Date:	2006-12-11 21:20
Subject:	oh wowww
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

i totally remembered today that i had a blurty.
i can't believe this site is still functioning.
like nothing has changed.
i am so very bored right now.

xanga's retarded. i really don't like it.
myspace is the place to be.

annd. if you go back to some of my first posts on this lammme thing.. not much has changed. well, plenty has, but ohh nevermind. no one cares.

myspace.com/phoebethune


i bet a soul hasn't read this thing for like 935728 years.
the end foo!

Date:	2006-01-26 22:43
Subject:	alas
Security:	Public
Mood:	distressed
Music:	that was picked at random. the mood that is

I have finally retorted to using xanga. I never thought i'd see the day. But afterall i do like comments and xanga is usually quite full of that. it works for me.
So farewell my dearest blurty. You have been so faithful all these years... yes it's been about 2 years or so.
Ah, so dramatic hah.

www.xanga.com/feebeast

love-
phieblaibfbeesdfsdfeeee

Date:	2006-01-14 18:21
Subject:	i walked alone... i lied
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	isaac singing

today was good... real good.
i went to the mall with Rob.
his sister and her friends were there. they followed us around. it was kinda funny.
We saw a guy trying to pick up girls by pretending he was french. hah. we just scared and watched in amazment.
we walked around the mall.. it's small but we talked and stuff. it was nice
yeah so then i came home. and i was going to go to Amy's party, but i'm super tired. and people are going to come over here so...
that back scrather thing was scary.
i can dress myself award. ha ha

so last night anita and josh spent the night.
we played in the rain.
i was a failure at eating beef jerky.
we took pictures.
i spashed in a puddle and got muddy.
we took picture in a mail box.
we watched dumb and dumberer
i loaded new pictures on my myspace.::hinthint::

jared controls her.

achhaha

i'm going now. isaac anita jared, and dameron are going to be over here.. and we will play quelf.
it's fun.
i'm going now. cause "there ain't no way i'm wearing that dress!!"

goodnight
pheebs

load me with comments

Date:	2006-01-08 19:28
Subject:	nights at wal-mart rock
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	Secret Heart_Feist

I went to a movie last night. With Karie Jared and Rob. Aactually, a couple other people were supposed to come but like they all said they couldn't ike within 10 minutes of the starting time. we saw family stone. it wasn't bad. the emotions were always changing. I liked somethings about it. I didn't like somethings about it as well. we got to see the VErY end of the movie. no one else did....it was jared flailing. hah. well, none of us wanted to go home so we went to Starbucks. Karie parked...there are no words to decribe it. we didn't really feel like being there so we started to go to the lake by my house. (the driving way) and we parked, jared and karie got out of the car. Rob and I didn't, it was cold and dark. just a few minutes after we got there the cops drove up and told us we must leave. So we did. we drove around a little. Stopped in the Food Lion parking lot and talked. Then we decided we wanted to go to Wal-Mart... so we did. Strip and Wax. O how i wanted to walk on there. The temperatures on the crock pots were out of order! it was pretty crazy hehe. I sprayed Karie with a vegetable water hoseish thing. we played tag. oh how i wished i had my camera. we sat on little-people chairs. jared found a ninja turtle outfitish thing. it rocked. we then had to leave. So Jared and i were dropped off at home and so ended that beautiful night with some of my very favorite people.

Today, I went to church, went to Wendy's with cass, aiko, brandon, shawn and jon. we then went from there to the movies. the ringer didn't start until a while later so we went to the mall for a bit. Cassie got accused of stealing from the icing.she actually bought something from Charlotte Russe and threw away the bag (with the receipt in it) and the tag. she was going to wear it. and the people at the icing thought she took it from their store.. hunted us down and brought us to the "Icing Jail" the lady was mad and said it was an Icing product, she even looked through the starve things and didn't see it but claimed it was. Yeah anyways, sercurity came. We got the bag out of the trash. with the receipt in it. and the lady felt stupid. That was anventuresom. We then went to the movie. it was actually really good. "I work at burger king......would you like some fries with that?" " Did YOU get icecream?? was i alseep??" Yep so then we tried to go get icecream but Lickety Spilt is closed for the Winter. geez. so we went to our homes.

