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wait. WAIT. when was the last time i updated this? like 2340980398 years ago?! x_x; gah. well anyway. for those of you that happen to read this [ my blurty friends ], even though i didn't/don't update, i still read all your entries! mm hmm. uh. so what is new? i don't really know. i spent 3 weeks in california at a tech camp. so that was fun. i learned a lot stuff. haha, i almost call it geek camp. but it rocked. cool people. and. hm. ANIME CONVENTION AT THE END OF THIS MONTH IN NEW YORK CITY! WHOOOO! i'm dressing up as someone from battle royale. i think mitsuko souma. anyway, i'm picking up the lace for the trimming of her skirt today so yep. maybe i can take pictures this time. :O okay, this is enough blabbering for now. bye! |
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| 05:51pm 09/05/2003 | ||||
FOOOOOOOOOD TIME. =] and i still can't find the proper img code for my livejourna. feh. |
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| 03:46pm 26/04/2003 | ||||
 "It's time we started our own struggle." - #19 Mimura Which Battle Royale Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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exanimate| KAZUO IS A SEXY BITCH. | ||||
| 03:56pm 23/04/2003 | ||||
 Boys # 6 Kiriyama Kazuo You are Kiriyama Kazuo. You are a trigger- happy psycho. You never say anything, instead you let your bullets do the talking for you. And in the end, you'll get what you deserve. Which Battle Royale boy are you? brought to you by Quizilla SEXY BITCH!! yes. it appears that helen likes the evil girl of the class, mitsuko, and i adore the evil boy of the class. KAZUO!! i remember her still saying " NO ASHLEY. KAZUO IS BAD!! " x) that's okay. trigger happy psychos rule. :: drools. :: |
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happy| wtf man?! | ||||
| 03:45pm 23/04/2003 | ||||
 Girls #11 Souma Mitsuko You are Souma Mitsuko. You have a a chip on your shoulder the size of Montana, and you're gonna take it out on everyone you see. You have no objections to doing any dirty work. Everyone has their reasons. Which Battle Royale girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla LOL HELEN. holy fuck. after all that trying to convince me that mitsuko was cool. xDD i was like " NO, I DON'T LIKE HER! " and now i get her as a quiz result. hahah. and i was debating on whether or not i should be chigusa or mitsuko for the con. xP guess i sort of know now, huh? |
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shocked| survey i stole. | ||||
| 11:59am 17/04/2003 | ||||
Name on birth certificate: Korean name. x_x; Feh. Nicknames: 'Shlee, Ash, Lolo, Tak, Trish. Yes, the usual line-up. Screen Name: radikal raver. I still can't manage to part with it even though I have liberi fatalii set up. yahoo: You know. I forgot. o_o; When is your birthday?: May 23rd, 1988. Eye Color: Brown. Hair color: Dark brown with some random streaks of orange and blonde and other crap on the inside. Natural Hair Color: Just dark brown, I guess. But it kind of naturally faded from black to like brown. o_o Who do you love/like: Kudo-san. ^^; You say anything and I swear I'll fucking kill you. Hee hee. Who is your best friend?: I have more than one best friend, dur. Who is your girl crush?: .. wtf? o_O Who is your boy crush?: No one? ~RIGHT NOW~ Outfit: My faery shirt and some old shorts. What I slept in, lol. Hairstyle: Uhh. Like Arashi's [ from x/1999 ] only without the bangs. xB Jewelry/Accessories: A bunch of jelly bracelets, silver bangles, bell bangles, Indian bangles, Lucky Charms watch, silver ball bracelet, red cross necklace, mah bling bling chain [ that i so wonderfully took from brian ], wire choker, and sometimes my Invader Zim charm bracelet. ^^ Nail color: Normal? ~DO YOU~ Cut yourself: Uh. Not anymore ... ? Yeeeah. Er. Moving on. e_x; Pick your nose: " DO YOU PICK YOUR NOSE AND EAT IT?! " " STILL DO! " XDD Helen. Lick yourself: Nu. What the heck? Lol. Trying to prove: .. o___o; ? Whine a lot: :: Shrug. :: Do I? Yell a lot: Ooh yes. Hate a lot of people: I don't go so far to hate now. Have too many friends: Nah. Want to die: A lot of times. Do drugs: Nope. Wear dark colors: Yep. Dye your hair: Yeeeep. Shave strange places: .. No .. o.o; ~HAVE YOU EVER~ Kissed someone: Yeah. x.x Killed someone: Nope. But I