Phoebe Bethune's Journal

Phoebe Bethune's Journal
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Date:	2005-09-27 20:10
Subject:	click here?
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	Godspell_Alas For You

so...school was good today. I found an awesome sweater for isaac today which was in mrs.sawyer's art room as a smock. she said he could keep it. how cool is that? but then i wore it the rest of the day because it was awesome and I was cold.

Children of eden got canceled. i was actually really pretty glad about that one. it would have given mixed messages. I think it's all for the best, we're gonna be doing Guys and Dolls now. Oy! i am so excited. I love that play. I wish we wouldn't have to go through all the auditions over again though. I wish it could be one more.. like the call back because I am so over auditioning. It'll be my 4th audition in one month oy! crazy. but anyways.. I'm glad we're doing this one.

in Musical theater today we were getting scenes from West Side Story which is awesome in my book. I'm in "I want to be in America" and mrs. Rosenfarb picked me to direct it.. which means I'll be casting, blocking, giving out lines and I think doing the dance a little later. I'm excited. I already know who I want to be Anita. I'm real excited. it'll be my first time directing something and it'll be to a great number. Oh yeah, I'm pretty sure i get to be in it too. Caitlin and jared are directing the other ones too. it's soo super cool! yaya

I'm listening to... well... godspell. yes I am.

I'm talking to matt... weird. but cool.
hah, No i have not had any other bf's since! haha. weird..

this CD of godspell is a tad odd.

I went out to eat with shayna, caitlin, and sarah today. 'twas so coolio! haha haven't used that word in awhile. but yeah, it was fun I had like the greatest hamburger ever! the waiter guy was super tall and super creepy. but nice. anyways, we had a good time. sarah and I made a sculpture thing right before we left. with forks, knifes, straws, a cup, salt and pepper shakers, sugar packets, jelly packets, and yeah it was awesome we balanced it and everything. we kinda jetted out of there before the waiter came back even though we wanted to see him expression.

WOAH! those drums are wicked SWEET!

"the swirling ball of talent"
-I quoteth Jared Bethune.

Wow! things are really good between kyle and I. we both were thinking like the same things and like I have never been so happy in a situation as i am in this one. I'm so not jelious! wow, really this is such a rellief. you have no idea. This is amazing. hahaha! this is awesome.

wow. I'm so super glad. and i love it!

HSP makes me happy sometimes.

Guys make me sad and annoying and lonely! gar. well some anyways.

AHHH I miss him. and I'm not ashamed anymore. which is totally awesome. but not really Cause I MISs him. gar.

Class, can we all say, "DESPRITE". That's right, "DESPRITE". Very good!

Well anyways, I think I'm going to go now.

gone with the wind..

phoebethune

....still....

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Date:	2005-09-25 21:13
Subject:	changed for the better... working on it
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed
Music:	wicked_As long as you're mine

This Blurty Screams: "READ ME!!!!"

*So much of me is made from what I've learned from. You'll be with me like a hand print on my heart. And now whatever our stories end, i know you have rewritten mine by being my friend.

And just to clear the air. I ask forgiveness for the things I've done you blame me for. But then I guess we know there's blame to share. And none of it seems to matter anymore!

Like a commet pulled from orbit and it passes it's sun. like a screem that meets a bolder half way through the wood.

Who can say if I've been changed for the better. I do belive I have been changed for the better. Because I knew you, because I knew you, I have been changed for good.*

It illustrates for me.

too strong.

Kelli spent the week-end at my house, it was lots o' fun! We played taboo, with Katie, Jared, Hannah, Josh, and Alec. it was cool.

DON'T PRETEND TO BE CURIOUS.
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

In a sur-reel mood.

I have new pictures up on my space. www.myspace.com/phoebethune

So this week-end has been spent listening to Wicked like 24/7. it's pretty awesome.

I redid my room, i have a couch in there. the foo-taa-N is gone now. And it's CLEAN! Barely anyone has seen it that way... since 1994. no, i don't know.

He could be that boy....but I'm not that girl... I thought I was....

I miss you!

Love taught me to CRY.
I CAN'T HELP IT!!!!!! AHHH

it's in your hands. I can't do anything about it. gosh, i'm messed up. I hate it.

::sighomgshsigh::

nothing matters?

I had a crazy dream last night. I was flying through tunnels. Jared floated away on helium ballons. we never saw him again.

finally for this one night, i'm about to have a fun night with this munchkin boy glinda found for me.

EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN NECK OF THE WOODS. AND THEIR OWN _______________ APPLE. AIKO IS GOING
(your name here)
TO FIND ME MY PHOEBE'S APPLE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. PRICELESS. NICK'S NECK OF THE WOODS IS IN HONG KONG WITH THE PALM THE TREE. ALONG WITH HIS NICK'S APPLE ON A APPLE PALM TREE. THE WOOD'S OUR SHAPED LIKE OUR NECKS. WHEN A FOREST IS CUT DOWN. A PERSON DIES. JOSH CRACKED HIS NECK OF THE WOODS. WE ALL HAVE _______________APPLE SHAPED LIKE OUR OWN. PEOPLE WHO SMOKE HAVE BLACK
(your name here)
APPLES. BOYS HAVE GREEN. GIRLS HAVE RED. YELLOW ARE THE UNSURE PEOPLE. WHEN THE WIND IS BLOWING THE GREEN APPLES THAT'S WHEN GUYS'S VOICES CRACK. YEAH WELL CASSIE AND I ARE BRILLIANT AREN'T WE? GO FIND YOUR NECK OF THE WOODS ALONG WITH YOUR APPLE.

you can't make vows to a heard of cows. a man can't sleep when he sleeps with sheep.
Name that movie.

They'll never bring us.

Ah so many wicked songs.

Walking in a cold world with me

Bajira

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haha.

plaidscottie: hey how does Midnight laundry sound as a new soap opera??
collapSINGcastle: haha
collapSINGcastle: all the drama takes place in a laundry mat
plaidscottie: i knoe... my friend luigi was like i do midnight laundry and i told him it sounded like a show!! haha
collapSINGcastle: haha
collapSINGcastle: wow. let's make that!
plaidscottie: we should record it! ok next time i come over we have to!! haha!

cassie and I are creative aren't we?

kiss me too fiercly. hold me too tight. I need help believing you'rw with me tonight.

okay so i'm going to go now.
goodnight----
phoebethune

a cut-off from my favorite.

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Date:	2005-09-22 20:53
Subject:	easy going. yet tough as ever.
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy
Music:	crickets

Like a Hand print on my heart..... you will always me

So, yesterday I went to Atlantis shores for Uth group. well i was with Glad Tidings Uth group. but we met at Shores. anyways. It was fine. I missed the worship i'm sad about that. but the guy who talked was like a christian jerry Springer.. 'twas creepy. i expected him to all of a sudden be like, "well let's bring out your father!" and then all the Sucurity guards are there. hah. yeah. but a girl got like a thousand dollars.. and well it was needed too. A lot of good things came out of it.

BUT... let's just put it simply, I wanted to cry, scream, and laugh all it one. I think it was one of the most refreshing, awkward, scary, exciting, heart-breaking experiances of my life. I kept wanting to go back there and spill out my heart..to...well... but i also wanted to stay out side and not look ar him. Man, was I scared. But yet, i wasn't. it's so hard to explain.
Yeah, I know i can be stupid and my emotions can get the better of me. But i'm trying to help that. I still have problems that are real too. just because they happen a lot doesn't mean it doesn't make them any less hard.. yeah.. anyways..

This is like the only thing i ever regretted. I don't know how i can overcome this...well i know i can't on my own.. only through Jesus Christ.

yeah ANYWAYS... Kelli's spending the week end at my house. three cheers for that circumstance.. Hip Hip Hooray, Hip Hip Ho- wel you know the rest. yeah, i'm excited about that. this week end is going to be busy though. I'm not looking forward to rehearsal garr. not really cf either. but it's always good for me. I'm looking forward to the regent play though. Rhonda is like the lead in it. which is completely awesome yay.

NEW SUBJECT! GAR

so, i like it when you post a comment on here. no matter how you are it always tends to make me really happy. eso. if you do it a lot :)

I think he stalks me.. ahhhh! maybe i should just ask him to a Star Trek convention? haha

Kyle is one cool guy. we talked yesterday, i miss him. and Krystle. She's funny. yeah, i wanna hang out with them again. great friends.

I gave Chris the super bottle I made for him on Tuesday. He wouldn't accept it until today though. And I'm glad because i remembered. Chris is a funny one he is. He seriously creeped me out when he was on the stairs while I was eating salad.

Until you try you'll never know

but, i don't think i wanted to know now

it's weird not....well, ya know. it's weird and lonely

So... i'm writting about the scavenger hunt. yeah. haha. it was fun. We fit 7 of us in a porta-potty. how cool is that. we saw a lady with a parrott. we took a picture of us with our arms around eachother looking at the ground. We came in 5th place. I had a really awesome team. and that's gonna be like that for the rest of the CF year, heck yes! Purvi is our leader. Sweeeet.

I find it funny how Daniel Atwood, after a new person says their name he says, "alright, sweet" haha. it cracks me up.

I miss lindsey. and i so need to hang out with her. like now

Jansen's hair is short. oy. it looks real good though.

I actually had stuff to write about today, hope you were fasinated by all of it.. or at least some of it.

