
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| Thursday, March 11th, 2004 |
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we have a SUB in keyboarding today and tomorrow!!!!!!! she's cool as fuck, shes all like, "..ok guys, i dont take this shit, i dont wanna hear, 'that miss is so fine'..my ass, im not taking that fucking shit.." then looked over at this kid and said, "na-uh babyboy! sit yo ass down!" i love this chick! and i went up to get my disk and she was like, "DAMN IT! i tried to remember your name..what was it again? sorry boo.." ooooooh jeeeze. FRIDAY I SEE JOHNNY DEPP!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! with my kelley and devin. *nods* i cant wait. Saturday i was invited to go to this kids Zacks suprise party but you see...i dont really know this kid. it'll be all band kids, and it'll end up like Yanilkas party where i get...wasted? and start acting like an idiot? i dont see some people during the week so i need to try to get together with those people...like tommie!! woo! |
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| Friday, February 27th, 2004 |
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well well well....im going to the SkatePark with Gracie and Heath <3 and guess what!?!?!?! VICTOR'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!! i <3 u victor!!!!! i missed ya! *wide smile* |
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| Wednesday, February 25th, 2004 |
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 no words nessesary...just in awe..haha |
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| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 |
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Well...the heat game was alright. My mom's friends son Michael was reaaaaally cool. coolest 7th grader ever. Gracie, tommie and i went off to the stairwell in the beginning of the 2nd quarter and just chilled there. Grace and i were talking about some other Miami Heat thing where she got her arm signed by one of the trick people, and seriously 5 minutes later the guy walked down and was like, "haha! its like iback at high school when kids would skip class in the stairwell...hahaha!" and gracie was like, "hey! remember when i asked you to sign my arm? and that you looked like my boyfriend? well, you're so much cuter than my ex-boyfriend..and you know, im single now..so if you want me...!" and the guy was like...*wink* and he smiled really big..hehe go gracie. this is an OLD picture of the dude  well...im so tired..i really am. i got home at like 2 in the morning..eh..sleepy time.................................... |
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| Monday, February 23rd, 2004 |
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my events: Friday: On the phone all night with Tommie..hehe Saturday: watched movies with devin and Larry Sunday: went to this miami heat family festival thing and got my arm signed by a guard at the enterence. Tonight i'm going to a miami heat game which is just like me and grace running around the american airlines arena for 3 hours, and TOMMIE is going to join us! and...hehe, my mom's friends' really really cool sons. i'll just talk to the two boys and tommie and my gracie. *wide smile* |
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| Tuesday, February 17th, 2004 |
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Well, well, well…my weekend was just SO interesting. Friday, what did I do Friday…oh yeah! I went to the Skate Park with Devin. I was more looking forward to Tommie being there…he’s my Eskimo. Teehee, if Devin would hear all the things we talk about…ooooh buddy. Tommie left right before I got there, I was bummed. Saturday, the mall with Devin. Sunday was the Ren-Fest!!! SOOO much fun. Gracie drove there and back too! She gots her permit! Monday, the park! Hehe, going back to my childhood and seriously, how do little kids keep going and going without their little legs going out?!?! Hahaha! Well, today there was a dead body out by the school. There was cops and stuff and it seriously was a dead body with a tarp over it out at Lyons and Coconut Creek Parkway. I was so worried it was Justin because he goes across there before school. I haven’t seen him today but then again, I don’t ever see him before school. heh, I need to get to band, I miss it. It relieves all of my stress of thinking Justin’s dead and the fact that I’m never going to meet my Eskimo..*sniff* |
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004 |
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*cough* i woke up in water yesterday, thats why i'm sick. there was a hole in my waterbed from my pen that i was writing with and i guess i forgot to throw it on the floor before i went to bed. My sheets, my BIG blanket under me and two pillows were soaked. i could have drowned..and..*puts head down* Lance died. my guinea pig, i took him everywhere..i took him to the store once in a while too, he was so easy to hide in my hoodie pocket. and of course the first person i call is Bryan..I love you bryan...but im going to miss lance, *tear* I'm suppose to be typing somekind of essay thing for this stupid typing class..but i have one question to ask diana, when to i ever mention devin at school? if it will make you feel better i'll even stop talking about him in here too, i dont want you mad at me. Other people are telling me to "not let you do this to me" but you're my friend..i dont want you to hate me. i mean, kelley has a problem with devin too but she at least isnt ACTING different around me. its like you try to aviod talking to me or something, being around me even. *shakes head* guys are a stupid thing to get pissed at your friend over. they really really are |
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| Tuesday, February 10th, 2004 |
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Well hey, Justin broke up with me...nice huh? He feels REALLY bad and i feel horrible for him feeling bad. haha, i let me try to explain this..I didnt want to feel horrible, so i let him break up with me and have him feel bad. mean, huh? well, heh, no more me talking about boys! i shall no longer talk about boys..nope nope nope.. Kelley and Diana...do they hate me for hanging out with Devin? i think so. *nod* im pretty sure they do. *shrug* Diana has my watch until she sees one for herself and buys it or i break up with devin. *sigh* its not like all i do is talk about him whenever they're around! I dont get it! I havent changed or anything, why do kelley and diana treat me different now???? *shakes head* i dont think im mean or anything to them...i <3 them, why dont they see that????? 
