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[11 Nov 2004|07:16pm] |
rawr, sigh tim sucks. i suck
sigh
i don't know I don't feel like explaining. he said something that bothers me that he said it, alot alot. but theres nothing i can do about it.
so whatever, it doesn't matter.
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[11 Nov 2004|11:42pm] |
you are dimgray
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Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
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[11 Nov 2004|11:53pm] |
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lonely again.
adam has come to visit
um..... yeah
I should be going to bed, but i can't, I feel like i'm missing out.
The earlier i go to bed the less time i spend with tim.
I wake up earlier, and wander about for a couple of hours or go to class, and by the time i get back hes up. Then he goes to class most days, or I am in class alllllllllllllll day. And I don't really get to spend time with him until later at night.
And we don't talk, or seem like we are hanging out until we got to bed, 'cause we don't talk until then. Hes either playing on the computer, or if hes watching tv or something with me, he never really talks. I ask him whats wrong, but he says nothing, hes just watching the show.
Nothings wrong.
I don't know.
Why am i never happy.
I shouldn't be lonely.
Tim and adam are out, and I could have gone with them, they are playing risk.
I maybe lonely, but not anysort of company would help.
I don't know.
I know i complain too much. sorry
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