wanted to. >D Been raped: No. Although it was creepy when I was standing in that room in Helen's house and Jung and Brian are standing there, and Brian whispering to Jung, " Let's rape her. " But thankfully, Jung shook his head. x___x; I ran. Smoked: Nope. Gotten Drunk: NO. [ i'm so sXe. hahah. xP ] Worn rainbow: Actually. I don't think I have. o.o Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Of course. Left the country: Yep. Had a party with over 30 people: It seemed Helen's party was just about. >>; Taken nude pictures: No. Stolen something: Yep. >D Caught something on fire: An ALMOND. WOOT. Cheated on someone: Not really. Wanted to cheat on someone: o_O Asked someone out: Yeah, I guess. Gotten Dumped: Ooh yes. Dumped someone: Yeah. Had a dream, then the next day it happens: Mm hmm. ~PICK ONE~ Cat/Dog: DOG! [ ash gala wonderful .. :: dances to yatta song. :: ] White/Black: Both. I'M NO CUPCAKE RACIST. lolol. :: stupid. :: Hot/Cold: Hot. DON'T. Even. MENTION. that. SONG. Far/Near: Near. DONT MENTION THAT SONG EITHER. o_o; Water/Land: The SHORE. IT'S BOTH. WOOOO. Kiss/Sex: The second one. I meeeean, the first one. e.e; >>; Yeah. Uh huh. Yep. Sure. Online/Phone: Phone. But both is okay. Beer/Book: How do those two have ANY relation with one another at all? o_o Novel/Poetry: Novel. Music/Silence: Music! ~LAST PERSON~ You Touched: Uh. I don't remember. o_o; I think maybe Jordan when I attempted to scare him but horribly failed. I think he still thinks I have a crush on him. >>; Hmf. You Talked to: Mother on the phone. I demand lo mein. >F You Hugged: Brian. You Kissed: You know, if I said this now, it'd sound pretty fucking awkward considering it was like 6 months ago, y'know? You Instant messaged: I think it was Rob or Helen. Last night. Who broke your heart: Same thing here. Occurred months ago and it would be preeeetty dumb of me to even mention it. Or even think about it. ~ARE YOU~ Understanding: I try to be. I like listening to people a lot. Open-minded: I guess so? Arrogant: No ? x.x Insecure: Quite. Interesting: I get a little too many remarks saying I am, lol. Hungry: YES. [ no, not anorexic. ] Smart: Nah. Moody: Yeeeeep. Childish: Pretty much. Independent: Somewhat. It's all over the teacher's comments about me. x_x; Wth? Hard working: I slack off too much. Starting this year. I just don't care. And I don't give a shit about this school either. Healthy: From what I eat, no. But surprisingly, I'm pretty healthy now. o_o Emotionally Stable: No way. A lot of the time anyway. Shy: .. FINE. I'll admit it just this ONE time. I am. Okay? Difficult: Depends. Attractive: No fuckin way. Bored Easily: Yes. But being amused easily counters it. Hee hee. Thirsty: Yep. I'm a FISHY. Obsessed: Yes. Arima. >D Angry: I get angry a lot. Especially at home. I hate it here. x.x; Sad: At the moment, no. Happy: Uh. Yes? Trusting: Ehh. I'd say on some things ... but I don't know if I'd tell EVERYTHING to someone. Ill: I hardly ever get sick. Talkative: With my friends. Anyone else, screw it. Lol. Ignored: Psht. I get it a lot. Reliable: I try to be the best I can. Self-disciplined: Ehh. Sleepy: Nope. Lonely: Not really? |
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| 11:53pm 10/04/2003 | ||||
she opens the door to her fuckin room just now and feels the need to just barge into my room, " what the hell kind of website are you on? close your blinds, i've told you. " WOW WHO THE FUCK REALLY GIVES A SHIT IF PEOPLE OUTSIDE CAN SEE ME. WHAT THE FUCK IS SO BAD ABOUT THAT. I'M NOT FUCKIN CHANGING MY CLOTHES OR ANYTHING. I'M SITTING HERE TYPING AND DOING NOTHING. HOW IN THE LIVING FUCKING HELL DOES THAT AFFECT ME OR ANYONE ELSE. NO ONE SITS AROUND WATCHING ME FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. FUCK YOU. GOD. then she also just thinks, yeah, invading my privacy is just whatever she can do. i tell her to RESPECT my own privacy and really would appreciate it if she didn't barge in and look through everything i'm doing. then she tells me to shut up and keep my attitude. fuck YOU. my fuckin LORD. when i say things just remotely nicely or try to say them without screaming at her, she just gets pissed and doesn't listen to me. " don't yell at me. who the hell do you think you're yelling to. " I CAN ONLY FUCKING YELL AT YOU TO GET YOU TO HEAR ME. TAKE YOUR FUCKING HEAD OUT OF YOUR HIGH AND