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| Monday, February 9th, 2004 |
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Well now, my weekend was pretty eventful: Friday: School and Gracies party. they were like calling me every 5 minutes to come over. We walked around by some trees and i wanted to call ricky and heath to come and spend some time with us. i miss them! haha Saturday: I went to Bayside with Allison, my moms friend and she bought me a shirt! it has Berchwood Band Camp 53' and it has a 50's girl on it with her playing a flute, with thigh highs and a short skirt. Sunday: well now...hmm, haha, i went to the Indian Reservation Zoo with Devin...thats all im saying! ask him about the rest, *turns red* oh, i saw larry without his shirt on, on sunday too! hahahahaha And as far as today goes...i guess erica committed suicide last night. well, that is if she actully went through with it. i should go read her journal and see if she updated saying, "Ok...im dead now! I committed suicide and i no longer have 'all my problems' that i faced before..blah blah blah" *rolls eyes* lets go look shall we? Stupid Quizes:  cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't been in much relationships or you need to work on how to handle them. You always seem lost in a daydream about the person you care about most. PLEASE RATE |
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| Thursday, February 5th, 2004 |
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HAHA! Erica banned me from posting on her journal. how funny, i was being a bitch to her but still, there goes my fun for 1st hour :-( Charlene called me last night at like 7 and asked if i could go up to the school and help with the consession stand and the pep band because they were dying, because no one showed up. so i did, we snuck into the basketball game. We won...haha, but like i was paying attention. kevin and i were throwing water bottles at each other. him at the top with his tuba and me at the bottom with my own section. i was the only one from my section that showed up!! haha. Bryan and i played the "clappers" when my friend was playing my flute. He showed me the ET WALK!!!!! lol, too cute dododooo report cards this week, eep and my mom's friend is going to be here when that happens too, she'll kill me too!! hahaha, this is what i think i have: Band-A Science- Low C or High D PE- eh, i hope a D or C Geography- low B i hope So it wont be too bad. If i pull a 2.75, my parents will be surprised...again. B Honor Roll...WOO! well hey, the bell is going to ring so i'll check when i get home, SOME ONE PLEASE COMMENT! |
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HAHA! Erica banned me from posting on her journal. how funny, i was being a bitch to her but still, there goes my fun for 1st hour :-( Charlene called me last night at like 7 and asked if i could go up to the school and help with the consession stand and the pep band because they were dying, because no one showed up. so i did, we snuck into the basketball game. We won...haha, but like i was paying attention. kevin and i were throwing water bottles at each other. him at the top with his tuba and me at the bottom with my own section. i was the only one from my section that showed up!! haha. Bryan and i played the "clappers" when my friend was playing my flute. He showed me the ET WALK!!!!! lol, too cute dododooo report cards this week, eep and my mom's friend is going to be here when that happens too, she'll kill me too!! hahaha, this is what i think i have: Band-A Science- Low C or High D PE- eh, i hope a D or C Geography- low B i hope So it wont be too bad. If i pull a 2.75, my parents will be surprised...again. B Honor Roll...WOO! well hey, the bell is going to ring so i'll check when i get home, SOME ONE PLEASE COMMENT! |
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| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004 |
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well my morning really isnt that eventfull!!! My mom didnt wake me up until 7:15 and said that it was quarter after 6 and it was time to go. so i got up and got dressed. i wondered why i wasnt as tired as i normally am. and it was really light outside. then she told me we had to hurry because it was 25 min. after 7. i missed seeing all my friends before school...nice huh? well, her friend from out of town and they were up all night talking about girl things i guess. about my friend Olivia too. haha, shes drinking, doing drugs and having sex. THATS why my moms friends hands broke. she backhanded her so hard, then punched her right in her face. remind me to never be that abusive, please Is anyone going with my to PIS on friday? my mom asked if i wanted to go but im not sure if i want to. after last friday, i wouldnt want to risk running into Jessie and Sam if i am with Kelley. Its not like Jessie cant be out in public where Kelley is. STUPID DRAMA!!! haha, and i thought i was bad. *shakes head* oh yeah, i have to apologise to Sam. i'll do it sometime..hehe |
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| Monday, February 2nd, 2004 |
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Friday was great, well....at least for some of the night. Sam, im not sure if she liked me much but heh, tough. i need to get together with her though. i'm sick of middle school drama. Jessi was nice, so was brian. He took my jacket and skated with it on. funny funny. my fuzzy jean jacket from walmart. grace, im sad to say did not find a boyfriend. but she gave this one kid her #. heh, to make him feel good about himself i guess. Kelley and Gracie, i <3 u guys.. My mom's friend is comming down from ohio tomorrow. she kinda just called and was like, "hey! you arent going to be out of town tomorrow are you? how about through the 15th?" and thats how she gets her way with that! she just broke her hand, backhanding her daughter upside her head, soooo, im a little nervious. i used to be friends wit her daugher but *shrug* grew apart? shes a junior now, that i figured out. *nod* Valentines Day...what