Well, i'm all tuckered out now.

Like a comet.

My room is pretty nifty now.

I bought Altoids today. the curiously strong mints.

I want more people to read my blurty, just yeah..

I'm on the phone with amanda right now. it's cool.

people like my watch. so does jordan hehe.

i'm done here cause michelle is bored and it's hard to write while on phone.

:I:LOve:YOU:
phoevethune

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Date:	2005-09-20 22:16
Subject:	AHHH
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed
Music:	fan and thunder and autumn and matthew talking. and new dog

You can read the post before this.. it'll make more sense to you.

Live is coming to an end.. not really.

but it's not so much fun anymore. news can hurt. It's fine.. ya know. i'll live. maybe i'll even move on. I hate being impatient. but... ah. maybe there's nothing to wait for.

It's fine.. I'll be fine. i just keep having to tell myself that. I'll wait.

If in fact i'm waiting for anything. unless. there's just something i don't know... ahh. sarah, i wanna talk. Ah...

I hate how life can be unexspected in unfun ways.

yeah, well i still do. It's been forever. I don't see how i can stop.

I just love. it'll always be like that. hmm.. hopefully... i guess.. AHHHH

yeah, I'm slowly going....down.

phoebethune

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Date:	2005-09-20 20:54
Subject:	I'll become even more undignified than this.
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious
Music:	Fan, and thunder

So today was HSP. again. It was fun day. I talked to chris a lot. I hadn't in awhile. haha. he's awesome. i talked more to sarah too. we hadn't really had a chance to. i talked to new people too. like along with people i knew that knew them. So I didn't care if those people didn't even know my name. I still had them in my conversation. Did that just make sense? Garrett is awesome. we talked today too. I guess i talked a lot today then.. but i really like his style. I think it might just fit him.

I'm going to Uth group tomorrow at Glad Tidings again. it was fun went i went. it'll probably be like a regular thing for me now. or semi-regular. I'll get to see Krystle and Kyle tomorrow that means. They're cool friends. haven't seen them in awhile.

Don't just Play Church. Be the Church.

So....I'm ready now.

GARR! get injected already with whatever you need to know.

Omgsh. so yes i think john is pretty! like the prettiest a guy can get. boy howdy!

But YOU'RE so cool. Everyone knows it. I'll just ask you anyways. if i get a no... shoot, I'll be crushed, but it'll be for a reason. AHHH... I can't take rejection. But You're worth it.

MAX??????????????

-well.

Now I Lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray the Lord my soul to take

Here's a little survey folks. hehe.

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:15AM..HSP. GARR..

2. Diamonds or pearls? DIAMONDS

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? STAR WARS. (CINEMA? HAHA)

4. What is your favorite TV show? DON'T HAVE ONE

5. What did you have for breakfast? HAH, A POPCICLE

6. What's your favorite food? SEAFOOD. AND NOODLES

7. What foods do you dislike? SOMETIMES EGGPLANT

8. What is your favorite CD at the moment? I LISTEN TO ipods BUT I GUESS CHILDREN OF EDEN

9. What kind of car do you drive? DON'T

10. Favorite sandwich? CHICKEN, FROM WENDY'S. REIGNER GOT ME HOOKED

11. What characteristics do you despise? GREED, IGNORANCE, SELFISHNESS

12. Favorite item of clothing? SHOES AND SKIRTS.

13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go ? PRETTY MUCH ANYWHERE OUT OF THE COUNTRY

14. Ever unwrapped a starburst with your tongue? TRIED....FAILED...MISERABLY

15. How many keys on your key chain? HAH, ONE

16. What did you do yesterday? DID HW. CALLED SARAH, WENT TO DANCE, WATCHED NARNIA, DID HW.

17. Last time you cried? AH, WHENEVER I WAS SUPER TIRED. I DON'T KNOW

18. Is your house clean? ha ha ha HA HA HA...no

20. What color is your bathroom? UMM.. IS IT BAD THAT I DON'T REALLY KNOW? WAIT. THE UPSTAIRS ONE IS WHITE.. I THINK. SARAH, DO YOU KNOW?

21. Where would you retire to? MY BED...

22. Favorite time of day? LIKE 8-10PM

23. What did you do on your last birthday? A LOT OF STUFF. WITH A LOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE. i WENT TO CHUCK-E-CHEESE'S AND PEANUT BUTTER SCULPTED, AND OTHER FUN STUFF.

24. Favorite sports? FRISBEE.

25. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? ME.GEORGE W. BUSH

26. Person you expect to send it back first? CLUELESS..

27. What fabric detergent do you use? SOMETHING THAT SMELLS LIKE LAVENDER. AND THW BOTTLE'S PURPLE THAT'S ALL I KNOW.

28. Coke or Pepsi? COKE LIME

29. Are you a morning person or night owl? DEFINITELY NIGHT

30. Do you have any pets? DOG

31. Any new & exciting news you'd like to share with your family and friends? UM... i'LL BE 15 IN LESS THAN 3 WEEKS.. IS THAT EXCITING ENOUGH?

