under the moon   
10:42pm 08/11/2003
 
mood: touched
music: under the moon
well i dont know how long its been scene i updated and right now i am finally doing it because i have time....
i have been through so much shit these passed months i hate it i just wann end my life right now..i love someone that doesnt love me i lost someone i did love damn wat else could happen..halloween sucked ass really bad...i dont know watz up with me i guess i do stuff wrong to make them pissed at me.. maybe i should run away and go be a crack whore no maybe just sell drugs...i dont know ..i just wanna die theres nothing to live for..well any wayz i am up in g-ville visiting my mom waiting to go back home to see my homiez..
well iam going because i dont want to type anymore peace out home dawgz
MMFCL..................kelz.......................



I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would avenge me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?
The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit
Cause I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit
But you would always help me and stand there by my side
We were only seventeen, we'd be together till we died
But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day
Somebody tried to rape you, and now I'll make him pay
You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race
I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!!
I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years
I would do the time just to equal all your tears
The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom
Is that we'd always be together, cause we're both under the moon

I'll forever love you, even if you're doomed
We'll always be together cause we're both under the moon

I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone
I justified your pain, but now I sit alone
I write another letter, I write one every day
I never got a letter back, I write them anyway
I try to call collect, your number has been changed
I'm staring at the lightbulb, and I start to feel deranged
You never came to visit me, I sit facing the glass
No one's on the other side, now it's in the past
My head is always spinning, I'm pounding at the wall
I feel like I'm forgotten, no sign of you at all
You're probably getting married, you're probably getting fucked
I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that motherfucker up
I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode
My teeth are turning into dust, skin is growing mold
I'm staring at the window of my eternal doom
I know that you are out there, somewhere underneath the moon

I'll forever love you, even if you're doomed
We'll always be together cause we're both under the moon

Many, many years, many more to go
Does she still remember? God, he only know
I know become a savage, they chain me to a wall
I still can see your body, I still can hear your call
I'm nothing but a maggot, I'm locked away and lost
The world it doesn't want me, my dignity is tossed
And to the girl for whom I feel this doom
Look here, fuck you and the moon

Hey! Fuck you and the moon
Hey! Fuck you and the moon
Hey! Fuck you and the moon
Hey! Fuck you and the moon
Hey! Fuck you and the moon
Hey! Fuck you and the moon
 
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boyz   
06:07pm 22/10/2003
 
mood: hopeful
music: the green book
WOW ...me and megz are not haveing any luck with the boyz we like.~tears~..
well me and megz talked over things and we r kool...i am over megz second house...i am just sitting here typeing in here..well over the past weeks we have been haveing fun but not fun times...(on the way from the mall about 3 weeks ago..bad time rite there)well anywayz ..brad has a girlfriend..thats who i wanna hump..and rocky has a girlfriend and thats who megz like and also josh but josh is very mean to megz..but anywayz ..we will find some sexy ass juggalos..not..well i gtg ...love ya guyz
i love ya megz...
i love brad.... MMFCL
 
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dont you do that.dont you strt those tears....   
09:32pm 08/10/2003
 
mood: sad
music: im alright
well lets just ay i had alot of fun over the past weeks..andit as fun whn rocky came down fun time o remeber..megz u know..hehehehe.well its vry cold out side now..i dont have much to sy besides i wanna hump brad....and that iam going out with bredon and i that i feel lie dumping him.bcause i dont lik him...and ia not over stevie..i guess wat i really said is true..i am not wanting a relationship rigt now i want to be free.and do my own stuff..and mess aound..hehe.
,,,,,,,,,.................
megan dont be ma i aneed to tell u this...

