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I am so happy with my layout. Everyone adjust your monitor settings though because if you don't get the third picture then its of Jason and I! I hope everyone can see it! I can't believe how unbelieveabley good they did on it! Thank youuuuu so much again.
Let's see, yesterday I ended up going to get my hair done at three. They just trimmed it, and I made her let me hold a mirror because whenever you tell them to trim it they cut off about four inches and it really pisses me off. So, she really just trimmed it, its now about 21 inches or something like that. I forget what she said, then Jason came and talked for a few. [He knows my hair dresser - Emily] Emily kept talking about how cute he was, and wasn't really paying attention to what she was doing so I'm like hey lady. Then, Jason left and said that he would meet me at home. Everyone in the salon looked at me and said, "Your living with that gorgeous man?" I smiled at the thought, "Pretty much." Erica and Pat are coming home this Wednesday though, so we are going to have to break into the house alittle more before. I left there around four thirty and went home and took a shower, got ready, you know the deal. Jason waited for me on the couch flipping through channels and ending up watching TrueLife: I want the perfect body. Jason says, "Hey babe! One day I'm going to look like that man." [He was a professional body builder.] "Your already do sweetpea."
We left here around six fifteen, got some wendys and I chewed on straws. It's probably the longest ride that I've taken with Jason, ever. We listened to some music while talking about my mother, it got me tear eyed but Jason put in a cd of us singing and it made me laugh my ass off. [We taped ourselves along time ago singing along to Christina Aguilera: What a girl wants] We finally got there around eight thirty and watched alittle bit of his cousins racing. We got there just in time, we had to stop at a gas station because Jason and I were craving blow pops[Sour Apple] and Diet Coke. Jason introduced me to his uncle, "Wow, Jason I never thought that you could get it this good." It was cute, his uncle was flipping for some reason about how pretty I was. It amusued me. Jason and I held hands the whole time and walked around the track and met his cousin at the end. His jaw dropped when he took of his helmet Jason leans in against my ear and whispers, "He, ugghhh.... always does that after he takes off his helmet." I smile, "He thinks I'm pretty Jason." I laugh, god I have too much fun. I meet his cousin Bradley, we talk, hang out for a few while he gets talked to by the local news. He's amazing at MotoX he can do all those tricks and stuff and I am telling you that he's going to be famous. Jason's all pumped because he's his cousin.
Jason and I leave around ten and head home. I kept hitting my head on the window as we went over bumps and he just kept laughing. We talked about college, and for the first time I think I only shedded a few tears. It's just the fact that I know that I am going to be leaving him in less then 3 weeks, and my heart doesn't want to get close to him because its going to be so difficult. I have lost so many people in my life, and have never cared about my boyfriend as much as I do with Jason. He tells me that when we are not together, he doesn't stop thinking about me. He tells all his friends about me, the ones that don't know me now want to meet me because he says such good stuff about me. He says that he would do anything that rolled out of my mouth, "Would you even get me seven thousand yellow roses?" He smiled, I was just trying to calm the moment. I just cannot get over the fact that in just a few weeks I will not have my boyfriend by myside every single day. I can remember my freshman year in college, [it was just last year] it was a blast. I wouldn't want anything holding me back. I told Jason that and he told me to never feel like that ever again. He tells me that he loves me and then looks back at the road, I'm squinting because the jackass coming towards us had his brights on. He continues to tell me that he's playing football and baseball there and that if there ever came a time where I wanted to see him and sports were in the way, he'd put me first. I told him that I would never let him do that, I do not want to be his top prority, and I don't want him hold back just because his girlfriend told him to. I do not want to hold him back from the dreams that he has had since he was fourteen. I told him that I support him in whatever decisons that he makes, and am behind him one hundred and ten percent. Jason looks at me, tells me he loves me, and tells me to lean closer and then gives me a big "doggy kiss" on my left cheek. [=licks my face] "Jason you just ruined the moment!" I hit him on the side of his arm and he pretends that it hurts. He tends to do that sometimes, he likes to make me feel better, he likes to make me believe that my hits actually hurt. Sometimes I don't think he's pretending though.