MIGHTY ASS AND SHUT THE FUCK UP. i'm sick of her controlling how much goddamn MONEY i can spend or HAVE. i'm sick of her controlling what time i can be at my friend's house. it's usually like 12:00 PM to like. 6. fuck you. you think THAT is enough time to spend with the people i'm feeling left behind from? that i've just been ripped away from? fuck off. i'll stay however the hell long i want. just get the fuck away from me. and i noticed she does these things for me, not because she likes to, but because she LOVES using them in fights against me. i get this new computer i didn't even ASK for and now whenever i just remotely get annoyed at her she SCREAMS at me to be grateful she got me this wonderful new computer. god. there's like no way out. my fucking god. i'll commit fuckin suicide before i know it. actually, she'll be too stupid to fuckin notice i died. fucking BITCH. YOU FUCKING DONT FUCJIUJNG KJNO9W ANYTHING THAT YOU DO TO ME. YOU ASSUSME THAT I;M JUST SOIME FUCJIKING ADOLESCENT TEENAGER GOING THROUGH MOODS, TEMPORARY MOODS. TEMPORARY? WHY DONT YOU GO FUCK YOURSELF, I HATE YOU, IVE HATED YOU SINCE AS KLOING AS I CAN FUCKING REMEMBER, SINEC I WAS LIKE 5. YOU FUCKING LOCKED ME IN A FUCKING DARK CLOSET FOR THREE FUCKING HOURS WHEN I WAS TEWO. THAT IS THE ONLY FUCKING MEMORY I H EVER HAVE OF ME AS A LITTLE KID THAT STANDS OUT. FUCK YOURSELF. I HATE YOU,. YOU'RE A FUCKING HORRIBLE PARENT AND YOU RAISED A FUCKING SHITHEAD KID LIKE ME. THANKS FOR RUINING EVERYTHING I HAVE. EVEYRTIME I GET SOEMNTHIBNG NEW, YEAG, TAKE IT., FYUCJ YTIY THANKS FOR RUINING EVERYHTGNIG I FUCJKUHNG GHAVE AND LIKE,. JUST FUCK OIFF MYU FUCMUJNG FGOID. LOOK WHAT YOU FUCKING DID, NOW NEARLY ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE ALL DRIFTING AWAY AND DISTNAT SMOE OF THGEM HARDLY CARE ABOUT ME ANYMOE i still remember from a long time ago. steph told me that if something wrong ever happened, i could run away to her house and she'd take care of me. it makes me cry thinking about it. i'm crying right now. i really miss her. everyone i could ever depend on are like a million miles away from me. there's no one here. i can't run to anyone. even if i have a nervous breakdown. ... no one's going to be around the corner. you don't know what this feels like. imagine all you want, put yourself in a similar situation all you want. i don't care anymore. i'm too worn out from this. i fucking miss everyone. is that really so wrong to you? i just want to see the people that make me genuinely happy inside and out. how do you think it is so frustrating? ... i just want to go .. home .. where i belong. .... is that really so bad ... ? .. |
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| 03:49pm 08/04/2003 | ||||
How long have you been playing video games?: Since I was little. Mm since maybe 5 or 6. Those mad old Atari systems and the Sega Genesis. XD And that huge ass original Game Boy. How often do you play video games?: Whenever I have an inch of free time. How much, monthly, do you spend on video games?: Ehh, it's only if there's a game out there I want at the time. What game consoles do you own, currently?: Playstation, Playstation 2, Nintendo 64, Game Boy, Game Boy Color, and uhhh. Yeah. o.o List your Top Ten All-Time Favorite Video Games [ this is for me in no particular order ]: 1. Final Fantasy VIII. 2. Chrono Cross. 3. Suikoden III. 4. Final Fantasy IX. 5. Final Fantasy VII. 6. Kingdom Hearts. 7. Lunar: Silver Star Story. 8. Crash Team Racing. 9. American McGee's Alice. 10. Paper Mario. Favorite game character (male): Fuck. This is hard. Lol. I'd say Zell Dincht from FFVIII. xB Favorite game character (female): Tifa Lockheart, General Beatrix, Selphie Tilmitt, Alice, Kid. Favorite game company: Squaresoft. ^^; Konami's not that bad, though. Favorite game mascot: CHOCOBOS AND MOOGLES. O_o Favorite game system: PSX and PS2. Four favorite game series: Final Fantasy, Kirby, Crash Bandicoot, Spyro! Favorite fighting game: VIRTUA FIGHTER 4. Lol. I like Ehrgeiz lots, though. Favorite RPG: FFVIII, baby. Favorite adventure game: :: shrug. :: WOULD SPYRO COUNT?! It's a classic. Favorite side-scroller: Dunno? Favorite party/multi-player game: CTR. I would say Mario Party but that whore Peach won't leave me alone. ><; Favorite survival horror game: None. e.e; Favorite game storyline: Hmmm … Chrono Cross's is interesting. Confusing, but