THE BOOK....dun dun duhhh   
08:41am 30/08/2003
 
mood: awake
i didn't forget about you guys i have just been really busy with school, boyfriend and the stupid book i am trying to write.....anyways ummmmm if you are really bored and wanna do soemthing i have job for you....i am writing my book about my life....i know you guys are thinking how excititng,...but i actually think it is pretty interesting, anyways i need to have a "plot" for it. Like so the reader reads the whole thing and isn't like "what was the point"...i don't know...i will think of it eventually ut until then i shall be working on the book
 
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10:57am 09/08/2003
  on to livejournal...(frumpalumpagus)  
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09:56pm 06/08/2003
  well waiting for my boyfriend to get back to talk to him bout his new tatoo...sorda bored but that is ok, better than hw
lots of thoughts going through my head..i hate panic attacks, especially when they are for no reason
i am probalby goign to start writing again
for the mean time nothign is happening though....school started friendships that i tried making before school started (hoping they would make it through the year) are holding on by a thread i think) owell
i read a bumper stcker(gotta love bumper stickers) in the tatoo place and it said - the more you complain the longer god makes you stay....i don't believe in god but i basically think the jist of it is right
 
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08:12pm 06/08/2003
 
mood: frustrated
music: taproot
i am so bored...boyfriend is out looking fo rnew tatoo ideas...i am trying to find a deadjournal code(damn these things - why do they have to make it so hard)
speaking of things i will never probably get:
my friend once started crying to me over this...she is like you know what the most horrible thing in the world is and i am like what and then she starts balling her eyes out - when you love someone so much and you want to be with them and you really like him and everyone thinks you would be so good together...but he doesn't like you the same way because he likes someone else as much as you like him....and you will never have him........sorry sorda a horrible memory but it just reminded me of it
 
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03:31pm 05/08/2003
  ....i am actually looking for someone to take pitty and please give me a code so i can use deadjournal...i am so desperate  
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04:32pm 04/08/2003
  help...dad i slecturing me on how he feels about my boyfriend and telling me GOD FORBID you two get married ...he will bring you down with him and horrible shit and i am sick and tired of his fucking attitude...omg..he is such a horrible person  
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11:04am 04/08/2003
  hey for everyone who is goth that is on my friend list here (that shoudl hopefully cover just about everyone)anyways i have a community up and running and i am trying to find some members...if youd like you can join if not thta is fine to....if this somehow ends up messing up your friend page i wouldn't mind getting taken off unless you have a friend only account...goths_r_us  
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11:37pm 02/08/2003
  trying to create a commuity...ahhhh  
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11:08pm 02/08/2003
  somebody asked me what type of wicca i practices so i went to a bunch of websites and got what i think best describes me and my path in "dictionary form"
Solitary Witch This is a Witch who practices alone. The tradition may vary, and they can come in many forms. A Solitary Witch can learn off the internet, books, and Witches they may know. They do not belong to a coven, and most of the time feel as if they benefit more by practicing solo.Eclectic Witch These Witches don't follow any one Craft. They take what they have learned and apply it as needed to their Magick.Look in any personals column in a Craft-oriented newsletter or journal and you will see this catch-all phrase. Basically, it indicates that the individual does not follow any particular Tradition, demonimation, sect, or magickal practice. They learn and study from many magickal systems and spply to themselves what appears to work best.
also part Kitchen Witch
You will hear this term every once in a while. Basically, this type is one who practices by hearth and home, dealing with the practical side of religion, magick, the earth and the elements. There are some who groan loudly at this type of terminology, viewing it as degrading or simply inappropriate. Just remember that the Old Religion started somewhere, and most likely the kitchen (or cookfire) was the hub of many charms, spells, healings, and celebrations. After all, where does everyone congregate during the holidays? Grandma's kitchen has always produced magickal memories for humanity; visions of Mother making that something special for a sick child still holds true today for many of us.

A solitary can also be an individual who has no desire to practice with or learn from a coven structure, but still may adhere to a specific Tradition or sect through the teachings of another. And finally, a solitary Witch can be a person who has decided to tough it out on their own, learning from books, networking, and fellow Witches of different Traditions. These people have the ability to pick themselves up and brush themselves off, and live to try again. More and more individuals are selecting the solitary path rather than that of group interaction.
Kitchen Witch or HedgeWitch
A more nature based path. Magic more often involving the use of herbs and plants practiced by the hearth.
 
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10:54pm 02/08/2003
  view me and my baby (actually on page 2 of website) www.geocities.com/celestialstargoddess  
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10:34am 02/08/2003
 
mood: frustrated
music: vodoo - godsmack
Gerkie016: hey babe
clstlstrgddss: hey what are you doing
Gerkie016: not a whole lot..just hanging out doing some homework
clstlstrgddss: i am trying to read all my hate emails
Gerkie016: from who?
clstlstrgddss: waiting for my mom to get back fromkGROCERY SHOPPING