Yes, now i am talking to Rob online and i just put up pictures and a guy i haven't talked to in a great while just said hey, so it's nice.

I'm not looking forward to school...at all. I have a weeks worth of biology hw to do tomorrow. i suppose i could start now but i don't feel like it.

I'm tired.

Sometimes i just don't know what to think of that person... so very mixed feelings. I forgave 'em but it's hard to comprehend that they're sorry ya know. I just need to talk.



I loved once.
I can finally love again.



I'ma going to get on the blurty.
leave me comments.

pheebs

Date:	2006-01-03 22:04
Subject:	Now at last i know
Security:	Public
Mood:	crazy
Music:	Inside and out_feist

The saddest part of a broken heart. isn't the ending. so much as the start.
Afterall-it won't take long to fall-in love- now i know what i don't want. I learned that with you.


i'm glad i'm through that though.

Tragity starts from the very first spark. loosing your mind for the sake of your heart.

lonely lonely.



geez. Feist is my favorite band ever. I can listen to them forever. i have been

So, I believe i want to a photographer. I've been taking beautiful pictures lately and i must brag. I wish i had people to model. like. Photographs can be so power in emotion. I've been moved by so many pictures. So, I believe i want to move others in that way. I love them. I melt.

I saw him today... I have more respect for him than most other people. he's like a super hero. yes...I like him. everyone knows. i don't even know if he knows though. but he will....sometime i suppose.


Isaac is cool. he's a good friend.

"even though they're starving, they still have souls like angels." -isaac

I drew something really pretty today. I'm proud of it.



Either Photography or graphic arts. I adore all.

Jesus is so faithful.

I'm amazed by His love for me, His blessing. I'm really so blessed and they just keep coming. I love Him.



I have homework to do. a lot. I don't want to. i will though....ah.

I need sleep. and yet i'm so full of sleepy energy. I've been talking to rob online and like I was crazy. Oh i appologize.


jordan should be my friend again. i miss him.

this has been a really great year actually.

I have a beautiful sister-in-law.

collapSINGcastle: Oh geez i need sleep
Nrgiizr: then get some silly


Have you got the key

Yeah. i'm not quitting musical theatre just yet. i really want perform this song with jared, it's an amazing song and have always wanted to do it. so after that then i might.


Yeah....karie...sarah. Ah. that's all i say right now. but. i don't blame them. i wish it was me actually.
yeah, so that wasn't all i said.

I want to do something fun this week end.

drifting away.

have to go to bed now i suppose. and i will do hw maybe. i want to draw.

gott too goo noww.

hah.

phoebethune


Pirates. oh. Pirates.


roses.


"Crunchy. "ello, how ya doin'? I'm Caitilin. I'll explain later"
-caitlin.