By the time we were through about that we were in the driveway at home. Jason turned off the car and told me to sit tight. He got out and started walking up the stairs to go to the apartment. I looked puzzled and he just started laughing and ran back down the stairs and over to the car door. "Just kidding." He smiles as he picks me up, carries me up the stairs and puts me on the couch. He stands up and I am just laying there, looking at how gorgeous he is and he turns around to walk into the kitchen, I sit up quick and jump on his back. He laughs and ends up collasping on the floor. His back is on the ground and I am sitting on his stomach. I play with the strings on his sweat shirt as he gets comfortable and moves my butt closer. Or should I say, "Scott your tooshie closer" He lays and I sit there for about two mintues just looking at eachother before we say anything. I break the silence and tell him that I love him and lean in to give him a kiss on his nose. I lean back, "I fffff--fffffffffff-uckiiiiinnnn love you Jason." [The f's are to assue you that I am spitting in his face as I say them] He replies with a "AWWWWWWWWWWE" and uses his sweatshirt sleeve to wipe off his face. He looks at me and has his hands on my butt like he trying to move me even more closer to his neck. I am smiling, he is smiling. "Oh ya ya I love you too." I pretend to smack his face, and just pat it. So, next subject - we start making out. Give me a break, you know how we do.
Alittle more of that, well alot more of that. Jason sits up and I am sitting in between his legs facing him. My legs are over his and we stare into eachothers eyes. At the same exact time, "Your beautiful." I say that he's beautiful just to piss him off because he thinks its stupid when someone calls a guy beautiful, we start laughing and he puts his hands on my ears and kisses me. He gets up, goes over to the couch and tells me to jump up. I'm guessing you mean to jump up on your back? He gives me a piggy back ride and we go into the kitchen and get some water. To the bedroom we go, he puts the curtins down and starts laughing as he drinks his water. He is so sexy when he drinks water, or anything at that matter. He squeezes the bottle and then looks at you with those blue eyes. Oh jesus, can a guy get any hotter? No because absolutely no one is hotter then my Jason. We make out some more and I just end up laying on his stomach. We continue to talk about college, and what we want in the future. To tell you the truth no guy has ever told me their dreams before, like real dreams not like, "I want to become a cop." You know what I mean? Jason told me somethings about his childhood, and how his parents always didn't get along. Which seems totally weird because his parents are the sweetest and most in love "old people" that I have ever met. No, they aren't old. He said that it all happened off and on, and they have improved with eachother. They thought that the sake of their children that they wouldn't get divorced. Well I wish my parents would have thought about that. I told him that and I situated myself so that when my head was titled to the side that Jason was looking me in the eye. My legs were now on his stomach and he rubbed them gently. I told him about my parents and how we used to be the perfect family. We had a little dog named Tito even, he was a little white dog. I really hated that stupid dog.
I tell Jason about my college, and the people at my college. Like Joshua, I usually bring up him in some of my surveys but none of you really know about him. [Unless you know know me.] It was hard to tell Jason about him because how do you tell the guy that you love so much about the guy that hurt you in so many ways, and the guy that you once loved. Joshua and I still get along, he's actually a really good friend of mine. I have told Jason about him before, because he has called, or when I am checking my mail at Jason's there are emails from him. Of course I let Jason see them, there is nothing to hide, and nothing that I want to hide. Jason is the love of my life, and no one will ever change that, no not even Joshua. I told him about my girls Jordan and Caitlin, and about my hallway roommates. The endless beer runs, and the days and days on end of not sleeping. The partying, the craming for the finals, the Wal-Mart trips and the writings on the wall. I knew Jason didn't want to listen to me ramble about my college life, but the fact is that he listened and thats one of the reasons why I love him. He listens even if he doesn't want to. -smile- He tells me about his ex-girlfriends. Of course I am quiet about it, you don't like to hear about your boyfriends past with the girls. But then again thoughts ran through my mind of what went on in his mind when I talked about Joshua. Of course I listened until he had nothing else to say. We talked about alot of things last night, and to prove that to you, I didn't go to bed until 5:45am. We both looked at the clock after talking it up and started laughing. Jason got up, took off his pants, shut off the light and told me he loved me. He pulled me in closer, kissed me on the neck and I fell asleep on his shoulder.
