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    Sunday, March 13th, 2005
    9:37 pm
    okay and i just thought about it and the root of the thing that has made me in the angry/rebelious/pissed off/loner mood i'm in has to be this:
    about a week ago in spanish phil goes "jenna's gonna be a porn star when she grows up, amanda's gonna be a movie star, and liz is gonna be a doctor."
    i was like.. WHAT? wtf. i HATE DOCTORS. not that i want to be a porn star, or even a movie star. but a doctor? like honestly. do i look like the kind of person who would be a doctor?!?! and if i do, i'm stopping. how could he say that!? erghhhhhhhh/.

    ...and i'm not even smart! doctors are smart. maybe it's cause jenna &&& amanda are pretty so their gonna be exciting interesting things. but i'm ugly so i get te be something boring. you know, that changed my outlook right there. as of that day, i've decided to change evrything. liz gallo is no longer the doctor type. i refuse to be put into that tye of a category. fuck you phil zegunis. but thank you. because you made me realizze what people must think when they see me. dumb ugly fuck. that's me. so i'm done. i'm dying my hair pink when it grows out a little more. then back to black. i quit staying the same. i quit life.
    9:17 pm
    why is no one commenting on my song?! :-(

    i've posted it like 3x and no one has said anything about it. jesus.
    9:01 pm
    I wrote it. Constructive critisism. Please &&& thanks.





    So lately everyones been un-amused
    "Lets find something real, we will know when it's true"
    It's not gonna phase you, NO.

    it's gonna hit you so hard your blacked out
    rushing to the hospital
    calling family members
    screaming infidelity
    ...and wishing it wasn't that easy.

    YEAH.. Love'll do that.

    who's gonna do the searching, the waiting, the changing?
    not the rest of the generation.
    me.

    ..And so the heart-rates steady
    Making cursive martian love letters on the screan until it changes.
    It's a change of heart.
    A sign.
    And they'll pour in blood and tears to save you
    Use the "good meds" the ones that numb you so solid you can't tell a birth from a re-birth

    you used to know everything
    you gave up feeling.
    And expect love to fall into your lap?

    Well color me crazy but i'll give it a shot.


    A CHOICE. A CHANCE. A SECOND. YOUR RUINED.

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Saturday, March 12th, 2005
    2:59 pm
    OKAY I'M A HYPOCRIT. I KNOWWWWWW.

    Maybe when the room is empty
    Maybe when the bottles full
    Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
    Maybe when I'm done with thinking
    Maybe you can think me whole
    Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin,
    this can begin, this can begin

    If you could be my punk rock princess
    I would be your garage band king
    You could tell me why you just don't fit in
    and how you're gonna be somethin

    Maybe when your hair gets darker
    Maybe when your eyes get wide
    Maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space
    Maybe when I'm not so tired
    Maybe you could step inside
    Maybe when I look for things that I can't replace,
    I can't replace, I can't replace

    If you could be my punk rock princess
    I would be your garage band king
    You could tell me why you just don't fit in
    and how you're gonna be somethin

    If I could be your first real heartache
    I would do it over again
    If you could be my punk rock princess
    I would be your heroin

    I never thought you'd last
    I never dreamed you would
    You watch your life go past
    You wonder if you should

    And you should be my punk rock princess
    so I would be your garage band king
    You could tell me why you just don't fit in
    and how your gunna be somethin

    If I could be your first real heartache
    I would do it over again
    If you could be my punk rock princess
    I would be your heroin

    Woah, you know
    you only burn my friendships
    Woah, you know
    you just can't let it sink in

    You could be my heroin
    You could be my heroin

















    i will be your punk rock princess.
    even though i said their over rated... i'd die for someone to even relate this song to me.

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: SoCo- Punk Rock Princess.
    Thursday, March 10th, 2005
    7:02 pm
    i posted this a while ago... i still like it though. haha, i's sucha sap. it's so cute though.


