Sunday, March 14th, 2004
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11:08 pm
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un today was the 4th month that ive been with Matt yeah i really dont write in here much anymore um yeah well Matt came over today we went to Jim's that didnt turn out very good lol but at least i was their with him i need to get better at his track game to i could win at least once yeah then i drove him home i got him home a live ye-ah hehe um yeah today was good oh and yesterday was the ER Relays those turned out bad ass im gonna get a medal for every race i ran in i guess track season wont be so bad after all oh and i saw Padilla i made him proud of me i did what he trained me to do for 2 years i passed 2 chicks up like last him. i put the realy team up to 1st but sadly we ended in 2nd but its cool as of me i had 1st :) yeah uh thats all i guess SF is almost coming OH YEAH! i cant wait ive been training for their asses :) yeah um thats about it oh and happy 4th month Babe. I love You
*Dork*
current mood:  sleepy
current music: *Love Song-311*
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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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4:06 pm - Bored!
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Yeah its Sunday no on is online i have nothing to do and i cant go out can it get any worse yes! i am getting sick i hate this :-/ i cant wait til the 2nd trimester is over so my mom will forget about my bad grades i hope i pass my stupid classes arg! i hate it! yeah i ran today it was good i ran like 2 miles then i rode my bike which got me really tiered cuz i left it on the hard gear i took my doggy with me he even got tiered i might go swimming tonite i hope i do cuz ive been wanting to swim for a while now yeah um really bored of being on the computer so buh bye people
*Dork*
current mood:  bored
current music: *Love Song-311*
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Monday, February 16th, 2004
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11:34 am - what is this shit?
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today has been nothing but SHIT!!!! ok i woke up early to go to practice which is ok i dont mind ok i woke up everything is going good then i get to practice and they tell me the locker room is locked so i couldnt get my damn shoes so i had to run a while with my converse(chucks)yeah that hurt my feet like A LOT!!!! to top it off my ashtma kicked in and made it hard to run to second 300 we did i had to stop to throw up a little and then i got back on the track and finished and then i took my medicine which didnt do shit for me it made me worse yeah when our coach was talking to us i was like about to throw up again its a horrible feeling oh yeah luckly my buddy let me borrow her shoes so the 2nd half wasnt as bad on my feet they still hurt like a lot though :-/ yeah to top it off i didnt really get to talk to Matt he didnt even say bye :-/ i honestly dont know whats wrong with him i guess ill have to find out yeah so today hasnt been good i got home and i have been trying to get my phone to work but they put me on hold i was their for like 27 min. yeah i hung up cuz my neck was hurting like really bad fuck i wish i could be somewhere else right about now far far away all by myself like at a beach or something that would be great but too bad life isnt like that so i have to stay here stand up for this shit and do what i have ot do sorry people that this entry was pure complining its just that i feel like shit and yeah well i dont know! im done so i guess its goodbye!
*DORK*
current mood:  crappy
current music: the loves of my life and my reason to live *Blink-182*
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
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7:55 pm - Bledding Tears Of Pain
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yeah i never though that in the end it would be u that would do this to me
u said ur goodbyes and as did i
i know u meant what u said even though u said ur sorry
or words hurt me more than i ever thought possible
i never thought the end for us was near
and now im left with not even one tear
in the end i never thought it would be u that would turn around and stab me in the back
and u know what is weird that if i lay dyeing i bet my few last words would still be I Love You
yeah um this poem is for some one and that person knows who they are well thanx for the memories i will charish for ever too bad u had to go ruin a true love and friendship that we had. i would lie if i said it doesnt hurt but their isnt anything else i can do. i cant take ur apoligies for many reasons most that u wouldnt understand now with these last words i say Goodbye
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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4:58 pm - In The Fast Lane...