I feel like ever scenc you met josh our friendship grew apart i could tell i feel like josh istaking u away from me
and how u say hes ur bestfriend..i feel like u replaed him for ur new bestfriend..thishas been bothering me for long time..and u wonder why iam alwayz quit sometimes thats because i feel like we arnt best friends...i want to say ur mybest friend but i cant becausei lost u and.i dont know wat happen to the megz i use to know..i dont know u nomore and i can see u arnt ever gonna be yurself befor u met josh. and ,the only person i guess knows u now is josh, and i hope everthing works out between u two becaue i gues when ur not happy iam not happy ..but iam never appy anymorew becausei miss my old megz.u r never happy when iam around only when josh and jessie and all them around..i dont want to use the word best friend nmore because have mybestfrind anymore and they one person i really called my bestfriend and sister was u megz..and u will alwayz be but right now i dnt know were ur at..we arnt on the same page n-mre try to be but i cant..and even though we dontlistin to Gc anymore ..i still think this is true and might be us..Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers. .r u happy now i hope so just tell me when we can be bestfriends again.........I love u megz...
n matte wat we go through we will stick together..i promis..

MMFCL:*:*:*:*kellylynn:*:*:*:*MMFCL

I Love my homiez
Much love breezy point
 
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i can't belive if..   
06:21pm 29/09/2003
 
mood: exanimate
music: iam alrite
wow..2 weeks go i was saing how i am prssed on johns nizzos and i wouldnt eer not stop being presse on him..well it all changed i hope soo. now its brad. sexy ass beast.....well firday megz brad john josh mike and me went to the fair it as fun..lol hen we wet bowling and ricy and jessie came..now its like we go every firday its really fun..but bsides the fighting...i wish that one day we can go without fghting....with eachother....but i know tat wont happen...but josh and megz faught all nite becaue of something..no comments no1 bizznus besides the homies..then i was a bitch to john.like alwayz:(...but well ovr the weekend i became more sick and i finnaly went to the doctors about ime...whoop whoop......well iam gonna go because i feel like and also clean the rest o y room. lol..
love ya MeGz......BrAd...JoHn...JoSh...RiCkY..JeSsIe..RoCKy..
 
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blam   
10:33pm 21/09/2003
 
mood: crappy
music: CRYING
i just got home from jessicas house rite now i feel like shit...i jst want to listin to twiztid rite now but i left it at chases house..suckz for me.... doesnt it...well nwayz i am tired because i had along ass day so...i guess i will talk to me friends another time.......

love all my homiez
____________________________________________
southern friends
just to let u know i miss u guyz and skool will never be the same with out u i miss all of u and exspedcillay making fun of the kids and pushing all the boyz around and telling them wat to do...
______________________________________________

NO MATTER WHAT I DO...IAM NOTHING TO U..GOTTA HOLD MY TEARS FROM MY EYES AND SAY GOODBYE...

_____________________________________________________________________________
............../´¯/)
............,/¯../ /
.........../..../ /
...../´¯/'...'/´¯¯.`•¸
../'/.../..../.....:^.¨¯\
('(...´...´.... ¯_/'...'/
.\.................'...../
..'\'...\.......... _.•´
....\..............(
.…..\............
_______________________________________________________

plz dont worrie about me.. iam just a worthless lil bitch to u that hurt u ..i just wish u will talk to me and we could settle this once and for all
________________________________________________---
Would u b my rose 2 cherish more than gold I luv u so much I wish u were mine but all I can do is wait till that time!!!!!
_______________________________________________
WELL THERE I GTG KELLYLYNN................MMFCL
 
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blam   
10:22pm 21/09/2003
 
mood: crappy
music: CRYING
i just got home from jessicas house rite now i feel like shit...i jst want to listin to twiztid rite now but i left it at chases house..suckz for me.... doesnt it...well nwayz i am tired because i had along ass day so...i guess i will talk to me friends another time.......

love all my homiez
____________________________________________
southern friends
just to let u know i miss u guyz and skool will never be the same with out u i miss all of u and exspedcillay making fun of the kids and pushing all the boyz around and telling them wat to do...
______________________________________________

NO MATTER WHAT I DO...IAM NOTHING TO U..GOTTA HOLD MY TEARS FROM MY EYES AND SAY GOODBYE...