    tell her you think she's cool.
    tell her why you think she's so cool.
    talk to her in movie theatres.
    hold her hand and skip.
    hold her hand and run.
    just hold her hand.
    pick flowers from other peoples gardens
    and give them to her.
    tell her she's pretty.
    let her pay if she wants to.
    introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.
    sit in the park and talk to her.
    just talk to her.
    take her everywhere.
    tell her anything and everything.
    tell her stupid jokes.
    write poems about her.
    just walk with her.
    throw pebbles at her window
    and when she starts swearing at you,... tell her you l o v e her .
    take her to shows of bands she's never heard of.
    hold her hand in the mosh pit.
    let her fall asleep in your arms.
    call her.
    call her back if she calls you.
    sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
    carve your names into a tree.
    get her mad, then kiss her.
    go see her band play even if they really suck, and tell her they were great.
    give her space if she needs it.
    push her on swings.
    stay up with her all night when she's sick.
    make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones.
    teach her guitar.
    lend her your cd's.
    don't expect them back.
    write on her arms.
    write her letters.
    send them.
    save the ones she writes you.
    make her mix tapes with songs that make you think about her.
    take her to cool shops,
    and let her take you to even cooler ones.
    just hang out with her.
    listen to all the bands she mentions.
    don't tell her that her favorite bands suck.
    when she's sad, hang out with her
    or stay on the phone with her,
    even if she's not saying anything.
    buy her ice cream.
    make up words to a song about her then sing it to make her giggle.
    let her take all the photos of you she wants.
    just take a lot of her too.
    look into her eyes.
    slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
    tell her a secret.
    kiss her, in the rain.
    when you read her blurty and it goes on and on about how much she loves you, don't tell her she's weird.
    just kiss her.
    trust her.
    love her.
    be yourself around her.
    . . . and
    when you fall in love with her, tell her.

    Current Mood: drained
    6:58 pm
    ..

    I wanna save you..
    ANd I nEED YOU'
    to save me too.






    P***************: im like, in love with ur eyes

    Current Mood: curious
    6:58 pm
    ..

    I wanna save you..
    ANd I nEED YOU'
    to save me too.






    P***************: im like, in love with ur eyes

    Current Mood: curious
    6:55 pm
    ..

    I wanna save you..
    ANd I nEED YOU'
    to save me too.






    P***************: im like, in love with ur eyes

    Current Mood: curious
    6:50 pm
    TELL MYSELF TO TAKE A CHANCE..
    I wanna save you..
    ANd I nEED YOU'
    to save me too.






    >>>>>>>****************: im like, in love with ur eyes

    Current Mood: curious
    Monday, March 7th, 2005
    9:18 pm
    I wrote this.. constructive critisism please? Thanks.<3


    So lately everyones been un-amused
    "Lets find something real, we will know when it's true"
    It's not gonna phase you, NO.
    it's gonna hit you so hard your blacked out
    rushing to the hospital
    calling family members
    screaming infidelity
    ...and wishing it wasn't that easy.
    YEAH.. Love'll do that.
    who's gonna do the searching, the waiting, the changing?
    not the rest of the generation.
    me.
    ..And so the heart-rates steady
    Making cursive martian love letters on the screan until it changes.
    It's a change of heart.
    A sign.
    And they'll pour in blood and tears to save you
    Use the "good meds" the ones that numb you so solid you can't tell a birth from a re-birth
    you used to know everything
    you gave up feeling.
    And expect love to fall into your lap?
    Well color me crazy but i'll give it a shot.
    A CHOICE. A CHANCE. A SECOND. YOUR RUINED.

    Current Mood: sick
    9:08 pm
    So lately everyones been un-amused
    "Lets find something real, we will know when it's true"
    It's not gonna phase you, NO.

    it's gonna hit you so hard your blacked out
    rushing to the hospital
    calling family members
    screaming infidelity
    ...and wishing it wasn't that easy.

    YEAH.. Love'll do that.

    who's gonna do the searching, the waiting, the changing?
    not the rest of the generation.
    me.

    ..And so the heart-rates steady
    Making cursive martian love letters on the screan until it changes.
    It's a change of heart.
    A sign.
    And they'll pour in blood and tears to save you
    Use the "good meds" the ones that numb you so solid you can't tell a birth from a re-birth

    you used to know everything
    you gave up feeling.
    And expect love to fall into your lap?

    Well color me crazy but i'll give it a shot.


    A CHOICE. A CHANCE. A SECOND. YOUR RUINED.
    9:07 pm
    So lately everyones been un-amused
    "Lets find something real, we will know when it's true"
    It's not gonna phase you, NO.
    it's gonna hit you so hard your blacked out
    rushing to the hospital
    calling family members
    screaming infidelity
    ...and wishing it wasn't that easy.

    YEAH.. Love'll do that.
    who's gonna do the searching, the waiting, the changing?
    not the rest of the generation.
    me.

    ..And so the heart-rates steady
    Making cursive martian love letters on the screan until it changes.
    It's a change of heart.
    A sign.
    And they'll pour in blood and tears to save you
    Use the "good meds" the ones that numb you so solid you can't tell a birth from a re-birth
    you used to know everything
    you gave up feeling.
    And expect love to fall into your lap?

    Well color me crazy but i'll give it a shot.

    A CHOICE. A CHANCE. A SECOND. YOUR RUINED.
    8:57 pm

    So lately everyones been un-amused
    "Lets find something real, we will know when it's true"
    It's not gonna phase you, NO.
    it's gonna hit you so hard your blacked out
    rushing to the hospital
    calling family members
    screaming infidelity
    ...and wishing it wasn't that easy.

