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[18 Oct 2005|06:29pm] |
I dont know what the f i just pressed, but i have typed this once already and it deleted it. Damn thing.
I am back to not living with family. Living on my own is good as i am less likely to eat too much because there is not as much binge food here, and, weakness is not so much of a problem because i dont have to look after anyone or do anything!
I hope my ED behaviours dont get too weird though - i dont wanna end up restricting too much, but already today I threw away a skinny mocha that i had just bought for £2.20 because i seen him put three scoops of choc powder in. I missed lunch. Just went shopping to get lots of food, but read cal content of everything in the shop and put most of it back on the shelf. Came home with 2 bags of apples, low fat fromage frais, bag of snack a jacks, and a magazine that read on the front cover ' are these models starving themselves?'.
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