We wake up this morning around nine, we aren't even tired what so ever. Jason massages my feet for awhile with this new oil that I got. For about forty five mintues I just fell like I have an angel at my feet. Of course I have an angel anyways, Jason.. but you know what I mean. We then go and take a nice long shower, he picks me up so that I can wash his hair. I always want to wash his hair but can never reach it so sometimes he bends down but I can still not reach it. So this time, we compromised. He doesn't really have any hair to wash, but you know the massage deal feels so great. We get out, he wipes me off, yadayada. We get ready and I sit my ass on the computer to ask Diane about my layout. She does the codes, and the other girl [I'm sorry I don't know your name] helps me out with the layout. Thanks again! Jason heads over to his parents house to get his nephew and Jeramiah. He gets back about an hour later with happy meals for them, "Jason where's mine?" I try and look disappointed as he grabs napkins for the boys. "You don't eat hamburgers, Chloe." He smiles, shoot he remembered. He pours me some pink lemonade, hands it to me and takes my other hand and leads me to the table. We sit down and talk to the little bugga's until they are done eating. They get some fists on and start banging on the table when I am throwing their food away and picking up stuff. "Ice cream! Ice cream! Ice cream!" We start laughing, Jason picks up Jeramiah and puts him on his shoulders and I take his nephew and carry him out to the car. We go get some ice cream and as we are listening to some country [Hey its the only G radio station] and Jason is talking to the boys over the cowboy singing, it instantly comes to me, "Jason is going to be a great dad." I couldn't believe that I actually thought that. I was in a daze and by the time I knew it Jason was handing me a Vanilla with rainbow sprinkles ice cream dipped into a cup. [Hell ya] We drive around until they are done eating and get back to Jason's parents house. We drop them off and hang out with his mom. I can't get over how sweet she is, she continues to tell me that she is going to take me shopping one day just her and I and she's gonig to buy me anything I want. I laugh thinking ya right as she gets up and goes and gets her palm pilot. "When do you want to go hunny?" I smile, I love his mom.
We leave there, Jason tells me that he wants to come when his mom and I go shopping. I tell him no and he complains like a little boy. Which is a big turn on, he tells me because about a million times without giving me a real answer. "Are you hiding something from me?" I laugh and he says, "Of course not, who could hide something from this beautiful face?" He pinches my chin. We get back to the apartment and CJ, Nic, Ryan, Adam, Bryan, Cade, Steve and Marky are there just hanging out in the driveway. We leave with them to go back to Bryan's to hang out by the pool. I get in my bathing suit and go swimming. I was the only girl there and they were all trying to get me to take off my top. I'm a big big slut, thats why I flashed them for about 1.5 seconds. Got outta the pool to just hang out with my towel wrapped around me, went inside for a few minutes and saw AOL Sign On? just sitting there, ggaahhh I had to do it. Jason comes in fifteen minutes later, "You ready to go babe?" Whenever your ready. I stay online for a few minutes and then get off to go hang out wit them for another hour. These guys are hilarious. We decided to leave and CJ decided to come with us. We stopped and picked up Michelle and Jake, and all came back here. They are still here, and after two hours of all of that you just don't want to sit there anymore. I'm drinking Smirnoff, I've only had one so this shouldn't sound too bad. Jasons leaning up against me as I speak type, with a cornoa in his hand. God, I look up and he is just too gorgeous. CJ, Jake & Michelle are leaving soon, so we're just going to be hanging here all night. We can do that because we are so fucken cool. IM me if you want to, if you do just ask if its Chloe because it just might be Jason. [If you all are lucky ;x hahaha]
Well I hope that everyone enjoyed my rambling. Hope you all had/have a great night!
Much love <33 Chloe
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