*Your kisses taste like honey*-feist

not that i would know




as of now..no

well, my brother got married this weekend.
oh my. this has been a very long week. I don't want school to start again. i could live like this for a great long while. I went to a party at Dani's house last night. brooke and i were sorta invited. so we went. it was a lot more fun than i expected it to be. I wish i coulda gone to that allnighter thing though. but I had fun. Brooke like totally rocks. were took numerous picture on the trampoline.
Kelli just keeps going and going and going...and..going. never stops.
i played pool. 3 players. then 5. was rocking.
I miss talking to daniel.
wes is awesome. i danced with him. he was my escourt.
oh joel and jesse are hilarious.
i miss talking to rob.
i spent the night at alex's house. that was fun. we talked about our men.
I want to see picture from the wedding.
Jared and Dameron are going out now.
I'm going to CF tonight.
I like the Crane's i suppose i should.
Heather Bethune. is a Mrs. Bethune. craziness.
I went shopping for 8 hours before i found my dress.
I opened fortune cookies and laughed!
Dameron's face falls asleep! hehe
I went shopping with Leslie, Brooke, Megan, Chris, and Allison yesterday.
I fell asleep in the shower for the first time yesterday hah.
I'm tired.
I've eaten a lot of cupcakes.
Heather's cheeks quiver.
That wedding was amazing.
I wish the guys asked girls to dance! such boys
I wish stupid girls didn't ask guys to dance. such girls
Chad is fun person.
jared's the only guy i know who knows how to swing dance. Others need to learn how. because it's my favorite type of dancing.
The chicken dance backwards.
I miss a guy.
My hair was pretty.
hairspray!
I saw teagan again. it was nice.
There were so many people at the wedding that i hadn't seen in years. it was awesome and at times just plain weird.
aw. michelle.
jill looked mad
John kidd is pretty cool. never really talked to him before.
I never really talked to alot of people before this week end. it was nice being able to.
I love fun pictures.
there's some up on my space.
I'm going to miss brooke. My secret admirer.
well i must be going now i suppose. because I am going to crossfire again.
JaCassie!!! hehe

love to-you

phoebe


he's a gentleman. where have all the others gone to?
opening up doors and offering chairs. the sweetest of them all

Date:	2005-12-28 16:03
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	mushaboom_feist

Kellio. bri-napol!

i shall be at her house as of now with brianne.
I followed a rabbit.
we went to the art museum. we went to ihop. hah. we played dress up. Laci was here but she lefted.
We took crazy videos.
we're listening to crazy hott music.
shoot, we are CRazy.
jesse and eric were singing about You and Her hah
"hobo hobo hobo hobo sobo hobia!!!?!?!"
-bri
levi's getting married in two days. geez.
I haven't gotten the dress yet. we went shopping for like years yesterday at almost everystore in Va.
I might go to the fun new years eve party. I hope so.


*it won't be so hard to fall in love again. Now that i know what i don't want...I learned that from you.*


Collect the moments one-by-one
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I guess that's how the futures done.

i have new pictures on my space from yesternight. you should think about posting a comment on them.

"he whispered sweet......"
-me

watching the fire as we grow.

i suppose i shall be going now because I will be departing her house and returning to mineone. It's chloe's brithday. wish her a good one. she's 9!

I got the feist cd for christmas. it's seriously the greatest band ever. like every other band i listen to can't even compare.

Oh yes i went to the mall with Rob, Sarah, Isaac, John and Alex. We had fun. we also saw a movie, went to tropical smoothie. and reletive theory. It seems like i already wrote about this but i don't think so. I had a wonerous time. I got to know some of those people better the only ones i superly knew were isaac and sarah. we never even went into one store. geez. it must happen again sometime.
green eyes.... i love.

i must depart-- alas.

.....i love---
phoebe:rebecca

I quite tired.
Bless your beautiful hide! hah! Hot Bread!

Date:	2005-12-23 19:18
Subject:	watching the fire as we go
Security:	Public
Mood:	peaceful
Music:	District Sleeps Alone Tonight_the Postal Service

So this week has pretty much consisted of, myspacing, talking to rob, eating, sleeping, working on levi's apartment and watching movies. haven't really been able to hang out with my friends as much i would have liked. things didn't work out ya know. I may tomorrow. hopefully... :)

"Online Now!"

i...forgot what i was going to say.

I can type fast.

I was talking to teagan about old times. it was nice. we deffinitely were the coolest losers ever.

I want to go explore in the woods like we used to.

I love to go to the lake, the park, and the zoo. I mean really, what else could compete with those places.

*I have a feeling*

it's stronger than logic.

Did you know how you would move me?
well I don't really think so.


Say anything.
But say what you mean.


I have been listening to songs more.
I love them


So I truly like this guy. I'm always wanting to talk to him. It's nice...