_____________________________________________________________________________
............../´¯/)
............,/¯../ /
.........../..../ /
...../´¯/'...'/´¯¯.`•¸
../'/.../..../.....:^.¨¯\
('(...´...´.... ¯_/'...'/
.\.................'...../
..'\'...\.......... _.•´
....\..............(
.…..\............
_______________________________________________________

plz dont worrie about me.. iam just a worthless lil bitch to u that hurt u ..i just wish u will talk to me and we could settle this once and for all
________________________________________________---
Would u b my rose 2 cherish more than gold I luv u so much I wish u were mine but all I can do is wait till that time!!!!!
_______________________________________________
WELL THERE I GTG KELLYLYNN
 
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doing this just to update journal-hopefully my homiez see this   
07:40pm 21/09/2003
 
mood: awake
music: nothin
.:*MeGz*:. -Megan we have been friends for a very long time..i know we have been going though alot of things this year but we manged to stay bestfriends..u r my best friend and i owe u my life for alwayz being here for me
i hope noting gets between our friendship because i dont know wat i would do with out u i look up to u as a sister and i hoping it will stay that way..but u keep it kool and i know there is someone out there for u..love ya alwayz and forever:*:*:*:**:**oxoxox

:*JoSh:* -i know we havent been getting along that good anymore and i hope that we can get along againIhate when u r mad at me because i dont want to lose i friend like u .....and if i piss u off or anything like that i want to know..ok..well i wish u lots of luck in skool and hope u have a fun year in ur last year of skool..love ya lots
oxoxox...

!*JoHn*!- john i am glad we became friends..even thoug we fight half the time we r around eachother..i wish we can stop it..but n wayz..... not much to say except i wish u luck in anything u do and if u need a smoking buddy come to me..hehehe..love u xoxoxox!*!*!*!*ps be nice to my megz..

BrAd-well not much to say ..beside thank u for being the only one nice to megz...and i am glad we r friends...
lots of my fat kid love...OxOxOxOx...

RoCky-u r very strang hun...but i am glad i met u and u r a very kool person and 1 day u will get megan..lol...love ya..and good luck on wat u plan...
 
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down in the dumps...   
08:53pm 17/09/2003
 
mood: confused
music: abbey talking
well friday was very busy day but it was fun because i got to see stevie..i went to his house spent time with him..then that nite we went bowling with josh john megz and stevie and me...we had fun but then everyone started to be mad at eachother..like i wasnt talking to stevie because josh and megz wherew mad at me and then i fucked up becuase i was talking to john then bla bla bla..and now stevie wont tak to me and i think josh is pissed off at me and doesnt want to talk to me and megz diappointed at me because of the same reason but in a diffeernt way..so now i a confused and wanna just restart my life but i cant do it so i am just gonna half to explainthis to josh and stevie thats if they will talk to me...
now its wendays and i am hanging with my friend abbey that i havent spent time with in alongtime..and i am glad we r doing this because i we have so much to talk about..and u never know wat willl happen aftr tonite we might not be friends,,





well i gtg becasue i wanna talk to my friends....
peace out my dawgzz

megz i love u
josh i love u 2
and stevie i am sry that i fucked up and not te one for u...
 
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life   
01:12am 14/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
music: homiez to smoke with
why is life so depressing..i cant see why it is..well anywayz firday i went bowling with john josh megz and stevie ricky and jessie it was weird all of us hanging out but..besides that i didnt have fun the only fun i had was walking away from my homiez because they were giving me shit. and i understand why..megz is rite about our lil fight about stuff .....he is to good for me i geuss its not time for me to be in a relationship..i cant comite myself that i wont touch anyone...but i understand if josh hates and megz is disappointed at me..its ok i really do understand but i am hurting really bad because i went 4wheeling and plus i think i am going to rod and real tomorrow for bredfast this should be fun..hehhee... well i am out dawg
good nite to my friendzzzzzzzzzzzz
 
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i didnt do shit   
11:48am 07/09/2003
 
mood: sad
music: a knife clicking my bracklets
well megan josh think i did somthing with these boyz and..i am trying to tell megan i didnt do anything..
josh i swer i didnt do anything ..i wouldnt have because i like stevie alot and i wouldnt fuck up between him and i but i geuss now we Aarnt going out..


i really liked stevie but everyone thinks i fucked up
 
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fairy tale   
05:23pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: guilty
Fairy Tale
once upon a time there has a young BOYZ named JOSH. He was KILLING DIEING in the OLD forest when he met APPLE STEVIE, a run-away KILLING from the SEXY Queen KELLYLYNN.