really cool. Favorite game ending: Ehh. Not sure on that one. I like FFVIII's. =X LEAST Favorite game ending: Kingdom Hearts. UGH. Favorite game intro: FINAL FANTASY VIII, DAMN YOU. Ooh, but Chrono Cross comes in a CLOSE second. Favorite game music/soundtrack: Final Fantasy VIII and American McGee's alice. Favorite game song/tune: Liberi Fatali - FFVIII. Time's Scar - Chrono Cross. Loooooots. Favorite game villain: KUJA. Sexy bastard. Mm, but I like Seifer. AND RIKU. FUCK. LET'S FUCK HIM. And also Sephiroth. ^^ NO WAIT. WE HAVE TO RAPE RAPE RAPE ALBERT AND SASARAI. O_O Although, I dunno if Sasarai really counts as a villain. Favorite game hero: Squall, baby. Favorite game heroine: Tifa Lockheart! Favorite movie based on a game: Hmm. I liked the Super Mario Brothers one. XD But I also heard they might come out with an Alice movie! And maybe even a Kingdom Hearts one, wtf. o.o Either Or! 2D or 3D?: 3D. Resident Evil/Biohazard or Silent Hill?: Uhh. Silent Hill? Onimusha or Tenchu?: Haven’t played either! Zelda or Dark Cloud?: Never got far in either of them. e.x; I'd say Zelda. Odds and Ends What do you think is the most over-rated game?: o_o Pokemon. Game you'd like to see be made into a feature film (animated or live action): Mm, I wanna see the Alice one. Game series you want to continue: KH. Even though they already are. ^^ Game series you want to end: Suikoden III. Game series you want revived: PAC MAN. O_O Game you'd like to see rehashed with new graphics and features: FF7! Import game you wish was translated and released in your respective country: I dunno. I DUNNO. Game you can play for hours, on end, without ever getting bored: FFVIII. >D Game character you'd shag if he/she/it were real: HOLY SHIT. Okay. Here's the list. XDD Zell Dincht, Squall Leonhart, Seifer Almasy, Riku, Hugo, Albert, Jacques, Sasarai, Cloud, Sephiroth, Kuja, Serge [ I SAW HIM NAKED!!! ] Game character you'd use as a punching bag if he/she/it were real: AERIS. BITCH. What do you think is the hardest game ever?: Disney Monopoly. LOLOL. XDD I'm so serious. We never finished one game. Have you ever yelled at a game?: YES! I get extremely emotional when playing them. I even ended up accidentally pissing off Steph and Jen because of it. DAMN YOU, URSULA! [ No, not Medusa, HELEN. ] Here's a scenario: a game is going to be made with you as the main character: COOOOOL. :D I wanna be some kick ass girl like Tifaaaa. Minus the huge boobs. :: Looks down. :: She beats me in that department. o_o Here's another scenario: you're going to be sent to a remote island for six months, and you can only take one console and one game. What will you take?: PS2 and a final fantasy. |
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bouncy| FWEEEEEE-HOOOOOOO. o.O | ||||
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>>02. Name: ashley. >>03. Nicknames: 'Shlee, Tak, Lolo, Best Friend, Young Girl, Trish, Ashuri, Ash, Ashlee, Ash-lay, etc. Lol. >>04. Screen name[s]: radikal raver, liberi fatalii, ehrgeiiz, dejitaruu, lots of others. >>05. What's your fave nickname: mm. i guess 'shlee cause i get that the most. >>06. Grade: ninth. >>07. whats your grade average: don't know, don't WANT to know. >>08. Sex: female. >>09. Birthday: may 23rd. >>10. Zodiac sign: gemini; dragon. >>11. Location: englewood. >>12. Height: personally, i have no idea. i think it's like 5'3". >>13. Hair Color: weird colors. >>14. Eye Color: dark brown. >>15. Siblings: none! but i have umm, krissy as my sister and onii-chan. mm hmm. >>16. Parents: annoying. >>17. Pets: none. >>18. What pet do you wish you had: a tiger. :B i'd name him pero pero and in ashley language it would mean " BLAH BLAH. " mwahah. >>**CRUSH Side: >>19. Crush: maybeeeee. >>20. Girlfriend/Boyfriend: no. >>21. If you could go out with anyone in the world, who would it be: SOICHIRO ARIMA!! no wait. he has miyazawa. hmm. HIDEAKI!! >>**The PAST Side: >>22. Memory you miss most: 2000. great rp year. >>23. Memory(ies)you would like to forget: a lot. >>24. What'd you do yesterday?: went food shopping, made chocolate chip pancakes, watched mononoke hime, did homework, read battle royale. >>25. Last person you talked to on the phone: mother. >>26. Last thing you said: " MOTHER! " o_o >>27. Last song you listened to: mizerable _ gackt. >>**The FAVORITE Side: >>28. Food: chikn teriyaki. lasagna. fajitas. [ :: in dorky, congest voice. :: i love fajitas!! ] >>29. Drink: snapple apple. peach snapple. raspberry snapple. =] >>30. With ice or without: doesn't matter. as long as it's cooooooold. >>31. CD: RAINBOW! AYUMI HAMASAKIIIIIIII! >>32. Color: bloo, black, silver, white. >>33. Day of the week: saturday. friday. sunday. AHAHAHAH. >>34. Months: summer ones. possibly july or august. >>35. Favorite number: 13 or 23. >>36. Holiday: CINCO DE MAYOOOOOOOO! WHOO! PARTY AT MY HOUSE TO CELEBRATE CINCO DE MAYO. XD >>37. Cookie: chocolate chip. oatmeal raisin. gingerbread. sugar. :: drool. :: >>38. Toothpaste: CREST. EVERYONE LIKES COLGATE. NO. STAND AGAINST CONFORMITY. I CHOOSE CREST!! AND AQUAFRESH! WOOOOOOOOOO!! >>39. Ice Cream: dulce de leche. hehehehe. i bought an entire big carton. TAKE THAT, YOU JAK. >>40. Candy bar: twix or milky way. >>41. favorite channel: cartoon network! >>42. Shampoo/Conditioner: hydrology. >>43. Song: too much. but i like " liberi fatali ". ^^ .. i listen to it everyday. it is a ritual for me. >>**PEOPLE YOU KNOW Side: >>44. Friends: friends. >>45. Best friend: BEST FRIENDS. =] >>46. Funniest: hmm. hard to say. maybe .. uh .. DAMN, i can't decide. lol. >>47. Silliest: maybe helen?! >>48. Loudest: steph when she gets hyper. >>49. Best at keeping secrets: feh. >>50. Best looks: i dunno? JUN IS A PRETTY GIRL. *^^* >>51. Smartest: probably everyone except for me. lolol. >>52. Sweetest: jen is nice. >>53. Weirdest: all of us!! if we weren't weird, we would DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE. >>54. Most hyper: uh. er. hm. maybe me? or maybe not? wha? blah? blah blah? pero pero? HEY BLAH BLAH, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE PEEING ON?! >>55. Most annoying: that's mean. >>56. Most unique: we are all unique in our own special way. :: turns around and barfs. :: >>57. Most Twisted : ALL OF US. >>**The BELIEVE OR NOT Side >>58. Aliens: i dunno. >>59. Heaven & Hell: sure, why not. >>60. God: sure,why not. >>61. Yourself: sure, why-- HEY. no. >>**The HAVE YOU EVER Side >>62. Been on a plane: yep. >>63. Cried in public: ugh, yes. >>64. Climbed a tree: yep. >>65. Ate A Worm: nooo. >>66. Kissed a guy/girl: yes. a guy. o_O >>67. Met a celebrity: sort of? >>68. Met the president: nope. if i did, i'd shoot him and stand on the podium and be like " FEAR ME WORLD!! FOR I WIELD THE WEAPON OF THE FUTURE! THIS SHOOTS OUT GLOBS OF HOT CHEESE! NACHO CHEESE! GET IT?! NOT YO CHEESE?! HAHAHAH. " and then i'd get arrested. >>69. Been scared to get shot: but ... i have the gun .... >>70. Spent over $300 at one time: i dunno. lol. >>71. Gone skinny dipping: no. >>72. Skipped school: yes. >>**WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR >>73. Bill Clinton : GRAY HAIR. >>74. Lollipops: lollipop conspiracy. >>75. Dreams: clouds. >>76. Love: a big shiny red heart waiting to burst open and the guy going " AAH AAAH MY HEART. I MUST GET TO THE HOSPITAL IN A TEAL BLUE VAN. " LOL JEN. >>77. Whipped Cream: strawberries. >>78. South Park: cartman. >>79. Christina Aguilera: bleached. >>80. Guys: PANTS. >>81. Girls: that little stick figure thing you see on the bathroom door. o.0 >>82. Death: scythe. >>**The WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER Side: >>83. Dog/Cat: dawg, y0. >>84. Blue/Purple: blue. >>85. Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla. >>86. Pen/Pencil: mechanical pencil. AHAHAH. I WINNNNNNNN!! :: confetti falls out, dances. :: >>96. What does your screen name(s) mean?: that i'm one hell of a RADIKAL RAVER. I RAVE RADIKALLY. I HAVE NO LIFE. WOOT. >>98. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop: 1000 something. >>99. How do you eat your reeses: let's see. i open the wrapper and BITE ITS UGLY HEAD OFF EVEN THOUGH IT HAS NO HEAD AND FACE BUT I LIKE TO TORMENT IT ANYWAY. >>100. Time you finished: 12:04 according to ze lucky charms watch. wtf?! that's it?! NOOOOOO. I WAS HAVING SO MUCH FUN FUN FUNNITY FUN. and i never do. hmf. HOLY FUCK, I'M ON A RANDOM LOTR MUSIC CRAZE. XDD LOLOLOL. how is that funny? i dunno either. whatever. :: skips off. :: |
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 You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla eh? |
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bored| i stole this survey from myself 2 years ago. no joke. .... just don't ask. | ||||