a sucky holiday. i'm planning something for someone but i can't say anything but that. I'm not one for buying valentines day, i make things. i always have. im not like devin and go around and pop peoples balloons. because some people like buying things for other people. i mean, i wouldnt mind having like one single flower, which is normally given to me by my mom. speeking of my mom!!!!!!! My mom just gave me "the talk" last night. *covers face* she said that if i ever decided to become sexually active, to tell her so she could get me the pill! i about freaked. i just was like, "hmm, ok i'll do that mom...thank you for being there" blah blah blah. then she was like, "well, you never know! you're haning out with devin a lot now, you never know whats going to happen.." *covers face* OMG! i was SO embarassed. and then i dad walked out and about died too, he jumpped in and was like, "who is she having sex with?" I turned red and ran inside. *sigh* why me? hahaha, after that my mom and i went into her room and watched Queer Eye while the boys were watching the Super Bowl. *sigh* good times |
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| Friday, January 30th, 2004 |
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WOOO! IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!! not only is it the end of the veeeeerry loooong weeeeek, but I GET MY SURPRISE TODAY!!!!! i'm so oblivious its killing me. normally i figure things out real quick. i think i know. but i'm not sure. (i think hes comming to creek, dont tell anyone i told you!) *shrug* he said that it had to do with me and him and that definatly has to do with me and him. *pouts* come now! my hands hurt...typing nonsence hurts. wow, im sorry i'm not interesting at all. haha to kelley and devin, the only ones who read my journal. oh wait, bonk you read it too i guess! haha. well PIS tonight with Kelley, Bonk (i hope, and mike) Brian, Jason (hopefully) and devin. rickys not going!!! WOO! i'm happy, neither is Heath because his grounded and Bob doesnt wanna go. *blink* who else can i get to go? Kevin Seely with Cindy???? then invite Casey and watch Casey and Kevin go at it??? FUN! hahaha! i'll update again tomorrow you 3 people who read by journal! |
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| Thursday, January 29th, 2004 |
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*groan* fff ccc jjj nnn fff ttt ddd eee, AAAAHHH! hahaha dont i bug so much about this stupid class. just telling you what we're doing!! hehe. TOMORROW!!!! i cannot wait until tomorrow. even though Bob purposely came into my last hour class to run "give my teacher an old pass" so he could as me if i like his friend Ricky because he likes me. when all of a sudden to guys like me?!?!? like, WHY?! lol, i mean, i would screw me but yeah, i really didnt think a lot of other people thought about it too! ick! ricky?? hes a nice gy and everything, a little creepy but seemed like a nice guy. I would like to know what Devin is going to tell me friday. i really really would but i guess i have to wait until friday to hear that now dont i? I guess i shall never see Justin in the mornings. i see him before 3rd hour though. he walks me to the auto-shop place, kisses my cheek and tells me to have a great 3rd hour...as the bell rings and he has to walk all the way to the other side of the school for his 3rd hour. hes so cute. hes acting so much nicer and sweeter now. he's making it really hard for me to tell him that i just want to be friends..*holds face* but why should i? i have no chance with anyone else but Ricky. i would LOVE to be with someone else, but i'm not sure if he's getting my hints....*looks down and frowns* guess i'm stuck..sadly |
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| Wednesday, January 28th, 2004 |
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something's missing....i don't know what but theres something missing. My friend Tommy said that Devin was going to tell me something friday. but thats all he said. i would like to know! i really would! lol, *pouts* devin! tell me!!!!! i want to know! Devin said that i would like what he's going to say but i seriously have NO idea. i guess i have to wait until friday. but i have something i have to tell or do to devin too that he has to wait for. soooo, *sticks out tounge* hahahahaha! *sigh* we're learning about copy and pasting! what fun, huh?? dont YOU wish you were here learning how to copy paste too. *shakes head* STUPID! why am i here!?!?!? haha, i know, to get to go online! and update! which im going to do tomorrow! |
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| Tuesday, January 27th, 2004 |
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Well, i'm screwed. I'm not aloud to go to the skatepark on the 6th for the lock-in. which sucks. my mom is useing the excuse that she never lets me go anywhere and making me feel stupid for even thinking of asking. whatever. i'm still going to the show though. No, no sign of justin this morning. He called me last night after i gave him the note that said not to call after 5 because i was going to miami and i wouldnt be home. Last night Gracie and i went to a basketball game like old times. haha. when someone made a shot and the ref. said that it wasnt a basket, the whole place stood up and went nuts. including me. which meant i stood up and leaned against my chair and right after i got saying, "Ref!! Get off your knees! You're blowing the game!!!" i feel down into my seat. Gracie couldnt breath for the 10 minutes after that from laughing so hard. *sigh* good times. Cindy was grounded so she couldnt go. she wasnt even aloud to call to let us know that she couldnt go. you would think gracie and i calling her a million times that her mom would think that we needed SOMETHING. haha, well i better go. i'll update with better stuff tomorrow |
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Blurty for Emily.
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bitchy.
excited.
amused.
numb.
lazy.
rushed.
annoyed.
distressed.
cranky.
content.
awake.