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[05 Mar 2008|10:26pm] |
I have just spent about £20 on food and c/s it all. I need to work out why I am so messed up!!!
I seriously had everything I ever needed, I was never abused or neglected - why should I be like this?
I know that I am not going to go for therapy/counselling unfortunately, but I am going to try and explore problems myself. I remember  ohaiyogozaimasu started writing about things that had happened in the past and thought it was a good idea - so I will give it a go.
I am going to talk about things which may have an effect on how I feel now - but are probably not really major problems. I am going to trying and express how I feel too. So, I apologise if I start to sound weird over the next few posts! I promise I am ok before I start!
Will start tomorrow!
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