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2. What guys call you: um. guys i know call me JAAAAAMEEEEEES!!!! and 'shlee, tak, lolo, best friend [ literally ], young girl, ash, ashlee, ash-lay, onee-chan. yep. 3. What girls call you: 'shlee, trish, ash, ashley. lol. wow, that's a noticeable difference in the number of names. but 'shlee is. really really common. so it makes up for it. i have no idea what the fuck i am saying. =P 4. What your parents/family calls you: minjee. korean name. 5. What your teachers call you: ashley. no wait. MR. UNDERPANTS EXTRODINAIRE!! WOOOOOOOO!! god, i am a bored child. 6. Birth City: seoul. yes, laugh. 7. What hospital: who knows. 8. Time: you know. i think my mom doesn't know. first she says around midnight. then she says like ... 4:30 PM. then she says 11:30 AM. what the HELL? lmao. 9. Hometown: old tappan. 10. Current town: englewood. 11. Number of times you've moved: four. 12. Birthday: may 23rd. 13. Age: 14. 14. Grade: 9th. and it sucks. 15. School: ... dwight englewood. oh, how i shudder when i say that. 16. Parents (real/step): jason and eunice, as their english names. 17. Siblings (whole/step/half and ages): i have none. but my non-blood related [ in which i consider them my siblings ], i'd say 14 and 15. krissy-yunie and jun. lol. i'm a lame-ass. 18. Parents married or divorced: to me, definitely divorced. my mom is too dumb to admit it. 19. How is your room decorated (in detail): uh. many random anime posters i got at a con this year, some game posters, picture that sam drew for me, pictures of my friends. and. stuff. 20. What kind of cell phone do you have: don't have one. " FUCK YOU, MR. RICH!! " -- scott. lolol. 21. Pets: none. got them all mysteriously given away. 22. Screenname(s): radikal raver, liberi fatalii, tifaa lockheart, dejitaruu, a stitched heart, faded lipgloss [ just made it ] and a CRAPLOAD that i cannot remember. 23. What is your eye color: dark brown. 24. What is your hair color: it just looks plain dark brown, but if i go outside or close up, the ends of my hair turn like reddish gold. it's weird. 25. How is your hair cut: pretty long. reaches midback. layered. 26. What size shoe do you wear: six or seven. SECTION TWO: What's your favorite.. 1. Food: mexican food. japanese. italian. greek. korean. chinese. lots of stuff. 2. Drink: snapple apple, HELL YES. 3. Fruit: strawberries. peaches. 4. Vegetable: corn. if that counts. potato is a vegetable to me, even though gabe gave me this lecture on how it's not and it's classified as a blah blah blah no one cares. 5. Color: blue, silver, white, black. irish GREEN. hell yeah. lol. 6. Cologne/perfume: whatever's fine. 7. Part of the body: hair. hehehehehehehe. 8. Stuffed animal: my funshine bear! and churro the panda. and puddles the duck. and my beloved patricia doggie michelle gave me for my birthday a while ago. xd 9. Mall: palisades? 10. Candle scent: dunno. waterfall stuff is always good. 11. Store: the CANDY stores. mwahahahahah-- THEY'LL NEVER CATCH ME!!! NEVERRRRR!! 13. Current song: silence by delerium. 14. Older song: uhh. free fall without a parachute by senses fail. 15. Movie: the nightmare before christmas, mononoke hime, girl interrupted, lord of the rings, zoolander, harry potter. AHAH. 16. Actor: tom .. felton .. :: twitch twitch. :: ... the phelps twins ... :: TWITCH. :: 17. Actress: dunno. lol. 18. Animal: tigers. pandas. 19. TV channel: mm cartoon network. 20. TV show: invader zim, rocko's modern life, time squad, powerpuff girls, courage the cowardly dog, malcolm in the middle, the simpsons, eh. 21. Radio station: those funky ass spanish ones. salsa music, BOOYAKA. 22. Rapper: i have none. 24. Soundtrack: empire records. 25. Boy name: hm. wesley [ lmao. ], ryan, matt. and and and. kenshin. and and ZELL. and and RENO. and and SEIFER. and and and sephiroth. PURE EVILLLLLLLLL! 26. Girl name: hmmmm. i dunno. i like lani [ after that cool bounty hunter in ffix. ] and .. uh .. i forgot. 27. Flower: lilies are cool. 28. Holiday: CINCO DE MAYO. CINCO CINCO CINCOOOOO. LOL. sorry, had my own moment there. 29. Day of the week: friday or saturday. or sunday. 30. Month: july. 31. Season: summer. 32. City: tokyo! 33. State: california or new york. 34. Vacation spot: JAPANNNN. 35. Age to be: 21 or 18. 