    YEAH.. Love'll do that.
    who's gonna do the searching, the waiting, the changing?
    not the rest of the generation.
    me.

    ..And so the heart-rates steady
    Making cursive martian love letters on the screan until it changes.
    It's a change of heart.
    A sign.
    And they'll pour in blood and tears to save you
    Use the "good meds" the ones that numb you so solid you can't tell a birth from a re-birth
    you used to know everything
    you gave up feeling.
    And expect love to fall into your lap?

    Well color me crazy but i'll give it a shot.

    A CHOICE. A CHANCE. A SECOND. YOUR RUINED.
    Sunday, March 6th, 2005
    5:20 pm
    Hello blurty.

    Instead of eing addicted to this, I found a new love.

    Myspace. http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=3309734&Mytoken=20050306141922

    Add me. <3


    It was this time Last Year
    You're so much different now
    You watch the traffic clear
    You hear the cars spin out
    I never thought you'd last
    I never dreamed you would
    You watch your life go Past
    You wonder if you should ..

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: Modest Mouse- Ocean Breathes Salty
    Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
    7:39 pm
    The Emo Quiz..?
    This was called "The Emo Quiz" Hahhahahahah. love it.


    -How many times have you read perks? once and it was love.
    -How many times have you made someone else read it? nonce.
    -Favorite line? I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have. Good or bad. Just like what my sister said when I had been in the hospital for a while. She said she was really worried about going to college, and considering what I was going through, she felt really dumb about it. But I don't know why she would feel dumb. I'd be worried too. And really, I don't think I have it any better or worse than she does. I don't know. It's just different. Maybe it's good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Like Sam said. Because it's okay to feel things. And be who you are about them.
    -How many times have you read Crank? none
    -How many times have you made other people read it? none
    -Favorite line? no
    -How many Dashboard Cd's do you have? none, heh.
    -Which ones?
    -Favorite one?
    -Why?
    -Favorite Song?
    -Do you own any TBS Cd's? yes
    -Which one? or both? both
    -Favorite one? where you want to be
    -Why? it remnds me of better times, like staying after to watch the boys practice soccer, or the BOY, when I used to like him, I sat on the bleachers and listened to it.
    -Favorite song? One-Eighty by Summer
    -How many Birhg Eyes Cd's do you own? none
    -Which ones?
    -Favorite?
    -Why?
    -Favorite song?
    -What do you think of the new Used CD? awesome
    -What do you think of Hawthorne Heights? they own my heart.
    -Blood Brothers? scary
    -Atreyu? alright
    -Spice Girls? wicked, ha.
    -Coheed and Cambria? i don't really like them.
    -UnderOath? love
    -Senses Fail? love love love
    -The Spill Canvas? um.. eh.
    -Something Corporate? owns.
    -What is your all time favorite CD? "Liz && Katie's Mix August 2003 Volume 1"
    -Band? SoCo
    -Song? ergh.. this is hard. today it is Mr Brightside, but i think A Praise Chorus does it in for meh.
    -Color? green
    -How many times have you seen Eternal Sunshine For the Spotless Mind? twice
    -Favorite line? PAAAAAAAAATRICK BAAAAAAAAAAAYBY BOY.
    -How many times have you seen Napolean Dynamite? a thousand.
    -Favorite line? um, all of it.
    -How many times have you seen Garden State? once
    -Favorite line? i dunno
    -How many times have you seen Dazed and Confused? a thousand
    -Favorite line? "you got a joint?" "not.. with me" "well it would be a lot cooler if you did. heh."
    -How many times have you seen Spice World? idk.. twice?
    -Favorite line? how would i remember, i was in second grade.
    -Whats your favorite movie? ever? drop dead fred.
    -Have you ever been in love? no probably not.
    -His/Her name?
    -Together now?
    -How Long?
    -What is your favorite thing(s) about him/her?
    -What is your favorite line from Konstantine? "This is because I can spell Konfusion with a K and I can like it, it's to dying in anothers arms, and why I had to try it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star i'm not your star?"
    -Who is the hottest emo guy? Jeffery Pennings hahahahahaahah<3
    -What does emo mean to you? emotional punk music.
    -What is your favorite book? Harry Potter
    -What is your best friends name? I don't have one, Kristina maybe.
    -How long have you known him/her? 3 years.
    -What is your middle name? Ann

    Current Mood: Konstantine is a mood.
    Current Music: Konstantine.
    Saturday, February 26th, 2005
    1:09 pm
    We're lowering the standard in a process selective.
    The formulas to thin.
    But it takes more than one person.
    So everyone jump on.
    I'll miss you when you're just like them.
    I remember back then thinking:
    Easy comes but doesn't stay, what comes easy never stays.
    But the politics need means.
    And Business never leaves.
    You better sing now while you can.
    Imitate and water down.
    Until we crash I'll write it out:
    Selection breathes on its own.
    Make them open the request line and let selection kill the old.
    Turn off your radio.