32. What book are you reading? pRIDE AND PREDJUDICE

33. Where are your second homes? CHURCH AND THE ROSENFARBS

34. Favorite flower? LILY AND DAISIES

35. Who do you miss most? JORDAN KLEFEKER..AW, AND REED RICKARDS

36. Last place you visited? HSP.. VISITED HAHA.

37. What are you listening to right now? THE FAN. AND AWESOME THUNDER

38. Favorite thing to do on weekends? HANG OUT WITH LIKE MY FAVORITE PEOPLE EVER.

39. Last place you went out to and with whom? UM.. THE BEACH WITH MY TEAM FROM CF

40. Something nice about the person who sent this to you? AUTUMN IS LIKE THE COOLEST OLDER SISTER EVER. AND WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME THEY THINK I LOOK LIKE HER I AM SUPER HAPPY... EVEN THOUGH I DON'T SEE IT.

yeah... so that was survey. i was bored.

the storm right now is super-awesome! I am like blown away. the lightening is beautiful!

I'm going to prom this year. I'm super excited. just because. and i'll have a date... hopefully yay, it'll just be fun, right now i just need...a good time with friends. even though it'll be a while from now, I'll probably still need it then too. hmm..

I'm going to be performing the Wizard of Oz at the Attuvk theater. Nov.12. yeah you guys should come see it.

I think some people are so beautiful. thought you might wanna know.

anyways, I think i'll be going now. even though, after this i'll be pretty darn bored.

Haha, i watched narnia. everyone has changed so much. esp. the guys. well, levi didn't at all. it cracks me up too.

Friendships are never without anxiety

kelli's spending the weekend at my house. I'm going to see a regent play with her too while she's here. should be a fun filled weekend.

I have four lessons to do of geometry tomorrow. gar.. i'm not looking forward to that. but...yes... it's peace that surpasses all understanding. God is truly amazing. wow.

search.

yeah i'm going now...
I WANT SUGAR!!

iloveyoualwaysandforeverreallytrulymadlydeeply.
phoebethune

this is taking a lot out of me.

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Date:	2005-09-17 20:42
Subject:	Jesse McArtney
Security:	Public
Mood:	indescribable
Music:	fanness

Yacko Wacko and Dot. the animainiacs! we are crazy to the max. Ah. i miss that show.

Well anyways. i had rehearsal today for the wizard of Oz. the rehearsals were short. but it was fun. i really like the dances we're doing. The chorography is really different. I like it. Then I went to Church for the teen-group scavenger hunt. 'Twas fun. Cass, Aiko, Steve, Josh, Brandon and I were all on a team together. we totally had the coolest team ever. We won too. like we got everything including the awesome 4 farm animals and TWINS! we colored Cassie's hair green. I cut her hair. Steve cut Aiko's. you'll have to see the video.. then um... well, Josh belly danced for us. Cassie and I did a very exotic tribal dance.We played London Bridge. We did a pryamid with guys on the bottom, then girls on the bottom, then backwards pryamid. steve on the bottom then it branched out. hmm.. yes 'twas glorious.

so. i'm talking to jon and michelle. waiting for a video to load, uploading new pictures on my space. i lied before, i didn't have new ones up. I was going to, but didn't have time... yeah that's about it.

She signed off.. what the gut?

He signed on!!! YESSSssss..... He makes me so happy. if only he knew.. if only i could tell him... if only.

These skittles give me a stomach ache.. actually all skittles do.. poo..

just like lindsey.

GARRR!! i won't be able to so him anymore! I shall live... if I am truly in need of him I can always paste his picture to a nut-cracker. and move the mouth up and down.. while reading our conversations. So, yes i shall live.
We'll hang out too. well.. we'd better.

The CF scavenger hunt is tomorrow. I'm excited. that's when michelle and i became friends... BEST FRIENDS EVER!

Violet:Jack Jack's the only normal one and he's not even potty trained!
Dash: Lucky!...I mean about being normal.

well.. anyways.......................BLAHHH

I'm now talking to Cassie, Michelle, Jon and Jordan :)

i really don't like school. I haven't done too much hw this week. that means i have to catch up on all of it on monday! AGH!

peace and beauty.

Shoot! I just wish he would still be there. If only I didn't have to do that. I miss him. our old times............. i miss everything about him... even his bowl-cutishness hehe. :) Yess...everything.

Jon: It's a type of martian that looks kinda like a life-size beaver or otter.

haha. so that's what my mom is eh? haha.