I still can't get over how happy i have been. i mean... God is so lovely.

i wonder who reads this?

i'm eating right now

this week has been nice

Nice is a good word.

humidafier--?

yeah i don't have much to say.
leave comments.

I got a music video finally on my space.
myspace.com/phoebethune

go there too.



i love--- you

phoebethune


life is lovely.

Date:	2005-12-23 19:18
Subject:	watching the fire as we go
Security:	Public
Mood:	peaceful
Music:	District Sleeps Alone Tonight_the Postal Service

So this week has pretty much consisted of, myspacing, talking to rob, eating, sleeping, working on levi's apartment and watching movies. haven't really been able to hang out with my friends as much i would have liked. things didn't work out ya know. I may tomorrow. hopefully... :)

"Online Now!"

i...forgot what i was going to say.

I can type fast.

I was talking to teagan about old times. it was nice. we deffinitely were the coolest losers ever.

I want to go explore in the woods like we used to.

I love to go to the lake, the park, and the zoo. I mean really, what else could compete with those places.

*I have a feeling*

it's stronger than logic.

Did you know how you would move me?
well I don't really think so.


Say anything.
But say what you mean.


I have been listening to songs more.
I love them


So I truly like this guy. I'm always wanting to talk to him. It's nice...

I still can't get over how happy i have been. i mean... God is so lovely.

i wonder who reads this?

i'm eating right now

this week has been nice

Nice is a good word.

humidafier--?

yeah i don't have much to say.
leave comments.

I got a music video finally on my space.
myspace.com/phoebethune

go there too.



i love--- you

phoebethune


life is lovely.

Date:	2005-12-20 18:51
Subject:	Geez!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Feeling Good_Michael Buble

Boy howdy


I certainly like this boy a lot.

no names. I am the one who has to wait. cause that's what girls are supposed to do. I don't know if he likes me. I do want to know. but I want him to tell me. SO... I wait....

At least we're friends. And becoming closer. It's amazing how great God is. Like even when i thought my life sucked. It was all for a great turn out. "God causes all things to work for the good of those who lovce him; to those who are called according to His purpose."


Anyways, I went to Chuck E Cheese;s last night with Karie. I wish Sarah and Rob coulda come. that would have been fun. But karie and I had a blast. we got so many pictures taken. twas glorious.

I'm fully over that boy. I feel so relieved! So free.

I'm also so happy now. and Not how i used to be.. like gloomy all the time. it's amazing.

This is one of my happier posts.

Give me a coment. even if you're anonymous. just say your name.


I love you!!!!
phoebethune


I've changed through this... for the better. i'm so amazed. and so in love with God. :)

Oh so good. I have to go shopping now. but i shall write more later.

Chuck E Cheese



phobeeeee

Date:	2005-12-16 17:32
Subject:	aw yessss
Security:	Public
Mood:	hopeful
Music:	other puter turning on

life is going great it really is.

I feel all giddy. again

God takes away something that seems indispensible to me but he replaces it with something that is far better than I ever would have expected.

I went ice skating today with the HSP bunch. it was so much fun.

he held my hand today... I know i know, everyone was holding eachother's hands. But we skated for a long time just us two holding hands. it was so amazing. It had been forever since i have felt like this... and that. we talked. yeah, I just like him. I know i don't know him all that well and i really want to get to know him a lot better, but i still like him. I'm glad i can finally have feelings for someone again. I was like numb before. but now that i met him... i have hope. I'm all happy and so thankful.
hehe. just.... yay.



many sharp hints.


i miss caitlin

i hung out with Kendall today. it was nice. I finally got to catch up and stuff. I need to hang out with her again. loveher


Anyways, i think i'll be going now. gotta help my mom with stuff.