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yeah i drove in the freeway for like the very 1st time on thrus. i was on my way home from the mall were i got Jackie's gift :-D i wanted to keep it lol. well yeah we got to Jackie's house like at 7 i think. yeah it was Jarvina,Paul,Matt(myBabe) and me yeah a lot of people showed up i got to see my long lost buddy Chris i hadnt seen him in like ever he is still all dorky :-D its good to know he didnt change i met Jackie's b/f Philip he is a nice guy their so cute together hehe ;) yeah um let see what else OH YEAH I BEAT MATT AT THE VIDEO GAME :-D YESSS!!!!! HAHAHAHA! ok well thats about it so lates people
*DORK*
P.S. Matt I found the Gum Wrapper in my shirt when i changed and i was like what the hell? yeah then i remmembered u threw it at me lol bye bye BABE!
current mood:  happy
current music: *BLINK-182*
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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8:31 pm - The Big 1!!! 7!!!
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yeah Jackie turns 17 on Friday im going to her house Javina is going too as of Matt im not sure yet it doesnt seem like he really wants to go but i want him to go :-D it will be million times better with him their :-D yeah time to buy a GIFT hehe she gets an extra special one cuz she was the only one who got me a X-MAS gift lol THANX BUM! I LOVE YOU! hehe ok laters people
*DORK*
current mood: happy
current music: *Blink-182 ADAMS SONG*
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
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9:02 pm - *I Love Ever Second That Im With You*
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yeah Matt came over last night i helped him with his h/w lol we didnt get much done lol well i kinda did he didnt even do anything hehe oh well as long as we got to spend time together hehe yeah today after school i stayed with him for a while then i came home and tried to get a doctor appointment i was unsucsesful bummer i know oh well ill take care of it i hope cross ur fingers people :-D ok well laters
*DORK*
current mood:  chipper
current music: Blink-182
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Monday, January 19th, 2004
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3:28 pm - "...dreaming of her she's seeing other guys a motions a stur.."
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hello everyone this is Matthew Garcia yeah! haha well Christi gave me her password so i came to say hello to who ever reads this i dont think anyone does but me lol UR A LOSER SEXY!!!!!!! haha j/k i love u um yeah i should be moving within 2 months yeah i get to go home to Stacy thanx again for hooking us up and Hunter said hi so did Stacy and their folks um yeah its going to be all hardcore to wake up go surf with Stacy i never though my parents would get back together and buy a new house at Laguna Beach but they did im one lucky son of a gun yeah its gonna be weird not to see all u guys often but i want u guys to come and visit i know u guys will and about the read trip yeah u dudes probly forgot well i didnt yeah its gonna be bad ass where do u guys want to go ???? we have one or maybe 2 extra people coming Stacy and Hunter Sorry Christi i had to invit him it would suck if i didnt yeah i know its gonna be weird to be on a road trip with ur ex but its ok it wont be too bad cuz u 2 are still cool damn i wrote a lot yeah talk to u later Sexy tell everyone i said HI!!!! and tell LeeRoy im gonna kick his ass as soon as i go visit lol we all know why hahaha ok laters hun
XMatthew GarciaX
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3:20 pm - "Did you think i would cry over the phone?.."
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yeah um like really bored right now Matt was sopposed to come over like an hour ago but oh well i guess um yeah today we had NO SCHOOL YESSS! hehe but tommorow its back to hell!
current mood:  weird
current music: "All American Rejects"
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2004
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6:46 pm - "...hold me down aveda..."
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yeah im listening to Aveda-Hot Hot Heat its bad ass well the whole cd is go out and get it its called "Make Up The Breakdown"
ok well lets see today was good Jarvina loves me hehe let me explain...
cuz today was mine and Matt's 2 month aneversary thing hehe yup yup already went by really fast for me hehe yeah well Jarvina busted out 2 candles and put it on a fudge choc. choc. chip cookie MMMM and then she lit them hehe Matt blew both of them out i wanted to do it it looked like fun lol yeah oh well hehe i was like whoa! hehe THANX!!
yeah well today was an over all good day and today is THE OC!!!!!!!!! YESSS! hehe
i love that show hehe ok well lates people
current mood: happy
current music: Aveda-Hot Hot Heat
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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
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5:58 pm - SCREAM YOUR ANTHEM!!
