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| 03:50pm 18/12/2003 |
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hola. hmm hmmm hmmmm. im bored n shit. i should prolly do h/w but meh. do do do do. stuff? umm...ppl are stupid. most of them anyway. they know who they are. i miss amber. this morning was painful. i was picking up smashed ornament (oops) and i was feeling for the other pieces cuz it was a wee bit dark and one gave me a semi paper-cut on my wrist. meh! oh well. FUCK ME!!!! evil kitty bit me. god im bored! might get a job at the mcdonalds....whitney will put in a good word. kik azz.....grr. i perish
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| 05:10pm 16/12/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: iii ddduuuuuuunnnnnnnooooooo
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hola. i am nervous. i have a choir concert to go to. skweek! amber is gonna go...yay! but im sick and im kinda worried cuz i might not sound as good. oh well though. also im gonna look like a retard in the stupid hat i have to wear. its like...those hats made of the weaving shit and those chicks wear them with fruit only there is no fruit. but i know amber will make me feel better and prolly say i looked cute....i love her!!!!! amber you are always so nice and sweet to me. yay. *overwhelmed with happiness* hopefully amber will be here soon but if she cant she is gonna call me and jus see me at the concert. whoosh.
but yeah im not talking about jessica and aaron or any of that after this...but if they continue....or if i see her....
eek! my kitty knocked stuff over. oh its okay. *sneeze* i discovered two new pockets in my pants today. im so proud lol. no not really. its sad ive had them for like a year and i just found out lol. oh well.
im sick :( and also cold. chills. it was nice after skool cuz me n the amber kitten went to her house and no one was home so we just cuddled for like 45 minutes cuz we r both very sick little children and she gave me medicine. i feel a little better now. i only have a little temp...99 something. not bad. whooshness. well im gonna go now cuz i am a little bored....bye dee bye.
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| 10:12am 16/12/2003 |
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mood:  sick music: DIE MILKSHAKE SONG DIE
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hola. i am in my US history class with krystal and pplz. soooo bored. i helped her to make a journal goooooo me. hey kids lets see what krystal thinks of aaron and jessica....heh heh heh...
krystal-- jessica is being a total bitch about everythin.. she knows what she said 2 me y dont she fuckin afmit it already??? she doesnt have to be so fuckin childish about stupid shit!!! and dont even get me started on aaron.. that fuckin pedo!!!! he needs to stop gettin laid from girls younger than him just cuz no 1 his own age finds him attractive!! that stupid mother fucker!! and for his information i do NOT look like i am 12!!!!! heh heh heh
ah ha ha ha ha. i find that amusing. kinda like she thought my letter was. lol. hey kids i think im going nuts whoa. class needs to end cuz i miss my amber kitten....she got to go to the homeless shelter and see some guy puking in the front. thaaaat would suck. *sneeze* i have a really wierd sneeze. *sneeze* AHHHH! end it! skweek. k. i have more on my mind
hmm oh poor jessica. always thinking she is better but claiming she is fat. pity me pity me. im gonna go puke now. how pathetic are you. go to the next hall show or one after that i dare you....for even if i miss one there are several people who would fucking LOVE to beat the living hell out of you oh perfect jessica. your a liar and you deserve what you get. it would have been so simple for her to just say sorry or something. but no...and you lie. and aaron lies too.....ha ha. what a fucking moron...there are other ppl besides just me saying pedo with proof as i have. not even counting krystal. kitty has never lied b4 and she told me things about kalli. and i know others that i swore not to mention motherfucker. WHOOSH
lmao look at all of this kitty! woo. im bored ish. bye dee bye
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| 06:59am 16/12/2003 |
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mood: crazy music: blaaaa
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it has stopped! allll stopped. i wont post anymore. i wont have anything to do with those lying motherfuckers! woooo hooooo
today i get to go hang out with my amber. yay! im getting all sick n shit. my sister has a temp of 102. poor child. k time to go to skool!
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| 08:56pm 15/12/2003 |
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hmm hmm hmm. tonight was eventful. my skool got lit on fire. it actually was not me i swear. lol. but it was kool....i got to see amber for a while and i will tomorrow b4 my concert. wooo hoooo. i hate ms. madsen....she is mean. i cant believe aaron would sit there and lie as he did. pathetic. okay i made myself look horrible just to spread rumors.....ugh. no i did it to make a point! jebus.