JOSH could see that APPLE STEVIE was hungry so he reached into his SHINNING and give him his SILVER PIZZA. APPLE STEVIE was thankful for JOSH's PIZZA, so he told JOSH a very WHITE story about Queen KELLYLYNN's daughter LILWHORE MEGAN. How her mother, the SEXY Queen KELLYLYNN, kept her locked away in a HOUSE protected by a gigantic CAT, because LILWHORE MEGAN was so BLACK.

JOSH DIED. He vowed to APPLE STEVIE the KILLING that he would save the BLACK LILWHORE MEGAN. He would URMOM the CAT, and take LILWHORE MEGAN far away from her eveil mother, the SEXY Queen KELLYLYNN, and NEVER her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a NEW BITING and APPLE STEVIE the KILLING began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic CAT from his story. SEXY Queen KELLYLYNN KILLED out from behind a HATCHET and struck JOSH dead. In the far off HOUSE you could hear a FIGHTING.
 
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04:24pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: regretful
music: chris telling me to hurry my sexy ass up then me yellingat
CURRENTS...
Current Clothes:twiztid shirt and black pantz
Current Mood:high
Current Music:hydro by twiztid
Current Hair: straight
Current Annoyance:mouse
Current Smell: burnt hair
Current Desktop Picture: ur mom
Current Favorite Artist: shaggy 2 dope
Current Favorite Group:icp
Current Book: none
Current CD in CD Player:twiztid the green book
Current DVD In Player: nothing
Current Color Of Toenails: white
Current Refreshment: none
Current Worry: not messing around with a boy while haveing a boyfriend
Current Crush:stevie
Current Favorite Celebrity:

LAST PERSON...
You Touched: no1
You Talked to: my mom
You Hugged: megan
You Instant messaged: megan
You Yelled At: josh
You Had A Crush On:john
Who Broke Your Heart:
ARE YOU...
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: yea
Arrogant: no
Insecure: yea
Interesting:
Hungry: never
Friendly: depends
Smart: hell no
Moody: yea
Childish: always
Independent: occasionally
Hard working: nope
Organized: sometimes
Healthy: ?? no
Emotionally Stable: no
Shy:never i think
Difficult: no comments
Attractive: megan saids i am
Bored Easily: yes
Messy: yes
Thirsty: yep
Responsible: sometimes
Obsessed: at times
Angry: mostly at one person(john)
Sad: always
Happy: yess
Trusting: no
Talkative: yea
Legal: no
Original: yeah
Different: yep
Unique: yep
Ignored: always
Reliable: if ur my friend
Content: sometimes
Optimistic: sure
Deep thinker: yess
Self-disciplined:
Sleepy: always
Lonely: all the time

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: a lot of people
Slap: john
Get Really Wasted With: depend
Tickle: chris
Be Like: no1
Talk To:megan
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9 things you wear daily
. shoe
my star necklace
. my m ring
sox
pants/ skirts
shirts


8 movies you'd watch over and over

not watch movies


6 objects you touch every day
1. my nose
2. newport
3.blanky
4.john jr stuffed animal john gave me
5. key board
6. food


5 things you do every day
1. eat
2. sleep
3. shower
4. brush my teeth
5. skool


4 foods that you couldn't live without
1. McChickens with extra mayo
2. soda
3. pizza



3 of your favorite songs at this moment
1. Twiztid: the green book: serial killa

2. ICP: THE wairth: homies


2 people that have influenced your life the most
1megan
2. my mom


What time is it?: 4:24
What is the date?: sep.10
Why are you filling this out?: board