Gotmilk1029: then why dont we?

yourmomisahross: My head feels full of cheese

Well i think i'm going now. check out my new pictures.. www.myspace.com/phoebethune

ILOVEYOUALWAYSANDFOREVR
reallytrulymadlydeeply
phoebethune

that's for....YOU

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Date:	2005-09-13 23:23
Subject:	Stay here forever
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	childre of eden

I auditioned today. i'll do it on thursday too though. It was fine... I didn't get along with the song too well though since it was a cold..sing? anyways..

jon and i talked online it was cool. i always feel awkward talking to some one that i barely know, when some one else gave me their screen name. but it was fine.

I went out to eat with Shayna tongiht. it was fun. I'm glad we got to talk.

Jared and i briefly talked tonight. things are good.

i should probably go now. I have new pictures up on my space on Jared and I. and on my xanga things look pretty.

i need to leave now

now.

Abby looks like Chloe.
Addie cool. Powerful!!!

loveyou
phoebethune

he'll always be my favorite. always has been. i miss him. like been like months. he's amazing, outstanding. I'm glad we can be good friends. i want to be him. him and his super hero self.

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Date:	2005-09-13 23:23
Subject:	Stay here forever
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	childre of eden

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Date:	2005-09-11 23:01
Subject:	....
Security:	Public
Mood:	chipper

high-brrr-nate-ing
hibernating

read the last two posts. they're new!

sleep tight
phoebethune

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Date:	2005-09-11 22:17
Subject:	hehe
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

List 19 people you know in no particular order:

1. Jared Bethune
2. Hannah Rosenfarb
3. Brian Penick
4. Michelle McHugh
5. Sarah mcLewin
6 Jordan Klefeker
7.Steve Gildersleeve
8. Jonathan what's-his-face Nelson?
9. Shayna rsoenfarb
10. Karie Barnum
11.Cynthia Newby
12. Amanda Newby
13. Isaac Gay
14. Chris Oliviera
15. Cassie VanAllen
16. Aiko Purcell
17. Daniel Atwood
18.Tyler Humphries
19. Kyle Blanchard

01. How did you meet 13? At HSP

02. What would you do if you never met 5? OMGSH! I'd die. Sarah like lives here and it'd just be like me without a sister

03. Have you ever liked 3? bahaha yes..and he knows it

04. What do you honestly think of 10? hehe. karie is awesome. like she's not all about boys. nor girls. he's just great

05. Would or did 19 and 8 go out? Not that i know of... after all they are both straight men!

06. If 1 died tomorrow, what would you wish for him/her to know? Jared! omgsh. he's my brother. i'd like totally be happy! haha just kidding. i'd like die myself. a couple times!

07. Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? I think they might be cute.. but they might not think so. THEY"RE BOTH GIRLS!

08. Describe 6 in 3 words: hilarious. hott!........amazing. :)

09. Do you think 12 is hot? amanda! heck yes. everyone else thinks so too

10. Would 1 and 17 ever go out? Jared and daniel.. they've always wanted to. but NO!

11. What do you think of when you see 8? How did a single man get to be so good looking! (single in both sense)

12. Tell me something humiliating about 11? Cynthia.. i don't know anything

13. Do you know any of 7's family members? yes.. like the back of my head. that's pretty well too :)

14. What's 19's favorite color? actually i never asked him.. i think blue though

15. On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? dude. chris has got to be like a 9

16. What would you do if 3 just professed their undying love for you? omgsh! i'd flip out. I'd probably hit him and then feel sorry for him.

17. What language does 19 speak? Zanzabarbarian, kylese. and english

18. Who is 18 going out with? i dont think he is. And i don't understand why not!

19. Does 2 have any siblings? uh huh. Shayna and daniel

20. Would you ever date 7? see.. steve has a little problem called...gerky female weasleness. but no i don't think so.

21. Is 15 single? yep.

22. What is 10's fantasy? do be a pro-belly dancer. gee i don't know

23. What school does 16 go to?Tallwood High

24. Where does 9 live? in a house

25. Would you make out with 16? nope... i want my kisses to be with a guy

26. How did you meet 15? we've been going to church together for like 6 years

27. What grade is 17 in? 10th

28. When was the last time you talked to 12? yesterday

29. What is 3's favorite band? I dont't know. ask him

30. Would you tell number 9 anything? almost

I really like this game. do it! and send your results to ZOOM! 02134 send it to ZOOM! haha. wow.