clstlstrgddss: josh made a dumb comment on blurty and insulted everyone on a certian community
clstlstrgddss: and now i have 20 emials of basically you are a dumb bitch and burn in hell
clstlstrgddss: your boyfriends a jackass
Gerkie016: yea me too! she left like hours ago..and im like hurry it up already!
clstlstrgddss: and i am just like
clstlstrgddss: ehhe
clstlstrgddss: hehe
Gerkie016: oh thats always a great idea...yell at you because josh said something retarded
clstlstrgddss: here i'll let you look at it
Gerkie016: ooooooook
clstlstrgddss: boyfriend says,
you all are fucking posser evanesance, garbage, and shitty ass bands aren't goth try to find true goth bands then you are free to call yourself goths, example- type o negative, moonspell, kmfbm, and if you want to get even more into stop trying to claim slipknot, disturebed, mudvayne and nu metal bands as goth. hate to break it to you all but try name real goth bands from black metal to death metal to noisecore, grindcore, and hardcore. hot topic mainstream bands dont count you fucking idiots.

Gerkie016: woah! that was intense even though i didnt understand alot of it...seems to me that he was pretty upset
clstlstrgddss: ok he was uopset becuase there is like a page ful of people with like backstreet bopys and crappy bands
clstlstrgddss: and tyhere like i'm goth i want to be your friend
clstlstrgddss: and the community said that please don't enter unless you are goth and listen to nu metal or goth
clstlstrgddss: and hes like what a bunch of poser fucks
clstlstrgddss: i was like yeah i know
clstlstrgddss: hes like oh can i type something i am like sure go for it...hoping maybe he would write poetry or something
Gerkie016: i dont understand why he got so upset about it...it isnt that big of a deal...get over it already...you know
clstlstrgddss: and my journal was set to add me im goth community from the previous entry i was going to write again
clstlstrgddss: well some of these people should be beat on therre i'll let you readit if i can try to get into it some way
clstlstrgddss: one person mailed me this nasty letter and i sorda threatened her (watch your back) and the person who runs the community is like you are out
Gerkie016: no thats ok...its not my thing...i hate chat rooms and if i went into one like that then i would be no better than those other kids
Gerkie016: im just saying it seems like he got worked up over nothing
Gerkie016: and now you have to get shit for it...thats not fair
clstlstrgddss: owell
clstlstrgddss: some people here are assholes
Gerkie016: yea it happens to the best of us
clstlstrgddss: hehe
Gerkie016: we all have our moments
Gerkie016: but babe im going to go...but i will talk to you soon
clstlstrgddss: some of us just have ours in fromt of 2many people
clstlstrgddss: ok bye
clstlstrgddss: sorry for using your homework time
Gerkie016: please...dont be sorry at all
Gerkie016: it was my pleasur
Gerkie016: bye babe
clstlstrgddss: sleepover with britt soon
clstlstrgddss: ??
Gerkie016: not after school starts...i wont be here any of the first three weekends
clstlstrgddss: why
clstlstrgddss: dads house
Gerkie016: going to NY then visiting colleges
clstlstrgddss: oh ok
clstlstrgddss: bye babe
 
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05:15pm 31/07/2003
  POETRY
i don't want to be added to your friends list
i don't want to read your journal agian
and i don't want to be mentioned when you are around
because i am jealous..
i come into your journal and look at your beautiful poetry
and now i know that nothing i write will ever sound as good as this
and i wouldn't even want to be compared to this it would make me look terrible....
but then i changed my mind because it makes me want to know you
because poetry is getting to be my life and nobody else must know how to live
 
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hurray   
04:59pm 31/07/2003
  hurray i just scaneed all my pretty pictures...:)...:::smiles:::grabs brittany and gives her a huge hug:::  
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12:46pm 31/07/2003
  has anyone ever read choke  
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12:16pm 31/07/2003
  hi its me amy...ya you know the girl you never met and don't know
a little bit about me:
i don't holla
for you to know my age is unnecceasary
people who +yP3 |_!k3 +H!$! should be beat
and i don't remember where i am from because i am always lost
my favorite item is my boyfriend josh and my second favorite is either my guitar or my winnie the pooh lunchbox ...WITH A MATCHING THERMOS!!!!!
and my favorite movie is fight club
important things
i comment a lot and post even more
add me i am exciting....(falls asleep)
 
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11:18am 31/07/2003
 
mood: scared
i have dreamt about me and bums for the 3rd night in a row...now i know i am definitely losing it
 
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omg   
11:09am 31/07/2003
  i forgot to tell everyone i just got a beautiful sticker form the dentist that said " no cavities everybody mambo" with a picture of gonzo dancing....i think i shall put it on ym new lunchbox (which happens to be a yellow plastic winnie the pooh one ...WITH A MATCHING THERMOS!!!)  
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11:07am 31/07/2003
  with the josh scenario - shit ended up hitting the fan and then we talked it out later after i got something to eat. owell shit happens...i should have just accpeted that he didn't want to hang otu with me/ my friend and i shoudln't have got so jealous over the whole thing
stupid amy
 
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wahhoooo   
11:05am 31/07/2003
  got my stitches taken out from surgery ( for the record i had a breast reduction) today and i went to the dentist before that and when i got home i told my mom how excited i was that some of the stitches were out and she said"look now you can even have a white smile when you smile about it" it was sorda funny........ok i guess you had to be there  
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04:40pm 30/07/2003
  I am the little mermaid  
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