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[08 Oct 2007|04:40pm] |
The weekend was, crazy? Is that the word I want to descirbe it.
No, its not, not really. It was indescriable. I am without a word to capture what it meant, what it did, how it felt.
It was good and bad, bitter sweet.
and painful :P
I was sick. Which sucks.
I was heartbroken, which sucks more.
And I was Happy, which makes the heartbroken all the worse.
I am so lost, so confused. I want, nay I need so badly to get away, to escape Syd.
I hate it here.
but in escaping I am losing what makes me happy.
I have to go, because there is nothing left here for me. And nothing has changed.
And that about sums everything up. Nothing has changed.
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