Till next time, i'm lavar burton.

iloveyou GODBLESSYOU
phoebethune

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Date:	2005-09-11 21:08
Subject:	yes sarah, She did cry a river and drown the whole world.
Security:	Public
Mood:	curious
Music:	humm of the computers

SO, I DON'T LIKE BEING UNSURE OF MYSELF. I REALLY DON'T. I'M JUST TAKING THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT COME MY WAY.. AND THEN EVENTUALLY I WILL MAKE OPPORTUNITIES WHEN I AM SURE. BUT AS OF NOW... NO SURENESS. WHICH? IS THE QUESTION I HAVE BEEN ASKING MYSELF. AND OTHERS. IT'S MIXED. RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS LIKE I'LL never KNOW. I'LL ALWAYS BE THEIR FRIENDS. EVEN IF FOR SOME REASON THEY DON'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND. WHICH IS UNSTANDABLE. BUT STUPID! hehe. ANYWAYS... THAT'S WHAT'S GOING ON. ASK ME ABOUT IT SOMETIME WHEN I'M IN THE MOOD TO TALK FOR AWHILE. OR WHENEVER WE'RE ON THE SUBJECT OF BOYS IT'LL BE TOLD TO YOU. :)

I DON'T WANT TO DO SCHOOL TOMORROW. at all! I DON'T HAVE AS MUCH MATH HW THIS YEAR THOUGH. WHICH IT SUCH A RELIEF. BUT STILL...

loSt......
...BELIeVe!

onLY cRYinG.

I HAVE IS STUCK IN MY HEAD.

I'M READY FOR SUMMER. BUT FIRST MY BIRTHDAY.
YEAH IT'S GOING TO BE OCT.22.05.567.3235.768.2.4.244.3457.7567.3546.264.256......456. YOU CAN COME IF YOU WANT. I'LL PROBABLY INVITE YOU AGAINT THOUGH. :)

I MISS PEOPLE.

I WANT TO SEE reinger AGAIN. CHRISTMAS!

OKAY SO HOW AWESOME IS THIS. i WAS AT THE CF PICNIC TODAY AND LIKE I SAW JONATHAN AND DANIEL. (LACI'S COUSINS) THERE. I HAD MET THEM THROUGH SHAYNA LIKE TWICE. AND I WAS THINKING TODAY, IF ONLY THEY REMEMBERED WHO I WAS, CAUSE THEY SEEM COOL. (AND JOHN IS REALLY HOTT TOO BUT YOU DIDNT HEAR THAT PART) SO THEM I WAS JUST STANDING TALKING TO MICHELLE AND DANIEL WALK BY ME AND SAYS, " hEY pHOEBE!" hE HAD THE LOOK LIKE, i THINK I SCARED HER BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO I AM. AND I THINK THAT'S WHAT SHE WANTED.. BUT I WAS SHOCKED BUT I WAS LIKE, "HEYA DANIEL" THEN jOHN CAME UP TO ME AND SAID "HEY pHOEBE, DO YOU REMEMBER ME?" AND OF COURSE I DID. AND I SAID HEY AND STUFF. BUT RIGHT BEFORE ALL THAT HAPPENED I WAS TALKING TO MICHELLE ABOUT HOW I KINDA KNOW HIM AND SHE WANTED ME TO INTRODUCE HIM. AND WE WERE SAYING HOW HOTT HE IS. HEHE. UNFORTUNATLY THEY LEFT LIKE RIGHT AFTER THAT....boy howdy!

I THINK I'M GOING NOW. i MISS PEOPLE. i MISS LIKE MY OLD CLOSE FRIENDS. I SAID HI TO DANIEL TODAY. HE NOTICE I LIVE!!!! LIKE HE SAID HI BACK AND HE WAS NICE AND ASKED HOW I WAS. IT WAS NICE.... I MISSED KNOWING HIM AS A FRIEND.

I HAD CANDY TODAY.

BRIAN AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THE COW TODAY. i THINK BRIAN WOULD BE ENTERTANED WITH THAT COW LIKE... FOREVER. why two staples!?!?!?!

I HAVE NEW PICTURES UP ON MY SPACE! check them out!!!!!!! WWW.MYSPACE.COM/PHOEBETHUNE

sO.. I'M GOING NOW. IT'S ABOUT THAT TIME TO.......fly!!!!

*poof*

iloveyou
PHOEBETHUNE
I LIKE OPPISITES.

KYLE IS A GREAT FRIEND. ALSO hilarious!

that much.

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Date:	2005-09-08 19:47
Subject:	if my life is for it
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	zowie!

so.. school deserves to die! but it's fine right now.. I know i will not bare it as the months go on though. I haven't been able to talk to anyone from aladdin much. or cass and aiko. everyone including me is super busy. Like my only contact with Kyle is the internet and he hasn't gotten on for something like 4 days. gar. but i hopefully can hang out with people at the party. Sarah's spending the night friday probably. Kelli may spend the night Saterday. hopefully.
anyways.. Tyler humphries is still so hott. like ow! even though he doesn't remember me i think.
I have tap tonight. it'll be weird going back to that. I haven't done it in awhile. but i suppose it shall be fun even though I am super tired.
omgsh! they can't come on saterday!! Ahhh! what am i going to do?!
well anyways. I guess i'll leave now...
ILOVEYOU
phoebethune
I'm in a bad way Shop-Keep!

and I miss him..... still

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Date:	2005-09-06 19:24
Subject:	.......
Security:	Public
Mood:	fine
Music:	children of eden

nevermind..
things are fine now.