36. College football team: who CARES, man?! 37. Jeans brand: :: shrug. :: i own one pair of tilt jeans that i like. 38. Cartoon: cartoon. and not anime? hmf. i like invader zim. hehehehehehe. 39. Place to drive around: don't drive. blargh. 40. Blanket: the fluffy green and white one i have. omg it's fluffy like wh0a. you'd die in it. and the one in helen's room that everyone seems to mess up. 41. Car: el carrito. AHAHAHAH!! i crack myself up. 42. Eye color: electric blue, as i'd like to say. dark brown is cute too. 43. Hair color: any. and i really mean it, ANY. lol. 44. Pen ink color: blue? black? 45. Shoes that you own: i have shoes. yes. end of story. 46. Computer game: american mcgee's alice. 47. Quote: " the blind man shouted, ' I CAN SEE!! ' to his deaf wife, while their crippled son danced around the radio. " -- LOL that was from emily. " what i'm trying to say is .... plastic bag plastic bag plastic bag plastic bag. " " sit on those fucking apples and ROTATE. " SECTION THREE: Person who... 1. Is your best friend: most likely the people who are reading this. 2. You want to go out with: you know, it's been REALLY warm outside lately? why is that? 3. You want: yes, i AGREE. i mean, the weather is so strange. =) 4. Teases you the most: everyone. lol. 5. You hate the most: my mother, most times. 6. Makes you laugh the hardest: mmm, danny and oreon. 7. Makes you cry: no one? 8. Makes you smile: my .... friends? who else? TOM GREEN TOM GREEN TOM GREEN TOM GREEN. and helen wonders that i might have some trace of add. 9. You connect with: THE KOMPEWTERRRRR. .. i dunno what that was supposed to mean. o.x; 10. Has your same clothing style: who knows? 11. Is most like you personality wise: I DON'T KNOW, STOP IT. 12. You lie to: no one? well. people. some people. 14. You wish you never met: THESE QUESTIONS ARE TOO HARD. :: cries. :: 15. Wears you out: oooooh, that can be taken in the wrong way. 16. You love to hate: this is weird. 17. You hate to love: you know, this question sounds like something related to a bondage movie .... i'll just ... move onto the next question now ... lol. :: hides in a box located on the southern outskirts of switzerland while the coyotes howl at the apple trees that mysteriously start growing the new breed of potatoes that are soon to take over the entire world. DAMN THE DICTATORS!! :: 18. Go to for advice: umm. most of the time it's jen or mahvish or sometimes aaron. =) 20. Trust the most: various people. 21. Care for the most: friends. 22. Love: ... friends? I LOVE RUFUS SHINRA. ok, enough of that. SECTION FOUR: questions about the real you 1. Ever been in love: have i? 2. Ever had sex: nope. 3. What do you wish you had more of: confidence. 4. What do you wish you had less of: stupidity. 5. What?s the best feeling in the world: seeing everyone at nvot. it's some like high. it's weeeeeeeird. 6. What?s the worst feeling in the world: spinning in your chair and getting ready to throw up. 7. What song puts you in a good mood: " july 1st " by ayumi hamasaki. " timberwolves at new jersey " by taking back sunday. " sunshine " by samiam. a lot. 8. What song puts you in a bad mood: annoying, whiny tunes with no words. and songs that are like screaming " OMG IM SO EMO OMG " with the guy having this voice that CONTINUALLY cracks and you just want to say " SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO CRY, IT'LL SOUND BETTER "!!! you know?!!?!?! :: deep breath. :: yep, i'm calm. 9. When are you happiest: when i get to see my friends. 10. When are you the saddest: when i'm here. 12. What makes you vulnerable: stuff. 13. When is the last time you cried: dunno. [ surprisingly. ] 14. When was the last time you were TRULY happy: a few months ago. 15. Have you ever thought about suicide: yeah. 16. Have you ever had an eating disorder: nope. 17. Have you ever been depressed: oh, gee. i wonder. 18. What is your biggest fear: fear, shmear. ... shmear. SMEAR. OMG LOLOL. 19. Have you ever had a broken heart: definitely. 20. Do you ever hurt people intentionally: not really. 21. What is one thing you cannot stand: ohoho. i can go down a frickin list. bwahah. let's see. how about we start out with show-offs, racists, people who seem to love labeling people, people who are selfish and never listen to you, people who come whining to you and when you have a problem they fucking don't give a shit and ignore you, people who are immature and base everything on looks, when someone taps their pen for like 23897539734785 hours during a goddamn test, i hate essays, i hate that invader zim got canceled, i hate AVRIL LAVIGNE, i h-- wow, i hate lots of things. not too good. lolol. |