You
Full name: kellylynn emmell
Do you like it?: yes
Nicknames: kellylynn
If you could change your first name, what would it be?:nothing
(same as above) middle name?: i like my middle name

Height: 5'5
Hair colour:blondish right now with red at end
Eye colour: blue
Where do you live?: breezy
Do you like it there?: hell yea its the best place in the world
Why/Why not: megan lives here
Where were you born?: have no clue
Astrological sign:leo
Shoe Size8

School: plum point


Family
Parents names: carol
Do you have any siblings?: 2
If so, what are their names and ages?: megan ,amber
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: divorced
Pets: 2 cat
Names: rockyz and benji
favorite relative: jessica

Favorites
Food: McChicken
Drink: dr pepper, faygo
Color: black
Album: the green book
Candy: i dunno
Animal: turtles
TV Show: home movies,family guy
Movie: none
Dance: freek
Song: hydro
Fruit: hate fruit
Number: 10
Season: winter
Holiday: halloween
Month: october
Day of the week: friday
Grade so far: 8
Sport: baton
Class:none
Veggie:hate veggie
Dessert:
Radio station: 99.1
Actor: ...
Actress: ?
Word: ?
Phrase: ur mom
Animal: turtle
Flower: rose
Clothing store: hottopic
Article of clothing: ?
underwear:thongs
State (that you've been to): hawaii,florida,nc.sc,pen

Ice cream flavor: chocolate
Breakfast food: none
Way to have fun: be with josh, kellylynn, john, brad and rocky.john
This or that? this
Me/You: youu
AOL/AIM: both
CD/Cassette: CDs
DVD/VCR: vcr
Radio/CD: cd
Slow dance/Freak dance: freek
Jacket/Coat: hoodie
Leather/Pleather: neither
Sparkles/Bronze: sparkles
Sexy/Hot: sexy
Car/Truck: car
Civic/Acura: civic
Corvette/Camero: neither
Strong/Weak: either
Upset/Pissed: pissed
Tall/Short: tall and short
Lunch/Dinner: dinner
Abercrombie/Hollister: neither
Gap/Old Navy: same as before
Nsync/BSB: gross
Britney/Christina: yuck
Love/Lust: lust
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious:
Outside/Inside: depends
Lipstick/Lipgloss: chapstick
Silver/Gold: none
Piercings/Tattoos: piercings
Football/Basketball: neither
Thunder/Lightning: both


Friends
Who is your best girl friend?: megan
Guy friend: shit i cant answer that
Do you get along with people easily?: depends
Why/Why not: because i eaiter hate them or like them
Who have you known the longest?: megan
Who do you dislike the most?: ex friends? stephanie
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: no
Craziest: rocky
Loudest: john
Funniest: josh
Quietest: brad
Sweetest: megan
Most caring: ^
Most understanding: megan
If you could date one guy friend, who would you date and why? all
Who is the most like you?:megan

Love & Relationships
Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
If so, who?:stevie
 
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hello everybody   
04:09pm 06/09/2003
 
mood: high
music: chris talking to me about stupid stuff
well its saterday and i am up in getto bowie were all the hot ass boyz r at..lol..jp....well last nite was so fucking fun i havent got fucked up for along ass time it felt so good but i tryed to stay away from alll the boyz so i wouldnt fuck up or anything like that..but it didnt work wat i mean is at least i kept my closths on ..hehehe..i..so i guess summer really isnt over..for me at lease.well this morning i was so depressed i wanted to kill myself who would notice if i did kill myself..no1..i think...i was about to run in the streets but chris stoped me and then jessica came running out and all these other boyz that were with us....i love it in bowie on firdayz i am suppose to come up this comming friday but i think i am gonna go bowling with stevie and josh and john and my sexy ass megz..hopefully we do go....i cant wait till i go back to skkooll....its better than home...
megan just wanna say thanks for hooing me and stevie u r my lil whore..
well i gtg gonna party tonite.....kellylynn..........


