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hears a funny conversashion with som stuped kid on my block, it was fun breaking his sperit even though it dident take verry long at all. I meen come on if your gona insulyt and thretin me do it more origianal than that, god! amature.
NeMaSiS 69 44: u fuckin aggot
NeMaSiS 69 44: faggot*
hamsterkingIII: hrm?
NeMaSiS 69 44: dick head
hamsterkingIII: hi
NeMaSiS 69 44: fuck u
hamsterkingIII: who are you?
NeMaSiS 69 44: ur mom
hamsterkingIII: hi mom!
NeMaSiS 69 44: eat mah cunt
hamsterkingIII: eww mom
hamsterkingIII: thats ilegal
NeMaSiS 69 44: ur a fuckin bi-sexual
NeMaSiS 69 44: y dont u juss turn gay
NeMaSiS 69 44: save sum time
hamsterkingIII: haw would that save time?
hamsterkingIII: done already?
NeMaSiS 69 44: cuz u would go 4 juss skinny no muscle asian gothic fags instead of those ugly azz gurlz u hang wit
NeMaSiS 69 44: fuck u bitch
NeMaSiS 69 44: i kick ur bi-sexual ass
hamsterkingIII: hehehe
hamsterkingIII: your entertaning
NeMaSiS 69 44: i know sumin a bout u
hamsterkingIII: sumin hu?
NeMaSiS 69 44: i know u went out wit melisa cuz she looks like a guy
hamsterkingIII: well that dusen make sence since she dusent look like a guy
NeMaSiS 69 44: hey ok
NeMaSiS 69 44: ur funnie
NeMaSiS 69 44: thats might b because u like guys
hamsterkingIII: maby
NeMaSiS 69 44: yup
hamsterkingIII: warn me? about what?
hamsterkingIII: wat you gona do?
NeMaSiS 69 44: who says i warn u
NeMaSiS 69 44: kick ur as
NeMaSiS 69 44: ass*
hamsterkingIII: hahaha standerd streaght guy reply
NeMaSiS 69 44: how bout u go fuck ur dog up the ass
NeMaSiS 69 44: yea
NeMaSiS 69 44: cuz imma stright
NeMaSiS 69 44: fuck u
hamsterkingIII: ya gona yous your kamaya maya dbz loser?
NeMaSiS 69 44: yea ok imma loser
NeMaSiS 69 44: and wat da fuck is ur icon ur gay lover
hamsterkingIII: hehe looks like somone is in denial
hamsterkingIII: eww no thats an alian
NeMaSiS 69 44: uh huh
hamsterkingIII: hmm not saying much
NeMaSiS 69 44: fuck u
hamsterkingIII: hahahaha
hamsterkingIII: looks like your gueting fusterd
NeMaSiS 69 44: uh huh
hamsterkingIII: man your realy un creative, and your already without werds?
hamsterkingIII: come on i was having fun!
NeMaSiS 69 44: uh huh
hamsterkingIII: aww you suck.
NeMaSiS 69 44: fuck u ok
hamsterkingIII: hahahaha
hamsterkingIII: it sounds like your gona cry
NeMaSiS 69 44: ill fuck u up so fuckin bad dude lev me da fuck alone
hamsterkingIII: i dident even make fun of you
hamsterkingIII: da?
NeMaSiS 69 44: FUCK U U FUCKIN GAY BITCH
hamsterkingIII: da, dbz icon, the werd nemasis, your tom com on naw
NeMaSiS 69 44: naw?
hamsterkingIII: you should of hid your tracks beter then that
NeMaSiS 69 44: uh huh
NeMaSiS 69 44: ill still fuck u up
NeMaSiS 69 44: like i did b 4
hamsterkingIII: hehe you punched me once
hamsterkingIII: you cal that fucking up?
NeMaSiS 69 44: ok fine
NeMaSiS 69 44: if u keep fuckin iming me i will fuck u up
NeMaSiS 69 44: o
hamsterkingIII: o?
NeMaSiS 69 44: it only takes 1 punch
NeMaSiS 69 44: u faggot
NeMaSiS 69 44: go fuck a guy
hamsterkingIII: hehehe you realy love yourself dont you
NeMaSiS 69 44: yup
hamsterkingIII: the last time i checked you wer a guy
hamsterkingIII: so your saying you love a guy?
hamsterkingIII: so what made you im me anyway?
hamsterkingIII: it was quite random
NeMaSiS 69 44 signed off at 5:10:00 PM.