Lovayoo
phoebe



aw... yess

Date:	2005-12-15 19:04
Subject:	oh my goodness
Security:	Public
Mood:	giddy
Music:	hehe. what other mood were you expecting :)

well this week has been quite proffittable.

hahah kellio!

well, as of now i am interested in some one. i think some one is also interested in me. I'm giddy today. I talked to Jackson.. I wasn't expecting that...what he told me. Yeah it may sound confusing. I can't wait for this week end. the party will be fun tomorrow. I'm getting to know two very special guys. they're both super awesome. i like hanging out with them.

I'm happy for sarah.

For once in a long time I am very content. I don't exactly think about him so much... like, I have better things to think about. it's nice. The prayers really pay off. I love that about God. It took long enough and it didn't turn out the way i expected it to either... but That's what i love about God, so very unexpected.

Killing me ever so softly.

I became giddy today! ahh yay. Gar.. I still am! hehe

It will be a great challenge... but sarah and i both know it will happen.

Ahhh. ahh ahh. aww... sarah call me tonight.

raymond jackson and I put a bunch of paper clips together in the hsp office during rehearsal. We connected so many together and then pulled it out into the hall and it was just Super Long. oh, yes, we rock.

He said my name.

This last week end was confusing. I wasn't sure of myself. yet i was so sure. It was fun while it lasted. didn't last long but... it's all good. he's over me. It's about time i was over him. and i am....maybe



I'm just so very content.

I saw narnia opening night. it was amazing. one of my favorites i believe. Peter's so hott.

Caitlin is amazing. I made her something for christmas and her brithday. I'm buying her something to. it's an awesome book. haha. well when i have money.

I love my journal. all of them... frustrating at times.. but i love 'em

giallo cavallo!!! heck yes

I love stickers and coloring books. I really do. I think those two things are my most favorest things.
Karie gave me a Narnia coloring book today for my christmas present. it's amazing. I was so happY!

I had a geometry test today... funny noises hehe.

i wish i could drive.

yellow horse. heck yes

translation: monkey quarter butt.

I took a cool pen from the self thing. it's a dolphin and it's nose thing is a pen.. it's small and it has string so you can wear it around your neck. it pretty much just rocks

I sat in art for 3 hours straight. twas crazy.

Man, I didn't think he liked me. oh yay.

yes, still dwellling on the giddiness.

School is out for like 2 weeks. horrah.

Reigner came home yesterday. he'll be here for 3 weeks. yay

I'm gonna have to hang out with people during this break. I need to be with people.. I'm so excited. no geometry hw. yess..

I believe i will be dropping out of guys and dolls for sure... it's just not what it could be. and we haven't really practiced anything yet. somethings are unfair. and the real reason why i wanted to stay in it was for my resamae and to have fun at the performance. anyways.. yeah, it's not worth the money. I might even quit musical theater.. not sure about that one yet.

I love to take pictures. yes.

I didnt eat like anything today cept a starburst. I was in art all day painting and now dinner is ready but i don't feel like leaving the computer since I haven't been on it for a free ammount of time.

anyways, yeah, nevermind, i have no more to say and i'm hungry.

I'm sorry if this was sorta "vage" (I know it's not spelled like that but ii didn't want to try) but i don't feel like saying names right now since i'm not sure about some issues.

yeah, still giddified.

love to all and to all a good night
pheebs



the end :)

Date:	2005-12-01 20:41
Subject:	here's some fun stuff!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

List 19 people you know in no particular order:


1. heather crane (soon to be bethune)
2. Sarah McL.
3. Karie Barnum
4. Kyle Blanchard
5. Amanda Newby
6 Michelle McH.
7. jared bethune
8. Cassie VanAllen
9. Lindsey kl.
10. Jordan kl.
11. Aiko Purcell
12. Caitlin McW.
13. Isaac Gay
14. Morgan Linney
15. Steve Gildersleeve
16. Jackson Park
17. Chris Oliveira
18. Kendall Faesi
19. Hannah Rosenfarb



01. How did you meet 13? At HSP


02. What would you do if you never met 5? Oh...i really don't know. she's so much fun!


03. Have you ever liked 3? Karie... well that would be werid now wouldn't it


04. What do you honestly think of 10? oh wow. so much. he's my role model. but then again i don't like him at times. ya know?