EEK! i love amber. im sorry child! i hate your dad....what a fuck head. going thru yur room
well time to go
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| 12:50am 14/12/2003 |
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mood:  drunk music: lacuna coil in me head
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mmk. tonight was okay. went to the hall show and stuff. got kinda wasted. still am lol. mmk. i am drunk n i prolly wouldn't write the shit i am going to normally but its all good. i am pissed off. aaron is a fucking cunt moron. pedo motherfucker. and jessica is being a cunt bitch. whitney is faking. GAH! i am frustrated and all i wanna do is call my amber. *pouts* aaron is saying i am talking shit when im not. i hadn't even thought about that stuff til he said it. GAH! i am entertaining the thought of....but i wont. lol. well not really something to laugh at. amber would be pissed. EEK! i did enough of that tonight. im so sad. I HATE MYSELF! but i hate others more. heh. jessica is denying all that krys said i guess. what the fuck ever. sigh. tired of the drama....u ppl mean nothing to me. i give up. leave me please. i speak only of those of you who are being cocks. not my amber or katie and kadie....or bri....or others who are nice and actually have a brain. wow im being awfully mean he he he. i can never be mean. cept when im drunk like now. whoosh. alcohol is a truth syrum. (sp?) oh well. i miss amber. i want to tell her i will drink less and we dont have to quit if she does not want to. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!!
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| 06:40am 12/12/2003 |
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mood:  tired music: you look so fine by garbage
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it is once again super super early. lovelyness. hmm. as far as i know there is...
A HALL SHOW THIS SATURDAY!!!! for all of u confuzzled kitties. behold! it is friday! yay! i get to hang out with amber. but this lady wants her to baby-sit (her neighbor) and so i have to dress normal cuz last time i was there i was dressing how i want and i guess the padre of the child was bitching cuz he "doesn't like goths." oooookay. what an asshole. so! i am wearing mostly light colors and these pants are tight on me arse! HAPPY NOW?!?!? he he. but i really dont mind....tis for the amber. but i still think that guy is mean for hating goth kids. its not nice. hmm. im not sure if derek...oh nvm he just called. lol. he is on his way. derek is all grounded n shit and brittany got bad grades. so! they are not going with us to the hall show. heh heh heh. me n amber will be out together once again. even if it is amber me n bri then it will be like it was. and so we will not go with the wee ppl for fucking once. goddamn. hopefully derek doesn't get out of his grounding....like the other times. EEK! i knocked on the wood. bwa ha ha. well. i want to watch more foamy and so i depart.
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| 06:37am 09/12/2003 |
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mood:  irate music: korn
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it is 6:37. i am woried that i will not be able to be with my amber kitten. aparantly she was fighting with her mom about it last night but never said if she won or not. EEEK! why dont they understand the concept of being nice and understanding. that is really all it would take i swear. i tell my fucking mother all of the time. okay i understand im wrong but can you not freak out on me?! goddamn. no one will ever try anyone else's points of view. derek is here. lovely. asshat. my mom's allarm is going off too i suppose that means i need to go. goodbye.
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| 08:36pm 08/12/2003 |
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| 08:36pm 08/12/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: nothing fuckface
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i hate my mom. i know you all know this already.....but yeah. jazmine....i stopped getting comletely plastered...lol. i am down from 15-20 shots to 5-6 so yeah. im just perty buzzed. chrissy still thinks she has a chance with spoons. i told her he is an asshat. im sorry i know you all like him for some reason but he really is a cock..... he acts all innocent but he tells one grl one thing and the other something else. GAH! well tomorrow my rents might actually LET me go to the RE of their own free will. woo hoo. yeah but i doubt it.....oh well....its not like we cant get around it. lol. AMBER HAS AIM!!!! yay. im happy. derek is growing to be more of a cock everyday. grrr. he keeps being mean to me. he made my sister cry today....asshole. today suked...cept for the amber part. i guess i wasn't supposed to walk home after all and my mom drove by and picked us up. she was ultra pissed...i think i have only been bitched at twice today. wow....what a record...i doubt it will last though...we have the rest of the night. she is yelling at my dad right now! grrrreat
i wish i weren't here right now. so depressed. she is bitching about bitching right now. how its all everyone else's fault. oh and she started on me again. why doesn't she consider that if SHE has to yell at EVERYONE else that maybe it's just her. it makes logical sense....but no. course not. cant wait til tomorrow. i get to chill with my amber.....yay. i live for seeing, and talking, and being with amber. she tells me she loves me and i want to cry everytime out of happiness. YAY!!! well i depart for now....