NeMaSiS 69 44 signed on at 5:10:40 PM.
hamsterkingIII: aww i thout i made you block me
NeMaSiS 69 44: fuck u
hamsterkingIII: damnit tom im not gona fuck you! your not asian!
NeMaSiS 69 44: go to hell
NeMaSiS 69 44 signed off at 5:12:52 PM.
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[06 Aug 2003|10:57pm] |
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hrrrrm, i hate not having time in the day to do waht i want and be rested at the same time. my stuped exostion keeps me from doing things i want, if there wer enugh houres in the day i would be able to read my books, paint, drawl, practice gitare, wright this thing, and wright my stuped comick, grrrr. maby i should just focus on one thing, but i dont want to guet out of the mood of doing things or i might never guet back to it. :[
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[22 Jul 2003|01:36am] |
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its late yep and i just ate my sixth waffle. mmm wafle..... i just thout i sould say that..... not everyday somone eatssix waffles..... you amaesed?...Atleast amused?
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[21 Jul 2003|11:22pm] |
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today was verry fun. we finaly got a female modle and i enjouid drawling skinynes:D.in the morning sarah lauren and me decided that we would be the cast of sinfeld :D. im Jorge!!!!!hell yes! by the way kyo is sexy no?
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[18 Jul 2003|02:27pm] |
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grrr, 4 whole houres of playstashion 2 and thats the highlight of my day.
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[15 Jul 2003|09:28pm] |
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errr. today i got off the wrong stop in the morning. got lost walking frum the subway to moore. then class was good but afterwerds we had the terible idea of going to the art museum in the heat. it was a walk that took all our energy. so under the statue. id guess 70 yards frum the art museum steps we colapsed for about 40 minutes and then walked to what we thout was the nearist terminal but after going the wrong way twice we tried to call laurens grand pa. lauren by the way had a contact misplaced in her eye and was in excrusheating pain. then after finding out he was going to 40 ith street wich was where we started off as and could of met him there, we had to finaly walk back to moore and find the usual way to the termanle. then beckous of my drunkin tirednece said something unapropreit to lauren. but lucaly she understands that i cinda lost it when we had to walk to moore the second time.
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[13 Jul 2003|11:01am] |
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[13 Jul 2003|10:44am] |
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i whent to sarahs last night. it was her burth day and we hung out with lauren, becky and elicya. i am so happy cous i think im at least elicyas aquatince again. im pritty shoure im over her. i should be by naw right? im disapointed for diferent reasons but i dont think i should talk about them. but the persons idea that gave me the disapointment could be verry true. confused yet? you should be!
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[11 Jul 2003|11:52pm] |
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i promesed a freind i wouldent say who or why im mad at certan people but some people realy need to be killed and ofcors im not crazzy enugh to actualy go through killing somone that dusent stop me frum phantisiseng. im trying to vent with art and ultra violant videogames and i think its werking but although my rage may be cooled my contempt for a certan person will never leave me. im sorry to leave you without informashion but i needes to say this i dont know why its actualy quitew stuped but i must releas emoshions this strong befor i smash my hand into tiny peces by smashing my fist into something. i used to think i was crazzy but thats stuped cous if i was id already be out buying handcuffs, a belt sander, barbed wire, and add on a katana for fun factore. I promes not to do anythng for yur sake though. you know who you are.
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[05 Jun 2003|05:47pm] |
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:] i have an internet girl freind. shes cool her name is Alex. the problem, she lives in verginea. Grrrr.:[ oh well
its all good. as for non internet relations. i think im staying singal (Gee why dus that sound fermiliar). Emma i dont want to go out with you. your to yung and im to big of a horn ball to go steddy with a nuther 12 year old.