05. Would or did 19 and 8 go out? um. no


06. If 1 died tomorrow, what would you wish for him/her to know? garr! that she would have been the greatest sister in-law ever!



07. Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? I don't think so


08. Describe 6 in 3 words: funny. pretty. SHELLME!



09. Do you think 12 is hot? dude. caitlin's like the hottest thing thats ever happened to me.. (if that's possible)



10. Would 1 and 17 ever go out? seeing that she's getting married this month.. no



11. What do you think of when you see 8? i shucks... she's a grotesk munchie-ree-ree. haha


12. Tell me something humiliating about 11? Hah, she peed her pants when cass fell of a swing.



13. Do you know any of 7's family members? yes, come to think of it. I am one


14. What's 19's favorite color? i don't know


15. On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? morgan is like a 10!



16. What would you do if 3 just professed their undying love for you? I'd remind her that i am a female.



17. What language does 19 speak? actually she speaks the odd language that they speak in the eastern mountain of kshdfishfls they call it english.



18. Who is 18 going out with? no one anymore


19. Does 2 have any siblings? indeed 4


20. Would you ever date 7? he's my brother so i don't think it'd work out


21. Is 15 single? as of now, yes



22. What is 10's fantasy? probably to be a super hero. but i don't know


23. What school does 16 go to? HSP



24. Where does 9 live? in a way cool house


25. Would you make out with 16? HAh, who wouldn't?



26. How did you meet 15? We go to the same church



27. What grade is 17 in? 11th



28. When was the last time you talked to 12? a couple hours ago



29. What is 3's favorite band? don't think she has one



30. Would you tell number 9 anything? pretty much





and i shall leave you with a quote from Kyle Blanchard
"peeing is my least favorite thing to do--but i have to do it all the time!!"



love to you
phoebe

Date:	2005-12-01 20:05
Subject:	ahh,
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold
Music:	alec being himslef

i was grounded. but i'm good now. had to get crazy hw done.

I don't really care to use this blurty anymore. well... just warning you i might now write anything in here for a lone time. cause there really is nothing to write about. life is cause boring as of now. anyways. enjoy your life without reading my blurty. that's hard to do. I know.

hah. anyways.

love you my dears
phoebe


yes, still

Date:	2005-11-03 20:53
Subject:	omgsh finally
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	shadow proves the sunshine_Switchfoot

So.. I'm finally back after a very long dredful time away from my beautiful conputer (which now has high-speed) I was grounded until like i caught up on my geometry i had like 2weeks worth. I finally and done. yayayaya.

anyways... life's going.. alright. Halloween was so much fun. I went trick-or-treating for the very first time ever. It's illegal but hey, i had to. I went with Jared, Cass, Aiko, TreyLynn, and Elise. it was awesome they came over my house and we dressed up in really weird costumes. Jared was Santa and he confused so many little kids.. it was funny yet sad haha. then we went over steve's house and ashley was there and we watched a movie while eating candy 'twas a night to remember.

I went to the thrift store today and oh my goody.. there were about 6 really old ladies walking in with major aditudes and one was in a tight leopard outfit, loads of make-up and hair crazy. and some other ones looked like they just woke up...in jail.. it was weird and I laughed I tried to hold it in though hehe. My mom, CHloe and I thought they were on a field trip to the thrift store looking for guys.



So I'm slowly going through life... no new interests really... It's weird not thinking about someone like crazy.. but it's also very nice. I just try not too.. it works.

I haven't seen some people in awhile.. it makes me sad.. i did have to skip cf on sunday cause of church stuff at my church. kinda wish I hadn't had to. because i miss those people. i was used to seeing kelli at least 3 times a week then we didn't go to dance, i didn't come to cf and we saw eachother on tuesday after like a week absence. it was weird. i miss her.