    i'm going to see jimmy eat world and taking back sunday april 14th with 4 of my best friends!! <3

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Jimmy Eat World- Your New Aestetic
    12:59 pm
    hehehehehehehehehehehehheheheehheheheheheeheheheheh.

    yes, i am giggling like a little school girl. i am one. !!

    let's just say, my 2 favorite bands ((jew and tbs)) on april 14th with::
    sio
    kris
    shelb
    emily
    <33333







    CRIMSON AND CLOVER OVER AND OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
    10:01 pm
    love it
    or leave it
    or rip me apart

    Current Mood: disappointed
    Friday, February 18th, 2005
    12:06 pm
    okay, this morning i'm going to the mall with kaila.
    later i'm going to dinner with shelby and her madre ((confirmation thing, ughh))
    and tonight i'm sleeping over kris's house with emily.
    wow i feel popular!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



    but it's just not the same without you by my side

    Current Music: Taking Back Sunday- Great Romances of the 20th century
    Monday, February 14th, 2005
    6:04 pm
    HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!


    not.

    and because i have no life here's a quiz, an oldschool quiz bitchh:::


    Movies/TV
    --Alien or Predator? alien
    --Neo or Agent Smith (The Matrix)? neo
    --Lord of the Rings or Star Wars? lotr
    --Simpsons or Family Guy? simpsons
    --Nickelodeon or Disney? disney
    --MTV or VH1 or Fuse? fuse
    --Stallone or Arnold Schwarzenegger? governator fo lifeeeee
    --Tommy Boy or Black Sheep? tommy boy
    --Chris Farley or Adam Sandler? Adam Sandler
    --Godzilla or King Kong? king kong
    --Is the OC cool or? adam brody is cool ;-)
    --Wookies or Ewoks? wookies ((hot in hoodies))

    Music
    --Joey Jordison or Travis Barker? travis barker <3
    --Green Day or Blink 182? greenday
    --Zach De La Rocha or Chris Cornell? chris cornell hellz yeah
    --Led Zeppelin or Pink Floyd? floyd
    --Reel Big Fish or Less Than Jake? less than jake
    --Mudvayne or Slipknot? neither
    --Chris Carraba (Dashboard Confessional) or Tyson Ritter (All American Rejects)? tyson i <3 aar
    --Taking Back Sunday or Brand New? taking back sunday all the way
    --Old school Blink 182 or new? OLD DUH WTF WTF
    --Old school Green Day or new? old
    --Old school Korn or new? neither
    --Set Aside your feeling for Fred Durst, is Limp Bizkit a good band as a whole? yes
    --Whose voice is higher, the singer from Coheed and Cambria or the Darkness? darkness
    --90’s rap or nowadays? now
    --O.A.R. or Guster? guster
    --Is Lars Ulrich a pussy? yes he should die a painful death
    --Is Synthesizer cool? idk
    --Is Nirvana over rated? no
    --Do you like U2? nooooooooooNO NO NO NO NO NO THEY ARE SUCH MEGLOMANIACS
    --Drive Thru Records or Vagrant Records? drive thru
    --The Used or Story of the Year? the used

    Video Games
    --Halo 1 or 2? 2
    --The Mario Crew or Sonic Crew? mario
    --Xbox, Gamecube, or PS2? x box
    --Do you like the Final Fantasy series? idk
    --Link (Zelda) or Samus Aran (Metroid)? idk
    --Sega or Nintendo? nintendo
    --2-D games or 3-D games? idk
    --Real Time Strategy or Role Playing Games? idk
    --Donkey Kong or Yoshi? DK DONKEY KONGGGG
    --Bowser and Captian K. Rool (bad guy from Donkey Kong Country)? k rooool
    --Luigi or Tails? luigi
    --Street Fighter or Mortal Kombat? mortal kombat helllllz yeah
    --Grand Theft Auto 3, Vice City, or San Andreas? vice city
    --Warcraft or Starcraft? idk
    --DOOM or Duke Nukem? idk
    --Tony Hawk Pro Skater or T.H.U.G? tony hawk even though i have a signed petition against him :-/
    --Madden or ESPN titles? idk

    Random
    --Mustard or Ketchup? mustard i suppose
    --Would you rather wrestle a Bear or and Alligator? alligator ahaha
    --Jesus or Buddha? buddha
    --East Side or West Side? easside
    --Is this survey fun or any good? yeah it's aright.








    wow, i have NO LIFE.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Senses Fail- 1 8 7
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