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| 07:19pm 11/03/2003 | ||||
 congratulations. you are the "you smell like butt" bunny. your brutally honest and always say whats on your mind. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla hell yes!! |
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| 11:19am 06/03/2003 | ||||
al-RIGHT. LET'S GET TO WORK! dude, did i mention i'm in love with that misc anime burned onto a cd that helen gave me? i can't stop watching it all. i mean. WORK WORK WORK. |
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| 11:16am 06/03/2003 | ||||
You are known within your circle of friends a rock solid, steadfast caretaker. You protect those you care about, no questions asked. Perhaps some see you as a little rough around the edges, but if you'd just stop baring your teeth, people will see straight through to your heart of pure gold. Still, you don't have to abandon your in-your-face attitude, just lighten up a little and give people the chance to get to know you. Because when you make friends, they're often friends for life. that sounds about right. woo, gorilla! :: cartwheel. :: anyway. when was the last time i had a decent post in this journal? NEVER! i used to but now i have more important things to post. like senseless quiz results. yepyep. i have a snow day today. it was TOTALLY unexpected. this is cool. downside; i have so much fucking work to do though. =( lol. anyway, i'm out. yet again. later. .. FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED ME. |
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| 11:39pm 04/03/2003 | ||||
(pick a band and answer only using that band's lyrics..)-- Bouncing Souls .01 are you male or female?: all these days, they've run past. life's going by so fast. .02 describe yourself: i was running at full steam. .03 how do some people feel about you?: so fucking out of my head. .04 how do you feel about yourself?: i'll sleep when i'm dead. .05 describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: i didn't want to say goodbye. .06 where would you rather be?: maybe not the best place in the world, but something always brings me back. .07 describe where you live: i left that place with such a high. .08 describe how you live: all the best things that i have, no one can take from me. .09 describe how you love: wish i could always feel that way. .10 share a few words of wisdom: here's to the memories. by golly, this sure is my anthem. i <3 this song so much. |
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| 10:07pm 04/03/2003 | ||||
 You are not European. What's your Inner European? brought to you by Quizilla fuck yeah, man. lol. like jen said before, i think i'm having this asian trip. it makes NO sense whatsoever [ what i am saying ] but HELL YES. GO .. PEOPLE WITH .. FOB HAIR AND .. UM .. ARE ASIAN. AND .. UM .. HAVE COOL HAIR. AND .. ARE .. WELL, ASIAN!! yeah, this is sounding pretty shallow about now. lolol. hell nah. I STILL HAVE THAT LOVE FOR YE OLD IRISH. AND BRITISH. AND SCOTTISH. YEAH. I'LL SHUT UP. :: dances. :: p.s.; smallville rocks my world. |
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| 11:40pm 25/02/2003 | ||||
 What Ragnarok Character Should You Be? Quiz by Angelhalo woo. i plan to get that game someday. anyway, i can't update much now. so i'll say something a little more meaningful tomorrow. later. p.s; ffv rocks my SOCKS. hell yeah. |
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| 12:12pm 22/02/2003 | ||||
she called ten minutes ago. postponed for the third time this week. " how about tomorrow? " she's been saying it since monday. .. i really ought to kill myself. it's back to the wrists again. oops, too fucking late. my friends know. and you know what? they could care less. didn't say a thing. they just ignored it and went on like i never said it. i hope all of you, mostly including myself, just dieeeeeeeeeeeeee. |
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| 10:00pm 21/02/2003 | ||||
.. i really have too much sugar and too much spare time on my hands. la la la. :: cartwheel. :: |
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