I LoVe StEvIe....
I lOvE MeGaN....
I lOvE JoSh ....
 
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the end   
06:01pm 02/09/2003
 
mood: predatory
music: thug whillin
well.skool has been going very very well..i think not sure i feel down the stairs last firday it was funny everybody laughed at me...but n wayz megan told that her and josh and john arnt friends and how they faught all weekend..and also john was telling josh megan brad stevie and jordan mike.how i sucked his dick...wich i didnt and i tell megan everything..but nwayz i hate john now iam really over him that was wronge wat he did..but now i like stevie joshes lil brother..well i gtg peace to all my real homiez..love kellylynn
 
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first 2 dayz of skool   
04:43pm 27/08/2003
 
mood: bitchy
well everyone just about r really nice but some ppl r just really fucking mean ..well just updateing and i will say more shit in my next journal..peace
kellylynn
 
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10:59am 25/08/2003
 
mood: bored
music: white trash with tat-2s
When was the last time you...
Smiled?: Yesterday
Laughed?:firday
Cried?: firday
Bought something?: i dunno
Were sarcastic?: firday
Kissed someone?:firday
Talked to an ex?: yesterday
Had a nightmare?: saterday

A last time for everything...
Last book you read: have no clue
Last movie you saw: fredy vs jason
Last song you heard: twiztid (darkness)
Last thing you had to drink:faygo..moon mist
Last time you showered: Last night
Last thing you ate:ur mom

Do you...
Do drugs?: yes
Sleep with stuffed animals? Yeah
Live in the moment?: ???
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:yes
Play an instrument?: No
Remember your first love?: No
Read the newspaper?:no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yes
Believe in miracles?: Yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: uh....
Consider love a mistake?: yes
Like the taste of alcohol?: yess
Have a favorite candy?:gummy bears
Believe in astrology?: What's Astrology?
Believe in magic?: yes
Have any secrets?: Yes
Have any pets: a dog 2 cats.turtle
Do well in school?: No
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes
Have a major?: No
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: i dunno
Wear hats?: Sometimes
Have any piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: No
Hate yourself?: yes
Have a crush?: no
Do they know yet?: i said i didnt have a crush
Collect anything?: No
Have a best friend?: Yes(megan the whore)
Wish on stars?: sometimes
Like your handwriting?: hell no
Care about looks?: No
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: i dont really care
Believe in witches? yes
Believe in Satan?: a lil
Believe in ghosts?: YES
 
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bay fest   
07:00pm 24/08/2003
 
mood: artistic
music: HoMiEz
today i didnt see my mom..but i had o go with my dad to the bay fest..it was borning i
forgot wat is called but nwayz..so i walked with them and we talked and walked a john saw the cp that arrested him and yelled fuck u ..or smmthin like that.then we walked a lil more and josh saw his li sister sh was so cute...then they left and i walked a lil more and saw ricky and we both walked to gether for just a bit then i left andsaw my friends from southern ..i try to forget them..and rite now iam drawing these gimp ass picturs..but all togther today was pretty boring..but nwayz i am out..megan u better come up like usid u were after u get back from joshes house alrite iam out..peace.....
love kellylynn
 
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scared   
07:05pm 23/08/2003
 