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| 05:59am 08/12/2003 |
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mood:  hungry music: mew
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guesswhat kids it is super fuckin early cuz i woke up and though it was later. i dont know why. so im up. and im hungry and there is nothing tastee to eat. i suppose i shall have the mini-wheats. everyone is sleeping and derek is not here yet. guess what? he got jumped by 4 guys. i guess they were driving by and they were all like FAG and GOTH and FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS BLA BLA BLA just random insults so derek was like FUCK YOU!!!! and they came back and beat the living hell out of him like on the ground kiking. and i had a dream that i beat up megen hanson.. i hate her....heh. so! he is bloody nd bruised and we made him go to the doctors. derek says he is mean on the weekends cuz he does not take his bi-polar meds. know what? alcohol cancels it out anywayz.....he is an ass. but i was nevertheless worriedabout him. he was vomiting blood. and cant walk right. hhe....loookit alll the words. i depart!
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| 05:54am 08/12/2003 |
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mood: hungry music: mew
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| 07:24pm 07/12/2003 |
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mood:  cold music: crying by pat benetar....
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today suked. it was a family day for both me n the amber kitten. yesterday was really fun. he he. derek is still being a stubborn cunt though. no more hangin with the weee ones. noppers. all they do is make out and be little asshats. i liked it better when it was me n amber and bri and sometimes the kitty. they r too imature. goddamn. and bri was being way too condescending. i wanna call amber right now i told her i would but the rents wont let me. they say i have to do h/w. ugh. so i am pretending to and then i will call her. fuckers.... today i found out was my grandpa's b-day and he got a possessed santa. ewwww. eck. it was nice to see kitty. it was nice not to get entirely plastered. i miss amber. grrrr. white oleander is on thats a good movie yep. i depart now. love the amber!
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| 11:14pm 06/12/2003 |
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mood: drunk music: weeeeeeee
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As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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| 05:17pm 14/11/2003 |
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mood: hyper music: lordy lordy the distillers
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rawr.....lol. im o so hyper yet again. i actually slept somewhat. bwa ha ha ha ha. i dunno whats going on...meh. amber is supposed to be here eventually and i dunno if she is gonna call first of what so i tried to call but that didn't work i got a voice mail. I DONT KNOW!!!! lmao. eek. i hope nothing bad happened...eeeeee. mmk. i should chill. medicine = anxiety rawr. what to do what to do. so bored. SKWEEK!!!!! AHHHH!!!!! eh heh hem. i must escape. i want my amber. i think i got the call waiting thingy. perhaps i should try again?....YESSSS!...meh. eek. i depart. bye bye
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| 02:28pm 12/11/2003 |
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the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
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| 02:07pm 12/11/2003 |
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mood: crazy music: zooooom
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| 07:33pm 05/11/2003 |
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mood: anxious music: sleater-kinney "milkshake n' honey"
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wows im writting in here a whole lot huh. this will be like the fourth time today? maybe. maybe the third. yeah. me n krystal r fighting. she pisses me off in general with her immaturity and so...when she did that thing that i wont say to amber after i told her about it. i told her not to repeat it to anyone but then she did to amber....grr. so it caused a little like.....what...semi tiny bump? i was upset for a few hours...and she was as well for a bit...but its all good now. anyway....so i know in my head that it is all my fault and i told amber this but basically im just using it as an excuse to be pissed off at her and not talk to her again. i was like, "what fucking part of dont repeat this didn't you understand!?" etc... so yeppers.
i guess this kid at wpms was talking shit about me n amber cuz brit has a pic of us in her locker. and i know this kid. and so im gonna go tell him off or maybe kik his ass. names andy. well i g2g soon.
im mad at jessica right now too. she said mean things. thanks a lot.
meh. tomorrow amber will be at skool. YAY! its worth going to now. weee. i have C lunch tomorrow praise allah.
well adios.
oh yeah and i hate amber's dad he needs to burn in a fire. asshole. i love you amber when u get a chance to read this. ill never be like him
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| 02:33pm 05/11/2003 |
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mood:  bored music: i dont know...some rap shit this kid is playin
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im at skool. in the lab...boredness. this morning with amber was fun. i got scared when her gramma got there cuz i was scarred she would come in the room but it was all good ! :) amber still has OSS. sadness. grrawr. i miss the amber. skool ends in like 5 minutes. then i get to see my wonderful mother whom i adore o so much...eh...heh heh. i guess there is a hall show this weekend and dead by 28 is playing. i like them they r kik ass. i must find out which day it is. i shall call them tonight. yes. and find out which day. cuz i wanna go with amber. we wont have vodka this time i dont think. too bad. but we cant get drunk ALL of the time. meh. 4 more minutes kids. i guess jessica reed is gonna stop by my place after skool...or i told her to cuz she was going to kenans house. oh well if she doesn't good to be back in the twsp. well later
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