I still miss him though ...: /

ILOVEYOU
phoebethune

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Date:	2005-09-05 18:53
Subject:	(fun) party today!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Upon These Stones_Les Miserables

So I went to a party at the blanchard's today. omgsh it was so much fun! We played improv games and such. it was awesome. I got to meet a couple cool new people too. Kyle is hilarious. I had fun fun fun. jared did too. Cynthia is so cool. Amanda's like....so awesome! Kyle has really nice hair. I really like him ;) oh...garsh..I just typed it outloud! ::blush:: hehe. So anyways...

i had a headache.. but it's gone now :)

i really don't want school to start. tomorrow. ahh. i won't be able to hang out with my awesome friends like everyday anymore. poo..

a lot has happened this week.

Jared broke up with brooke. it was just too hard being away all the time. he needs a break though.

soo...when???

trying not to be impatient.. but things need, and will change. i hope so.

aww.. garsh. i just can't help it! oy!... it's wonderfuller than wonderfullness!

go to www.muffinfilms.com omgsh it's hilarious. watch "Psst", "Muffinless", and "The Muffin Tree" they're awesome. Kyle and I told the whole story of the muffin tree today. I seriously watched that thing like 10 times in a row

I'm affraid you like you... do i detect jeliousy? I hope not.

I don't like saying stuff like this where. you all don't know what i'm talking about but... i say stuff just so vaughly. hmm... I can't really say it any other way. and i want to say it soo... hmm..

I went to Alex's birthday party yesterday. it was cool. i didn't know anyone there. but the food became my friend.

*It's just a thought. Only a thought*

I'm getting older... it just hit me... most of my friends will be turning 16 right after i turn 15. it's just crazy.. I kinda don't like the thought of that.

I cried when Reigner left. as most of you know... it takes a lot to make me cry. (unless I'm really tired hehe) but like.. I miss him. I miss having good conversations with him. he helped me out with a lot stuff. just to stop.. er..slow down. he'd set me straight with a lot of things and people. yeah.. he didn't judge quickly. well anyways.. i miss him talking to me.

*and we'll get there soon*

AHH School. I'm just not ready!

I don't have much to write about. like spa-siff-eck-lee ...well shoot i guess i do.

Don't want to sleep.

want to talk//////tohim//////

me+pictures=love<3

"People people, we need your money!!"

Read My BLURTY!

*What is this feeling? so sudden and new. I felt the moment i lied eyes on you*

*~kiss me too fiercly. hold me too tight~*

How come it hasn't happened?

I'm learning serious patience.. wow. it's hard. but i'm glad. It's hard to wait for things or people or situations.. it's just hard. did i already say that? hehe

I can't look at her the same way.. it's crazy. but i'll get over it. we're still great friends. we couldn't not be.

I wore a tie today. so did jared. cept mine was around my waste.

drinking a smoothie.

doing a survey. that's a weird word.

some jeliousy. but i am really trying to prevent that from happening. it's sorta working.

*If he asked. I'd be his....waiting here. waiting here*

okay, I'm going now

*Told you I'd do it. Told you I'd do it.*

I love songs and singing.

I'm going to miss him... soooo so much.

I must go now.. nothing more to write about. school is evil.

Quote: "When I am the owner and ruler of this world. Port-A-Potties will be illegal. if i see some one using them. they'll be shot." -me

Amanda: I think I'm on fire!
Me: get back i have...a gun?!?!?!??
Amanda: You like my toes?
me: Where's my shirt?

improving hehe. yay

*and all I see is him and me. forever and forever*
*still i say. there's a way for us. I love him. but when the night is over. he is gone. the river's just a river. without him the world around me changes...*

Okay. I'm finally going now. more music. savoring the last couple hours before school. ah...
I miss him.