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well yeah lets see what has happen so far im back at school bummer! um b/f wise everything is great i like him more everyday its been um a month and 3 weeks i belive or like a little over a 3 weeks well its gonna be 2 onths on the 14th that is easier to say um yeah the OC is back i cant wait me melissa and progy couldnt be happier um yeah i do have bad news i was crushed when i saw my EX track coach me and Jarvina went into his room and he didnt talk to us he just said hi and bye it was a HUGE BUMMER! i fuckin cried yeah i understand he is hurt but to leave the team like that and what hit me worse is that well i was used to him like being really cool with me. me and him talked about anything it was cool and like me and him where buddies so i thought he would talk at least a little bit like how have u been but no just a hello and a goodbye yeah that really crushed me inside sounds stupid to some but not a lot people understand how close people can get he was like an uncle to me i practiced a lot and for relays would stay after to practice we were all cool him and Padilla and yeah i have neither one now well their isnt shit i can do about that oh well i have my friends and matt so thats all i need ill just bust my ass so i can try to kick ass in varsity
current mood: weird
current music: *Taking Back Sunday*
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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2:03 am - XxXoOoOxXxX
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"and even though it's hard to say the things you're reading in this now
i'll try my best to tell you all the things my fear wont allow
I wish that I could make a story..write us in with no revision
show how you're in every scene, in every picture I envision
fall in deep...just you and I...into emotions rarely known
you'd never read a fight between us, never see yourself alone
and all you'll come to mean to me, it shouldnt be a big surprise
just wish that I could see myself each time I look into your eyes"-Anonymous
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
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4:33 pm - XxXNew Years EveXxX
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well today is new years eve and i wish it wasnt cuz im sick so that means i cant go out with Jarhead like we planed im not gonna go out at all well im going to this party my uncels are having but im prob. gonna be inside well yeah i think i have that stomach flu or something i threw up like all last night it was horible and like if it werent for me oldest bro(again) and my mom i would have had a hard time THANX! hehe but i did get mad at my mom at the very begining cuz she accused me of being pregnant which its imposible cuz well u people know why yeah well the other day i got to drive a Hummer H2 it was cool and i found out my friend is moving to Laguna Beach which is awesome and his parent are getting back together its cool cuz things are working out for everyone peoples lifes are bing put back together and i might be all sick right now but i have matt so it doesnt matter ok well people ill catch u guys all later
*DORK*
current mood:  sick
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Monday, December 29th, 2003
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6:00 pm - XxXSitting In RegretXxX
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yeah today is fucking Monday im bored out of my mind and i should start doing my h/w but i just dont want to and i have a lot too this is bull shit i cant wait til this tri is over so track can start and i can get my mind off of the things i hate yeah well at least yesterday was good i went to uptown with Jarhead,Nessa, and Sierra. it was cool we took Nessa to minkeys to go cuz she told us she never been their but it turned out that she prob. had gone their but yeah we still went then we went to Super So Good and i tried out a shirt which was way to small lol it was like tiny like it went only to like above my belly button yeah we laughed at it then we took off then we went to penny lane records then we went to the movies i got them to whatch Peter Pan (Peter Pan is so cute lol) um once again i didnt finish whatching it so yeah that was a bummer i got home got on the com. talked to matt and sonny for a while then i took off again i went to the movies with my brothers we saw The Last Samurai that movie was bad ass it was long but bad ass i was like whoa! lol good fighthing u were right mathew(matty) that movie does kick ass lol too bad i couldnt go with u guys to the movies but oh well we will go out before u leave i promise ok well yeah im bored and hungry and so yeah im gonna go find something to do laters
*DORK*
current mood: bored
current music: *Blink-182*
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Saturday, December 27th, 2003
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10:57 pm - "Surfer Girl"