mood: scared
music: put on me!!!
WOW THIS HAS BEEN AND INTERESTING SUMMER FOR ME.DURNING THIS SUMMER I LOST 2 FRIENDS BUT I REGANGED 3 NEW FRIENDS..WELL WHEN SKOOL STARTS I THInk my life will change ..i am afraid of loseing my closes friends.that would be my homies.MEGAN,JOSH,JOHN,BRAD,ROCKY,..MEGAN WILL be working josh will be going to skool and working.and john working and i have no clue..rocky skool and lives to far to see,brad skool..and of coures me skool.and trying to see my mom..
but ..i think megan will see eachother more because we live in breezy point together.and also if we can scenc megan told me that we have been friends for 7 years then and how i was moving everywhere she still kept in touch with me. no matter wat..and she did that shows shes a true friend.so i think we can still be friends for another 7 years and more....
well i got to say the partys over the summer and haveing fun with eachother and growing closer to eachother.she retty cool.. i am so glad we meet josh and john and brad and rocky because if we didnt know them we wouldnt have this much fun ...bbut in wayz.last nite was the last firday of the summer and we had soo much fun..i meet rocky he so cool he so funny when he drunk .but yesterday i kept hitting him with my shoe i guess it was a twich i dont know but. we waited for john to get here he got here around lets say 9:30..then we waited for josh to get here he didnt get here till about 11:30 i dont know.. but rocky and brad they were alreadyed fucked up so thats was kool.. we danced for them ..and then john spilled smirnoff(raspberry twizt and kool aid on me.. i got mad.. then after that me john rocky brad .jt matt josh and megan went to the living room..and then johna nd me had a long talk..it was sad i had tears in my eyes because i was so confused and pissed i didnt know if i wanted to be his friend n more because we alwayz fight but then i was like if u fuck up anymore i dont ever wanna talk to u again..he said ok..then after that i went to the living room and sat next to rocky and talked to him..then i was saying who i had gonarea ..and now everyone has because they drank out of the same bottle as me..so that went on and then i said i also had herbeiz and aids all that shit.. after that i tryed to hump sexy ass brad in his sleep but he caugt me ..thats sucked hes sexy ass mutha fucker..thehehe..then we all just sat up talking for like and hour.. then i finally went to sleep and everyone else did to..then today this moring i woke up josh was awake and they were getting ready to leave to go to joshes house to get the durango and then pick up rocky to take him home..then they came back here and megan and josh faught for like and hour but they were just playing around and josh thinks he gangasta but he isnt...then we were talking about how we were all white trash and all that shit how our lifes been gay..but thats okay because i am pround to be whitetrash and so is megan to..after that we came inside wacht tv and then john went home.then it was just brad josh me and megz here then josh had to lleave at 4:30 to go drop brad off and he had to goto work..so then they left me and megz were just getting ready to go down to the getto ass ship store.and then we went to there came back up strighten up here and now megan is updating here journal on jts computer and i am updateing my journal on our computer isnt that cool..ok not really but its pimp..lol..so that all i gtg to say is that i had a really kool summer and that i am glad i meet brad rocky and john..
and josh brad and john u aarnt gangsta the only gangasta ppl here r me and megan so beat that.............lol...we r pimps.hehe.so this will be last day i hang with megan because she will be with josh till skool starts..so. i guess this is about it..
 
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life....   
12:43am 22/08/2003
 
mood: thoughtful
music: foodang
LIVE life too the fullest.. u never kno when it could end...dont do drugs! there bad 4 u.(not).keep it cool n dont do dumb stuff lol!!
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Never take neone 4 granted, U never kno when u mite lose um.Would u rather have good memorize with a good friends or bad memorize that kept u holdin on? Anwser that one...why do ppl talk shit then ,when u say u talk about me there like no who said that........................some ppl got issuses..theehe
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why can life be so fucking depressing,sad, i think it just needs to be happy but not to happy
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hopefully i dont lose my closess friends i dont know wat i could ever do without them my life would be so i dunno bt very unhappy..and megan if lost u i dont know wat i do with out u and josh u to and john..u guyz r my closes friends even thoug we fight half the time we r together no matter wat uguyz will alwayz be my homiezzz no matter wat....
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helloo   
07:01pm 21/08/2003
 
mood: curious
music: BOGGIE MAN
well tusday nite i went to sarahs house..then i stayed thre for 2 dayz..it wa fun..then today i came home i went skool shoping .......so i really have nothing to say..besides...where is my whore at?? megan.. calll me when u get home...well i gtg peace...................
I LOVE MEGAN..JOSH...
I AM OUT PEACE HOME DAWGZZ KELLYLYNN
 
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