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[22 May 2003|05:03am] |
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as you can guess ime tired right naw the time is 5:03 a.m. im up becous at three in the morning i woke up. yay and even though im tired i can not sleep. i guess il just go to school and stuff. I saw sarah (my freind not sister)for the ferst time for a long time. i thout she would shun me beckous i akted realy stuped the last time i saw her but she dident seem to care, but i did make jenna mad by poking fun at her drawling, no not eavin the drawling, the styal of the drawling. Grr it makes me angry, but then i remember that jennas a sensitive purson and shouldent be poked fun at :[. sorry jenna
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[07 May 2003|04:53pm] |
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grrrr im so angry at the whole idea of a government!!!!! Dictaterships are just unspeakably desgraceful, and democricy and uther so cald "free governments" are the same thing only they cant hide there fuck ups easer and you can complane about them without gueting killed. nomater what guvernment yur talking about there still groops of people that set up laws that the magority or the rich people benifit frum and the rest guet fucked by, set up a system of economy, take youre money and use it for what they say is the contres benifit but realy for the governments intrest. being anti war i sertanly dont want my tax money going to devices ment to kill who the government wants dead and some times not evin know about it. if you think thats crap, look at what hapend at chile look deep into the intervews with people who were there, and say that we have no involvments that the U.S. dusent want us to know about.Im not evin gona guet started on uther contres that place religion with law, discriminate and menipulate terrorists to there advantige. is there any where to run away frum this shit? i dont know but me and mira are gathering people to run away and live in a bomb shelter on an island with crazzy gards with bambu spears garding the entrince
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[10 Apr 2003|05:20pm] |
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hey. today i had S.L.C in school suspenshion. i have no idea why they call it S.L.C. oh well. it was fun!i did a few papers for my teachers then drew a pictur for the uther 5 hours. it looks cool.a guy with to pritty swords and a hot hare cut. id scan it for you all if i had one, but i dont.oh well i dont know if it will scan pencil anyway. Me and melissa are REALY not talking anymore. fuck it. who cares about that anymore. you? dident think so.
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i red melissas jurnal and realized that i dont mater any more. to the fact that she dusent even want to right about me. that dusent bother me. its just the fackt that this is bothering me alit more than its bothering hur. i know it sounds concedded. i have NO life. the only thing that maters in my sochial life is the drama around me. not me. i am nuthing. i just have experiences stuck to my imeg making it look like im worth a crap. maby i had a labotamty when i was lital and no one told me. theres some thing missing in my head. i say that becous i dont beleve in a sole
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[01 Apr 2003|05:32pm] |
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God whats wrong with you people? haw come i seem to be the only one to acept that im a duch and an ass hole. i dont deserve your forgivenes and y ou sould all hate me so i can kil myself without regrets damn it.
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today julie went dancing and my entire houcehild went to watch her exept me and edd,my dog, im so bord, everyones over gracis and i cant go cous im still grounded. paul said hed try to get them to come over hear but i guess they said no.:[i still havent seen melissa, im starting to think to much about our relashionship, and gueting parinouid. gaa i justrememberd that i forgot to take my depresion pills yesterday. oh jouy, at leest naw i have a reson for being crazzy
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[15 Mar 2003|12:16pm] |
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GRRR. I miss Melissa. She caled today and we dident talk much. I was to tired.:[
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YEEEESSSSS!!!!!! HAMSTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ahhh :) every hour i spend with melissa i like her more!!! Today i realised something. My love for her is strong enugh to undermind the love i had for elicya!!!!! If you dont know my previos relasionship with her thats an increadibla feet. thday was good, ferst melissa came over and we hung out by ourselves and did more talking than kissing but i liked it, then paul and pete came over, then grace and julie, then desi and her freind. i forget when jer came but he did, then we went to graces to watch the ring and after it i walked melissa then,i went back to graces where i was met with peter crosdressing im gracis room(with everyone els there to see and a camra) me and paul couldent help but jouin in. there was one point wherte every boy exep for jer was wearing womens cloths. hehe good times:). but i was a littal paranouid, melissa wouldent gut to cuddly with me but she told me later she just dusent want to guet to cosey infrunt of our freinds wich i under stand alital but pete and desi were like kissing a few feet away frum us so at the time i was scared. sorry for being paranoud melissa!*~*
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[02 Mar 2003|09:33am] |
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thes past days hade both the good and the bad (but the good defenitly outways the bad) me and melissa are going out :) im soooooooo happy! but grace is sortu'f mad at me and her cous we both previusly told her that we dident like each-uther, wich was a total lie. She sais that she dusent hate melissa shes just alital pissed, i hope she'll forgive both of us. I was saposed to meet melissa today but im grounded RRRAAAA!!!we did say that we'd meat every monday which is cool and mom says she can come in if she wants today. Melissas parents dont like her going out so were keeping it a secret, but her nabors on to us so we have to be careful
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