I miss anita too. i want to talk to you more nina!! Thanks for the starbursts I ate them ReaLLY fast. :)

so I got Sarah a really cool present/s for her birthday. I made a pretty card and stuff... dude i so wish i had your presents..garr.. :)

So, omgsh I am so in love with Nick. hah, i don't even know him. but yes sarah you know what i like haha...

I have some awesome pictures i'm putting up on my myspace. from halloween haha they are wonderful look at them. www.myspace.com/phoebethune

yeah I'm going to go now i think.

---Yes so i do still love----

phoebethune



crooked souls trying to stay up straight. Dry eyes in the pooring rain. The shadow proves the sunshine.

so, I'm talking to him right now. And wow I think he's pretty AMAZING! it's CRAZY ;)



omgsh i found out more crap.. and I hate it. but ya know since it's over. I'm over. obviously he's way over. so.....it'll all before over soon






cass and I are sometimes very funny. we laugh at eachother


collapSINGcastle: hah. Bake-in
collapSINGcastle: bakin
collapSINGcastle: baken
collapSINGcastle: bacon!!!!!
collapSINGcastle: that's it
plaidscottie: WOWO! yo forgot to spell bacon! you weirdo!
collapSINGcastle: haha i kow
collapSINGcastle: know*
collapSINGcastle: i have those moments where i can't remember how to spell some normal words
plaidscottie: yeah like cheese or somthing! whats next??
collapSINGcastle: omgsh I just forgot how to spell beard to one of my friends
collapSINGcastle: haha it's crazy!\
plaidscottie: yeah! you need to get that brain checkked! for real! examples: beerd, bred, berd, brad, braed, bread, and finally... beard!
collapSINGcastle: hahaha
collapSINGcastle: I even asked ALEC! but i got it before he answered
plaidscottie: wow! is he a spelling bee champ?
collapSINGcastle: um..no he just passed 3rd grade.. so i figured he'd know how to spell beard
plaidscottie: yeah, thats true.. well you or i could never be a professional speller!
collapSINGcastle: umm no. that'd be grotesk
plaidscottie: haha with a K!

Date:	2005-10-17 21:07
Subject:	yay
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	cum-pute-rrr

I talked to this really amazing guy today. I shall not mention the name as of now. but he's awesome and i want to get to know him better. i'm glad we can finally be friends again. yay

The camping trip was awesome. i just keep saying that. it really was

i have new pictures on my space. www.myspace.com/phoebethune

so somewhat dissappointed in a person. but it's over. there's hope for other things. my party's this week end. yay. i'm excited. i invited more people. super.

I like that word.

I like his name.

I went to star bucks with sarah today. we did some hw and we talked a lot. it was very meaningful to me. I took an awesome picture which is also on my space.

yeah well i am going to go now. I still have more biology hw to complete. eek.


give me a moment of you life, by posting a comment.
love you
phoebethune

Date:	2005-10-16 22:09
Subject:	NOt Again
Security:	Public
Mood:	refreshed
Music:	cumputer humming

OMyGosh! I Wrote this whole long entry about the camping trip. AHHH and I was almost done. I made sure it wouldn't get deleted so i copied it. Then the page said it had to be closed. not surprising, does it a lot. and it close. then i tried to paste it again. and it really wont work.. ahh. this happens too much gar.

Anyways.. I was expecting the camping trip to be not fun. Because I didn't think I'd have anyone to hang out with since I had felt like that a lot at cf lately. But it turned out really cool. God made me bold and I did what i didn't think I could let myself do. I like tried to accept myself and accept others.. well it sounds weird. but it worked and I had an awesome weekend. i became a lot closer to Sarah K. Melody, Angela, Mary, Nathaniel (again) and others. and started to talk to people that i hadn't talk to since like the last camping trip. and talked to some people that I had met but never talked to. I met new people too. there's a lot of really amazing people there. Angie has carrots in her pockets. Jared eats butter and says Yadie Yadie! I don't know about the little women thing. But i know that i can't know. for semi-good reasons i guess.. it's cool. But i want to know how that movie is so funny hehe. i have great stories from it. and i really wish i could write them all here. i wrote most of them down on the last post but it's gone now. I don't have the patience to write it all again. Man, there are so many great stories...