phoebethune

just smile :) Be joyful :D

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Date:	2005-08-29 20:36
Subject:	hola senior! haha
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	i had icecream

so.. I spent the week end with Cassie and Aiko. then with morgan. then with elise. but all with cas and Aikore. um... the mystery thing was fun. I was the killer... yet i was never able to kill anyone (brandon and ezra) cause like they feld the "country" before i had a chace to shoot 'em. but it was still fun. then cas and Ike came over. and we went in the hot tub. wrote real cool stories and stuff... um. then Sunday. we spent the day here and at the church. Steve came over too and morgan. we dressed up and took real funny pictures. they'll go up on my space real soon. ( www.myspace.com/phoebethune ) Anyways...then we went to the church. had practice and a pot-luck. Casser, Aikore and Morgly spent the night. we made a movie haha. it turned out quite...adventuresomly. we watched some tv. talked. and stuff. then they went and jumped on my neigherbor's trampoline. (jared was with 'em) I was tired to go. and i didn't want to get in trouble and stuff so.. i stayed home and slept. they got back and talked as i slept. Then i woke up like an hour before all of them and got online and talked to Kyle. we had a good conversation. hopefully he'll come to the pool party... anyways. then morgan left. and cassie aiko and i went over to Elise's house. hung out there. went to steve's house and stole TWister. While cassie was upstairs at elise's and didn't even notice we were gone haha. we even left her a message. then we left a very long message on Randon's cell phone... um.. then cas and ike left. then i left to go to the movies with Jared, Amanda, Bailey, John, Hannah, Shayna, and Addie. 'twas fun. we were the onlies in the theater 'twas Radical! um...the movie wasn't good. but i had fun. um.. got home. ate pizza. Amanda called. asking me to go with her to BG tomorrow! yay. I have to call her back but i probably can. Um.. then Cassie and Aiko called. we talked to a great long while. Emo. hahahah! Shawn came over. You're Gay AHHH! hahah cas and ike went to go get a movie from blockbuster. um...yeah so then i took pictures and got on here. Yay. finally my writing about my week end is over!
oh oh yeah, I went to BG with aladdiners on friday. I had lots of fun. I rode almost every roller coaster with Cynthia. it was her first for some. Jared taught Amanda and i how to do the weird noise with gum. yeah fun oh and we watched Mary Poppins on the way back. Heck YES!

Brandon pees our pants... No, it is deff. not unusual!!

we went in the hot tub.. cassie wasn't so fat anymore. she didn't break it this time.

You ree ree!

Cass and Aiko just called back.

Brandon: If i was an isrealite AND born in japan then i'd be as old as Jared.

Elise: Hey cassie, your dad's on the phone
Cassie had a convo with her dad..
Cassie: Okay, my dad has to come pick me up now.
Elise: Does he know you're here?
...silence....
Me: um....Elise, he just called your house!

hahahaha

ummmmmmmm..........

I hung out a lot with Thomas on friday. Hello, this is Donna!

I played DDR for the first time. I played it again today too.

I'm going tomorrow! yesss!

I'm on the phone with amanda right now.

Kyle's middle name is Ross. i haven't seen him in a long time. he doesn't like spinach. I miss him. he's so funny. He'll be 15 March 17th. i know more about him now. yayaya. and still wanna know more.

That...that...female weasle!

Bg tomorrow. BG tomorrow! hip hip hooray

My alergies have been really bad lately. and the really bad thing is that i don't know what i'm alergic to yet.

I had two fudgecicles today.

I would like a digital Camera

I know a girl names cameron. but not a boy.

I don't like cheer-leader. or most of them anyways.

Cassie: haha yeah, i fell off the swing then I peed your pants!
oblivious

Zach is mean to me

I need to get the other pictures too.

here is a story about Brandon that cassie AIko and I wrote....

Brandon loves us.
and he likes our hair.. all of it. from the top to the bottom. from one strand to the next. only God and brandon know how many hairs we have on our heads. he pees in our pants when he feels our hair. but that's not unusual. Cosmo-tall-O-Gist in the making. he washes our hair for us. After he cuts our hair he picks it all up and puts it under his pillow for the tooth fairy.. which is himself. he doesn't understand that he doesn't make money that way... poor unfortunate soul....he sounds like a hair stalker.

The.E.nD

so.. yeah. I'm in the chat room. people have bed times.. I certainly don't and some people wake up early too. weird.

Anyways, it's just krystle and me in the chat room right now.
I left.

I can go to Prom next year.. well like in May. Yayayay! I never thought I would be able to. like for years.. wow. it's so close now.

I miss kyle right now. :)

My work here is done.
I wrote a story about a zebra who was bill---well you'll have to read it. I won't give the twisted ending away

ILOVEYOU
really.truly.madly.deeply.
phoebethune

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Date:	2005-08-23 19:51
Subject:	hola
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

i don't feel like updating. but since i'm here....

isn't brandon charming hahah awkward pause.

ah... so you're supposed to be a arm length away from the computer. didn't know that until today.. i never have been.

I miss kyle. I really want to be able to talk to him. :) he's awesome

Lindsey Brockell is really cool.. so is Samantha Graham.

I am going to go now....

ILOVEYOU

.really.truly.deeply.

phoebethune