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Yeah x-mas was chaos well kinda um long story um one of my best friends Matthew came back for x-mas it was cool and the day after x-mas we went surfing it was cool it was like old time it was me him vero and richard(veros b/f) um yeah it was cool we sat their after and just talked for like A LONG time hehe it was GREAT then the morons asked me how far i have gone with a dude and they made me tell them in detail i was like shit cuz i cant lie to them hehe so i told them it wasnt gross or anything cuz i havent gone far at all hehe but yeah anywayz it was awesome having things just like old times yeah i sure did miss those days my brother got me the Best of the Beach boys i was like whoa thanx YES i like them SUPRISE lol some people knew that already hehe but yeah some didnt so their u go yeah that song "surfer girl" reminds me of me and Matthew(my friend) cuz yeah i reammember when we stayed at Venice for the 10 days we were on that balcony thing and that song was playing and their we were me and my blue eyed prince (hehe under the stars at the beach it was cool :-D yeah in a friendly way people do go and asome stuff that isnt true :-D im with the best dude out their MATT! ok well thats all for me laters
*DORK*
current mood: weird
current music: *beach boys*
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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
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5:47 pm - XxXits that time againXxX
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ok well yeah tommorow is x-mas eve and for me ever since i could remmember we have had our x-mas on x-mas eve well not really well i dunno but this is how its been ok well everyone who has divorced parents come over on eve then like we open our girfts then like by mid night their all gone and i fall asleep then sleep then wake up x-mas morning and eat and eat a few people come on x-mas but not very many well yeah anyways today i went to practice it was raining a bit but i still kinda ran everyone pretty much messed around i think i was the one that did the most WHOA! hehe oh well yeah then robert took me to matts house to pick him up then robert took us all the way to my house THANX! oh then me and matt where here til like 3 then we went to the mall then we got picked up then we droped him off man i like him more and more every time :-D he is all i think about it crazy but i love it i love the feeling of knowing he is their :-D oh well since my x-mas is tommorow hehe i have to go wrap some gifts :-D ok laters people MERRY CHRISTMAS!! and HAPPY NEW YEAR(dont get too drunk)
*DORK*
current mood: good
current music: *BLINK-182*
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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6:40 pm - Untitled
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I think of a while ago
We might of have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow
But now just as things change
As well my feelings do
In time things rearrange
I am so sick of chasing you
But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long
It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night
You have your other friends
They were there when you cried
Didn't mean to hurt you then
Best friends just won't leave your side
But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long
It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night
When I needed you most
When I needed a friend
You let me down now
Like I let you down then
So sorry, it's over
current mood: bored
current music: *Blink-182*
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6:19 pm - XxXxXxX
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The Things You Make Me Feel
its incredible the way u make me feel I LIKE U SO SO MUCH my life is nothing but ChAoS without u, i dont know where i would be if it werent for u
u make me smile laugh and make me feel a way every person should feel how do u do it? how is it that u can take someone in ur arms and give them so much love and care that they are brought back to life?i dunno what it is u do but dont stop doing it dont leave my side like many have.
(can your guys believe i wrote that CRAZY! believe it cuz i did)
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4:07 pm - Dixon
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ok im gonna try this to see how hard it is ill write back wards that and cuz im bored so yeah here it goes
mi derob siht gniht si annog ekat reveorf os mi annog pots won eyb elpoep
*oLeL*
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3:56 pm - "i wish the sun would hide so i could watch u dream some more"
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helo everyone well today is my brothers b-day he turns 23 :-D old yeah i know lol dude and yet no sign of him setteling down :-/ he better soon hehe but like he says "i dont go by what others do i do what i want when ever the fuck i want" good modo i guess yeah he isnt here right now i think he went to him g/f house thats if he has one i dunno he hasnt told me anything but i think he might be at his friends house i dunno but yeah we had a bbq for him it was frezzing outside yeah tonite he is gonna go out :) yeah i gave him his gift hehe :) he liked it well actually it was my parents gift to him but i helped get it so yeah it counts LOL haha my neighbor just fell lol he is out side doing tricks on his skateboard :-D cute cute yeah i noticed today how A LOT of bands i knew about a shit load of time ago are getting bigger examples: Yellowcard,the Mars Volta,Bledding THrough,Avenged Sevenfold,All American Rejects;which i met 2 dude in th band ;) yeah theirs moe but i forgot which ones i said hehe yeah its kinda weird OMG today my friend melissa os gonna go to a Yellowcard show that licky punk hehe :-D oh well good for u melissa :-D yeah im getting bored of writing sotalk to u losers later
*LeLo*
current mood: um i dunno
current music: *A Static Lullaby*&*From Autum To Ashes*
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