So some things have changed.. I expected them to though. and Sometimes i just can't help it. I wish i could... but ahh. Oh well, sometimes feelings are just stronger than logic. there's still time for change though. and I'm trying to just keep that in mind.

Nathaniel Crawford is really awesome. i hung out with him a lot this week end.

I went swimming this year. like an hour before we left. Mary Katie Daniel and I did. Then like everyone looked lonely on the beach so then like 5 or 6 other people ran in. We had an air matress in the water and we had fun with that. afterward like all of us girls who jumped in took showers and used the same shapoo. mike came up to me and was like, "YOU SMELL LIKE STARBURSTS! HEY EVERYONE, HER HAIR SMELLS LIKE STARBURSTS!" then a whole bunch of people smelled my hair.. it was kinda funny but i didn't blame them. I was doing the same thing.

I wished anita could have been there.. like all week end. that would have made me super happy!



here's a funny conversation Anita and I had just like 5 min. ago.


collapSINGcastle: is it sad, that i am lots of my own entertainment?
collapSINGcastle: you don't have to answer. i believe it is
george is foxy: haha. i think it is pretty sad
george is foxy: but thats just cause i'm also my own entertainment
george is foxy: i think
george is foxy: something like that
george is foxy: hehe
collapSINGcastle: haha
george is foxy: you should get paid for being your own entertainer
george is foxy: i wonder if they would pay you?
collapSINGcastle: yeah! i think I'd make a lot of money that way
george is foxy: i mean. thats not a question
collapSINGcastle: haha
george is foxy: haha you probably would
george is foxy: you'd never be bored in your life
collapSINGcastle: yeah.. or poor
george is foxy: yeah that too
george is foxy: i wonder if people would actually come to see you entertain yourself
collapSINGcastle: hahah!
collapSINGcastle: i'd come to see you entertain yourself.. because it'd be entertaining me


well I shall be going now. so much more to write about but so, not wanting to :)
I have a few pictures up on my space from the camping trip. www.myspace.com/phoebethune go there

You're invited to my bday party. i should tell you about it. if you know you'd be invited talk to me about it, like times and stuff. :)

phoebethune




things are changing

Date:	2005-10-11 20:02
Subject:	Shadows prove the sunshine
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	Spit On a Stranger_NickleCreek

I just do.




My Saviour's death was beautifully tragic....but that's not how it ended




your name fills my eyes









If that's the way you feel. JUST TELL ME! stop trying to make lame excuses. I adore you, but let me at least know that you don't by you bluntly telling me. Garr!


I thought his hair was died, wasn't, but he was still so hott.






maybe not.....



i was just talking to Reigner online and jonathan. never met him but it was cool.

I got the switchfoot CD for my birthday. all the songs are really pretty.

I got cool stuff for my b*day. It was on Sunday! yaya. i'm 15.


omgsh omgsh. Cassie and Aiko both have bf's now. same day. it's crazy!

yeah, well i'm going now. I have crazy geometry homework yet to do.

Jared, cassie and sarah, are my very best friends. we have the same sense of humor. i love it. :)

Ahh, i'm in a musical, play, ballet, and directing a scene for musical theatre, and still taking dance. Life is so crazy. and now i'm getting bad grades. man o man. Trying to make time for friends and other things. boy


Jonathan nelson. Boy howdy hahah.

You're invited.

yeah, i'm finally going now.

really.truly.madly.deeply
phoebe rebecca bethune




I guess you know this already, i like jordan klef.